I've had this sort of drive since the younger years before I came to father. Ever since, I was always enticed with having power. Not mainly over others but more in ability. It usually occurred sometimes where I felt I had too much and at other times too little...but that's not important. My point for this is to ask if there is any way at all for me to obtain ability like more speed to levitation. I already know of father's testament "knowledge cannot be rushed". I know a lot of things but sometimes I don't know the subtle things in which to do certain things. I've done the meditations that father has told me to do...and now I barely know what to do as far as "ability" goes. What I have now either isn't enough or isn't working. I suppose to most of you it's selfish to say.
Ave Satanas
Ave Satanas