Please, can you help me?

[extreme.dark85]

I've made the Dedication Ritual 1 year ago, I've been working for Satan's agenda and I think that the enemies attacked me because I started to ask myself about the authenticity of Spiritual Satanism, and I couldn't feel Satan's presence so I stopped to practice the teachings of Spiritual Satanism. Last night, I was thinking about Father Satan and I felt very happy, I know He's my true Creator. Do you think He will forgive me? I was listening to bullshit christian songs when I stopped to practice. Thank you(every answer is welcomed).

 

[babyb00m]

Satan is not like the christian god where every mistake is held against you for all eternity. Move on from the mistake and learn from it. Start meditating again and work for Satan. There are reverse torah rituals going on right now that you should participate in. You do not have to be advanced at meditation to successfully perform the rituals. The 40 Day Meditation Program in Satan's Library is a good place to start with meditation. Some of the links in the 40 Day Meditation Program are broken. PDF versions of the links are in Satan's Library.

Reverse torah Rituals
https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Joy ... ges/157499

Satan's Library
http://dawn666blacksun.angelfire.com/Sa ... brary.html

40 Day Meditation Program
http://dawn666blacksun.angelfire.com/Jo ... stries.pdf

 

[Gerecht Ror1]

Yes, you most likely have been deeply attacked by the enemy, and/or you might have a rooted vampire that is xian and is influencing you with his thoughts (parents, family members, friends, etc. - might be from past lives too) under some circustances. Also maybe you had a bad planetary transit : in my experience, if it happens to the Chart Ruler or ascendant, external influences like this will be higher. Same for transits to the Sun. They intensify this crap by lowering your will/defences. Don't feel guilty, if you "slipped on a banana" just stand up and go on again on your path, Satan knows what you have in your heart, and you now know how the enemy will try to attack you, so that you will be able to defend better!     Sent: Sunday, April 03, 2016 at 1:47 PM
From: "extreme.dark85@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected]
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Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Please, can you help me?     I've made the Dedication Ritual 1 year ago, I've been working for Satan's agenda and I think that the enemies attacked me because I started to ask myself about the authenticity of Spiritual Satanism, and I couldn't feel Satan's presence so I stopped to practice the teachings of Spiritual Satanism. Last night, I was thinking about Father Satan and I felt very happy, I know He's my true Creator. Do you think He will forgive me? I was listening to bullshit christian songs when I stopped to practice. Thank you(every answer is welcomed).