Yes, you most likely have been deeply attacked by the enemy, and/or you might have a rooted vampire that is xian and is influencing you with his thoughts (parents, family members, friends, etc. - might be from past lives too) under some circustances. Also maybe you had a bad planetary transit : in my experience, if it happens to the Chart Ruler or ascendant, external influences like this will be higher. Same for transits to the Sun. They intensify this crap by lowering your will/defences. Don't feel guilty, if you "slipped on a banana" just stand up and go on again on your path, Satan knows what you have in your heart, and you now know how the enemy will try to attack you, so that you will be able to defend better! Sent: Sunday, April 03, 2016 at 1:47 PM
From: "extreme.dark85@... [JoyofSatan666]"
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Subject: Please, can you help me? I've made the Dedication Ritual 1 year ago, I've been working for Satan's agenda and I think that the enemies attacked me because I started to ask myself about the authenticity of Spiritual Satanism, and I couldn't feel Satan's presence so I stopped to practice the teachings of Spiritual Satanism. Last night, I was thinking about Father Satan and I felt very happy, I know He's my true Creator. Do you think He will forgive me? I was listening to bullshit christian songs when I stopped to practice. Thank you(every answer is welcomed).
