Personal defence against the enemy

[exarkuun1991]

Ok. Every time I ask my guardian for advice on advancing, he gives it. I follow, as I trust him. This time around, my adfancement had immediate, powerful responses...that attracted a group of enemies to attack me. They didnt attack by using energy to try and huet me physically..no. they created ideas, thoughtforms, to assault my mind. I have one weakness, and that.. well, was exploited. Quite badly right now, in fact. Every time this happens, I cannot sleep and wind up asking Father for protection. I know I am strong, but what I know of defending myself, is not working. What have I tried? Cleaning chakras and auras, projecting a bubble of cleansing white-gold energy around me, tried ripping these things out of me, and tried to purge them directly. No amount of effort works. I know why. The energy feeding these attacks comes from humans. Normally I do not fear these things.. but humans fear some common horror images that I am susceptible to. I am not afraid of the real images, but what is being used to attack me, I cannot deny they terrify me. I sense them in the dark.. I know I am not weak. The enemy wants none of us to grow, and believe me, this is effective at slowing me. Please send advice.

 

[call_me_something_else]

I've experienced some things which sound like what you're describing. At first I would just ask Father Satan to help me. This worked. Then it was shown to me I'm actually capable of doing my own fighting.

Focus on his sigil (Get to know it well) and ask him to help you. As you start seeing how weak these things really are, they'll lose any power they seemed to have. Next thing you know, those "images" which used to scare you will be seen as pathetic as they actually are.

And you can bet they'll try other little nasties.

Hail Father Satan!

---In , wrote:

Ok. Every time I ask my guardian for advice on advancing, he gives it. I follow, as I trust him. This time around, my adfancement had immediate, powerful responses...that attracted a group of enemies to attack me. They didnt attack by using energy to try and huet me physically..no. they created ideas, thoughtforms, to assault my mind. I have one weakness, and that.. well, was exploited. Quite badly right now, in fact. Every time this happens, I cannot sleep and wind up asking Father for protection. I know I am strong, but what I know of defending myself, is not working. What have I tried? Cleaning chakras and auras, projecting a bubble of cleansing white-gold energy around me, tried ripping these things out of me, and tried to purge them directly. No amount of effort works. I know why. The energy feeding these attacks comes from humans. Normally I do not fear these things.. but humans fear some common horror images that I am susceptible to. I am not afraid of the real images, but what is being used to attack me, I cannot deny they terrify me. I sense them in the dark.. I know I am not weak. The enemy wants none of us to grow, and believe me, this is effective at slowing me. Please send advice.

 

[en_haradren_amlug]

The stronger your soul, the stronger you are, the less susceptible you are to their attacks. Focus on empowering your soul, raising your vibration and bioelectricity. Keeping a strong aura of protection, and cleaning your aura and chakras regularly.
Also, practice Void Meditation, this helps so much in simply blocking out the thoughts and emotions coming from the enemy.
-En Haradren Amlug.

---In , <exarkuun1991@... wrote:

Ok. Every time I ask my guardian for advice on advancing, he gives it. I follow, as I trust him. This time around, my adfancement had immediate, powerful responses...that attracted a group of enemies to attack me. They didnt attack by using energy to try and huet me physically..no. they created ideas, thoughtforms, to assault my mind. I have one weakness, and that.. well, was exploited. Quite badly right now, in fact. Every time this happens, I cannot sleep and wind up asking Father for protection. I know I am strong, but what I know of defending myself, is not working. What have I tried? Cleaning chakras and auras, projecting a bubble of cleansing white-gold energy around me, tried ripping these things out of me, and tried to purge them directly. No amount of effort works. I know why. The energy feeding these attacks comes from humans. Normally I do not fear these things.. but humans fear some common horror images that I am susceptible to. I am not afraid of the real images, but what is being used to attack me, I cannot deny they terrify me. I sense them in the dark.. I know I am not weak. The enemy wants none of us to grow, and believe me, this is effective at slowing me. Please send advice.

 

[shantikami]

I think I know how you feel -  I just had a huge panic attack (definitely enemy caused) a few days ago, and it left me shaken pretty much all day. It. Sucked. But once I wasn't in that fear, I got angry. I use my outrage & anger in the working we're doing, and I use it to put more energy into my shielding and aura cleansing. Those little dbags have no right to go messing around with me.

It also helps me to remember that someone said they're afraid of cats. I mean, cats. Maybe when they send you images, you can think of cats attacking them?

I also agree with Ask Me Something Else; focus on Father's sigil & ask for His help.

Hopefully, this is helpful, and I wish you the strength to make the enemy choke on their images.

with eternal love and devotion to Satan
with eternal respect and honor to the god/desses of Duat
with friendship to my fellow Spiritual Satanists

---In , <no.state@... wrote:

I've experienced some things which sound like what you're describing. At first I would just ask Father Satan to help me. This worked. Then it was shown to me I'm actually capable of doing my own fighting.

Focus on his sigil (Get to know it well) and ask him to help you. As you start seeing how weak these things really are, they'll lose any power they seemed to have. Next thing you know, those "images" which used to scare you will be seen as pathetic as they actually are.

And you can bet they'll try other little nasties.

Hail Father Satan!


---In , wrote:

Ok. Every time I ask my guardian for advice on advancing, he gives it. I follow, as I trust him. This time around, my adfancement had immediate, powerful responses...that attracted a group of enemies to attack me. They didnt attack by using energy to try and huet me physically..no. they created ideas, thoughtforms, to assault my mind. I have one weakness, and that.. well, was exploited. Quite badly right now, in fact. Every time this happens, I cannot sleep and wind up asking Father for protection. I know I am strong, but what I know of defending myself, is not working. What have I tried? Cleaning chakras and auras, projecting a bubble of cleansing white-gold energy around me, tried ripping these things out of me, and tried to purge them directly. No amount of effort works. I know why. The energy feeding these attacks comes from humans. Normally I do not fear these things.. but humans fear some common horror images that I am susceptible to. I am not afraid of the real images, but what is being used to attack me, I cannot deny they terrify me. I sense them in the dark.. I know I am not weak. The enemy wants none of us to grow, and believe me, this is effective at slowing me. Please send advice.

 

[exarkuun1991]

I will ask for help, assistance in destroying the images rather than protection from them. That's at least what I infer from your post..
Other nasties? oh boy. Sounds like a challenge.
I mean at this point there CAN'T be that many enemies still alive..hopefully we can stop them soon.
Thanks for the answer. 

---In , <no.state@... wrote:

I've experienced some things which sound like what you're describing. At first I would just ask Father Satan to help me. This worked. Then it was shown to me I'm actually capable of doing my own fighting.

Focus on his sigil (Get to know it well) and ask him to help you. As you start seeing how weak these things really are, they'll lose any power they seemed to have. Next thing you know, those "images" which used to scare you will be seen as pathetic as they actually are.

And you can bet they'll try other little nasties.

Hail Father Satan!


---In , wrote:

Ok. Every time I ask my guardian for advice on advancing, he gives it. I follow, as I trust him. This time around, my adfancement had immediate, powerful responses...that attracted a group of enemies to attack me. They didnt attack by using energy to try and huet me physically..no. they created ideas, thoughtforms, to assault my mind. I have one weakness, and that.. well, was exploited. Quite badly right now, in fact. Every time this happens, I cannot sleep and wind up asking Father for protection. I know I am strong, but what I know of defending myself, is not working. What have I tried? Cleaning chakras and auras, projecting a bubble of cleansing white-gold energy around me, tried ripping these things out of me, and tried to purge them directly. No amount of effort works. I know why. The energy feeding these attacks comes from humans. Normally I do not fear these things.. but humans fear some common horror images that I am susceptible to. I am not afraid of the real images, but what is being used to attack me, I cannot deny they terrify me. I sense them in the dark.. I know I am not weak. The enemy wants none of us to grow, and believe me, this is effective at slowing me. Please send advice.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Watch out for subtlety too. Sometimes when the hard punches don't work, little poking and prodding will be their next tactic. That's what they do to me, but I learn from it and become better at ignoring them and protecting myself daily.
From: "exarkuun1991@..." <exarkuun1991@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, October 5, 2013 11:25:35 PM
Subject: RE: Personal defence against the enemy

  I will ask for help, assistance in destroying the images rather than protection from them. That's at least what I infer from your post..
Other nasties? oh boy. Sounds like a challenge.
I mean at this point there CAN'T be that many enemies still alive..hopefully we can stop them soon.
Thanks for the answer. 

---In , <no.state@... wrote:

I've experienced some things which sound like what you're describing. At first I would just ask Father Satan to help me. This worked. Then it was shown to me I'm actually capable of doing my own fighting.

Focus on his sigil (Get to know it well) and ask him to help you. As you start seeing how weak these things really are, they'll lose any power they seemed to have. Next thing you know, those "images" which used to scare you will be seen as pathetic as they actually are.

And you can bet they'll try other little nasties.

Hail Father Satan!


---In , wrote:

Ok. Every time I ask my guardian for advice on advancing, he gives it. I follow, as I trust him. This time around, my adfancement had immediate, powerful responses...that attracted a group of enemies to attack me. They didnt attack by using energy to try and huet me physically..no. they created ideas, thoughtforms, to assault my mind. I have one weakness, and that.. well, was exploited. Quite badly right now, in fact. Every time this happens, I cannot sleep and wind up asking Father for protection. I know I am strong, but what I know of defending myself, is not working. What have I tried? Cleaning chakras and auras, projecting a bubble of cleansing white-gold energy around me, tried ripping these things out of me, and tried to purge them directly. No amount of effort works. I know why. The energy feeding these attacks comes from humans. Normally I do not fear these things.. but humans fear some common horror images that I am susceptible to. I am not afraid of the real images, but what is being used to attack me, I cannot deny they terrify me. I sense them in the dark.. I know I am not weak. The enemy wants none of us to grow, and believe me, this is effective at slowing me. Please send advice.

 

[Anakin Skywalker]

dammit, that is EXACTLY what happened to me yesterday - i fell asleep, had a TERRIFYING dream about hell which caused a panic attack which lasted all day! Im still feeling it like 24 hours later!

On Sun, Oct 6, 2013 at 1:18 PM, Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@... wrote:

  Watch out for subtlety too. Sometimes when the hard punches don't work, little poking and prodding will be their next tactic. That's what they do to me, but I learn from it and become better at ignoring them and protecting myself daily.
From: "exarkuun1991@..." <exarkuun1991@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, October 5, 2013 11:25:35 PM
Subject: RE: Personal defence against the enemy

  I will ask for help, assistance in destroying the images rather than protection from them. That's at least what I infer from your post..
Other nasties? oh boy. Sounds like a challenge.
I mean at this point there CAN'T be that many enemies still alive..hopefully we can stop them soon.
Thanks for the answer. 

---In , <no.state@... wrote:

I've experienced some things which sound like what you're describing. At first I would just ask Father Satan to help me. This worked. Then it was shown to me I'm actually capable of doing my own fighting.

Focus on his sigil (Get to know it well) and ask him to help you. As you start seeing how weak these things really are, they'll lose any power they seemed to have. Next thing you know, those "images" which used to scare you will be seen as pathetic as they actually are.

And you can bet they'll try other little nasties.

Hail Father Satan!


---In , < wrote:

Ok. Every time I ask my guardian for advice on advancing, he gives it. I follow, as I trust him. This time around, my adfancement had immediate, powerful responses...that attracted a group of enemies to attack me. They didnt attack by using energy to try and huet me physically..no. they created ideas, thoughtforms, to assault my mind. I have one weakness, and that.. well, was exploited. Quite badly right now, in fact. Every time this happens, I cannot sleep and wind up asking Father for protection. I know I am strong, but what I know of defending myself, is not working. What have I tried? Cleaning chakras and auras, projecting a bubble of cleansing white-gold energy around me, tried ripping these things out of me, and tried to purge them directly. No amount of effort works. I know why. The energy feeding these attacks comes from humans. Normally I do not fear these things.. but humans fear some common horror images that I am susceptible to. I am not afraid of the real images, but what is being used to attack me, I cannot deny they terrify me. I sense them in the dark.. I know I am not weak. The enemy wants none of us to grow, and believe me, this is effective at slowing me. Please send advice.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Don't dwell on it. If it comes back sneaking into your mind, banish it with a positive thought, an empowering one, or with something that makes you happy and feels good.It's not easy, it's like a muscle that you have to train, but your life will improve over time.
From: Anakin Skywalker <anakinskywalker629@...
To:
Sent: Sunday, October 6, 2013 4:28:49 PM
Subject: Re: RE: Personal defence against the enemy

  dammit, that is EXACTLY what happened to me yesterday - i fell asleep, had a TERRIFYING dream about hell which caused a panic attack which lasted all day! Im still feeling it like 24 hours later!

On Sun, Oct 6, 2013 at 1:18 PM, Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@... wrote:

  Watch out for subtlety too. Sometimes when the hard punches don't work, little poking and prodding will be their next tactic. That's what they do to me, but I learn from it and become better at ignoring them and protecting myself daily.
From: "exarkuun1991@..." <exarkuun1991@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, October 5, 2013 11:25:35 PM
Subject: RE: Personal defence against the enemy

  I will ask for help, assistance in destroying the images rather than protection from them. That's at least what I infer from your post..
Other nasties? oh boy. Sounds like a challenge.
I mean at this point there CAN'T be that many enemies still alive..hopefully we can stop them soon.
Thanks for the answer. 

---In , <no.state@... wrote:

I've experienced some things which sound like what you're describing. At first I would just ask Father Satan to help me. This worked. Then it was shown to me I'm actually capable of doing my own fighting.

Focus on his sigil (Get to know it well) and ask him to help you. As you start seeing how weak these things really are, they'll lose any power they seemed to have. Next thing you know, those "images" which used to scare you will be seen as pathetic as they actually are.

And you can bet they'll try other little nasties.

Hail Father Satan!


---In , < wrote:

Ok. Every time I ask my guardian for advice on advancing, he gives it. I follow, as I trust him. This time around, my adfancement had immediate, powerful responses...that attracted a group of enemies to attack me. They didnt attack by using energy to try and huet me physically..no. they created ideas, thoughtforms, to assault my mind. I have one weakness, and that.. well, was exploited. Quite badly right now, in fact. Every time this happens, I cannot sleep and wind up asking Father for protection. I know I am strong, but what I know of defending myself, is not working. What have I tried? Cleaning chakras and auras, projecting a bubble of cleansing white-gold energy around me, tried ripping these things out of me, and tried to purge them directly. No amount of effort works. I know why. The energy feeding these attacks comes from humans. Normally I do not fear these things.. but humans fear some common horror images that I am susceptible to. I am not afraid of the real images, but what is being used to attack me, I cannot deny they terrify me. I sense them in the dark.. I know I am not weak. The enemy wants none of us to grow, and believe me, this is effective at slowing me. Please send advice.

 

[Anakin Skywalker]

when im feeling depressed, i play this song either in my head of on my computer - it makes me happy...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tn_ADYdapY4

On Sun, Oct 6, 2013 at 1:41 PM, Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@... wrote:

  Don't dwell on it. If it comes back sneaking into your mind, banish it with a positive thought, an empowering one, or with something that makes you happy and feels good. It's not easy, it's like a muscle that you have to train, but your life will improve over time.
From: Anakin Skywalker <anakinskywalker629@...
To:
Sent: Sunday, October 6, 2013 4:28:49 PM
Subject: Re: RE: Personal defence against the enemy

  dammit, that is EXACTLY what happened to me yesterday - i fell asleep, had a TERRIFYING dream about hell which caused a panic attack which lasted all day! Im still feeling it like 24 hours later!

On Sun, Oct 6, 2013 at 1:18 PM, Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@... wrote:

  Watch out for subtlety too. Sometimes when the hard punches don't work, little poking and prodding will be their next tactic. That's what they do to me, but I learn from it and become better at ignoring them and protecting myself daily.
From: "exarkuun1991@..." <exarkuun1991@...
To:
Sent: Saturday, October 5, 2013 11:25:35 PM
Subject: RE: Personal defence against the enemy

  I will ask for help, assistance in destroying the images rather than protection from them. That's at least what I infer from your post..
Other nasties? oh boy. Sounds like a challenge.
I mean at this point there CAN'T be that many enemies still alive..hopefully we can stop them soon.
Thanks for the answer. 

---In , <no.state@... wrote:

I've experienced some things which sound like what you're describing. At first I would just ask Father Satan to help me. This worked. Then it was shown to me I'm actually capable of doing my own fighting.

Focus on his sigil (Get to know it well) and ask him to help you. As you start seeing how weak these things really are, they'll lose any power they seemed to have. Next thing you know, those "images" which used to scare you will be seen as pathetic as they actually are.

And you can bet they'll try other little nasties.

Hail Father Satan!


---In , < wrote:

Ok. Every time I ask my guardian for advice on advancing, he gives it. I follow, as I trust him. This time around, my adfancement had immediate, powerful responses...that attracted a group of enemies to attack me. They didnt attack by using energy to try and huet me physically..no. they created ideas, thoughtforms, to assault my mind. I have one weakness, and that.. well, was exploited. Quite badly right now, in fact. Every time this happens, I cannot sleep and wind up asking Father for protection. I know I am strong, but what I know of defending myself, is not working. What have I tried? Cleaning chakras and auras, projecting a bubble of cleansing white-gold energy around me, tried ripping these things out of me, and tried to purge them directly. No amount of effort works. I know why. The energy feeding these attacks comes from humans. Normally I do not fear these things.. but humans fear some common horror images that I am susceptible to. I am not afraid of the real images, but what is being used to attack me, I cannot deny they terrify me. I sense them in the dark.. I know I am not weak. The enemy wants none of us to grow, and believe me, this is effective at slowing me. Please send advice.