Only good things since coming here

[High Priestess Lydia Coventina]

[This is in reply to a post which has since been deleted]

I don't normally read long posts, but for some reason I felt compelled to read this through.

You sound like you are on a great start on your spiritual journey Just keep at it, it really sucks when people with much potential slip up. No matter what happens in your life, stay strong in our Gods and keep meditating, and do yoga daily, as you are now. Skipping a day of hatha can have many negative effects.

If I can offer one piece of advice, it's to learn to say "no" to others, such as this person who still has access to your car even though he no longer pays you for the rights to use it. Helping others can be very rewarding, but it can also seriously screw you over. I speak from experience.

You said you don't do void, but if your mind is still and calm while doing trance, then you are doing void while in trance. It still counts