hotstudman95
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note on this subject i started typing this message on "Tue Apr 10, 2012 2:42 pm " so you know the Monday i am referring to.
i am still even sense December of last year on the 19th of that month new to satanism and meditation in general. so allot of what i may experience that i may mention some of you may be more than familiar with but remember it is all new to me
anyway
last night (the Monday i am speaking of).
when i was doing my usual meditation in the evening sometime towards the end of the music/song i was listening to on my phone i was meditating by i felt something.
it was what i believe to be some kind of feeling like a surge of energy (or pressure perhaps).
the feeling was in my chest kind of near my left lung area (somewhere between the left lung and heart actually) like some kind of energy surge. i am not sure what it was but i before that night never felt anything like it before.
and today well is going well i am at the library chilling watching movies and gaming on my Day off from work and whatnot as i got a month or so of free netflix membership.
when i woke up this morning though for some odd reason its like i had this odd feeling like i was hyper and tired at the same time.
yeah one time the bathroom was in use due to a problem with plumbing at a plumber had to show up late night and i had to meditate in my room and use the electric candle and reed defusers instead but what i am saying here is that the good news is i have not missed an evening yet.
woohoo
but i wonder what was this odd surge of energy i felt does anyone have an idea???
also i should mention on the waking up part i mentioned before on being hyper and tired kind of at the same time (could not think of another way to describe it) what was that i wonder???
i am still even sense December of last year on the 19th of that month new to satanism and meditation in general. so allot of what i may experience that i may mention some of you may be more than familiar with but remember it is all new to me
anyway
last night (the Monday i am speaking of).
when i was doing my usual meditation in the evening sometime towards the end of the music/song i was listening to on my phone i was meditating by i felt something.
it was what i believe to be some kind of feeling like a surge of energy (or pressure perhaps).
the feeling was in my chest kind of near my left lung area (somewhere between the left lung and heart actually) like some kind of energy surge. i am not sure what it was but i before that night never felt anything like it before.
and today well is going well i am at the library chilling watching movies and gaming on my Day off from work and whatnot as i got a month or so of free netflix membership.
when i woke up this morning though for some odd reason its like i had this odd feeling like i was hyper and tired at the same time.
yeah one time the bathroom was in use due to a problem with plumbing at a plumber had to show up late night and i had to meditate in my room and use the electric candle and reed defusers instead but what i am saying here is that the good news is i have not missed an evening yet.
woohoo
but i wonder what was this odd surge of energy i felt does anyone have an idea???
also i should mention on the waking up part i mentioned before on being hyper and tired kind of at the same time (could not think of another way to describe it) what was that i wonder???
