outlaw3931
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Recently I have lost my faith in all religions and became an atheist, but I always get pulled back into spiritual satanism! Someone in the Facebook group told me to pray to Father Satan to reveal himself, and I did, but haven't seen anything.
It's hard for me to believe in any gods as I am an atheist and without proof it's very hard.
While I know the christian god and it's nazarene are fakes, I feel if I were to believe in any gods it would be the Norse. Deep inside I probably still believe in Odin, or would like to, anyway. I have experienced his presence a few times even while struggling with my faith and religion. But even if I feel his presence, how do I know that's not just me and my wishful thinking?
Back when I was a practicing Odinist, I believed that Odin chose me. I even took his mark, which technically makes me his.
I think my atheism is the result of many years of seeking, and it was unfruitful.
Was anyone here ever an atheist before becoming a theistic satanist, and if so how did you transition from disbelief to belief?
Thanks.
14/88/666
~Outlaw
It's hard for me to believe in any gods as I am an atheist and without proof it's very hard.
While I know the christian god and it's nazarene are fakes, I feel if I were to believe in any gods it would be the Norse. Deep inside I probably still believe in Odin, or would like to, anyway. I have experienced his presence a few times even while struggling with my faith and religion. But even if I feel his presence, how do I know that's not just me and my wishful thinking?
Back when I was a practicing Odinist, I believed that Odin chose me. I even took his mark, which technically makes me his.
I think my atheism is the result of many years of seeking, and it was unfruitful.
Was anyone here ever an atheist before becoming a theistic satanist, and if so how did you transition from disbelief to belief?
Thanks.
14/88/666
~Outlaw