old but new?

[gunsnroser1]

Hey, it has been a crazy past couple of years for me. I was awakened to the teachings of Satan two years ago, and noticed quickly that demons were trying to talk to me and stuff. Although I have been communicating with them, I feel like they were holding information from me. Like no matter how close I get to them, they always seem to distance themselves from me. Even though all that happened, I want someone else to validate what I'm going through because sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy. Sorry for the rambling, I'm having a hard time figuring out stuff because I'm 18, and I was involved with some questionable characters who have now revealed to be not of Satan, even though they used to manipulate me by claiming to be a follower. Anyways, I'm glad to be on here, and looking forward to meeting new people