Obliterating Saturn

[sotem]

Hello.

I've started Lydia's Obliterating Saturn. I'm planning to do it for 40 days. Today is the 10th day.

I know the problem gets bigger at the first time, which it did and I got over with it. I felt eased. I can tell the improvements from now.

But then there's this slimy green-black (and a bit indigo) coloured filthy energy emerged in me. I haven't felt such a nasty shit like this. I'm so surprized how could I reside this kind energy my whole life. It felt so psychopathic and out of control that I knew I had to get rid of it immediately. But I couldn't because it was too coherent. I asked the Gods to help me. They sent me an amount of golden energy that I can't evoke by myself. I cleaned it with affirmations then, it went off. But while it was going off, my whole body shaked. I gave a harsh reaction that I nearly jumped sitting and I hit my head to the wall. It was the worst feeling ever. I was out of breath. Then I felt a huge ease thanking to Gods.

What do you think about it ? What kind of energy could it be ? What kind of thing I ever did to create and absorb that kind of an energy ? I immediately do RTRs and RC 1&2 after vibrating the runes for the day. I can sense more of that filthy energy is in me. Is is going to be like this for 40 days straight ? What do I do ?

Hail Satan!!!

 

[High Priestess Lydia]

Keep at it. You can ask a Demon to help each time, it will likely be a lesser Demon so you might not get their name. There is no way of knowing how long it will keep up for, but I doubt it will be for 40 days. I had some major cleaning done when the F-Rtr first came out, a Demon was helping me twice a day with it. You might need some extra rest in your day, I know I did. So if you feel more tired than usual, it won't last very long.

And make sure to clean your aura after, and again later in the day or the next morning if you do it right before going to bed. Get your aura as bright as the Sun

 

[sotem]

Oh thank you, dear. I was surprised to be answered by you .

I feel like I already got over with some problems (How fast). But near this energy, they seem minor. I'm going to terminate it completely.

Also, I prepared a yearly plan of workings for myself. Could you check it out as being someone deeply in astrology if you're OK with that ? I think I did all the measurements properly but I'd ask someone who knows it better. Also got further questions...

Astrology is something HUGE.

 

[darkmonkey666]

Hello.

I've started Lydia's Obliterating Saturn. I'm planning to do it for 40 days. Today is the 10th day.

I know the problem gets bigger at the first time, which it did and I got over with it. I felt eased. I can tell the improvements from now.

But then there's this slimy green-black (and a bit indigo) coloured filthy energy emerged in me. I haven't felt such a nasty shit like this. I'm so surprized how could I reside this kind energy my whole life. It felt so psychopathic and out of control that I knew I had to get rid of it immediately. But I couldn't because it was too coherent. I asked the Gods to help me. They sent me an amount of golden energy that I can't evoke by myself. I cleaned it with affirmations then, it went off. But while it was going off, my whole body shaked. I gave a harsh reaction that I nearly jumped sitting and I hit my head to the wall. It was the worst feeling ever. I was out of breath. Then I felt a huge ease thanking to Gods.

What do you think about it ? What kind of energy could it be ? What kind of thing I ever did to create and absorb that kind of an energy ? I immediately do RTRs and RC 1&2 after vibrating the runes for the day. I can sense more of that filthy energy is in me. Is is going to be like this for 40 days straight ? What do I do ?

Hail Satan!!!

That's a version of Jewish energy. Very similar to the way I saw it in a person who had a relationship with a Jew when they were younger. I posted about this here.

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=53298&p=234199&hilit=Slimy#p234199

It does not necessarily mean you have been with a Jew but what it does mean is at some point you have been around one and that energy got in you or connected deeply to someone who was with a Jew at some point and it got in you.

Just keep cleaning let's hope this is not really bad but if it is you will be great to work on cleansing that every day.

 

[sotem]

Well... I've been close friends with a jew for 7 years (the number of death, what a cohencidence). But it was kinda like, I was superior to him. I've never been dependent to him, but he was so dependent to me. He always sucked my energy instead of I absorbed his energy. I never felt a deep bond to him but I was seeing him as a close friend, we were getting well. Now I see him as an endless RTR fuel reserve.

I feel bad about that time passed, I could spend it to be a better person instead of being a life unit to some ugly mosquito. He was soooo weak. He was so weak that he couldn't stop my improvement, so only thing he could do is sucking my energy to slow me down. I spent my teenage years with him so he affected my personality. I used to be a hater, an autistic, a cuck, a loser (my retrograde Uranus supported that also). I'm originally rebellious but I was affected by his weakness that I only shut up and hold the anger in myself. That led to me lots of tantrums.

The reason of all the problems were in front of my eyes. I feel so free killing him with the RTRs. After a year I stopped talking to him, he messaged me. He said he was so desperate, he doesn't have a reason to live, everything is pushing him. I felt vengeance flowing in my veins.

Also, I used to have a feeling close to that energy gives. It was fear, anger, hopelesness, curiosity and longing combined along with something I can't explain. I dwelled on that feeling for years because it made me feel so good. But also actions I did to feel that feeling took me so down, agressive, misantrophic, but it was feeling so good! Whenever I felt that feeling, I wanted to be stuck in it and live within it forever. I always imagined an alien&Asian looking woman face (I'm White) whenever I felt that, along with longing. I'm none of this person anymore. But when I got rid of the energy, I realized the core of these.

I think I had to do something with that alien&Asian looking woman my previous life, then I had problems with jews this life (he isn't the only jew I confronted , there are more).

My natal chart is good, you could call me lucky about my aspects. I think they knew that and they sent their minions to push me down. They took advantage of my financially poor family which could raise me with less potential. But they couldn't make me give up.

I feel so much potential in me about everything (languages, music, acting, body-building, cooking, discovering, spirituality etc.). It's like there's a literal steel-hard Ubermensch who can't be stopped by anything in myself. They tried to push Him, they did somehow, and I want to wake Him up. I took the first step with obliterating my Saturn (which gives me obvious problems). Any kind of suggestions, do's, not-to-do's will be appreciated.

Thank you for reading all here, Hail Satan!

 

[darkmonkey666]

Well... I've been close friends with a jew for 7 years (the number of death, what a cohencidence). But it was kinda like, I was superior to him. I've never been dependent to him, but he was so dependent to me. He always sucked my energy instead of I absorbed his energy. I never felt a deep bond to him but I was seeing him as a close friend, we were getting well. Now I see him as an endless RTR fuel reserve.

I feel bad about that time passed, I could spend it to be a better person instead of being a life unit to some ugly mosquito. He was soooo weak. He was so weak that he couldn't stop my improvement, so only thing he could do is sucking my energy to slow me down. I spent my teenage years with him so he affected my personality. I used to be a hater, an autistic, a cuck, a loser (my retrograde Uranus supported that also). I'm originally rebellious but I was affected by his weakness that I only shut up and hold the anger in myself. That led to me lots of tantrums.

The reason of all the problems were in front of my eyes. I feel so free killing him with the RTRs. After a year I stopped talking to him, he messaged me. He said he was so desperate, he doesn't have a reason to live, everything is pushing him. I felt vengeance flowing in my veins.

Also, I used to have a feeling close to that energy gives. It was fear, anger, hopelesness, curiosity and longing combined along with something I can't explain. I dwelled on that feeling for years because it made me feel so good. But also actions I did to feel that feeling took me so down, agressive, misantrophic, but it was feeling so good! Whenever I felt that feeling, I wanted to be stuck in it and live within it forever. I always imagined an alien&Asian looking woman face (I'm White) whenever I felt that, along with longing. I'm none of this person anymore. But when I got rid of the energy, I realized the core of these.

I think I had to do something with that alien&Asian looking woman my previous life, then I had problems with jews this life (he isn't the only jew I confronted , there are more).

My natal chart is good, you could call me lucky about my aspects. I think they knew that and they sent their minions to push me down. They took advantage of my financially poor family which could raise me with less potential. But they couldn't make me give up.

I feel so much potential in me about everything (languages, music, acting, body-building, cooking, discovering, spirituality etc.). It's like there's a literal steel-hard Ubermensch who can't be stopped by anything in myself. They tried to push Him, they did somehow, and I want to wake Him up. I took the first step with obliterating my Saturn (which gives me obvious problems). Any kind of suggestions, do's, not-to-do's will be appreciated.

Thank you for reading all here, Hail Satan!

Well that explains it then. It is bound to happen that some of the energy will get in you. Work on cleansing it. Maybe do Cobras freeing the soul of the enemy meditation Ansuz choose a power number in each of the 7 chakras and affirmation in each "my ____(name of chakra) chakra is completely and totally free of all connections and influences of the enemies of Satan right now"