as a result of wrong effort

[soldier]

First of all, I think I did spiritual squares instead of material squares about a year ago. Strangely, I could feel people's energies, and the person I was drawing energy from would immediately be harmed; I experienced this physically. Is it possible to block the effects of these squares, especially since I only want to do them for material gain? Again, I respectfully apologize. Doing spiritual squares unconsciously has been very harmful, but I felt relieved after cleansing the aura, then it would start again. I want to approach this with a materialistic mindset, not a spiritual one, and I want to improve myself in this area.