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[email protected][/url], "toto_emenefus_tribal" <toto_emenefus_tribal@... wrote:
You're likely the same as me then; when I first dedicated to Spiritual Satanism I didn't really have anything spiritual happen -- unless you count my fire alarm going off and waking my parents up at 3 A.M. in the morning, but that's only to be expected when you burn shit -- but the profound joy I felt when I first came to the JOS and started reading about the truth, even BEFORE I had dedicated was more than enough to continue motivating me.
Some of us are a lot more psychically open than others, and I had virtually no psychic experiences right away...they didn't even happen until I moved out of my house a couple months later, but by then I had been performing certain meditations. Even now though, I sometimes have difficulty dealing with the spiritual, but as I continue to meditate more consistently it becomes much, MUCH easier. Remember, Satan is quite strong on one who has patience, and the average person has been programmed into having mental disabilities such as A.D.D that make it so they ALWAYS HAVE TO BE DOING SOMETHING. People rush, I was the exact same way, and sometimes still am, but the difference is that now I catch myself doing it; if I get impatient with something I don't just give up and try to move onto something else immediately, I force myself to try and stick with it until I see results, and trust me, THERE ARE RESULTS: You just have to want it!
We all come to satanism on different levels, if you aren't spiritually open like I was, then you need to meditate, the more consistent you are the more father will feel inclined to help you and be apart of your life, and as for coincidences? Look for ANYTHING and EVERYTHING that is supposedly inexplainable, when we are new the gods will sometimes let us know they are there in other ways! When I moved into my new house, I went upstairs from my basement, when I came downstairs there were things on top of my table that hadn't been there before. One time, when I was using the bathroom, I heard a noise from above me, and when I looked up my tissue box on top of my cabinet was crumpled to my amazement, THIS WAS BEFORE I COULD DEAL WITH ANYTHING SPIRITUAL!!!
One thing you may want to do however, is have a ritual at least once a week; this is the time that we use to communicate with father and open ourselves up to him even more. The act of the ritual itself will bring us closer to him and show that we appreciate him, and by doing so he will return the favour.
I hope this was helpful for you, because I felt the same things you did in the beginning and sometimes even cried myself to sleep because I felt alone...I don't feel that way anymore because of the experiences I have had and am still having, trust yourself, you can become stronger.
AVE SATANAS!!!
HAIL ALL THE MIGHTY GODS OF DUAT!!!
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[email protected][/url], "blackcell47" <blackcell47@ wrote:
I've been a Satanist for a couple years now, but I have been wasting time getting started. I was wondering why almost everyone I've seen has had an experience right after dedication or soon after that, and I haven't had a single thing happen. I know I'm not open enough to actually hear or seen anything but I have literally felt nothing letting me know that SATAN or my GD is with me at all. I was just seeing if anyone has any insight into that. Thanks in advance.
