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[Inlovewithsatan1]

Is it possible that one can lack the same element one is of? Like if im element of water can I still lack the same element ? 

 

[fake name]

You mean if you're astrological element is water and thus you are a natural psychic but lack water element and are rather cold and emotionless? (like myself)Part of it is the majority of human emotions I ever expressed were always viciously attacked and so while I was under the effect of all the harassment and indoctrination I purged myself of feelings I found serve no practical purpose to avoid further pain.Even now I still only really feel anger, hatred, lust, humor and sheer pleasure but lack most other feelings as I would have no idea how to express them.
I feel better than I ever have in my life after beginning my meditations however and feel so much better every day!
HAIL SATAN!



On Thursday, April 16, 2015 2:59 PM, "InlovewithSatan inlovewithsatan@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Is it possible that one can lack the same element one is of? Like if im element of water can I still lack the same element ? 

 

[descipleofthegods13]

I wasn't exactly presecuted for having emotions, but I did bottle them from a young age of 8 because they were far too complex to know how to even handle period they were like the emotions of a thirty year old.

So, because of that I have learned how to be stoic and assess things like Kurama from Yu Yu Hakusho.

Here's that character, and his Wiki for those who do not know.

http://yuyuhakusho.wikia.com/wiki/Kurama

His personality is basically mine almost entirely.

Just scroll down to where it says personality. Although, I'm not quite as dark as he is, we are still very much alike.

I wish I looked that good though lol.

 

 

[fake name]

Hiei was always my favorite in that show. Yusuke was freaking hilarious too xDBest "hero" ever. A STREET PUNK!



On Friday, April 17, 2015 9:33 PM, "descipleofthegods13@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I wasn't exactly presecuted for having emotions, but I did bottle them from a young age of 8 because they were far too complex to know how to even handle period they were like the emotions of a thirty year old.

So, because of that I have learned how to be stoic and assess things like Kurama from Yu Yu Hakusho.

Here's that character, and his Wiki for those who do not know.

http://yuyuhakusho.wikia.com/wiki/Kurama

His personality is basically mine almost entirely.

Just scroll down to where it says personality. Although, I'm not quite as dark as he is, we are still very much alike.

I wish I looked that good though lol.

 

 

[dalightskin]

I've never really been one to have lots of emotions in certain situations, I mean I do have them, but just as my life has taught me to INCREDIBLY resist physical pain, it has also taught me to handle emotion in a healthy way. My mind has been trained to stop a negative emotion before the thought energy even forms, like if I saw my brother dead with his throat slit coming into his house, my brain would shut down all emotion and revert to a near robotic state to achieve the Primary directive, which in that case would be to call 911. Afterwards I would be really sad and conflicted, as well as angry, but not right at the spot. I have no idea why I have this ability, but it has helped me in some circumstances.

 

[Light Yagami]

I suggest you to invoke the elements that you're lacking of (one at a time! ) and see how you feel afterwards. If your astrology chart supports this (that you lack the element of water for example) then work with the elements (invoking etc). If your chart did *not* support any lack of water element but you had trouble with emotions then this could either originate from past life (issues you haven't overcome) or from this life (pressure, abuse etc) and anyway, you will also overcome this as you meditate and discover yourself.



Στις 7:11 π.μ. Κυριακή, 19 Απριλίου 2015, ο/η "dalightskin@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


  I've never really been one to have lots of emotions in certain situations, I mean I do have them, but just as my life has taught me to INCREDIBLY resist physical pain, it has also taught me to handle emotion in a healthy way. My mind has been trained to stop a negative emotion before the thought energy even forms, like if I saw my brother dead with his throat slit coming into his house, my brain would shut down all emotion and revert to a near robotic state to achieve the Primary directive, which in that case would be to call 911. Afterwards I would be really sad and conflicted, as well as angry, but not right at the spot. I have no idea why I have this ability, but it has helped me in some circumstances.

 

[descipleofthegods13]

Hiei is my second favorite.

 

[descipleofthegods13]

@Dalightskin, it's probably from past life work.