Never more than now have I known this rule to be true... a certain group I've been in, although all are Zevism, let's just say the games of "so-and-so says this" are driving me up the wall. Too many lies going around...
But still... even a year later after I've came to Satanism, I've trouble hearing much of anything. I have a pendulum, but even now I don't trust my own readings... I'm confused, lost; almost depressed. I'm to the point where I'm strong enough so where I never catch sicknesses anymore, but I still feel deaf when it comes to astral communication and sight.
Doesn't help that in my charts I have only one point of air, and it's Fixed under Saturn... I've tried invoking Air, and I've tried getting into the habit of invoking Fire (20 each,) but I always seem to lose any program I try to start, regardless of how important it is...
But still... even a year later after I've came to Satanism, I've trouble hearing much of anything. I have a pendulum, but even now I don't trust my own readings... I'm confused, lost; almost depressed. I'm to the point where I'm strong enough so where I never catch sicknesses anymore, but I still feel deaf when it comes to astral communication and sight.
Doesn't help that in my charts I have only one point of air, and it's Fixed under Saturn... I've tried invoking Air, and I've tried getting into the habit of invoking Fire (20 each,) but I always seem to lose any program I try to start, regardless of how important it is...
