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[teresawalllace]

Hello this is my first time to your site and group, just reading your infomation I felt a sense of excitement and energy. Though this is not the first time I have read about satan as I have read Lavey's Bible and found it lacked the spirituality I have been looking for. Reading about Milton and Blake started my interest in satan and I know we are brained washed by the elite and have been looking for something that agreed with my spiritual beliefs and found satinists the closest to me even though I was scared when I first researched it as I did attend a catholic School which has harmed me I know. I am ready to learn more what worries me is I've tried meditation before but find it difficult to stay focused. I was wondering if there is any meeting groups or spiritual teachers to aid me on my new journey wisdom and truth. I am so excited it was a relief to find like minded people in this confusing world and confusion and sadness has been my life since childhood but even as a child I new there was more to life and that we are special but often felt lost and alone with my thought and belonging to a world of zombies. I look forward to my training and welcome any advise you can offer.