New to Satanism

[richy000024y4y]

Okay I really want to understand something.
I was never a Christian, I went to church a few times,
and was indoctrinated with the stories of the Judo Christian god. But then I began to hate Christianity
and stop believing Jehovah etc.
I never really understand the Satan the Christians talk about, mostly it seems they're just making sh*t up about Satan etc.

I used to pray to Jehovah and nothing ever happened.
I ask Jehovah for something and nothing ever happened.
I became really mad and one day just for the hell of it,
I prayed to Satan and asked for some money I desperately needed, I wasn't all that serious at the time, but I received the money.

Does this prove that Jehovah really doesn't or doesn't exist or what does this mean?

Another thing, I tried to progress and learn who Satan really is, I went to the JoS website etc. but then I felt really scared, something began attacking my mind, so I convinced myself I was an atheist and that none of it was real, and the attacks stopped. Yet even though I tried to convinced myself I was atheist, something kept telling me Satan's power was real.

Please help me, I really want to understand.

 

[Shannon Outlaw]

That is a good sign! Satan is REAL! Do not ignore his calling. That jehovah god is actualluy against humanity and Satan actually loves us and cares. The attack that you felt was the enemy trying to keep you away from the truth. We have proof of many things. I am happy you came here on the groups. Experience is the best teacher. Satan has protected us and guided us and we are happy. Dont let anything make you scared. Satan protects his people. I urge you to continue reading the JoS website and also exposingchristianity.com. When you are ready you should do the dedication ritual. In time you will definetly experience him. The yahoogroups here are for support. We guide and help eachother on the path to reaching godhead. Ask all the questions you need it warms my heart to see new members and your enthusiasm to learn and understand is beautiful. Everyday more and more people are waking up to the truth! Satan is the way.




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On Fri, Feb 22, 2013 9:13 PM EST richy000024y4y wrote:

Okay I really want to understand something.
I was never a Christian, I went to church a few times,
and was indoctrinated with the stories of the Judo Christian god. But then I began to hate Christianity
and stop believing Jehovah etc.
I never really understand the Satan the Christians talk about, mostly it seems they're just making sh*t up about Satan etc.

I used to pray to Jehovah and nothing ever happened.
I ask Jehovah for something and nothing ever happened.
I became really mad and one day just for the hell of it,
I prayed to Satan and asked for some money I desperately needed, I wasn't all that serious at the time, but I received the money.

Does this prove that Jehovah really doesn't or doesn't exist or what does this mean?

Another thing, I tried to progress and learn who Satan really is, I went to the JoS website etc. but then I felt really scared, something began attacking my mind, so I convinced myself I was an atheist and that none of it was real, and the attacks stopped. Yet even though I tried to convinced myself I was atheist, something kept telling me Satan's power was real.

Please help me, I really want to understand.

 

[hoodedcobra666]

I remember when I was blinded by xianity. I had a big arguement with a family member. I was alone in my room, isolated and crying. It was just another time I had got on my knees, prayed to this bag of shit 'jhvh'. Only to bang my hands right on the floor from the emotional pain and receive no response. Left inside helpessness, depression and overwhelming fear. Many times after I prayed, I felt even more uneasy and even more full of fear. I would get random feelings of being hated and all this. I knew this bag of shit never heared of me. I would hypocritically get in front of him and try to fake that I love him or some sort of shit. I wasn't made for this bastardized, full of betrayal, unexistant bag of shit jhvh.

I Was made for Satan. So like you, I found him basically through googling Satanism one day. On my own, just like that. As I had an affection towards Him from a young age.

A similiar incident with arguement happened after I had dedicated my Soul to Father Satan. Not only once, but many times after. On all these times, when I was new, a Demon would show up and I felt their prescence. Or Satan calmed me down and gave me peace. He was hearing me out. The times I prayed to Satan help was even immidiate or in a matter of hours. But above all he taught me to help myself and raise myself if I fall down.

SO Welcome to the path.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@... wrote:


That is a good sign! Satan is REAL! Do not ignore his calling. That jehovah god is actualluy against humanity and Satan actually loves us and cares. The attack that you felt was the enemy trying to keep you away from the truth. We have proof of many things. I am happy you came here on the groups. Experience is the best teacher. Satan has protected us and guided us and we are happy. Dont let anything make you scared. Satan protects his people. I urge you to continue reading the JoS website and also exposingchristianity.com. When you are ready you should do the dedication ritual. In time you will definetly experience him. The yahoogroups here are for support. We guide and help eachother on the path to reaching godhead. Ask all the questions you need it warms my heart to see new members and your enthusiasm to learn and understand is beautiful. Everyday more and more people are waking up to the truth! Satan is the way.




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On Fri, Feb 22, 2013 9:13 PM EST richy000024y4y wrote:

Okay I really want to understand something.
I was never a Christian, I went to church a few times,
and was indoctrinated with the stories of the Judo Christian god. But then I began to hate Christianity
and stop believing Jehovah etc.
I never really understand the Satan the Christians talk about, mostly it seems they're just making sh*t up about Satan etc.

I used to pray to Jehovah and nothing ever happened.
I ask Jehovah for something and nothing ever happened.
I became really mad and one day just for the hell of it,
I prayed to Satan and asked for some money I desperately needed, I wasn't all that serious at the time, but I received the money.

Does this prove that Jehovah really doesn't or doesn't exist or what does this mean?

Another thing, I tried to progress and learn who Satan really is, I went to the JoS website etc. but then I felt really scared, something began attacking my mind, so I convinced myself I was an atheist and that none of it was real, and the attacks stopped. Yet even though I tried to convinced myself I was atheist, something kept telling me Satan's power was real.

Please help me, I really want to understand.

 

[William S]

Hello nice people.

My name is Bill and I live in the UK. Im new to Satanism, but have always had a keen interest in the movement.

Thanks for having me in the group.