peter_saiyan4
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Hi Everyone, nice to meet ya'll here in this forum. Actually I dont know where to begin this conversation.To simplify, I've had enough about the circumstance that Ive been living. Feeling shit, upset, discouraged, lied / betrayed all mixed into one, and i cant seem to get a hold of it. I am literally losing my mind. From that moment, I started doing research about satanism not a long time ago (at about a month).
Due to the burden i've been carrying, i decided to make a pact with the Satan ( I know it was kinda fast, considering only a month, whereas others wait for at least a year to study first). I have seen a lot of people asking about the instant relief for their problems, but I know it doesnt work that way. Anyways, I still proceeded.
There are many different methods about the ritual on the internet, and i decided to pick one that suit me better.I was very hesitant about doing it, but then thought came to mind and I went to the store nearby to get chalice (i got the small one), white paper, incense, and candle to do the ritual.I followed all the instruction from the source, however I didnt get the paper to be burned completely (it supposed to be burned completely from what I know)I was very sad at that moment, i was thinking that i failed.
however, i have committed my life to Satan even though maybe the ritual failed, ive been praying to Satan every night now.
can you [/IMG]
Due to the burden i've been carrying, i decided to make a pact with the Satan ( I know it was kinda fast, considering only a month, whereas others wait for at least a year to study first). I have seen a lot of people asking about the instant relief for their problems, but I know it doesnt work that way. Anyways, I still proceeded.
There are many different methods about the ritual on the internet, and i decided to pick one that suit me better.I was very hesitant about doing it, but then thought came to mind and I went to the store nearby to get chalice (i got the small one), white paper, incense, and candle to do the ritual.I followed all the instruction from the source, however I didnt get the paper to be burned completely (it supposed to be burned completely from what I know)I was very sad at that moment, i was thinking that i failed.
however, i have committed my life to Satan even though maybe the ritual failed, ive been praying to Satan every night now.
can you [/IMG]
