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[herbalhealer]

First of all let me introduce myself. I'm not Satanist, but I don't follow any religion. I grew up in Alabama right smack in the middle of the bible belt. I got disillusioned from church and Christianity at an early age. When I was 8 or so, my dad took me to a pentecostal church. They scared the living crap out of me! They were pouring oil on my head, a bunch of strangers were putting their hands all over me and they were speaking in gibberish. I didn't set foot in a church again until I was a teenager. I only went to be with a boy I liked. Again they were weirdos who spoke in tongues and thought I was possessed! I knew I wasn't, but I played along and snarled and growled for them and just had fun scaring the crap out of them. After that and a few personal experiences outside of church was enough to turn me off forever!

I became the black sheep of my family when I started taking an interest in Spiritualism, especially the healing aspect. I am studying herbalism and learning to read tarot, elder futhark runes, and pendulum work. I felt I needed some guiding hand. I got on a website that listed all the ancient gods of every pantheon. I felt a strong pull to one in particular, Airméd (Airmid/Airmeith), Celtic goddess of healing and herbalism. I started talking to her, but got no answers at first. One day I was driving down a scary stretch of interstate that had frequent accidents. I was nervous. I said, "Lady Airmed, please give me calm and keep me safe." As soon as the words left my mouth I heard a metal clink and saw a penny fall out of mid air. A wave of calm washed over me and I knew I was going to be okay. When I got home I checked for the penny, but there was none to be found.

I was searching for "leaving Christianity" and came across the JoS website. I have an open mind and read almost every thing there. I was surprised to learn that all the ancient gods and goddesses are demons! I didn't see my Lady's name on the list, but I assume she was known by other names in other cultures. I was drawn to her due to my Irish/Scottish ancestry.

The Christian god contradicts himself, for someone who's supposed to be loving, he's pretty fucking hateful. I've never felt love from him.

Point is, I'd like to hear anyone's thoughts. I'm an open minded person who wants to hear this side of the story. What is Satan all about? Is he really evil or is that a crock of shit?

I'm worn down in life. I'm trapped in a bad marriage and my husband uses the words of the Christian god to use and abuse me. I get yelled and screamed at and when I try and stand up for myself I'm called a mean and evil bitch and that god's going to get me for being bad to him. That, as a woman, it's my job to do whatever he says without talking back or raising a fuss.

Thank you for listening my long story. Much respect to all.

 

[kieithnightmare0]

Hi! Have you also read www.exposingchristianity.com yet? It further exposes that Christian (Xian) crap.

Satan and the Demons are absolutely amazing!!! They are not evil or mean-spirited in the slightest. Any dedicated person here can tell you that with 100% certainty.

If you dedicated and started a meditation program you could experience that too. It's not recommended you try anything like that until you do the dedication ritual though. There are astral enemies that will try to stop you and could cause you serious harm if you try to empower yourself and you're not under Satan's protection or guidance.

 

[kieithnightmare0]

This link is better. I think the original site is currently down
https://web.archive.org/web/20151211042 ... .webs.com/

 

[jonathon_billing]

For me Satan is about Life, Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness.

In the sense that Life requires rational action, learning self-empowerment, pleasure... That Liberty requires power, knowledge, the ability to defend oneself and destroy one's enemies... That the Pursuit of Happiness requires freedom, knowledge, ability...

And so and so on...

Satan is the IDEAL MAN. He's a God obviously, but he embodies the ideals of what a man should be. A man should embody: rationality, pride, productiveness, integrity, independence, honesty, justice.


In your case, I view it like this: It's your life. So long as you don't *initiate* force/fraud against anyone (which would make you evil), your rights should be respected. Your right to your life, body, property etc. You don't exist to be a slave to anyone or any "god".


You exist for yourself.

 

[aldrick.strickland88]

 I suppose for those who wish to play Video Games all day that would make sense. We do not just exist for ourselves to float through life and whatever gives us pleasure. The only reason we exist at all is Because Father Satan gave us life. With that life we are to create a Beautiful Society. Those of Hell's army Lay Down their lives for creating this. So it will be better for everyone. We do not just seek our own pleasure while others endure the most horrible pain. 
 We Sacrifice and give up pleasure, for the benefit of others. If we have to succumb to a painful Death for OTHERS, then so be it. This is what SATAN REPRESENTS. He does not represent Lazy Egotism. 

 But Don't take it from me, Take it from Satan's Chosen Disciple. Who lived to the utmost of Satan's Tenets and created a world of peace, where we have the Freedom to even self indulge. It is a disconnection with others, that creates this arrogance. 

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WAb4ZkeStOE



 Aldrick Strickland  Hail Father Satan Forever 


 

 

[starduststreakoflightning]

"We Sacrifice and give up pleasure, for the benefit of others."

Are you high or something, Aldrick? We do not sacrifice and give up pleasure. That is Xianity right there. We SS have an healthy balance between selfishness and selflessness. We SS strive to make both US, SOCIETY and the UNIVERSE a better place. We are part of the equation.

 

[gbc4f6xau6kq3v3tmqkleqt2caxgpuqzbsckviit]

he just means sacrificing the pleasures that aren't even good for YOU. like video games or tv,or any of the other stupid shit that normal people get to do,  we have responsibilities as powerful individuals whos power and time is needed in more important ways.
we do give up our pleasures,my whole day is based upon my meditation and yoga, I cant go to peoples houses,i cant go to the beach and surf because its too tiring for the rest of the day, i cant hang out with dirty people,connect to them, look them in the eye. I cant even stand being around or looking at jews, I had a nightmare about the scariest jew I could even imagine last night. we cant party drink,smoke,do drugs, all of this is sacrificial in a way, it is sacrificing "fun"
you have to sacrifice a little bit,for others and for yourself.
that's all he meant, aldrick isn't high and I'm sure he does sacrifice his time and the energy of his own soul for the sake of all of us.
-myp,hail satan!

 

[seerofss1]

Living in the south in the states can be a pain especailly some areas and small towns which can be full of Christanity garbage and depression.

Anyways as was given to u the Joy of Satan and the exposure of Christanity is where most of all ur answer will be.

Many can give u all kinds of info of experience however everyone's is different and you experience will be different. If want to know more then must be part of the family and dedicate of course when u feel ready or if u want.

Based on my own experience dispute some small set backs I love it and this is home my spiritual home and for my future.

Best luck especially in ur situation sense I hear that alot but ur one of the few that know and can do something if u choice to.

One other thing don't tell anyone of ur choice especially ur partner sense that can turn more ugly then it needs to be.

Hail Father Satan
Hail Mother Lilith
Hail all the deite Gods/Goddess

 

[ed8874]

@Stardust
Thinking the same.

 

[stevenbradley46]

damn that sounds like it sucks. how it even possible to only exist to meditate do yoga? unless im taking it too literal. don't you have a job or something? cause shit.... being military, I work 12 hour days on the norm and can just squeeze in what I need to do.

 

[ed8874]

Meditating and doing yoga all day lol, that's way too much lol, you need some pleasures too, not that meditating and doing yoga arent but that's way too much if you ask me. Find yourself a hobby or a job or both

 

[Taol]

... It is easier to meditate and such after a day of satisfactory labor. If you have nothing to do you get bored and that results in slacking off, and watching tv and such.
Then one can say go and study but you do need to take breaks and such. Studying all day is not exactly productive either. Too much of the same.