New Satanist that needs guidance

[chrischaviswc3]

Hello, brothers and sisters. I have already dedicated my soul to Satan, and am on day 5 of the 40 day empowerment program. I have a few questions. I have fallen in love with Satan, and with this all. I am finding out so many new things, it's amazing. I am the type of guy that loves knowledge. And I want to further myself as much as I can. I have followed the guide for opening the Chakras, but the thing is, I don't know if I'm actually getting anywhere. I have done the opening the third eye thing for about 5 days now, but yet feel no different. I have a deep desire to communicate with demons, but have no means. I today created a black mirror, but the full moon will not come for some time. Last night, I was meditating in my room with incense lit. I saw a Falcon a few times, and went to the list of demons. Amon has an aggressive Falcon. Last night I was extremely high, so I don't know if it was my mind playing tricks on me or me talking to myself, but I felt like I was talking to Amon himself in my head.. After I saw the Falcon and looked if any demons had a Falcon, it was like a connection was made in my head. Then, I tried talking to him in my head. And I think I actually might have. I asked him, Amon, why come to me, of all people? Why have I been honored with the presence of one of the 7 sons of Satan? He said, we were once lovers in another life. I asked him if he would help me further myself spiritually, and he said yes, and we talked for a bit more. But the thing is guys, I don't know if all of this is in my head or actually happening. How can I further myself? I would like to talk to Amon, to see him. Also... I don't even know if I'm getting anywhere spiritually. I have a very hard time visualizing stuff. All I see when I close my eyes is black, and nothing more. Should I be able to actually see the color of my Chakra? Like let's say I'm focusing on my heart Chakra, should I be able to see only green? I don't know. I'm very willing to work on anything. I just need guidance. I don't know what to do. More than anything, I'd like a clear cut sign that what I'm doing is real. I'm the type that needs proof. Faith doesn't last long in me without signs that are 100%. Is there anything I can do?

Also. I'm interested in creating an altar. I want to bless my black mirror when the full moon comes, and it says to burn the prayer on the left side of your altar. However, there is no altar guide on joy of Satan. Thanks for all guys. I know it was a lot. I just need guidance.

 

[satrevo1]

You need to stay out of the weed. Don't smoke. Drugs and Satanism don't mix.

As for actually seeing things, or talking with demons, you need to advance more. Keep doing the meditations, its normal to doubt at first. They work, you need to chill out and stay focused.

Hail Satan!

 

[chrischaviswc3]

Thanks for the replies guys. Perhaps I am rushing things in my anxiousness. I want great things to come from this, and I want to further myself. I am very dedicated to this, but I now realize I have to take a step back and go slowly.

I'm currently on the 40 day program, but I downloaded the 6 month program PDF. Just curious, how come it doesn't mention void meditation, aura of protection, aura cleansing, ext in the daily meditations? It seems like a good program to follow, but I feel as if there are some things missing. Thanks guys.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Hi Chrischavic,
The aura of protection, aura and chakras cleansing and void meditation are so important. They are to be done everyday, twice a day (the aura of protection; aura and chakra cleansing) and void meditation whenever you want and for how long you want to, or can. They are essential to one's power meditation program.
I hope this helps.
HS/88



  Thanks for the replies guys. Perhaps I am rushing things in my anxiousness. I want great things to come from this, and I want to further myself. I am very dedicated to this, but I now realize I have to take a step back and go slowly.

I'm currently on the 40 day program, but I downloaded the 6 month program PDF. Just curious, how come it doesn't mention void meditation, aura of protection, aura cleansing, ext in the daily meditations? It seems like a good program to follow, but I feel as if there are some things missing. Thanks guys.