New Here: Question

[amethystcutler]

Hello, I've recently started looking into Spiritual Satanism after leaving Christianity for good. I've read most of the website and one part mentioned past lives. I've always been attracted to the occult since I was a kid. I don't know why or what caused this and after going through your website I'm wondering how I can find out my past life? I've tried to do hypnosis but it didn't seem to work on me, my imagination went wild and I couldn't seem to focus at all. Also, I'm not a Spiritual Satanist, I'm first researching and wanting to ask some questions before I dedicate my life to something I may not fully understand. Coming from one religion to another also makes me feel weary. 

My second question is about something I saw as a child. I don't know my exact age but it was broad daylight and something lead my eyes to the backyard screen door. It somehow disappeared and was replaced with transparent, fluttering curtains. I remember feeling a sense of peace. Then I saw this strange entity coming through the doorway, towards me. It had red, glowing eyes (I read that this is a trait of demons). I was filled with intense fear and felt like it wanted to hurt/kill me. The best way I can describe it is that it looked like a grim reaper? It had no physical body that I could see. No arms, no legs, and its face was just darkness, aside from its glowing eyes. Is there any demon that fits this description? If so, what is its name? I've tried googling but I just kept results about a skeleton figure. This entity definitely didn't have any physical body parts that I could see. Also, why would it be visiting me? It never did hurt me, it just floated in place and stared at me. A white flash of light came into the room and it floating up through the ceiling. 

I'm almost positive I saw it again, yesterday night. I don't know if I was actually sleeping or astral projecting (because I've astral projected a few times recently on accident). But it was just floating in place at the edge of my bed, staring at me. The same stare I saw as a child. It really freaked me out and I woke up kicking and swinging and calling out to my partner. I don't feel any sense of fear now as I'm typing about it. If it is a demon, I just want to know what it wants and why it appeared to me back then, and why would it (possibly) appear to me now. Please help if you can, it would be greatly appreciated. Also, thank you for taking the time to read this message.

 

[Gerecht Ror1]

Welcome here. You should read a bit deeper our JoS website as there are no Demons that are ugly or transmit any fear with their presence, as per your description. Unless some lower orders Demons, who have red eyes, but they are not to be feared at all. Most likely it was an enemy entity trying to scare you away from the Truth (very common).
It is advisable NOT being hipnotized by anyone unless you have total faith in this person, and if this person is a Spiritual Satanist too if you are Dedicated. Otherwise, your mind can get manipulated and a jewish/enemy psychologist can even enslave you. Be careful!
 


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Hello, I've recently started looking into Spiritual Satanism after leaving Christianity for good. I've read most of the website and one part mentioned past lives. I've always been attracted to the occult since I was a kid. I don't know why or what caused this and after going through your website I'm wondering how I can find out my past life? I've tried to do hypnosis but it didn't seem to work on me, my imagination went wild and I couldn't seem to focus at all. Also, I'm not a Spiritual Satanist, I'm first researching and wanting to ask some questions before I dedicate my life to something I may not fully understand. Coming from one religion to another also makes me feel weary. 


My second question is about something I saw as a child. I don't know my exact age but it was broad daylight and something lead my eyes to the backyard screen door. It somehow disappeared and was replaced with transparent, fluttering curtains. I remember feeling a sense of peace. Then I saw this strange entity coming through the doorway, towards me. It had red, glowing eyes (I read that this is a trait of demons). I was filled with intense fear and felt like it wanted to hurt/kill me. The best way I can describe it is that it looked like a grim reaper? It had no physical body that I could see. No arms, no legs, and its face was just darkness, aside from its glowing eyes. Is there any demon that fits this description? If so, what is its name? I've tried googling but I just kept results about a skeleton figure. This entity definitely didn't have any physical body parts that I could see. Also, why would it be visiting me? It never did hurt me, it just floated in place and stared at me. A white flash of light came into the room and it floating up through the ceiling. 


I'm almost positive I saw it again, yesterday night. I don't know if I was actually sleeping or astral projecting (because I've astral projected a few times recently on accident). But it was just floating in place at the edge of my bed, staring at me. The same stare I saw as a child. It really freaked me out and I woke up kicking and swinging and calling out to my partner. I don't feel any sense of fear now as I'm typing about it. If it is a demon, I just want to know what it wants and why it appeared to me back then, and why would it (possibly) appear to me now. Please help if you can, it would be greatly appreciated. Also, thank you for taking the time to read this message.