joymonet123
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Im 14 and things used to happened to me bfore i became a satanist. Please dont take this story as a joke and that im crazy cause im not and this story is TRUE.
Things used to attack me at night when i was younger and became worse. Supposedly it was the "demons" as my mom tells me. When i was like 10 something attacked me. But bfore that i seen it in my hallway walking. I thought it waas my mom. Then it stop. Right after that something attacked me and it was hard to talk. I was trying to say mommy so she can help me but i couldnt say it loud enough. When it stop i ran to my moms room and said can i sleep wit her. She asked why and the only thing i could say was i dont like my room. I slept in her room for almost 2 years with the same excuse. When i strted to sleep in my room again i usually leave on the light. Like around october i heard scratchin noises on my window. Thouht it was the branches outside but when i looked it wasnt. Then i started to get terrified and scream to the top of my lungs. My sister and mom came in my room. After that it mysteriously stopped. Later on i started to get attacks again. It was happening frequently than usually. Istarted not to sleep and try to stay awake. And i always felt dis wierd presence in my room that kept me awake. I finally went to my mom and told her what was goin on and what really happend wen i was 10. She looked at me like a crazy person. After i begged her that i dont want to sleep in my room and that prayin to "god" (aka the bitch) doesnt work. I cried my heart out to that "bitch", She told me about my aunt,on my dads side, is in the crazy house cause she supposedly she demons. She also told me that she took out her cabinets cause every time she opens them they r there. Then i started to question xiananity. I started finding things in the bible that didnt make sence like genesis. It started to get worst. Nightmares came and i was going crazy. I began watching ancient aliens and watching story of how jesus is probably fake and so on. I came to my cousin and he told me the same thing as my mom told me. I thought its probably not demons but other spirits out there whos trying to hurt me. I looked for conditions i was having on google and it said its sleep paralysis but its not an absolute cure for it and its all in the head when a person enters a deep sleep mode etc. Like wat the fuck. Then in march it happened again. Thinking i was prepared, i was trying to push it off me. Since i couldnt see it it was hard for me to know where. Struggling, i put my arm up. From the glow of my heater, i seen a black arm that put my arm down. That sunday my mom made me go up to the alter and get prayed for. I told her "that bitch" aint doin nothing and i need a therapist or something. She told me shes not having medical help cause she dont want me to end up in a crazy house like my aunt. A week later my cousin came to me with the JOS website and i ignoreed him at first but then went on it after i got off the phone. He later called me back and found out that was on the website because i was all quiet. It was a relief and answered my questions about xainanity. I dedicated my soul to Satan, of course. It stopped but i think its going to come back for some reason.
Can somebody explain to me why it happened or an idea why it happened
Or is it sleep paralysis and im just hallucinating and its all in my head and its just in my genes?..i need an answer
HAIL SATAN!
Things used to attack me at night when i was younger and became worse. Supposedly it was the "demons" as my mom tells me. When i was like 10 something attacked me. But bfore that i seen it in my hallway walking. I thought it waas my mom. Then it stop. Right after that something attacked me and it was hard to talk. I was trying to say mommy so she can help me but i couldnt say it loud enough. When it stop i ran to my moms room and said can i sleep wit her. She asked why and the only thing i could say was i dont like my room. I slept in her room for almost 2 years with the same excuse. When i strted to sleep in my room again i usually leave on the light. Like around october i heard scratchin noises on my window. Thouht it was the branches outside but when i looked it wasnt. Then i started to get terrified and scream to the top of my lungs. My sister and mom came in my room. After that it mysteriously stopped. Later on i started to get attacks again. It was happening frequently than usually. Istarted not to sleep and try to stay awake. And i always felt dis wierd presence in my room that kept me awake. I finally went to my mom and told her what was goin on and what really happend wen i was 10. She looked at me like a crazy person. After i begged her that i dont want to sleep in my room and that prayin to "god" (aka the bitch) doesnt work. I cried my heart out to that "bitch", She told me about my aunt,on my dads side, is in the crazy house cause she supposedly she demons. She also told me that she took out her cabinets cause every time she opens them they r there. Then i started to question xiananity. I started finding things in the bible that didnt make sence like genesis. It started to get worst. Nightmares came and i was going crazy. I began watching ancient aliens and watching story of how jesus is probably fake and so on. I came to my cousin and he told me the same thing as my mom told me. I thought its probably not demons but other spirits out there whos trying to hurt me. I looked for conditions i was having on google and it said its sleep paralysis but its not an absolute cure for it and its all in the head when a person enters a deep sleep mode etc. Like wat the fuck. Then in march it happened again. Thinking i was prepared, i was trying to push it off me. Since i couldnt see it it was hard for me to know where. Struggling, i put my arm up. From the glow of my heater, i seen a black arm that put my arm down. That sunday my mom made me go up to the alter and get prayed for. I told her "that bitch" aint doin nothing and i need a therapist or something. She told me shes not having medical help cause she dont want me to end up in a crazy house like my aunt. A week later my cousin came to me with the JOS website and i ignoreed him at first but then went on it after i got off the phone. He later called me back and found out that was on the website because i was all quiet. It was a relief and answered my questions about xainanity. I dedicated my soul to Satan, of course. It stopped but i think its going to come back for some reason.
Can somebody explain to me why it happened or an idea why it happened
Or is it sleep paralysis and im just hallucinating and its all in my head and its just in my genes?..i need an answer
HAIL SATAN!
