raynold.thomson
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- Joined
- Apr 25, 2007
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First off...My name is Wafi Mohammad...I was born in Iran,grew up in Italy and actually living in bangladesh...my parents are bengali...
I'm from a muslim family...
I really need a guide...someone more experienced then me who could guide me through this path...since I'm just a little kid taking the wrong path wuold be very very easy to me...
I posted on the teens for satan group,but I had bad luck and actually I did not get the information I needed...I see a lot of people who are not experienced and in my opinion they're on the wrong track and new on that group...
now...I joined this world a long ass time ago...my first questions are...how much true are the things that you find in the site???how many of you have had succubi or talked to a god and many stuffs like these?
I really WANT to believe becouse so far this is the only religion I've read about that did not sound like bullshit to me...but in the teens for satan I hear just some people that clearly are not qualified...
is this really something THAT beautifull...I mean sometimes it sounds too good to be true...
now...this is my story...I've joined Satan 2 and a half years ago if not longer ago...at that time I wasn't nor this mature nor even this informed...I started just becouse I felt it was right...I used to research about aliens and paranormal stuffs a lot then everything made sense...every puzzle was connected to a great picture...so I decided to do the dedication ritual...at the time finding red candals was not possible...so I went with a white one since I was forced to do so...they said it was allright...so I did it...since then I practiced maditation on a regular basis...BUUT I used to smoke a lot of weed...so I was NOT able to improve spiritually I think...but I tried...but you know I did not get any improvement nor experienced any "paranormal" stuff...
then for a while I got depressed...and I was pretty disappointed...since I wasn't to get any happiness often I was like ow Satan was supposed to make me happy right??well I am not...so I got away from satanism for quite a bit..but still I thought I neede some more time to understand if Satanism was really the right path for me...I was like I was supposed to esperience stuff right??I olso did a ritual for succubi but it did not work out...of I did not have the necessary material for doing the ritual in the right way...here in bangladesh some things are hard to find...by the way...
After that recently I tried to stop smoking weed...couse inside me something was telling that Father Satan wuold've been able to help if I had quitted...so I did...and then after I totally quitted I did a meditation inhaling Satan's energy...all over me...my soul...after that meditation I felt something never felt in my life...a feeling that Satan was with me and he was watching over me...then after a few days I left medition behind and again I felt that energy going away again...so one thing led to another...and I had a shot AGAIN of marijuana...but after that I swore on me to quit totally...(it isn't that hard for me there are months that I don't smoke a thing and times when I smoke everyday).and I started becoming regular on meditation again...
NOW WHAT I NEED IS A GUIDE...someone who is experienced and is able to help me out in guiding on what to do...it's been to much that I've been floatting around without getting serious about satanism...now I want to embrace it for real...and meet my guardian demon proceed spiritually and step up mu soul...no more smocking no more bullshitting around...I want to get serious and dive into this world...I need a guid for that...I can give my msn conact my facebook whatever it takes to stay in touch and get some help...
I know I may sound boring and sorry for my long post...and I know that there are TONS of people out there like me...I just wanted a guide or a "guru" that can help me proceed if there was anyone available...I'm desparate...
I'm from a muslim family...
I really need a guide...someone more experienced then me who could guide me through this path...since I'm just a little kid taking the wrong path wuold be very very easy to me...
I posted on the teens for satan group,but I had bad luck and actually I did not get the information I needed...I see a lot of people who are not experienced and in my opinion they're on the wrong track and new on that group...
now...I joined this world a long ass time ago...my first questions are...how much true are the things that you find in the site???how many of you have had succubi or talked to a god and many stuffs like these?
I really WANT to believe becouse so far this is the only religion I've read about that did not sound like bullshit to me...but in the teens for satan I hear just some people that clearly are not qualified...
is this really something THAT beautifull...I mean sometimes it sounds too good to be true...
now...this is my story...I've joined Satan 2 and a half years ago if not longer ago...at that time I wasn't nor this mature nor even this informed...I started just becouse I felt it was right...I used to research about aliens and paranormal stuffs a lot then everything made sense...every puzzle was connected to a great picture...so I decided to do the dedication ritual...at the time finding red candals was not possible...so I went with a white one since I was forced to do so...they said it was allright...so I did it...since then I practiced maditation on a regular basis...BUUT I used to smoke a lot of weed...so I was NOT able to improve spiritually I think...but I tried...but you know I did not get any improvement nor experienced any "paranormal" stuff...
then for a while I got depressed...and I was pretty disappointed...since I wasn't to get any happiness often I was like ow Satan was supposed to make me happy right??well I am not...so I got away from satanism for quite a bit..but still I thought I neede some more time to understand if Satanism was really the right path for me...I was like I was supposed to esperience stuff right??I olso did a ritual for succubi but it did not work out...of I did not have the necessary material for doing the ritual in the right way...here in bangladesh some things are hard to find...by the way...
After that recently I tried to stop smoking weed...couse inside me something was telling that Father Satan wuold've been able to help if I had quitted...so I did...and then after I totally quitted I did a meditation inhaling Satan's energy...all over me...my soul...after that meditation I felt something never felt in my life...a feeling that Satan was with me and he was watching over me...then after a few days I left medition behind and again I felt that energy going away again...so one thing led to another...and I had a shot AGAIN of marijuana...but after that I swore on me to quit totally...(it isn't that hard for me there are months that I don't smoke a thing and times when I smoke everyday).and I started becoming regular on meditation again...
NOW WHAT I NEED IS A GUIDE...someone who is experienced and is able to help me out in guiding on what to do...it's been to much that I've been floatting around without getting serious about satanism...now I want to embrace it for real...and meet my guardian demon proceed spiritually and step up mu soul...no more smocking no more bullshitting around...I want to get serious and dive into this world...I need a guid for that...I can give my msn conact my facebook whatever it takes to stay in touch and get some help...
I know I may sound boring and sorry for my long post...and I know that there are TONS of people out there like me...I just wanted a guide or a "guru" that can help me proceed if there was anyone available...I'm desparate...
