I might just be over reacting....
So does sleep apnea cause people to fall asleep with no control for no reason? I am trying to stay awake in class but no matter how much sleep I get certain times of the day i keep trying to fall asleep. I am not sure what to do, I am scared I will fall asleep while walking in the middle of the day.
the only reasoning i know for it so far is because i had let someone do reiki on my shoulders which i bet they had to go through the heart and throat chakras to do it. I think they messed me up somehow. He did say he removed a block... I think it was a lock I had put on purpose when i was a little kid! not sure just, since then after he did that my heart has been having odd problems when i am hyper, or excited, or just even feeling something. I know feelings don't work with heart chakra but the throat, so don't comment on that. I am worried because now that I am finally doing magic work again , the empowerment of my power just seems ... idk how to explain it. i just know that i don't know how to fix the throat and heart and shoulders for the chakra. I know it's ok when i am building up energy to just let it release out of my system, but this is a waste of my energy . i think the imbalance has cause the sleeping sickness because i would wake up fine and well rested, and so does the body, it's just my mind that is just being strange.
right now i am trying to work on the alignments for my chakra, but every time i do, it just ups the flow of energy trying to get it towards the sun chakra. do i clean my chakra? close it? or do the ez chakra spin. idk. but it feels like one spot on my body is too open and everything is just tripping because of it. i need to fix this fast or else i might fail school.
i would just go ahead and empower myself until everything bursts open... i hope... but what if that is a horrible idea that will just kill me? a little bit panicking...
I hope the stuff balances out....
also does my body need to be physically fit in order to handle the higher levels of power? Does it help? I also notice when I do invoke my own power my body gets unbearably hot sometimes, the time it lasts is not constant, but irregular. And… what if my skin cannot handle sunlight? Is there a way to make this change so I can sit in the sun without problems?
So does sleep apnea cause people to fall asleep with no control for no reason? I am trying to stay awake in class but no matter how much sleep I get certain times of the day i keep trying to fall asleep. I am not sure what to do, I am scared I will fall asleep while walking in the middle of the day.
the only reasoning i know for it so far is because i had let someone do reiki on my shoulders which i bet they had to go through the heart and throat chakras to do it. I think they messed me up somehow. He did say he removed a block... I think it was a lock I had put on purpose when i was a little kid! not sure just, since then after he did that my heart has been having odd problems when i am hyper, or excited, or just even feeling something. I know feelings don't work with heart chakra but the throat, so don't comment on that. I am worried because now that I am finally doing magic work again , the empowerment of my power just seems ... idk how to explain it. i just know that i don't know how to fix the throat and heart and shoulders for the chakra. I know it's ok when i am building up energy to just let it release out of my system, but this is a waste of my energy . i think the imbalance has cause the sleeping sickness because i would wake up fine and well rested, and so does the body, it's just my mind that is just being strange.
right now i am trying to work on the alignments for my chakra, but every time i do, it just ups the flow of energy trying to get it towards the sun chakra. do i clean my chakra? close it? or do the ez chakra spin. idk. but it feels like one spot on my body is too open and everything is just tripping because of it. i need to fix this fast or else i might fail school.
i would just go ahead and empower myself until everything bursts open... i hope... but what if that is a horrible idea that will just kill me? a little bit panicking...
I hope the stuff balances out....
also does my body need to be physically fit in order to handle the higher levels of power? Does it help? I also notice when I do invoke my own power my body gets unbearably hot sometimes, the time it lasts is not constant, but irregular. And… what if my skin cannot handle sunlight? Is there a way to make this change so I can sit in the sun without problems?
