During cleaning my aura, sometimes my chakra turn from bright radiating white light to a weak white , and 3-4 time i saw chakra turn to black light, i just ignore and make it bright again, only1/4 it stayed black and had to open eyes. How to know when this is psychological vs real?
Same for aura sometimes it gets gray but i ignore, sometimes it turns bright again and rarely it stays gray ,and i continue assuming its white bright. And finishing the exercise this way even seing what i saw. I feel very uplifted and good. I once was seing it gray after i finished, but still was feeling light and uplifted compared to when i started. Because i mentally assumed its bright.
What i do to make the chakras brighter, i do not know if valid, it always work for me, i visualise a flashlight that has bright white light, i put it behind chakra and instantly i see the chakra radiating very bright light to the point the light is radiating out of the chakra like a sun radiating light, Because i find it hard to visualise the colour ‘ bright white’ the flashlight made the colour appear instantly.
Also the aura i dislike visualising it close around me, it feels very weak, i visualise my bright white aura filling the room, many meters in front of me , same in my sides, i feel it wide. This makes me feel very uplifted.
Generally, if i am feeling light, very uplifted, and such, does it mean the aura is good? And seing the gray aura is psychological? Or can be both?

