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[jonathanwilson666999]

I have a huge problem (well in my eyes) I cant do any meditation or rituals or my parents will kick me out they are old school Christians and I have to stay because I don't make close to enough money to move out and I don't have anyone that will take me in I know I'm not supposed to be afraid but I'm only 18 just starting out on seeing how reality is not how it should be I've tried reasoning with them but they wont listen I am a dedicated Satanist and I want things to get better if anyone has some advice please I will take it I do have a job but I don't get enough hours and I've been working there for a year I only get 7.25 an hour and I only get maximum 10 hours a week I'm trying to find other ways to make money I sold some of my things to save up but I want to move out permanently  I hope some of you can understand how messed up my situation is I live in a small town in texas called Madisonville I need help badly

 

[Shael1]

Ugh... don't give out personal information, dude. I hope the name you used is not your real one, aswell. There are infiltrators on here who would love to see a spiritual satanist in ruin or even dead. 
As for your problem, get into a light trance (just lie down and pretend to sleep; this, works with meditations aswell, by the way) and call upon father satan. Tell him to help you - and things will start getting better. Just be ready for change, and to work hard for it.

-Shael

On Mon, Nov 28, 2016 at 6:25, jonathanwilson666999@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   I have a huge problem (well in my eyes) I cant do any meditation or rituals or my parents will kick me out they are old school Christians and I have to stay because I don't make close to enough money to move out and I don't have anyone that will take me in I know I'm not supposed to be afraid but I'm only 18 just starting out on seeing how reality is not how it should be I've tried reasoning with them but they wont listen I am a dedicated Satanist and I want things to get better if anyone has some advice please I will take it I do have a job but I don't get enough hours and I've been working there for a year I only get 7.25 an hour and I only get maximum 10 hours a week I'm trying to find other ways to make money I sold some of my things to save up but I want to move out permanently  I hope some of you can understand how messed up my situation is I live in a small town in texas called Madisonville I need help badly

 

[hailodin6661]

My advice is to get a full time job. Work at a factory or wherever. You can always go to college later if you want (it's a brainwashing center anyway). At least you could move out right away. I know how your situation is. I've found you can at least do a RAUM meditation and a basic protection in the car. It's not ideal but it's something.

 

[satanicninja]

Do them during the night or other times your parents won't find out. Find a park, a garage or somewhere else you won't be disturbed.

Breathing excercises, Chakra spinning, Hatha and Kundalini Yoga, energy meditations etc. Don't make a lot of noise. You can divide your meditation program in two parts, doing the meditations that don't make noise in one and the ones who do in another. You should also do a money working to improve your situation.

Satanic Meditation
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ation.html

How to Obtain Money Using Magick
https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Joy ... ics/170970

As guidelines for making a meditation program, you can use these:

http://web.archive.org/web/201606192253 ... 40_day.pdf
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ogram.html



---In [email protected], <jonathanwilson666999@... wrote :

I have a huge problem (well in my eyes) I cant do any meditation or rituals or my parents will kick me out they are old school Christians and I have to stay because I don't make close to enough money to move out and I don't have anyone that will take me in I know I'm not supposed to be afraid but I'm only 18 just starting out on seeing how reality is not how it should be I've tried reasoning with them but they wont listen I am a dedicated Satanist and I want things to get better if anyone has some advice please I will take it I do have a job but I don't get enough hours and I've been working there for a year I only get 7.25 an hour and I only get maximum 10 hours a week I'm trying to find other ways to make money I sold some of my things to save up but I want to move out permanently  I hope some of you can understand how messed up my situation is I live in a small town in texas called Madisonville I need help badly

 

[Jay Eff]

Yea HailOdin is absolutely right. Your car (if you have one of course) is a great place to do your meditations and even RTRs. Obviously not yoga lol might get a little awkward. Hell, I did my dedication in my car bc I was living with my parents at the time. Also if there are any parks or secluded wooded areas near your home you could do meditations and such there as well. Think outside the box, or house if you wanna be literal about it. Best of luck to you!!


Hail Satan!!!
Hail the Gods and Goddesses of Hell!!!
The jews WILL be trampled under Satanic feet!!!

 

[zku72ubz7v4pvd532vvblac7dnnzgry7tgtcurld]

Be creative. The meditations that don't make noise can be done everywhere at any time. Just go into the bathroom ,close the door and make them. Or pretend that you sleep. The other meditations..yeaa,I know how complicate can be to find a place for making them. You can put music and make them and if your parents come and ask you what are you doing tell them that you are trying to lears chinese or any over weird languege. You can still make yoga when they are at home and tell them that it helps you to relax. They will probably tell you that you are crazy and to let this "shits" and make something useful ,but still won't find what are you really doing. Don't keep book about satanism in the material world (it's just an advice) and make everything you can for making sure that they won't find that you're a satanist. You'll be allright