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Anand Bon

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Greetings Brothers and Sisters
The enemy works in many ways to cause disunity and confusion amongs usBut also there are other Factors as well..Now i have had an Satanic Love affair going on with a Spiritual Satanist Girl whom i have guided her to Satan.Now then we were doing really great for a month, We've waited for each other and I've done some crazy things to come to her whilst she was suffering for waiting for me for 14days. I always use to say i will come very soon but circumstances did not allow me but at that time i was at the countryside helping my Grandmother to Build a Summer House. Now then She was getting Tired of waiting for me and Me Not keeping my words,So i've Argued and Said Very Nasty words to my Grandmother to let me go.I've hurt her so bad emotionally to the point she was crying. But I've managed to Keep my Promise to my GF and came to here even for 2-3 days just to be with her.Now From time to time we used to argue but it was resolved and our relationship grew stronger and we were both very looking forward to our relationship to end up in marriage. Well after quite some time passed, She Discovered i had some nasty personalities of acting Childish and Stubborn(Typical traits as i've researched my birth chart), and from there there were some serious problems occuring,Also i was deluded to think of myself as Son of Certain Demons and Husband of Certain Goddess,I've made her believe my delusion at the time i was so into that delusion,Foolish thing to do,But anyways So my GF wanted to change those personalities of mine,and went on her crusade to change that, Also we had those little misunderstandings and such common things happen in relationship i've used to make angry even though i was right sometimes she has terrible temper and that resulted in a certain bad injury for her what is caused by stress it hurted her it pained me to see her in pain so i've bought a mala bead and begged everygod to enchant it their energies and i've given it to her(The pain she was having have stopped )now when it was around the end of the month, There were a really bad Planetary transits on our signs,and there we Argued,The Enemy Ofc they would cease the opportunity to worsen things up, So We broke up,Whilst we broke up, I was so sure enemy is playing part on this and refused to be an Victim, Refused to have an unsuccessful love affair,since i've loved her So Much I've changed those Personalities of mine in a short time around 1 week or so, But things were bad..I wanted to Make up but She wont, I assumed the Enemy is Doing this job, I must do something about it, Whilst Proving I can Love her  to no end, I can Value her keep up my words, Do her Mission Impossible Chances with deadlines she gave me,(finding a long lost necklace she once gave me,Found it Anyways thought not made it in such short deadlines, Then was asked to prove my satanist friend whom foolishly visited a shaman and got beaten up physically so bad for worshipping satan,That Shaman Called Satan to battle, My Friend was Begging the Gods of hell to help him, But Nothing really happened to Help my Friend)Guess it was a trial of faith,But anyways he is still a satanist my GF wanted me to find 30 proofs that he is not a satanist,then she will be harmonious with me and date me even worse she made an promise with that with satans name. She believes he have become a shaman,Though Gladly he is not,So i've refused to Betray my Brother and i've tried to explain to her this is not this and that, You gotta understand this etc bleh bleh, But She never really listened, Always Gone on her way, Anyway i've changed for the better, ive been keeping my promises,I believed if i truly fight hard for this love it will work out one way or the other. So i've done so much an much, Then I procceeded with Removing them bindings and all those enemy craps on her and myself as time went by I've cleared by Delusions of Some Son of God or Husband of Goddess,Ive cleared my delusion as a responsible satanist for deluding a satanist and as a lover she have to know the truth so i've told her i was deluded to think that way its wrong informations.But my Love for her were true and strong,Now After removing her all negative enemy influences with Life magick and Runes and such,and removed mine as well.My Feelings for her were true and honest, but a horrible truth has surfaced there,I've thought enemy incited to not listen to me,be extremely stubborn hate me and such, But The truth was which really killed me was She never really Loved me,She've said that a million times but i've never listened (thought it was some enemy crap)She never loved me, She just dared and thats all She got everything she wanted and thats that. She Used to abuse me over the month of my struggle to regain her back with such horrid words of i am weak, desperate brat, deluded, greedy whatever and such,idiot worthless scum, bastard really everything that is bad, Now I've swallowed all those abuses and still had the heart to forgive and forget all of it and we can be really together and happy , She said if you truly loved me you would have let me go, I thought it was enemy influence, well if not was enemy influence then i believed By My Satanic Power of Love We can be happy and i can bring Joy and happiness(Ive given her Much Joy and Happiness Before) so i didnt gave up on it and didnt let her go,i was so persistant and whenever i tripped i've stood back up and kept on fighting an fighting to regain her back.Anyway Even though all Enemy Influences were removed SHe still didnt give a damn about my efforts, She never moved a Finger to make us work out,Ive only Fought an Fought,Anyways So With all those influences gone , She Truly never loved me,Never gave a damn bout me , she really hated me,Now thats a Harsh truth to the Face.SO i was a Fool,But i've learnt many many valuable lessonsAlso In Some cases its not enemy influence,Its truly that persons feelings thats all
Thats just how it is..Also when i used to date her i thought our relationship was immune,now as cobra stated thinking oh ure immune just fucked u up in some ways one way or the other.So Plan Ahead be Prepared, really think stuffs through, be wise, i've learned a lot from this immense pain.I Hope this Love story of mine will help you people who might be facing the same problem and also give further insight
Hail Enki!
 
I know how you feel.

This post reminded me of the other post being in the groups for a while or so, about a girl getting left suddenly by a guy without explanation, both were SS. Seriously in love matters I would see it two way. One way would be, fight for what you love, till the Goddamn end. Don't cower, don't look back and do not confrom. If misunderstandings arise, or fights, or pain, or attacks. It all comes up to how 'strong' this love is to break. Or how weak the person feels about it. In a sense, I am up for fighting for what you love. Even if it is a mismatch, if both people REALLY want it, we have the tools of Magick and meditation so we can really merge with our loved one. So there is no excuse.

The other way would be the Satanic Justice way. Sometimes you have to accept the mismatcha and move the fuck on. Simple as that. You get wronged, misunderstood and being treated like a victim? Then leave and move on, find another mate. A relationship is to be builded in time, patience and I believe the popular myth that intoxication leaves after a while to be a lie. True sexual love, intensity and true bonds between persons do get created in time. At least the ones I would value, personally. If someone isn't willing to stay and fight with you, what haunts you, your hangups, share the pain and let you handle things, trust, sacrfice and loving what you are, then probably its just bullshit. Whats the purpose if that person can't stay with you and help you perfect yourself. No purpose whatsover. Or like a person sees you being blind and they let you like this. If thats love then I'm Jet li. Love is like Satan. I remember when I was newer, due to some kike wannabe's I had severe delusions, aside other shit. Satan din't abaddon me. Slowly, through these lessons I emerged. You here mention the same thing about delusions. If the enemy plays such a game to get you astray from the JoS and from Satan, imagine how important you're to Him. And this goes to everyone getting attacked/harassed and experiencing bullshit.

I was reading about Hitler's younger years. He stayed homeless for 1 year, had severe damage on his eyes in war, did stay in prison for 1 year and generally other things. He got shot around 3-4 times, both in The first years in NS, and at the war's frontlines. Now you see people complaining [like myself] about horrid thoughts they got or some bullshit attacks. This is partially right but for the greatest part is severely wrong.

So yea now that I missed the topic as I sometimes do. Stop fighting and getting abused, she is literally, judging by what you say, joking and isn't seriously for anything. She lied and did behave like a scumbag, only playing with your emotions. Move on and remember that bitches [of male or female gender] that want it 'all theirs' and play people like that are really not worth anyone's time and should be ignored. She could be a Satanist, thats fine, but some behaviors are just bullshit and immature. Also the next time try to see the actual personality of someone and not take as an enemy influence everything that is against your utopic sense of how things should be. I understand your position more than you can think as I have been there. Do not mix others in your relation with your girlfriends.

Carry on with your meditations and weed the shit out, don't let it hang. And keep the enemy a bit away from you by not thinking of them and stop thinking that they have power over affairs in your life, or your love life. Or anywhere. Cause you amplify whatever they can do. "Turn them off like a Radio" as HP Maxine has repeadetly said. Ignore them and they will keep dancing gangam style to get your attention. Though, ignoring them requires being aware. Which is something you must never forget. Be aware and ignore them. Not ignorance through being inaware. Thats stupidity and a suicide move.



HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Anand Bon <anandbon@... wrote:

Greetings Brothers and Sisters

The enemy works in many ways to cause disunity and confusion amongs us
But also there are other Factors as well..
Now i have had an Satanic Love affair going on with a Spiritual Satanist Girl whom i have guided her to Satan.
Now then we were doing really great for a month, We've waited for each other and I've done some crazy things to come to her whilst she was suffering for waiting for me for 14days. I always use to say i will come very soon but circumstances did not allow me but at that time i was at the countryside helping my Grandmother to Build a Summer House. Now then She was getting Tired of waiting for me and Me Not keeping my words,So i've Argued and Said Very Nasty words to my Grandmother to let me go.I've hurt her so bad emotionally to the point she was crying. But I've managed to Keep my Promise to my GF and came to here even for 2-3 days just to be with her.Now From time to time we used to argue but it was resolved and our relationship grew stronger and we were both very looking forward to our relationship to end up in marriage. Well after quite some time passed, She Discovered i had some nasty personalities of acting Childish and Stubborn(Typical traits as i've
researched my birth chart), and from there there were some serious problems occuring,Also i was deluded to think of myself as Son of Certain Demons and Husband of Certain Goddess,I've made her believe my delusion at the time i was so into that delusion,Foolish thing to do,But anyways So my GF wanted to change those personalities of mine,and went on her crusade to change that, Also we had those little misunderstandings and such common things happen in relationship i've used to make angry even though i was right sometimes she has terrible temper and that resulted in a certain bad injury for her what is caused by stress it hurted her it pained me to see her in pain so i've bought a mala bead and begged everygod to enchant it their energies and i've given it to her(The pain she was having have stopped )now when it was around the end of the month, There were a really bad Planetary transits on our signs,and there we Argued,The Enemy Ofc they would cease the
opportunity to worsen things up, So We broke up,Whilst we broke up, I was so sure enemy is playing part on this and refused to be an Victim, Refused to have an unsuccessful love affair,since i've loved her So Much I've changed those Personalities of mine in a short time around 1 week or so, But things were bad..I wanted to Make up but She wont, I assumed the Enemy is Doing this job, I must do something about it, Whilst Proving I can Love her  to no end, I can Value her keep up my words, Do her Mission Impossible Chances with deadlines she gave me,(finding a long lost necklace she once gave me,Found it Anyways thought not made it in such short deadlines, Then was asked to prove my satanist friend whom foolishly visited a shaman and got beaten up physically so bad for worshipping satan,That Shaman Called Satan to battle, My Friend was Begging the Gods of hell to help him, But Nothing really happened to Help my Friend)Guess it was a trial of faith,But
anyways he is still a satanist my GF wanted me to find 30 proofs that he is not a satanist,then she will be harmonious with me and date me even worse she made an promise with that with satans name. She believes he have become a shaman,Though Gladly he is not,So i've refused to Betray my Brother and i've tried to explain to her this is not this and that, You gotta understand this etc bleh bleh, But She never really listened, Always Gone on her way, Anyway i've changed for the better, ive been keeping my promises,I believed if i truly fight hard for this love it will work out one way or the other. So i've done so much an much, Then I procceeded with Removing them bindings and all those enemy craps on her and myself as time went by I've cleared by Delusions of Some Son of God or Husband of Goddess,Ive cleared my delusion as a responsible satanist for deluding a satanist and as a lover she have to know the truth so i've told her i was deluded to think that
way its wrong informations.But my Love for her were true and strong,Now After removing her all negative enemy influences with Life magick and Runes and such,and removed mine as well.My Feelings for her were true and honest, but a horrible truth has surfaced there,I've thought enemy incited to not listen to me,be extremely stubborn hate me and such, But The truth was which really killed me was She never really Loved me,She've said that a million times but i've never listened (thought it was some enemy crap)
She never loved me, She just dared and thats all She got everything she wanted and thats that. She Used to abuse me over the month of my struggle to regain her back with such horrid words of i am weak, desperate brat, deluded, greedy whatever and such,idiot worthless scum, bastard really everything that is bad, Now I've swallowed all those abuses and still had the heart to forgive and forget all of it and we can be really together and happy , She said if you truly loved me you would have let me go, I thought it was enemy influence, well if not was enemy influence then i believed By My Satanic Power of Love We can be happy and i can bring Joy and happiness(Ive given her Much Joy and Happiness Before) so i didnt gave up on it and didnt let her go,i was so persistant and whenever i tripped i've stood back up and kept on fighting an fighting to regain her back.
Anyway Even though all Enemy Influences were removed SHe still didnt give a damn about my efforts, She never moved a Finger to make us work out,Ive only Fought an Fought,
Anyways So With all those influences gone , She Truly never loved me,Never gave a damn bout me , she really hated me,Now thats a Harsh truth to the Face.
SO i was a Fool,But i've learnt many many valuable lessons
Also In Some cases its not enemy influence,Its truly that persons feelings thats all

Thats just how it is..Also when i used to date her i thought our relationship was immune,now as cobra stated thinking oh ure immune just fucked u up in some ways one way or the other.
So Plan Ahead be Prepared, really think stuffs through, be wise, i've learned a lot from this immense pain.
I Hope this Love story of mine will help you people who might be facing the same problem and also give further insight

Hail Enki!
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I underline, that my other post was judging by what you said and by how you perceived the whole thing and wrote. Not to be taken as like I knew the other person. Just clearing this up, as I want to insult nobody and cause no grief or hard feelings.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Anand Bon <anandbon@... wrote:

Greetings Brothers and Sisters

The enemy works in many ways to cause disunity and confusion amongs us
But also there are other Factors as well..
Now i have had an Satanic Love affair going on with a Spiritual Satanist Girl whom i have guided her to Satan.
Now then we were doing really great for a month, We've waited for each other and I've done some crazy things to come to her whilst she was suffering for waiting for me for 14days. I always use to say i will come very soon but circumstances did not allow me but at that time i was at the countryside helping my Grandmother to Build a Summer House. Now then She was getting Tired of waiting for me and Me Not keeping my words,So i've Argued and Said Very Nasty words to my Grandmother to let me go.I've hurt her so bad emotionally to the point she was crying. But I've managed to Keep my Promise to my GF and came to here even for 2-3 days just to be with her.Now From time to time we used to argue but it was resolved and our relationship grew stronger and we were both very looking forward to our relationship to end up in marriage. Well after quite some time passed, She Discovered i had some nasty personalities of acting Childish and Stubborn(Typical traits as i've
researched my birth chart), and from there there were some serious problems occuring,Also i was deluded to think of myself as Son of Certain Demons and Husband of Certain Goddess,I've made her believe my delusion at the time i was so into that delusion,Foolish thing to do,But anyways So my GF wanted to change those personalities of mine,and went on her crusade to change that, Also we had those little misunderstandings and such common things happen in relationship i've used to make angry even though i was right sometimes she has terrible temper and that resulted in a certain bad injury for her what is caused by stress it hurted her it pained me to see her in pain so i've bought a mala bead and begged everygod to enchant it their energies and i've given it to her(The pain she was having have stopped )now when it was around the end of the month, There were a really bad Planetary transits on our signs,and there we Argued,The Enemy Ofc they would cease the
opportunity to worsen things up, So We broke up,Whilst we broke up, I was so sure enemy is playing part on this and refused to be an Victim, Refused to have an unsuccessful love affair,since i've loved her So Much I've changed those Personalities of mine in a short time around 1 week or so, But things were bad..I wanted to Make up but She wont, I assumed the Enemy is Doing this job, I must do something about it, Whilst Proving I can Love her  to no end, I can Value her keep up my words, Do her Mission Impossible Chances with deadlines she gave me,(finding a long lost necklace she once gave me,Found it Anyways thought not made it in such short deadlines, Then was asked to prove my satanist friend whom foolishly visited a shaman and got beaten up physically so bad for worshipping satan,That Shaman Called Satan to battle, My Friend was Begging the Gods of hell to help him, But Nothing really happened to Help my Friend)Guess it was a trial of faith,But
anyways he is still a satanist my GF wanted me to find 30 proofs that he is not a satanist,then she will be harmonious with me and date me even worse she made an promise with that with satans name. She believes he have become a shaman,Though Gladly he is not,So i've refused to Betray my Brother and i've tried to explain to her this is not this and that, You gotta understand this etc bleh bleh, But She never really listened, Always Gone on her way, Anyway i've changed for the better, ive been keeping my promises,I believed if i truly fight hard for this love it will work out one way or the other. So i've done so much an much, Then I procceeded with Removing them bindings and all those enemy craps on her and myself as time went by I've cleared by Delusions of Some Son of God or Husband of Goddess,Ive cleared my delusion as a responsible satanist for deluding a satanist and as a lover she have to know the truth so i've told her i was deluded to think that
way its wrong informations.But my Love for her were true and strong,Now After removing her all negative enemy influences with Life magick and Runes and such,and removed mine as well.My Feelings for her were true and honest, but a horrible truth has surfaced there,I've thought enemy incited to not listen to me,be extremely stubborn hate me and such, But The truth was which really killed me was She never really Loved me,She've said that a million times but i've never listened (thought it was some enemy crap)
She never loved me, She just dared and thats all She got everything she wanted and thats that. She Used to abuse me over the month of my struggle to regain her back with such horrid words of i am weak, desperate brat, deluded, greedy whatever and such,idiot worthless scum, bastard really everything that is bad, Now I've swallowed all those abuses and still had the heart to forgive and forget all of it and we can be really together and happy , She said if you truly loved me you would have let me go, I thought it was enemy influence, well if not was enemy influence then i believed By My Satanic Power of Love We can be happy and i can bring Joy and happiness(Ive given her Much Joy and Happiness Before) so i didnt gave up on it and didnt let her go,i was so persistant and whenever i tripped i've stood back up and kept on fighting an fighting to regain her back.
Anyway Even though all Enemy Influences were removed SHe still didnt give a damn about my efforts, She never moved a Finger to make us work out,Ive only Fought an Fought,
Anyways So With all those influences gone , She Truly never loved me,Never gave a damn bout me , she really hated me,Now thats a Harsh truth to the Face.
SO i was a Fool,But i've learnt many many valuable lessons
Also In Some cases its not enemy influence,Its truly that persons feelings thats all

Thats just how it is..Also when i used to date her i thought our relationship was immune,now as cobra stated thinking oh ure immune just fucked u up in some ways one way or the other.
So Plan Ahead be Prepared, really think stuffs through, be wise, i've learned a lot from this immense pain.
I Hope this Love story of mine will help you people who might be facing the same problem and also give further insight

Hail Enki!
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HoodedCobra666 I just read your reply to Anandbons relationship experience. There have been a lot of posts in this group like his. We seem to have forgotten that the idealized one man, one woman, together for a lifetime relationship was an invention of the enemy!

And the truth is human (and by human I mean gentile) nature is not like that. At least not for everyone, when you remove the social stigma that comes with divorce, affairs, casual sex etc. People do it.

In our ancient pagan culture people had orgies, sex as much as they wanted and many wives. I am not sure if women could also have many partners as well but I think they should if they want it.

This might seem a harsh way of looking at things, but really I want to ask what is the purpose of love anyway?

We can feel good without it, we can have sex without it, we can reproduce without it. Then when we ask what are the risks from love? Psychic vampires, divorce settlements that destroy people financially, depression, suicide, arguments, making personal sacrifices, which may or may not be done in return etc.

When you add up the cons and compare it to the one and only pro which is you feel nice on the inside, it looks very much like cocaine, makes you feel good but destroys your life in time.

And on top of this all the really powerful, wealthy and successful people have put love second, look at Hitler, no water in his chart (I know that's not a good thing by itself) survived all the odds and became leader of the third reich.
Hitler described himself as married to his career. I know I could never be Hitler, just cause it's not in my nature to be like him.

I am seriously starting to think that this overemphasis on romantic love was just an invention of the enemy, that has affected the emotionally weak and addictive types, like myself (water emphasis in my chart) the most.

So what do you think? Is love really necessary? And if so for what? There is nothing love can do which can not also be done with other things, including raising children. It's just an emotion that people pretend is something much more when really it's not.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hoodedcobra666" <hoodedcobra666@... wrote:

I know how you feel.

This post reminded me of the other post being in the groups for a while or so, about a girl getting left suddenly by a guy without explanation, both were SS. Seriously in love matters I would see it two way. One way would be, fight for what you love, till the Goddamn end. Don't cower, don't look back and do not confrom. If misunderstandings arise, or fights, or pain, or attacks. It all comes up to how 'strong' this love is to break. Or how weak the person feels about it. In a sense, I am up for fighting for what you love. Even if it is a mismatch, if both people REALLY want it, we have the tools of Magick and meditation so we can really merge with our loved one. So there is no excuse.

The other way would be the Satanic Justice way. Sometimes you have to accept the mismatcha and move the fuck on. Simple as that. You get wronged, misunderstood and being treated like a victim? Then leave and move on, find another mate. A relationship is to be builded in time, patience and I believe the popular myth that intoxication leaves after a while to be a lie. True sexual love, intensity and true bonds between persons do get created in time. At least the ones I would value, personally. If someone isn't willing to stay and fight with you, what haunts you, your hangups, share the pain and let you handle things, trust, sacrfice and loving what you are, then probably its just bullshit. Whats the purpose if that person can't stay with you and help you perfect yourself. No purpose whatsover. Or like a person sees you being blind and they let you like this. If thats love then I'm Jet li. Love is like Satan. I remember when I was newer, due to some kike wannabe's I had severe delusions, aside other shit. Satan din't abaddon me. Slowly, through these lessons I emerged. You here mention the same thing about delusions. If the enemy plays such a game to get you astray from the JoS and from Satan, imagine how important you're to Him. And this goes to everyone getting attacked/harassed and experiencing bullshit.

I was reading about Hitler's younger years. He stayed homeless for 1 year, had severe damage on his eyes in war, did stay in prison for 1 year and generally other things. He got shot around 3-4 times, both in The first years in NS, and at the war's frontlines. Now you see people complaining [like myself] about horrid thoughts they got or some bullshit attacks. This is partially right but for the greatest part is severely wrong.

So yea now that I missed the topic as I sometimes do. Stop fighting and getting abused, she is literally, judging by what you say, joking and isn't seriously for anything. She lied and did behave like a scumbag, only playing with your emotions. Move on and remember that bitches [of male or female gender] that want it 'all theirs' and play people like that are really not worth anyone's time and should be ignored. She could be a Satanist, thats fine, but some behaviors are just bullshit and immature. Also the next time try to see the actual personality of someone and not take as an enemy influence everything that is against your utopic sense of how things should be. I understand your position more than you can think as I have been there. Do not mix others in your relation with your girlfriends.

Carry on with your meditations and weed the shit out, don't let it hang. And keep the enemy a bit away from you by not thinking of them and stop thinking that they have power over affairs in your life, or your love life. Or anywhere. Cause you amplify whatever they can do. "Turn them off like a Radio" as HP Maxine has repeadetly said. Ignore them and they will keep dancing gangam style to get your attention. Though, ignoring them requires being aware. Which is something you must never forget. Be aware and ignore them. Not ignorance through being inaware. Thats stupidity and a suicide move.



HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Anand Bon <anandbon@ wrote:

Greetings Brothers and Sisters

The enemy works in many ways to cause disunity and confusion amongs us
But also there are other Factors as well..
Now i have had an Satanic Love affair going on with a Spiritual Satanist Girl whom i have guided her to Satan.
Now then we were doing really great for a month, We've waited for each other and I've done some crazy things to come to her whilst she was suffering for waiting for me for 14days. I always use to say i will come very soon but circumstances did not allow me but at that time i was at the countryside helping my Grandmother to Build a Summer House. Now then She was getting Tired of waiting for me and Me Not keeping my words,So i've Argued and Said Very Nasty words to my Grandmother to let me go.I've hurt her so bad emotionally to the point she was crying. But I've managed to Keep my Promise to my GF and came to here even for 2-3 days just to be with her.Now From time to time we used to argue but it was resolved and our relationship grew stronger and we were both very looking forward to our relationship to end up in marriage. Well after quite some time passed, She Discovered i had some nasty personalities of acting Childish and Stubborn(Typical traits as i've
researched my birth chart), and from there there were some serious problems occuring,Also i was deluded to think of myself as Son of Certain Demons and Husband of Certain Goddess,I've made her believe my delusion at the time i was so into that delusion,Foolish thing to do,But anyways So my GF wanted to change those personalities of mine,and went on her crusade to change that, Also we had those little misunderstandings and such common things happen in relationship i've used to make angry even though i was right sometimes she has terrible temper and that resulted in a certain bad injury for her what is caused by stress it hurted her it pained me to see her in pain so i've bought a mala bead and begged everygod to enchant it their energies and i've given it to her(The pain she was having have stopped )now when it was around the end of the month, There were a really bad Planetary transits on our signs,and there we Argued,The Enemy Ofc they would cease the
opportunity to worsen things up, So We broke up,Whilst we broke up, I was so sure enemy is playing part on this and refused to be an Victim, Refused to have an unsuccessful love affair,since i've loved her So Much I've changed those Personalities of mine in a short time around 1 week or so, But things were bad..I wanted to Make up but She wont, I assumed the Enemy is Doing this job, I must do something about it, Whilst Proving I can Love her  to no end, I can Value her keep up my words, Do her Mission Impossible Chances with deadlines she gave me,(finding a long lost necklace she once gave me,Found it Anyways thought not made it in such short deadlines, Then was asked to prove my satanist friend whom foolishly visited a shaman and got beaten up physically so bad for worshipping satan,That Shaman Called Satan to battle, My Friend was Begging the Gods of hell to help him, But Nothing really happened to Help my Friend)Guess it was a trial of faith,But
anyways he is still a satanist my GF wanted me to find 30 proofs that he is not a satanist,then she will be harmonious with me and date me even worse she made an promise with that with satans name. She believes he have become a shaman,Though Gladly he is not,So i've refused to Betray my Brother and i've tried to explain to her this is not this and that, You gotta understand this etc bleh bleh, But She never really listened, Always Gone on her way, Anyway i've changed for the better, ive been keeping my promises,I believed if i truly fight hard for this love it will work out one way or the other. So i've done so much an much, Then I procceeded with Removing them bindings and all those enemy craps on her and myself as time went by I've cleared by Delusions of Some Son of God or Husband of Goddess,Ive cleared my delusion as a responsible satanist for deluding a satanist and as a lover she have to know the truth so i've told her i was deluded to think that
way its wrong informations.But my Love for her were true and strong,Now After removing her all negative enemy influences with Life magick and Runes and such,and removed mine as well.My Feelings for her were true and honest, but a horrible truth has surfaced there,I've thought enemy incited to not listen to me,be extremely stubborn hate me and such, But The truth was which really killed me was She never really Loved me,She've said that a million times but i've never listened (thought it was some enemy crap)
She never loved me, She just dared and thats all She got everything she wanted and thats that. She Used to abuse me over the month of my struggle to regain her back with such horrid words of i am weak, desperate brat, deluded, greedy whatever and such,idiot worthless scum, bastard really everything that is bad, Now I've swallowed all those abuses and still had the heart to forgive and forget all of it and we can be really together and happy , She said if you truly loved me you would have let me go, I thought it was enemy influence, well if not was enemy influence then i believed By My Satanic Power of Love We can be happy and i can bring Joy and happiness(Ive given her Much Joy and Happiness Before) so i didnt gave up on it and didnt let her go,i was so persistant and whenever i tripped i've stood back up and kept on fighting an fighting to regain her back.
Anyway Even though all Enemy Influences were removed SHe still didnt give a damn about my efforts, She never moved a Finger to make us work out,Ive only Fought an Fought,
Anyways So With all those influences gone , She Truly never loved me,Never gave a damn bout me , she really hated me,Now thats a Harsh truth to the Face.
SO i was a Fool,But i've learnt many many valuable lessons
Also In Some cases its not enemy influence,Its truly that persons feelings thats all

Thats just how it is..Also when i used to date her i thought our relationship was immune,now as cobra stated thinking oh ure immune just fucked u up in some ways one way or the other.
So Plan Ahead be Prepared, really think stuffs through, be wise, i've learned a lot from this immense pain.
I Hope this Love story of mine will help you people who might be facing the same problem and also give further insight

Hail Enki!
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No harm done, This is posted for Educational Purposes, Not Love Schooling or QQ about it,This Group is about Learning not Complaining about Ones love life or like a Dating website.lol. 

Hail Enki!
 
<td val[/IMG]Sorry to disagree with you but there is such a thing a Satanic love which is true love and is not of the enemy.


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<td val[/IMG]   HoodedCobra666 I just read your reply to Anandbons relationship experience. There have been a lot of posts in this group like his. We seem to have forgotten that the idealized one man, one woman, together for a lifetime relationship was an invention of the enemy!

And the truth is human (and by human I mean gentile) nature is not like that. At least not for everyone, when you remove the social stigma that comes with divorce, affairs, casual sex etc. People do it.

In our ancient pagan culture people had orgies, sex as much as they wanted and many wives. I am not sure if women could also have many partners as well but I think they should if they want it.

This might seem a harsh way of looking at things, but really I want to ask what is the purpose of love anyway?

We can feel good without it, we can have sex without it, we can reproduce without it. Then when we ask what are the risks from love? Psychic vampires, divorce settlements that destroy people financially, depression, suicide, arguments, making personal sacrifices, which may or may not be done in return etc.

When you add up the cons and compare it to the one and only pro which is you feel nice on the inside, it looks very much like cocaine, makes you feel good but destroys your life in time.

And on top of this all the really powerful, wealthy and successful people have put love second, look at Hitler, no water in his chart (I know that's not a good thing by itself) survived all the odds and became leader of the third reich.
Hitler described himself as married to his career. I know I could never be Hitler, just cause it's not in my nature to be like him.

I am seriously starting to think that this overemphasis on romantic love was just an invention of the enemy, that has affected the emotionally weak and addictive types, like myself (water emphasis in my chart) the most.

So what do you think? Is love really necessary? And if so for what? There is nothing love can do which can not also be done with other things, including raising children. It's just an emotion that people pretend is something much more when really it's not.

--- [/IMG][email protected], "hoodedcobra666" <hoodedcobra666@... wrote:

I know how you feel.

This post reminded me of the other post being in the groups for a while or so, about a girl getting left suddenly by a guy without explanation, both were SS. Seriously in love matters I would see it two way. One way would be, fight for what you love, till the Goddamn end. Don't cower, don't look back and do not confrom. If misunderstandings arise, or fights, or pain, or attacks. It all comes up to how 'strong' this love is to break. Or how weak the person feels about it. In a sense, I am up for fighting for what you love. Even if it is a mismatch, if both people REALLY want it, we have the tools of Magick and meditation so we can really merge with our loved one. So there is no excuse.

The other way would be the Satanic Justice way. Sometimes you have to accept the mismatcha and move the fuck on. Simple as that. You get wronged, misunderstood and being treated like a victim? Then leave and move on, find another mate. A relationship is to be builded in time, patience and I believe the popular myth that intoxication leaves after a while to be a lie. True sexual love, intensity and true bonds between persons do get created in time. At least the ones I would value, personally. If someone isn't willing to stay and fight with you, what haunts you, your hangups, share the pain and let you handle things, trust, sacrfice and loving what you are, then probably its just bullshit. Whats the purpose if that person can't stay with you and help you perfect yourself. No purpose whatsover. Or like a person sees you being blind and they let you like this. If thats love then I'm Jet li. Love is like Satan. I remember when I was newer, due to some kike wannabe's I had severe delusions, aside other shit. Satan din't abaddon me. Slowly, through these lessons I emerged. You here mention the same thing about delusions. If the enemy plays such a game to get you astray from the JoS and from Satan, imagine how important you're to Him. And this goes to everyone getting attacked/harassed and experiencing bullshit.

I was reading about Hitler's younger years. He stayed homeless for 1 year, had severe damage on his eyes in war, did stay in prison for 1 year and generally other things. He got shot around 3-4 times, both in The first years in NS, and at the war's frontlines. Now you see people complaining [like myself] about horrid thoughts they got or some bullshit attacks. This is partially right but for the greatest part is severely wrong.

So yea now that I missed the topic as I sometimes do. Stop fighting and getting abused, she is literally, judging by what you say, joking and isn't seriously for anything. She lied and did behave like a scumbag, only playing with your emotions. Move on and remember that bitches [of male or female gender] that want it 'all theirs' and play people like that are really not worth anyone's time and should be ignored. She could be a Satanist, thats fine, but some behaviors are just bullshit and immature. Also the next time try to see the actual personality of someone and not take as an enemy influence everything that is against your utopic sense of how things should be. I understand your position more than you can think as I have been there. Do not mix others in your relation with your girlfriends.

Carry on with your meditations and weed the shit out, don't let it hang. And keep the enemy a bit away from you by not thinking of them and stop thinking that they have power over affairs in your life, or your love life. Or anywhere. Cause you amplify whatever they can do. "Turn them off like a Radio" as HP Maxine has repeadetly said. Ignore them and they will keep dancing gangam style to get your attention. Though, ignoring them requires being aware. Which is something you must never forget. Be aware and ignore them. Not ignorance through being inaware. Thats stupidity and a suicide move.



HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!!


--- [/IMG][email protected], Anand Bon <anandbon@ wrote:

Greetings Brothers and Sisters

The enemy works in many ways to cause disunity and confusion amongs us
But also there are other Factors as well..
Now i have had an Satanic Love affair going on with a Spiritual Satanist Girl whom i have guided her to Satan.
Now then we were doing really great for a month, We've waited for each other and I've done some crazy things to come to her whilst she was suffering for waiting for me for 14days. I always use to say i will come very soon but circumstances did not allow me but at that time i was at the countryside helping my Grandmother to Build a Summer House. Now then She was getting Tired of waiting for me and Me Not keeping my words,So i've Argued and Said Very Nasty words to my Grandmother to let me go.I've hurt her so bad emotionally to the point she was crying. But I've managed to Keep my Promise to my GF and came to here even for 2-3 days just to be with her.Now From time to time we used to argue but it was resolved and our relationship grew stronger and we were both very looking forward to our relationship to end up in marriage. Well after quite some time passed, She Discovered i had some nasty personalities of acting Childish and Stubborn(Typical traits as i've
researched my birth chart), and from there there were some serious problems occuring,Also i was deluded to think of myself as Son of Certain Demons and Husband of Certain Goddess,I've made her believe my delusion at the time i was so into that delusion,Foolish thing to do,But anyways So my GF wanted to change those personalities of mine,and went on her crusade to change that, Also we had those little misunderstandings and such common things happen in relationship i've used to make angry even though i was right sometimes she has terrible temper and that resulted in a certain bad injury for her what is caused by stress it hurted her it pained me to see her in pain so i've bought a mala bead and begged everygod to enchant it their energies and i've given it to her(The pain she was having have stopped )now when it was around the end of the month, There were a really bad Planetary transits on our signs,and there we Argued,The Enemy Ofc they would cease the
opportunity to worsen things up, So We broke up,Whilst we broke up, I was so sure enemy is playing part on this and refused to be an Victim, Refused to have an unsuccessful love affair,since i've loved her So Much I've changed those Personalities of mine in a short time around 1 week or so, But things were bad..I wanted to Make up but She wont, I assumed the Enemy is Doing this job, I must do something about it, Whilst Proving I can Love her  to no end, I can Value her keep up my words, Do her Mission Impossible Chances with deadlines she gave me,(finding a long lost necklace she once gave me,Found it Anyways thought not made it in such short deadlines, Then was asked to prove my satanist friend whom foolishly visited a shaman and got beaten up physically so bad for worshipping satan,That Shaman Called Satan to battle, My Friend was Begging the Gods of hell to help him, But Nothing really happened to Help my Friend)Guess it was a trial of faith,But
anyways he is still a satanist my GF wanted me to find 30 proofs that he is not a satanist,then she will be harmonious with me and date me even worse she made an promise with that with satans name. She believes he have become a shaman,Though Gladly he is not,So i've refused to Betray my Brother and i've tried to explain to her this is not this and that, You gotta understand this etc bleh bleh, But She never really listened, Always Gone on her way, Anyway i've changed for the better, ive been keeping my promises,I believed if i truly fight hard for this love it will work out one way or the other. So i've done so much an much, Then I procceeded with Removing them bindings and all those enemy craps on her and myself as time went by I've cleared by Delusions of Some Son of God or Husband of Goddess,Ive cleared my delusion as a responsible satanist for deluding a satanist and as a lover she have to know the truth so i've told her i was deluded to think that
way its wrong informations.But my Love for her were true and strong,Now After removing her all negative enemy influences with Life magick and Runes and such,and removed mine as well.My Feelings for her were true and honest, but a horrible truth has surfaced there,I've thought enemy incited to not listen to me,be extremely stubborn hate me and such, But The truth was which really killed me was She never really Loved me,She've said that a million times but i've never listened (thought it was some enemy crap)
She never loved me, She just dared and thats all She got everything she wanted and thats that. She Used to abuse me over the month of my struggle to regain her back with such horrid words of i am weak, desperate brat, deluded, greedy whatever and such,idiot worthless scum, bastard really everything that is bad, Now I've swallowed all those abuses and still had the heart to forgive and forget all of it and we can be really together and happy , She said if you truly loved me you would have let me go, I thought it was enemy influence, well if not was enemy influence then i believed By My Satanic Power of Love We can be happy and i can bring Joy and happiness(Ive given her Much Joy and Happiness Before) so i didnt gave up on it and didnt let her go,i was so persistant and whenever i tripped i've stood back up and kept on fighting an fighting to regain her back.
Anyway Even though all Enemy Influences were removed SHe still didnt give a damn about my efforts, She never moved a Finger to make us work out,Ive only Fought an Fought,
Anyways So With all those influences gone , She Truly never loved me,Never gave a damn bout me , she really hated me,Now thats a Harsh truth to the Face.
SO i was a Fool,But i've learnt many many valuable lessons
Also In Some cases its not enemy influence,Its truly that persons feelings thats all

Thats just how it is..Also when i used to date her i thought our relationship was immune,now as cobra stated thinking oh ure immune just fucked u up in some ways one way or the other.
So Plan Ahead be Prepared, really think stuffs through, be wise, i've learned a lot from this immense pain.
I Hope this Love story of mine will help you people who might be facing the same problem and also give further insight

Hail Enki!
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Maybe you can operate that way, though not all can operate that way. The enemy religions, as they perverted the concept of God, Enligthenement and other things which were sacred, made monogamy seem like a prison and a financial, spiritual and mental destruction to get your life and make you hang yourself. Yes xian monogamy is like this, especially with the wrong person, under the wrong God, without any Spiritual understanding. Just two bodies living under the same roof, no emotional depth and a bullwhark of pathologies. If you're by nature monogamus, that is fine. I never told anything against polygamy, either. Also you seem to think very physically [trying by completely locking on your emotions, to avoid emotional pain] or due to having been hurt in someway, completely going against love or something. The emotion of Love weakens you when its misplaced. We do what we do and have so much power to endure things because we love Satan. Not because we're sexually attracted to him. Sometimes the emotion of love can mean sacrifice and can bestow power unlike the urge in the genitals can do. I do not want to degrade sexual feelings in anyway. I just state the obvious, that neglecting love is like neglecting your lust. Same thing. You did mention men wanting many wives, well women have emotions and choices too actually, they are not tools you use as you're neither a tool they use for executing lust. You can live without love, as you can live without going to swim or without eating noddles or some exotic food. Basically the nessescary things you need to live are food, water and air, if you think of it that way. Some people just want lust and this is in the personality. But I believe a person looking only for lust is like a person trying denying sex because they want to keep 'pure'. No part of your nature has to be supressed.

"Psychic vampires, divorce settlements that destroy people financially, depression, suicide, arguments, making personal sacrifices, which may or may not be done in return etc. " Thats the causes of a blind, enenlightened and out of luck, under a jewish non existent 'god', monogamy or love or marriage. This is not love by anyway, shape or imagination. This is what the enemy has made widely known as love. This is not love, this is following blindly bad karma and getting shitted on by the jew on the stick. I understand how you see this.

As about Hitler and Eva Braun. Their relation was more Sacred than this. Hitler was no ordinary man and Eva Braun no ordinary woman. Eva Braun was the epitome of purity in a female. Not purity in the xian sense. Purity in the form of being a very delicate, powerful and feminine prescence. We shouldn't talk about how much Fhurer loved his wife, judging by his chart or something, as this was something in his own Soul anyways. It was his choice to be with Eva Braun and not spend his sacred time on meaninglessly changing mates. I believe because you have much water and you want all this, but got hurt or you're afraid of getting hurt, you try to become solely materialistic and look only for lust, hoping you will avoid all these scars from love. This 'scars for love' mentality is simply the masochistic love the enemy invented and is nothing compared to real Satanic love. Which is the opposite and you gain from it, rather than lose.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Djinn Draconis" <xxrygelxx@... wrote:

HoodedCobra666 I just read your reply to Anandbons relationship experience. There have been a lot of posts in this group like his. We seem to have forgotten that the idealized one man, one woman, together for a lifetime relationship was an invention of the enemy!

And the truth is human (and by human I mean gentile) nature is not like that. At least not for everyone, when you remove the social stigma that comes with divorce, affairs, casual sex etc. People do it.

In our ancient pagan culture people had orgies, sex as much as they wanted and many wives. I am not sure if women could also have many partners as well but I think they should if they want it.

This might seem a harsh way of looking at things, but really I want to ask what is the purpose of love anyway?

We can feel good without it, we can have sex without it, we can reproduce without it. Then when we ask what are the risks from love? Psychic vampires, divorce settlements that destroy people financially, depression, suicide, arguments, making personal sacrifices, which may or may not be done in return etc.

When you add up the cons and compare it to the one and only pro which is you feel nice on the inside, it looks very much like cocaine, makes you feel good but destroys your life in time.

And on top of this all the really powerful, wealthy and successful people have put love second, look at Hitler, no water in his chart (I know that's not a good thing by itself) survived all the odds and became leader of the third reich.
Hitler described himself as married to his career. I know I could never be Hitler, just cause it's not in my nature to be like him.

I am seriously starting to think that this overemphasis on romantic love was just an invention of the enemy, that has affected the emotionally weak and addictive types, like myself (water emphasis in my chart) the most.

So what do you think? Is love really necessary? And if so for what? There is nothing love can do which can not also be done with other things, including raising children. It's just an emotion that people pretend is something much more when really it's not.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hoodedcobra666" <hoodedcobra666@ wrote:

I know how you feel.

This post reminded me of the other post being in the groups for a while or so, about a girl getting left suddenly by a guy without explanation, both were SS. Seriously in love matters I would see it two way. One way would be, fight for what you love, till the Goddamn end. Don't cower, don't look back and do not confrom. If misunderstandings arise, or fights, or pain, or attacks. It all comes up to how 'strong' this love is to break. Or how weak the person feels about it. In a sense, I am up for fighting for what you love. Even if it is a mismatch, if both people REALLY want it, we have the tools of Magick and meditation so we can really merge with our loved one. So there is no excuse.

The other way would be the Satanic Justice way. Sometimes you have to accept the mismatcha and move the fuck on. Simple as that. You get wronged, misunderstood and being treated like a victim? Then leave and move on, find another mate. A relationship is to be builded in time, patience and I believe the popular myth that intoxication leaves after a while to be a lie. True sexual love, intensity and true bonds between persons do get created in time. At least the ones I would value, personally. If someone isn't willing to stay and fight with you, what haunts you, your hangups, share the pain and let you handle things, trust, sacrfice and loving what you are, then probably its just bullshit. Whats the purpose if that person can't stay with you and help you perfect yourself. No purpose whatsover. Or like a person sees you being blind and they let you like this. If thats love then I'm Jet li. Love is like Satan. I remember when I was newer, due to some kike wannabe's I had severe delusions, aside other shit. Satan din't abaddon me. Slowly, through these lessons I emerged. You here mention the same thing about delusions. If the enemy plays such a game to get you astray from the JoS and from Satan, imagine how important you're to Him. And this goes to everyone getting attacked/harassed and experiencing bullshit.

I was reading about Hitler's younger years. He stayed homeless for 1 year, had severe damage on his eyes in war, did stay in prison for 1 year and generally other things. He got shot around 3-4 times, both in The first years in NS, and at the war's frontlines. Now you see people complaining [like myself] about horrid thoughts they got or some bullshit attacks. This is partially right but for the greatest part is severely wrong.

So yea now that I missed the topic as I sometimes do. Stop fighting and getting abused, she is literally, judging by what you say, joking and isn't seriously for anything. She lied and did behave like a scumbag, only playing with your emotions. Move on and remember that bitches [of male or female gender] that want it 'all theirs' and play people like that are really not worth anyone's time and should be ignored. She could be a Satanist, thats fine, but some behaviors are just bullshit and immature. Also the next time try to see the actual personality of someone and not take as an enemy influence everything that is against your utopic sense of how things should be. I understand your position more than you can think as I have been there. Do not mix others in your relation with your girlfriends.

Carry on with your meditations and weed the shit out, don't let it hang. And keep the enemy a bit away from you by not thinking of them and stop thinking that they have power over affairs in your life, or your love life. Or anywhere. Cause you amplify whatever they can do. "Turn them off like a Radio" as HP Maxine has repeadetly said. Ignore them and they will keep dancing gangam style to get your attention. Though, ignoring them requires being aware. Which is something you must never forget. Be aware and ignore them. Not ignorance through being inaware. Thats stupidity and a suicide move.



HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Anand Bon <anandbon@ wrote:

Greetings Brothers and Sisters

The enemy works in many ways to cause disunity and confusion amongs us
But also there are other Factors as well..
Now i have had an Satanic Love affair going on with a Spiritual Satanist Girl whom i have guided her to Satan.
Now then we were doing really great for a month, We've waited for each other and I've done some crazy things to come to her whilst she was suffering for waiting for me for 14days. I always use to say i will come very soon but circumstances did not allow me but at that time i was at the countryside helping my Grandmother to Build a Summer House. Now then She was getting Tired of waiting for me and Me Not keeping my words,So i've Argued and Said Very Nasty words to my Grandmother to let me go.I've hurt her so bad emotionally to the point she was crying. But I've managed to Keep my Promise to my GF and came to here even for 2-3 days just to be with her.Now From time to time we used to argue but it was resolved and our relationship grew stronger and we were both very looking forward to our relationship to end up in marriage. Well after quite some time passed, She Discovered i had some nasty personalities of acting Childish and Stubborn(Typical traits as i've
researched my birth chart), and from there there were some serious problems occuring,Also i was deluded to think of myself as Son of Certain Demons and Husband of Certain Goddess,I've made her believe my delusion at the time i was so into that delusion,Foolish thing to do,But anyways So my GF wanted to change those personalities of mine,and went on her crusade to change that, Also we had those little misunderstandings and such common things happen in relationship i've used to make angry even though i was right sometimes she has terrible temper and that resulted in a certain bad injury for her what is caused by stress it hurted her it pained me to see her in pain so i've bought a mala bead and begged everygod to enchant it their energies and i've given it to her(The pain she was having have stopped )now when it was around the end of the month, There were a really bad Planetary transits on our signs,and there we Argued,The Enemy Ofc they would cease the
opportunity to worsen things up, So We broke up,Whilst we broke up, I was so sure enemy is playing part on this and refused to be an Victim, Refused to have an unsuccessful love affair,since i've loved her So Much I've changed those Personalities of mine in a short time around 1 week or so, But things were bad..I wanted to Make up but She wont, I assumed the Enemy is Doing this job, I must do something about it, Whilst Proving I can Love her  to no end, I can Value her keep up my words, Do her Mission Impossible Chances with deadlines she gave me,(finding a long lost necklace she once gave me,Found it Anyways thought not made it in such short deadlines, Then was asked to prove my satanist friend whom foolishly visited a shaman and got beaten up physically so bad for worshipping satan,That Shaman Called Satan to battle, My Friend was Begging the Gods of hell to help him, But Nothing really happened to Help my Friend)Guess it was a trial of faith,But
anyways he is still a satanist my GF wanted me to find 30 proofs that he is not a satanist,then she will be harmonious with me and date me even worse she made an promise with that with satans name. She believes he have become a shaman,Though Gladly he is not,So i've refused to Betray my Brother and i've tried to explain to her this is not this and that, You gotta understand this etc bleh bleh, But She never really listened, Always Gone on her way, Anyway i've changed for the better, ive been keeping my promises,I believed if i truly fight hard for this love it will work out one way or the other. So i've done so much an much, Then I procceeded with Removing them bindings and all those enemy craps on her and myself as time went by I've cleared by Delusions of Some Son of God or Husband of Goddess,Ive cleared my delusion as a responsible satanist for deluding a satanist and as a lover she have to know the truth so i've told her i was deluded to think that
way its wrong informations.But my Love for her were true and strong,Now After removing her all negative enemy influences with Life magick and Runes and such,and removed mine as well.My Feelings for her were true and honest, but a horrible truth has surfaced there,I've thought enemy incited to not listen to me,be extremely stubborn hate me and such, But The truth was which really killed me was She never really Loved me,She've said that a million times but i've never listened (thought it was some enemy crap)
She never loved me, She just dared and thats all She got everything she wanted and thats that. She Used to abuse me over the month of my struggle to regain her back with such horrid words of i am weak, desperate brat, deluded, greedy whatever and such,idiot worthless scum, bastard really everything that is bad, Now I've swallowed all those abuses and still had the heart to forgive and forget all of it and we can be really together and happy , She said if you truly loved me you would have let me go, I thought it was enemy influence, well if not was enemy influence then i believed By My Satanic Power of Love We can be happy and i can bring Joy and happiness(Ive given her Much Joy and Happiness Before) so i didnt gave up on it and didnt let her go,i was so persistant and whenever i tripped i've stood back up and kept on fighting an fighting to regain her back.
Anyway Even though all Enemy Influences were removed SHe still didnt give a damn about my efforts, She never moved a Finger to make us work out,Ive only Fought an Fought,
Anyways So With all those influences gone , She Truly never loved me,Never gave a damn bout me , she really hated me,Now thats a Harsh truth to the Face.
SO i was a Fool,But i've learnt many many valuable lessons
Also In Some cases its not enemy influence,Its truly that persons feelings thats all

Thats just how it is..Also when i used to date her i thought our relationship was immune,now as cobra stated thinking oh ure immune just fucked u up in some ways one way or the other.
So Plan Ahead be Prepared, really think stuffs through, be wise, i've learned a lot from this immense pain.
I Hope this Love story of mine will help you people who might be facing the same problem and also give further insight

Hail Enki!
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I don't know if you are hurt or something but the enemy actually DESTROYED the concept of love and made it seem like a bunch of useless promises. If someone wants to be polygamous and have many husbands or wives, that's their own business and love is still there. Some people need more than one souls to feel completed and some others don't. Orgies were taking place mostly for energy purposes and for magick workings but for pleasure as well. And still, it wasn't like someone was cheating on someone else or the people who were participating in the orgies couldn't love someone at some point.

''And the truth is human (and by human I mean gentile) nature is not like that.''

Humans need love. Even the ones who don't seem very emotional. Just because love doesn't only consist of joyful moments and because it doesn't always work out for some REASON(S) it doesn't make it useless and unneeded. When two people who love each other manage to overcome all the difficulties and work together as one, the bond that is created is so strong and irreplaceable I can't put into words. If you want something to work out you need to fight and not just expect the perfect mate to come and find you and live happily ever after. It needs time but it's surely something worth fighting for.

Love it's just another concept the enemy destroyed. You cannot imagine how much hate I feel when I hear xians using the word 'love'. I just want to punch them in the face.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AFi9vVfr5fQ


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Djinn Draconis" <xxrygelxx@... wrote:

HoodedCobra666 I just read your reply to Anandbons relationship experience. There have been a lot of posts in this group like his. We seem to have forgotten that the idealized one man, one woman, together for a lifetime relationship was an invention of the enemy!

And the truth is human (and by human I mean gentile) nature is not like that. At least not for everyone, when you remove the social stigma that comes with divorce, affairs, casual sex etc. People do it.

In our ancient pagan culture people had orgies, sex as much as they wanted and many wives. I am not sure if women could also have many partners as well but I think they should if they want it.

This might seem a harsh way of looking at things, but really I want to ask what is the purpose of love anyway?

We can feel good without it, we can have sex without it, we can reproduce without it. Then when we ask what are the risks from love? Psychic vampires, divorce settlements that destroy people financially, depression, suicide, arguments, making personal sacrifices, which may or may not be done in return etc.

When you add up the cons and compare it to the one and only pro which is you feel nice on the inside, it looks very much like cocaine, makes you feel good but destroys your life in time.

And on top of this all the really powerful, wealthy and successful people have put love second, look at Hitler, no water in his chart (I know that's not a good thing by itself) survived all the odds and became leader of the third reich.
Hitler described himself as married to his career. I know I could never be Hitler, just cause it's not in my nature to be like him.

I am seriously starting to think that this overemphasis on romantic love was just an invention of the enemy, that has affected the emotionally weak and addictive types, like myself (water emphasis in my chart) the most.

So what do you think? Is love really necessary? And if so for what? There is nothing love can do which can not also be done with other things, including raising children. It's just an emotion that people pretend is something much more when really it's not.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hoodedcobra666" <hoodedcobra666@ wrote:

I know how you feel.

This post reminded me of the other post being in the groups for a while or so, about a girl getting left suddenly by a guy without explanation, both were SS. Seriously in love matters I would see it two way. One way would be, fight for what you love, till the Goddamn end. Don't cower, don't look back and do not confrom. If misunderstandings arise, or fights, or pain, or attacks. It all comes up to how 'strong' this love is to break. Or how weak the person feels about it. In a sense, I am up for fighting for what you love. Even if it is a mismatch, if both people REALLY want it, we have the tools of Magick and meditation so we can really merge with our loved one. So there is no excuse.

The other way would be the Satanic Justice way. Sometimes you have to accept the mismatcha and move the fuck on. Simple as that. You get wronged, misunderstood and being treated like a victim? Then leave and move on, find another mate. A relationship is to be builded in time, patience and I believe the popular myth that intoxication leaves after a while to be a lie. True sexual love, intensity and true bonds between persons do get created in time. At least the ones I would value, personally. If someone isn't willing to stay and fight with you, what haunts you, your hangups, share the pain and let you handle things, trust, sacrfice and loving what you are, then probably its just bullshit. Whats the purpose if that person can't stay with you and help you perfect yourself. No purpose whatsover. Or like a person sees you being blind and they let you like this. If thats love then I'm Jet li. Love is like Satan. I remember when I was newer, due to some kike wannabe's I had severe delusions, aside other shit. Satan din't abaddon me. Slowly, through these lessons I emerged. You here mention the same thing about delusions. If the enemy plays such a game to get you astray from the JoS and from Satan, imagine how important you're to Him. And this goes to everyone getting attacked/harassed and experiencing bullshit.

I was reading about Hitler's younger years. He stayed homeless for 1 year, had severe damage on his eyes in war, did stay in prison for 1 year and generally other things. He got shot around 3-4 times, both in The first years in NS, and at the war's frontlines. Now you see people complaining [like myself] about horrid thoughts they got or some bullshit attacks. This is partially right but for the greatest part is severely wrong.

So yea now that I missed the topic as I sometimes do. Stop fighting and getting abused, she is literally, judging by what you say, joking and isn't seriously for anything. She lied and did behave like a scumbag, only playing with your emotions. Move on and remember that bitches [of male or female gender] that want it 'all theirs' and play people like that are really not worth anyone's time and should be ignored. She could be a Satanist, thats fine, but some behaviors are just bullshit and immature. Also the next time try to see the actual personality of someone and not take as an enemy influence everything that is against your utopic sense of how things should be. I understand your position more than you can think as I have been there. Do not mix others in your relation with your girlfriends.

Carry on with your meditations and weed the shit out, don't let it hang. And keep the enemy a bit away from you by not thinking of them and stop thinking that they have power over affairs in your life, or your love life. Or anywhere. Cause you amplify whatever they can do. "Turn them off like a Radio" as HP Maxine has repeadetly said. Ignore them and they will keep dancing gangam style to get your attention. Though, ignoring them requires being aware. Which is something you must never forget. Be aware and ignore them. Not ignorance through being inaware. Thats stupidity and a suicide move.



HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Anand Bon <anandbon@ wrote:

Greetings Brothers and Sisters

The enemy works in many ways to cause disunity and confusion amongs us
But also there are other Factors as well..
Now i have had an Satanic Love affair going on with a Spiritual Satanist Girl whom i have guided her to Satan.
Now then we were doing really great for a month, We've waited for each other and I've done some crazy things to come to her whilst she was suffering for waiting for me for 14days. I always use to say i will come very soon but circumstances did not allow me but at that time i was at the countryside helping my Grandmother to Build a Summer House. Now then She was getting Tired of waiting for me and Me Not keeping my words,So i've Argued and Said Very Nasty words to my Grandmother to let me go.I've hurt her so bad emotionally to the point she was crying. But I've managed to Keep my Promise to my GF and came to here even for 2-3 days just to be with her.Now From time to time we used to argue but it was resolved and our relationship grew stronger and we were both very looking forward to our relationship to end up in marriage. Well after quite some time passed, She Discovered i had some nasty personalities of acting Childish and Stubborn(Typical traits as i've
researched my birth chart), and from there there were some serious problems occuring,Also i was deluded to think of myself as Son of Certain Demons and Husband of Certain Goddess,I've made her believe my delusion at the time i was so into that delusion,Foolish thing to do,But anyways So my GF wanted to change those personalities of mine,and went on her crusade to change that, Also we had those little misunderstandings and such common things happen in relationship i've used to make angry even though i was right sometimes she has terrible temper and that resulted in a certain bad injury for her what is caused by stress it hurted her it pained me to see her in pain so i've bought a mala bead and begged everygod to enchant it their energies and i've given it to her(The pain she was having have stopped )now when it was around the end of the month, There were a really bad Planetary transits on our signs,and there we Argued,The Enemy Ofc they would cease the
opportunity to worsen things up, So We broke up,Whilst we broke up, I was so sure enemy is playing part on this and refused to be an Victim, Refused to have an unsuccessful love affair,since i've loved her So Much I've changed those Personalities of mine in a short time around 1 week or so, But things were bad..I wanted to Make up but She wont, I assumed the Enemy is Doing this job, I must do something about it, Whilst Proving I can Love her  to no end, I can Value her keep up my words, Do her Mission Impossible Chances with deadlines she gave me,(finding a long lost necklace she once gave me,Found it Anyways thought not made it in such short deadlines, Then was asked to prove my satanist friend whom foolishly visited a shaman and got beaten up physically so bad for worshipping satan,That Shaman Called Satan to battle, My Friend was Begging the Gods of hell to help him, But Nothing really happened to Help my Friend)Guess it was a trial of faith,But
anyways he is still a satanist my GF wanted me to find 30 proofs that he is not a satanist,then she will be harmonious with me and date me even worse she made an promise with that with satans name. She believes he have become a shaman,Though Gladly he is not,So i've refused to Betray my Brother and i've tried to explain to her this is not this and that, You gotta understand this etc bleh bleh, But She never really listened, Always Gone on her way, Anyway i've changed for the better, ive been keeping my promises,I believed if i truly fight hard for this love it will work out one way or the other. So i've done so much an much, Then I procceeded with Removing them bindings and all those enemy craps on her and myself as time went by I've cleared by Delusions of Some Son of God or Husband of Goddess,Ive cleared my delusion as a responsible satanist for deluding a satanist and as a lover she have to know the truth so i've told her i was deluded to think that
way its wrong informations.But my Love for her were true and strong,Now After removing her all negative enemy influences with Life magick and Runes and such,and removed mine as well.My Feelings for her were true and honest, but a horrible truth has surfaced there,I've thought enemy incited to not listen to me,be extremely stubborn hate me and such, But The truth was which really killed me was She never really Loved me,She've said that a million times but i've never listened (thought it was some enemy crap)
She never loved me, She just dared and thats all She got everything she wanted and thats that. She Used to abuse me over the month of my struggle to regain her back with such horrid words of i am weak, desperate brat, deluded, greedy whatever and such,idiot worthless scum, bastard really everything that is bad, Now I've swallowed all those abuses and still had the heart to forgive and forget all of it and we can be really together and happy , She said if you truly loved me you would have let me go, I thought it was enemy influence, well if not was enemy influence then i believed By My Satanic Power of Love We can be happy and i can bring Joy and happiness(Ive given her Much Joy and Happiness Before) so i didnt gave up on it and didnt let her go,i was so persistant and whenever i tripped i've stood back up and kept on fighting an fighting to regain her back.
Anyway Even though all Enemy Influences were removed SHe still didnt give a damn about my efforts, She never moved a Finger to make us work out,Ive only Fought an Fought,
Anyways So With all those influences gone , She Truly never loved me,Never gave a damn bout me , she really hated me,Now thats a Harsh truth to the Face.
SO i was a Fool,But i've learnt many many valuable lessons
Also In Some cases its not enemy influence,Its truly that persons feelings thats all

Thats just how it is..Also when i used to date her i thought our relationship was immune,now as cobra stated thinking oh ure immune just fucked u up in some ways one way or the other.
So Plan Ahead be Prepared, really think stuffs through, be wise, i've learned a lot from this immense pain.
I Hope this Love story of mine will help you people who might be facing the same problem and also give further insight

Hail Enki!
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Also Hitler gave so deep and emotionally powerful speeches, which really show he was a very deep and emotional person by nature, so you see its not all about the chart. He was explosive and very emotional, empathic to his people. Hadn't it been for his emotional power and his perfect character he wouldn't have achieved all he did.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hoodedcobra666" <hoodedcobra666@... wrote:

Maybe you can operate that way, though not all can operate that way. The enemy religions, as they perverted the concept of God, Enligthenement and other things which were sacred, made monogamy seem like a prison and a financial, spiritual and mental destruction to get your life and make you hang yourself. Yes xian monogamy is like this, especially with the wrong person, under the wrong God, without any Spiritual understanding. Just two bodies living under the same roof, no emotional depth and a bullwhark of pathologies. If you're by nature monogamus, that is fine. I never told anything against polygamy, either. Also you seem to think very physically [trying by completely locking on your emotions, to avoid emotional pain] or due to having been hurt in someway, completely going against love or something. The emotion of Love weakens you when its misplaced. We do what we do and have so much power to endure things because we love Satan. Not because we're sexually attracted to him. Sometimes the emotion of love can mean sacrifice and can bestow power unlike the urge in the genitals can do. I do not want to degrade sexual feelings in anyway. I just state the obvious, that neglecting love is like neglecting your lust. Same thing. You did mention men wanting many wives, well women have emotions and choices too actually, they are not tools you use as you're neither a tool they use for executing lust. You can live without love, as you can live without going to swim or without eating noddles or some exotic food. Basically the nessescary things you need to live are food, water and air, if you think of it that way. Some people just want lust and this is in the personality. But I believe a person looking only for lust is like a person trying denying sex because they want to keep 'pure'. No part of your nature has to be supressed.

"Psychic vampires, divorce settlements that destroy people financially, depression, suicide, arguments, making personal sacrifices, which may or may not be done in return etc. " Thats the causes of a blind, enenlightened and out of luck, under a jewish non existent 'god', monogamy or love or marriage. This is not love by anyway, shape or imagination. This is what the enemy has made widely known as love. This is not love, this is following blindly bad karma and getting shitted on by the jew on the stick. I understand how you see this.

As about Hitler and Eva Braun. Their relation was more Sacred than this. Hitler was no ordinary man and Eva Braun no ordinary woman. Eva Braun was the epitome of purity in a female. Not purity in the xian sense. Purity in the form of being a very delicate, powerful and feminine prescence. We shouldn't talk about how much Fhurer loved his wife, judging by his chart or something, as this was something in his own Soul anyways. It was his choice to be with Eva Braun and not spend his sacred time on meaninglessly changing mates. I believe because you have much water and you want all this, but got hurt or you're afraid of getting hurt, you try to become solely materialistic and look only for lust, hoping you will avoid all these scars from love. This 'scars for love' mentality is simply the masochistic love the enemy invented and is nothing compared to real Satanic love. Which is the opposite and you gain from it, rather than lose.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Djinn Draconis" <xxrygelxx@ wrote:

HoodedCobra666 I just read your reply to Anandbons relationship experience. There have been a lot of posts in this group like his. We seem to have forgotten that the idealized one man, one woman, together for a lifetime relationship was an invention of the enemy!

And the truth is human (and by human I mean gentile) nature is not like that. At least not for everyone, when you remove the social stigma that comes with divorce, affairs, casual sex etc. People do it.

In our ancient pagan culture people had orgies, sex as much as they wanted and many wives. I am not sure if women could also have many partners as well but I think they should if they want it.

This might seem a harsh way of looking at things, but really I want to ask what is the purpose of love anyway?

We can feel good without it, we can have sex without it, we can reproduce without it. Then when we ask what are the risks from love? Psychic vampires, divorce settlements that destroy people financially, depression, suicide, arguments, making personal sacrifices, which may or may not be done in return etc.

When you add up the cons and compare it to the one and only pro which is you feel nice on the inside, it looks very much like cocaine, makes you feel good but destroys your life in time.

And on top of this all the really powerful, wealthy and successful people have put love second, look at Hitler, no water in his chart (I know that's not a good thing by itself) survived all the odds and became leader of the third reich.
Hitler described himself as married to his career. I know I could never be Hitler, just cause it's not in my nature to be like him.

I am seriously starting to think that this overemphasis on romantic love was just an invention of the enemy, that has affected the emotionally weak and addictive types, like myself (water emphasis in my chart) the most.

So what do you think? Is love really necessary? And if so for what? There is nothing love can do which can not also be done with other things, including raising children. It's just an emotion that people pretend is something much more when really it's not.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hoodedcobra666" <hoodedcobra666@ wrote:

I know how you feel.

This post reminded me of the other post being in the groups for a while or so, about a girl getting left suddenly by a guy without explanation, both were SS. Seriously in love matters I would see it two way. One way would be, fight for what you love, till the Goddamn end. Don't cower, don't look back and do not confrom. If misunderstandings arise, or fights, or pain, or attacks. It all comes up to how 'strong' this love is to break. Or how weak the person feels about it. In a sense, I am up for fighting for what you love. Even if it is a mismatch, if both people REALLY want it, we have the tools of Magick and meditation so we can really merge with our loved one. So there is no excuse.

The other way would be the Satanic Justice way. Sometimes you have to accept the mismatcha and move the fuck on. Simple as that. You get wronged, misunderstood and being treated like a victim? Then leave and move on, find another mate. A relationship is to be builded in time, patience and I believe the popular myth that intoxication leaves after a while to be a lie. True sexual love, intensity and true bonds between persons do get created in time. At least the ones I would value, personally. If someone isn't willing to stay and fight with you, what haunts you, your hangups, share the pain and let you handle things, trust, sacrfice and loving what you are, then probably its just bullshit. Whats the purpose if that person can't stay with you and help you perfect yourself. No purpose whatsover. Or like a person sees you being blind and they let you like this. If thats love then I'm Jet li. Love is like Satan. I remember when I was newer, due to some kike wannabe's I had severe delusions, aside other shit. Satan din't abaddon me. Slowly, through these lessons I emerged. You here mention the same thing about delusions. If the enemy plays such a game to get you astray from the JoS and from Satan, imagine how important you're to Him. And this goes to everyone getting attacked/harassed and experiencing bullshit.

I was reading about Hitler's younger years. He stayed homeless for 1 year, had severe damage on his eyes in war, did stay in prison for 1 year and generally other things. He got shot around 3-4 times, both in The first years in NS, and at the war's frontlines. Now you see people complaining [like myself] about horrid thoughts they got or some bullshit attacks. This is partially right but for the greatest part is severely wrong.

So yea now that I missed the topic as I sometimes do. Stop fighting and getting abused, she is literally, judging by what you say, joking and isn't seriously for anything. She lied and did behave like a scumbag, only playing with your emotions. Move on and remember that bitches [of male or female gender] that want it 'all theirs' and play people like that are really not worth anyone's time and should be ignored. She could be a Satanist, thats fine, but some behaviors are just bullshit and immature. Also the next time try to see the actual personality of someone and not take as an enemy influence everything that is against your utopic sense of how things should be. I understand your position more than you can think as I have been there. Do not mix others in your relation with your girlfriends.

Carry on with your meditations and weed the shit out, don't let it hang. And keep the enemy a bit away from you by not thinking of them and stop thinking that they have power over affairs in your life, or your love life. Or anywhere. Cause you amplify whatever they can do. "Turn them off like a Radio" as HP Maxine has repeadetly said. Ignore them and they will keep dancing gangam style to get your attention. Though, ignoring them requires being aware. Which is something you must never forget. Be aware and ignore them. Not ignorance through being inaware. Thats stupidity and a suicide move.



HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Anand Bon <anandbon@ wrote:

Greetings Brothers and Sisters

The enemy works in many ways to cause disunity and confusion amongs us
But also there are other Factors as well..
Now i have had an Satanic Love affair going on with a Spiritual Satanist Girl whom i have guided her to Satan.
Now then we were doing really great for a month, We've waited for each other and I've done some crazy things to come to her whilst she was suffering for waiting for me for 14days. I always use to say i will come very soon but circumstances did not allow me but at that time i was at the countryside helping my Grandmother to Build a Summer House. Now then She was getting Tired of waiting for me and Me Not keeping my words,So i've Argued and Said Very Nasty words to my Grandmother to let me go.I've hurt her so bad emotionally to the point she was crying. But I've managed to Keep my Promise to my GF and came to here even for 2-3 days just to be with her.Now From time to time we used to argue but it was resolved and our relationship grew stronger and we were both very looking forward to our relationship to end up in marriage. Well after quite some time passed, She Discovered i had some nasty personalities of acting Childish and Stubborn(Typical traits as i've
researched my birth chart), and from there there were some serious problems occuring,Also i was deluded to think of myself as Son of Certain Demons and Husband of Certain Goddess,I've made her believe my delusion at the time i was so into that delusion,Foolish thing to do,But anyways So my GF wanted to change those personalities of mine,and went on her crusade to change that, Also we had those little misunderstandings and such common things happen in relationship i've used to make angry even though i was right sometimes she has terrible temper and that resulted in a certain bad injury for her what is caused by stress it hurted her it pained me to see her in pain so i've bought a mala bead and begged everygod to enchant it their energies and i've given it to her(The pain she was having have stopped )now when it was around the end of the month, There were a really bad Planetary transits on our signs,and there we Argued,The Enemy Ofc they would cease the
opportunity to worsen things up, So We broke up,Whilst we broke up, I was so sure enemy is playing part on this and refused to be an Victim, Refused to have an unsuccessful love affair,since i've loved her So Much I've changed those Personalities of mine in a short time around 1 week or so, But things were bad..I wanted to Make up but She wont, I assumed the Enemy is Doing this job, I must do something about it, Whilst Proving I can Love her  to no end, I can Value her keep up my words, Do her Mission Impossible Chances with deadlines she gave me,(finding a long lost necklace she once gave me,Found it Anyways thought not made it in such short deadlines, Then was asked to prove my satanist friend whom foolishly visited a shaman and got beaten up physically so bad for worshipping satan,That Shaman Called Satan to battle, My Friend was Begging the Gods of hell to help him, But Nothing really happened to Help my Friend)Guess it was a trial of faith,But
anyways he is still a satanist my GF wanted me to find 30 proofs that he is not a satanist,then she will be harmonious with me and date me even worse she made an promise with that with satans name. She believes he have become a shaman,Though Gladly he is not,So i've refused to Betray my Brother and i've tried to explain to her this is not this and that, You gotta understand this etc bleh bleh, But She never really listened, Always Gone on her way, Anyway i've changed for the better, ive been keeping my promises,I believed if i truly fight hard for this love it will work out one way or the other. So i've done so much an much, Then I procceeded with Removing them bindings and all those enemy craps on her and myself as time went by I've cleared by Delusions of Some Son of God or Husband of Goddess,Ive cleared my delusion as a responsible satanist for deluding a satanist and as a lover she have to know the truth so i've told her i was deluded to think that
way its wrong informations.But my Love for her were true and strong,Now After removing her all negative enemy influences with Life magick and Runes and such,and removed mine as well.My Feelings for her were true and honest, but a horrible truth has surfaced there,I've thought enemy incited to not listen to me,be extremely stubborn hate me and such, But The truth was which really killed me was She never really Loved me,She've said that a million times but i've never listened (thought it was some enemy crap)
She never loved me, She just dared and thats all She got everything she wanted and thats that. She Used to abuse me over the month of my struggle to regain her back with such horrid words of i am weak, desperate brat, deluded, greedy whatever and such,idiot worthless scum, bastard really everything that is bad, Now I've swallowed all those abuses and still had the heart to forgive and forget all of it and we can be really together and happy , She said if you truly loved me you would have let me go, I thought it was enemy influence, well if not was enemy influence then i believed By My Satanic Power of Love We can be happy and i can bring Joy and happiness(Ive given her Much Joy and Happiness Before) so i didnt gave up on it and didnt let her go,i was so persistant and whenever i tripped i've stood back up and kept on fighting an fighting to regain her back.
Anyway Even though all Enemy Influences were removed SHe still didnt give a damn about my efforts, She never moved a Finger to make us work out,Ive only Fought an Fought,
Anyways So With all those influences gone , She Truly never loved me,Never gave a damn bout me , she really hated me,Now thats a Harsh truth to the Face.
SO i was a Fool,But i've learnt many many valuable lessons
Also In Some cases its not enemy influence,Its truly that persons feelings thats all

Thats just how it is..Also when i used to date her i thought our relationship was immune,now as cobra stated thinking oh ure immune just fucked u up in some ways one way or the other.
So Plan Ahead be Prepared, really think stuffs through, be wise, i've learned a lot from this immense pain.
I Hope this Love story of mine will help you people who might be facing the same problem and also give further insight

Hail Enki!
Click to expand...
 
Everyone has their own prefernces. Some people are monogamous, some are Polygamous. The Gods are the same with. Both are good.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hoodedcobra666" <hoodedcobra666@... wrote:

Also Hitler gave so deep and emotionally powerful speeches, which really show he was a very deep and emotional person by nature, so you see its not all about the chart. He was explosive and very emotional, empathic to his people. Hadn't it been for his emotional power and his perfect character he wouldn't have achieved all he did.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hoodedcobra666" <hoodedcobra666@ wrote:

Maybe you can operate that way, though not all can operate that way. The enemy religions, as they perverted the concept of God, Enligthenement and other things which were sacred, made monogamy seem like a prison and a financial, spiritual and mental destruction to get your life and make you hang yourself. Yes xian monogamy is like this, especially with the wrong person, under the wrong God, without any Spiritual understanding. Just two bodies living under the same roof, no emotional depth and a bullwhark of pathologies. If you're by nature monogamus, that is fine. I never told anything against polygamy, either. Also you seem to think very physically [trying by completely locking on your emotions, to avoid emotional pain] or due to having been hurt in someway, completely going against love or something. The emotion of Love weakens you when its misplaced. We do what we do and have so much power to endure things because we love Satan. Not because we're sexually attracted to him. Sometimes the emotion of love can mean sacrifice and can bestow power unlike the urge in the genitals can do. I do not want to degrade sexual feelings in anyway. I just state the obvious, that neglecting love is like neglecting your lust. Same thing. You did mention men wanting many wives, well women have emotions and choices too actually, they are not tools you use as you're neither a tool they use for executing lust. You can live without love, as you can live without going to swim or without eating noddles or some exotic food. Basically the nessescary things you need to live are food, water and air, if you think of it that way. Some people just want lust and this is in the personality. But I believe a person looking only for lust is like a person trying denying sex because they want to keep 'pure'. No part of your nature has to be supressed.

"Psychic vampires, divorce settlements that destroy people financially, depression, suicide, arguments, making personal sacrifices, which may or may not be done in return etc. " Thats the causes of a blind, enenlightened and out of luck, under a jewish non existent 'god', monogamy or love or marriage. This is not love by anyway, shape or imagination. This is what the enemy has made widely known as love. This is not love, this is following blindly bad karma and getting shitted on by the jew on the stick. I understand how you see this.

As about Hitler and Eva Braun. Their relation was more Sacred than this. Hitler was no ordinary man and Eva Braun no ordinary woman. Eva Braun was the epitome of purity in a female. Not purity in the xian sense. Purity in the form of being a very delicate, powerful and feminine prescence. We shouldn't talk about how much Fhurer loved his wife, judging by his chart or something, as this was something in his own Soul anyways. It was his choice to be with Eva Braun and not spend his sacred time on meaninglessly changing mates. I believe because you have much water and you want all this, but got hurt or you're afraid of getting hurt, you try to become solely materialistic and look only for lust, hoping you will avoid all these scars from love. This 'scars for love' mentality is simply the masochistic love the enemy invented and is nothing compared to real Satanic love. Which is the opposite and you gain from it, rather than lose.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Djinn Draconis" <xxrygelxx@ wrote:

HoodedCobra666 I just read your reply to Anandbons relationship experience. There have been a lot of posts in this group like his. We seem to have forgotten that the idealized one man, one woman, together for a lifetime relationship was an invention of the enemy!

And the truth is human (and by human I mean gentile) nature is not like that. At least not for everyone, when you remove the social stigma that comes with divorce, affairs, casual sex etc. People do it.

In our ancient pagan culture people had orgies, sex as much as they wanted and many wives. I am not sure if women could also have many partners as well but I think they should if they want it.

This might seem a harsh way of looking at things, but really I want to ask what is the purpose of love anyway?

We can feel good without it, we can have sex without it, we can reproduce without it. Then when we ask what are the risks from love? Psychic vampires, divorce settlements that destroy people financially, depression, suicide, arguments, making personal sacrifices, which may or may not be done in return etc.

When you add up the cons and compare it to the one and only pro which is you feel nice on the inside, it looks very much like cocaine, makes you feel good but destroys your life in time.

And on top of this all the really powerful, wealthy and successful people have put love second, look at Hitler, no water in his chart (I know that's not a good thing by itself) survived all the odds and became leader of the third reich.
Hitler described himself as married to his career. I know I could never be Hitler, just cause it's not in my nature to be like him.

I am seriously starting to think that this overemphasis on romantic love was just an invention of the enemy, that has affected the emotionally weak and addictive types, like myself (water emphasis in my chart) the most.

So what do you think? Is love really necessary? And if so for what? There is nothing love can do which can not also be done with other things, including raising children. It's just an emotion that people pretend is something much more when really it's not.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hoodedcobra666" <hoodedcobra666@ wrote:

I know how you feel.

This post reminded me of the other post being in the groups for a while or so, about a girl getting left suddenly by a guy without explanation, both were SS. Seriously in love matters I would see it two way. One way would be, fight for what you love, till the Goddamn end. Don't cower, don't look back and do not confrom. If misunderstandings arise, or fights, or pain, or attacks. It all comes up to how 'strong' this love is to break. Or how weak the person feels about it. In a sense, I am up for fighting for what you love. Even if it is a mismatch, if both people REALLY want it, we have the tools of Magick and meditation so we can really merge with our loved one. So there is no excuse.

The other way would be the Satanic Justice way. Sometimes you have to accept the mismatcha and move the fuck on. Simple as that. You get wronged, misunderstood and being treated like a victim? Then leave and move on, find another mate. A relationship is to be builded in time, patience and I believe the popular myth that intoxication leaves after a while to be a lie. True sexual love, intensity and true bonds between persons do get created in time. At least the ones I would value, personally. If someone isn't willing to stay and fight with you, what haunts you, your hangups, share the pain and let you handle things, trust, sacrfice and loving what you are, then probably its just bullshit. Whats the purpose if that person can't stay with you and help you perfect yourself. No purpose whatsover. Or like a person sees you being blind and they let you like this. If thats love then I'm Jet li. Love is like Satan. I remember when I was newer, due to some kike wannabe's I had severe delusions, aside other shit. Satan din't abaddon me. Slowly, through these lessons I emerged. You here mention the same thing about delusions. If the enemy plays such a game to get you astray from the JoS and from Satan, imagine how important you're to Him. And this goes to everyone getting attacked/harassed and experiencing bullshit.

I was reading about Hitler's younger years. He stayed homeless for 1 year, had severe damage on his eyes in war, did stay in prison for 1 year and generally other things. He got shot around 3-4 times, both in The first years in NS, and at the war's frontlines. Now you see people complaining [like myself] about horrid thoughts they got or some bullshit attacks. This is partially right but for the greatest part is severely wrong.

So yea now that I missed the topic as I sometimes do. Stop fighting and getting abused, she is literally, judging by what you say, joking and isn't seriously for anything. She lied and did behave like a scumbag, only playing with your emotions. Move on and remember that bitches [of male or female gender] that want it 'all theirs' and play people like that are really not worth anyone's time and should be ignored. She could be a Satanist, thats fine, but some behaviors are just bullshit and immature. Also the next time try to see the actual personality of someone and not take as an enemy influence everything that is against your utopic sense of how things should be. I understand your position more than you can think as I have been there. Do not mix others in your relation with your girlfriends.

Carry on with your meditations and weed the shit out, don't let it hang. And keep the enemy a bit away from you by not thinking of them and stop thinking that they have power over affairs in your life, or your love life. Or anywhere. Cause you amplify whatever they can do. "Turn them off like a Radio" as HP Maxine has repeadetly said. Ignore them and they will keep dancing gangam style to get your attention. Though, ignoring them requires being aware. Which is something you must never forget. Be aware and ignore them. Not ignorance through being inaware. Thats stupidity and a suicide move.



HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Anand Bon <anandbon@ wrote:

Greetings Brothers and Sisters

The enemy works in many ways to cause disunity and confusion amongs us
But also there are other Factors as well..
Now i have had an Satanic Love affair going on with a Spiritual Satanist Girl whom i have guided her to Satan.
Now then we were doing really great for a month, We've waited for each other and I've done some crazy things to come to her whilst she was suffering for waiting for me for 14days. I always use to say i will come very soon but circumstances did not allow me but at that time i was at the countryside helping my Grandmother to Build a Summer House. Now then She was getting Tired of waiting for me and Me Not keeping my words,So i've Argued and Said Very Nasty words to my Grandmother to let me go.I've hurt her so bad emotionally to the point she was crying. But I've managed to Keep my Promise to my GF and came to here even for 2-3 days just to be with her.Now From time to time we used to argue but it was resolved and our relationship grew stronger and we were both very looking forward to our relationship to end up in marriage. Well after quite some time passed, She Discovered i had some nasty personalities of acting Childish and Stubborn(Typical traits as i've
researched my birth chart), and from there there were some serious problems occuring,Also i was deluded to think of myself as Son of Certain Demons and Husband of Certain Goddess,I've made her believe my delusion at the time i was so into that delusion,Foolish thing to do,But anyways So my GF wanted to change those personalities of mine,and went on her crusade to change that, Also we had those little misunderstandings and such common things happen in relationship i've used to make angry even though i was right sometimes she has terrible temper and that resulted in a certain bad injury for her what is caused by stress it hurted her it pained me to see her in pain so i've bought a mala bead and begged everygod to enchant it their energies and i've given it to her(The pain she was having have stopped )now when it was around the end of the month, There were a really bad Planetary transits on our signs,and there we Argued,The Enemy Ofc they would cease the
opportunity to worsen things up, So We broke up,Whilst we broke up, I was so sure enemy is playing part on this and refused to be an Victim, Refused to have an unsuccessful love affair,since i've loved her So Much I've changed those Personalities of mine in a short time around 1 week or so, But things were bad..I wanted to Make up but She wont, I assumed the Enemy is Doing this job, I must do something about it, Whilst Proving I can Love her  to no end, I can Value her keep up my words, Do her Mission Impossible Chances with deadlines she gave me,(finding a long lost necklace she once gave me,Found it Anyways thought not made it in such short deadlines, Then was asked to prove my satanist friend whom foolishly visited a shaman and got beaten up physically so bad for worshipping satan,That Shaman Called Satan to battle, My Friend was Begging the Gods of hell to help him, But Nothing really happened to Help my Friend)Guess it was a trial of faith,But
anyways he is still a satanist my GF wanted me to find 30 proofs that he is not a satanist,then she will be harmonious with me and date me even worse she made an promise with that with satans name. She believes he have become a shaman,Though Gladly he is not,So i've refused to Betray my Brother and i've tried to explain to her this is not this and that, You gotta understand this etc bleh bleh, But She never really listened, Always Gone on her way, Anyway i've changed for the better, ive been keeping my promises,I believed if i truly fight hard for this love it will work out one way or the other. So i've done so much an much, Then I procceeded with Removing them bindings and all those enemy craps on her and myself as time went by I've cleared by Delusions of Some Son of God or Husband of Goddess,Ive cleared my delusion as a responsible satanist for deluding a satanist and as a lover she have to know the truth so i've told her i was deluded to think that
way its wrong informations.But my Love for her were true and strong,Now After removing her all negative enemy influences with Life magick and Runes and such,and removed mine as well.My Feelings for her were true and honest, but a horrible truth has surfaced there,I've thought enemy incited to not listen to me,be extremely stubborn hate me and such, But The truth was which really killed me was She never really Loved me,She've said that a million times but i've never listened (thought it was some enemy crap)
She never loved me, She just dared and thats all She got everything she wanted and thats that. She Used to abuse me over the month of my struggle to regain her back with such horrid words of i am weak, desperate brat, deluded, greedy whatever and such,idiot worthless scum, bastard really everything that is bad, Now I've swallowed all those abuses and still had the heart to forgive and forget all of it and we can be really together and happy , She said if you truly loved me you would have let me go, I thought it was enemy influence, well if not was enemy influence then i believed By My Satanic Power of Love We can be happy and i can bring Joy and happiness(Ive given her Much Joy and Happiness Before) so i didnt gave up on it and didnt let her go,i was so persistant and whenever i tripped i've stood back up and kept on fighting an fighting to regain her back.
Anyway Even though all Enemy Influences were removed SHe still didnt give a damn about my efforts, She never moved a Finger to make us work out,Ive only Fought an Fought,
Anyways So With all those influences gone , She Truly never loved me,Never gave a damn bout me , she really hated me,Now thats a Harsh truth to the Face.
SO i was a Fool,But i've learnt many many valuable lessons
Also In Some cases its not enemy influence,Its truly that persons feelings thats all

Thats just how it is..Also when i used to date her i thought our relationship was immune,now as cobra stated thinking oh ure immune just fucked u up in some ways one way or the other.
So Plan Ahead be Prepared, really think stuffs through, be wise, i've learned a lot from this immense pain.
I Hope this Love story of mine will help you people who might be facing the same problem and also give further insight

Hail Enki!
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It is in our Nature we need love,Be it any form of love, But Love is love, Though not the most perfect emotion out there because it Backfires or Heals.
Ok my Mom and Dad when they were 18 just fell in love and pop im born and married and never divorced still there were loads of fights and misunderstandings but hey things have been going on for the better. For those of you who are seriously thinking do i need love? It depends, Ask yourself Do you need love?,Do you have the need to have love? If yes What kind of Love? etc these questions tend to answer by themselves overtime,A Good Successful Love is Very Beneficial,Its just amazing.As for the Bad well dont let it get to u and eat you wholly.For some people love fills up flaws of each other and change them into better beings.For some people etc etc it really depends,since we live in a very individual world
 
Now u have displayed ur genius, hoodedcobra. Thank you.

"Also the next time try to see the
actual personality of someone and not take as an enemy influence everything that
is against your utopic sense of how things should be. I understand your position
more than you can think as I have been there. Do not mix others in your relation
with your girlfriends."

I wish more would adhere to such REASON. Seriously. Take responsibility. Accept that certain realities exist when personalities come together. Sometimes there are personality clashes or merely disagreements and misunderstandings, but that doesn't necessarily mean ur under an enemy attack.

Hail Satan.

--Blue Earth




--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hoodedcobra666" <hoodedcobra666@... wrote:

I know how you feel.

This post reminded me of the other post being in the groups for a while or so, about a girl getting left suddenly by a guy without explanation, both were SS. Seriously in love matters I would see it two way. One way would be, fight for what you love, till the Goddamn end. Don't cower, don't look back and do not confrom. If misunderstandings arise, or fights, or pain, or attacks. It all comes up to how 'strong' this love is to break. Or how weak the person feels about it. In a sense, I am up for fighting for what you love. Even if it is a mismatch, if both people REALLY want it, we have the tools of Magick and meditation so we can really merge with our loved one. So there is no excuse.

The other way would be the Satanic Justice way. Sometimes you have to accept the mismatcha and move the fuck on. Simple as that. You get wronged, misunderstood and being treated like a victim? Then leave and move on, find another mate. A relationship is to be builded in time, patience and I believe the popular myth that intoxication leaves after a while to be a lie. True sexual love, intensity and true bonds between persons do get created in time. At least the ones I would value, personally. If someone isn't willing to stay and fight with you, what haunts you, your hangups, share the pain and let you handle things, trust, sacrfice and loving what you are, then probably its just bullshit. Whats the purpose if that person can't stay with you and help you perfect yourself. No purpose whatsover. Or like a person sees you being blind and they let you like this. If thats love then I'm Jet li. Love is like Satan. I remember when I was newer, due to some kike wannabe's I had severe delusions, aside other shit. Satan din't abaddon me. Slowly, through these lessons I emerged. You here mention the same thing about delusions. If the enemy plays such a game to get you astray from the JoS and from Satan, imagine how important you're to Him. And this goes to everyone getting attacked/harassed and experiencing bullshit.

I was reading about Hitler's younger years. He stayed homeless for 1 year, had severe damage on his eyes in war, did stay in prison for 1 year and generally other things. He got shot around 3-4 times, both in The first years in NS, and at the war's frontlines. Now you see people complaining [like myself] about horrid thoughts they got or some bullshit attacks. This is partially right but for the greatest part is severely wrong.

So yea now that I missed the topic as I sometimes do. Stop fighting and getting abused, she is literally, judging by what you say, joking and isn't seriously for anything. She lied and did behave like a scumbag, only playing with your emotions. Move on and remember that bitches [of male or female gender] that want it 'all theirs' and play people like that are really not worth anyone's time and should be ignored. She could be a Satanist, thats fine, but some behaviors are just bullshit and immature. Also the next time try to see the actual personality of someone and not take as an enemy influence everything that is against your utopic sense of how things should be. I understand your position more than you can think as I have been there. Do not mix others in your relation with your girlfriends.

Carry on with your meditations and weed the shit out, don't let it hang. And keep the enemy a bit away from you by not thinking of them and stop thinking that they have power over affairs in your life, or your love life. Or anywhere. Cause you amplify whatever they can do. "Turn them off like a Radio" as HP Maxine has repeadetly said. Ignore them and they will keep dancing gangam style to get your attention. Though, ignoring them requires being aware. Which is something you must never forget. Be aware and ignore them. Not ignorance through being inaware. Thats stupidity and a suicide move.



HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Anand Bon <anandbon@ wrote:

Greetings Brothers and Sisters

The enemy works in many ways to cause disunity and confusion amongs us
But also there are other Factors as well..
Now i have had an Satanic Love affair going on with a Spiritual Satanist Girl whom i have guided her to Satan.
Now then we were doing really great for a month, We've waited for each other and I've done some crazy things to come to her whilst she was suffering for waiting for me for 14days. I always use to say i will come very soon but circumstances did not allow me but at that time i was at the countryside helping my Grandmother to Build a Summer House. Now then She was getting Tired of waiting for me and Me Not keeping my words,So i've Argued and Said Very Nasty words to my Grandmother to let me go.I've hurt her so bad emotionally to the point she was crying. But I've managed to Keep my Promise to my GF and came to here even for 2-3 days just to be with her.Now From time to time we used to argue but it was resolved and our relationship grew stronger and we were both very looking forward to our relationship to end up in marriage. Well after quite some time passed, She Discovered i had some nasty personalities of acting Childish and Stubborn(Typical traits as i've
researched my birth chart), and from there there were some serious problems occuring,Also i was deluded to think of myself as Son of Certain Demons and Husband of Certain Goddess,I've made her believe my delusion at the time i was so into that delusion,Foolish thing to do,But anyways So my GF wanted to change those personalities of mine,and went on her crusade to change that, Also we had those little misunderstandings and such common things happen in relationship i've used to make angry even though i was right sometimes she has terrible temper and that resulted in a certain bad injury for her what is caused by stress it hurted her it pained me to see her in pain so i've bought a mala bead and begged everygod to enchant it their energies and i've given it to her(The pain she was having have stopped )now when it was around the end of the month, There were a really bad Planetary transits on our signs,and there we Argued,The Enemy Ofc they would cease the
opportunity to worsen things up, So We broke up,Whilst we broke up, I was so sure enemy is playing part on this and refused to be an Victim, Refused to have an unsuccessful love affair,since i've loved her So Much I've changed those Personalities of mine in a short time around 1 week or so, But things were bad..I wanted to Make up but She wont, I assumed the Enemy is Doing this job, I must do something about it, Whilst Proving I can Love her  to no end, I can Value her keep up my words, Do her Mission Impossible Chances with deadlines she gave me,(finding a long lost necklace she once gave me,Found it Anyways thought not made it in such short deadlines, Then was asked to prove my satanist friend whom foolishly visited a shaman and got beaten up physically so bad for worshipping satan,That Shaman Called Satan to battle, My Friend was Begging the Gods of hell to help him, But Nothing really happened to Help my Friend)Guess it was a trial of faith,But
anyways he is still a satanist my GF wanted me to find 30 proofs that he is not a satanist,then she will be harmonious with me and date me even worse she made an promise with that with satans name. She believes he have become a shaman,Though Gladly he is not,So i've refused to Betray my Brother and i've tried to explain to her this is not this and that, You gotta understand this etc bleh bleh, But She never really listened, Always Gone on her way, Anyway i've changed for the better, ive been keeping my promises,I believed if i truly fight hard for this love it will work out one way or the other. So i've done so much an much, Then I procceeded with Removing them bindings and all those enemy craps on her and myself as time went by I've cleared by Delusions of Some Son of God or Husband of Goddess,Ive cleared my delusion as a responsible satanist for deluding a satanist and as a lover she have to know the truth so i've told her i was deluded to think that
way its wrong informations.But my Love for her were true and strong,Now After removing her all negative enemy influences with Life magick and Runes and such,and removed mine as well.My Feelings for her were true and honest, but a horrible truth has surfaced there,I've thought enemy incited to not listen to me,be extremely stubborn hate me and such, But The truth was which really killed me was She never really Loved me,She've said that a million times but i've never listened (thought it was some enemy crap)
She never loved me, She just dared and thats all She got everything she wanted and thats that. She Used to abuse me over the month of my struggle to regain her back with such horrid words of i am weak, desperate brat, deluded, greedy whatever and such,idiot worthless scum, bastard really everything that is bad, Now I've swallowed all those abuses and still had the heart to forgive and forget all of it and we can be really together and happy , She said if you truly loved me you would have let me go, I thought it was enemy influence, well if not was enemy influence then i believed By My Satanic Power of Love We can be happy and i can bring Joy and happiness(Ive given her Much Joy and Happiness Before) so i didnt gave up on it and didnt let her go,i was so persistant and whenever i tripped i've stood back up and kept on fighting an fighting to regain her back.
Anyway Even though all Enemy Influences were removed SHe still didnt give a damn about my efforts, She never moved a Finger to make us work out,Ive only Fought an Fought,
Anyways So With all those influences gone , She Truly never loved me,Never gave a damn bout me , she really hated me,Now thats a Harsh truth to the Face.
SO i was a Fool,But i've learnt many many valuable lessons
Also In Some cases its not enemy influence,Its truly that persons feelings thats all

Thats just how it is..Also when i used to date her i thought our relationship was immune,now as cobra stated thinking oh ure immune just fucked u up in some ways one way or the other.
So Plan Ahead be Prepared, really think stuffs through, be wise, i've learned a lot from this immense pain.
I Hope this Love story of mine will help you people who might be facing the same problem and also give further insight

Hail Enki!
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hahahahha I've contemplated this too, a long time.

Personally, I think "romantic" love, is just a phenomenon that goes with LUST.

There are bonds that are formed. These bonds, are necessary for reproduction, children...

But IMO romantic love is NOT LONG LASTING.
It wears off within a few years, then the work begins to try and strengthen it.

Now, I also personally believe that human beings are not NATURALLY MONOGAMOUS. We have to CHOOSE monogamy.

People grow, change, evolve,....there is always another person that is interesting. IMO why deny myself the chance to experience or grow with another person??

In my 40's Im so glad I am done with this "trying to find love". It just isn't my priority anymore, and its SOOOOOO OVERRATED.

hailz

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Djinn Draconis" <xxrygelxx@... wrote:

HoodedCobra666 I just read your reply to Anandbons relationship experience. There have been a lot of posts in this group like his. We seem to have forgotten that the idealized one man, one woman, together for a lifetime relationship was an invention of the enemy!

And the truth is human (and by human I mean gentile) nature is not like that. At least not for everyone, when you remove the social stigma that comes with divorce, affairs, casual sex etc. People do it.

In our ancient pagan culture people had orgies, sex as much as they wanted and many wives. I am not sure if women could also have many partners as well but I think they should if they want it.

This might seem a harsh way of looking at things, but really I want to ask what is the purpose of love anyway?

We can feel good without it, we can have sex without it, we can reproduce without it. Then when we ask what are the risks from love? Psychic vampires, divorce settlements that destroy people financially, depression, suicide, arguments, making personal sacrifices, which may or may not be done in return etc.

When you add up the cons and compare it to the one and only pro which is you feel nice on the inside, it looks very much like cocaine, makes you feel good but destroys your life in time.

And on top of this all the really powerful, wealthy and successful people have put love second, look at Hitler, no water in his chart (I know that's not a good thing by itself) survived all the odds and became leader of the third reich.
Hitler described himself as married to his career. I know I could never be Hitler, just cause it's not in my nature to be like him.

I am seriously starting to think that this overemphasis on romantic love was just an invention of the enemy, that has affected the emotionally weak and addictive types, like myself (water emphasis in my chart) the most.

So what do you think? Is love really necessary? And if so for what? There is nothing love can do which can not also be done with other things, including raising children. It's just an emotion that people pretend is something much more when really it's not.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hoodedcobra666" <hoodedcobra666@ wrote:

I know how you feel.

This post reminded me of the other post being in the groups for a while or so, about a girl getting left suddenly by a guy without explanation, both were SS. Seriously in love matters I would see it two way. One way would be, fight for what you love, till the Goddamn end. Don't cower, don't look back and do not confrom. If misunderstandings arise, or fights, or pain, or attacks. It all comes up to how 'strong' this love is to break. Or how weak the person feels about it. In a sense, I am up for fighting for what you love. Even if it is a mismatch, if both people REALLY want it, we have the tools of Magick and meditation so we can really merge with our loved one. So there is no excuse.

The other way would be the Satanic Justice way. Sometimes you have to accept the mismatcha and move the fuck on. Simple as that. You get wronged, misunderstood and being treated like a victim? Then leave and move on, find another mate. A relationship is to be builded in time, patience and I believe the popular myth that intoxication leaves after a while to be a lie. True sexual love, intensity and true bonds between persons do get created in time. At least the ones I would value, personally. If someone isn't willing to stay and fight with you, what haunts you, your hangups, share the pain and let you handle things, trust, sacrfice and loving what you are, then probably its just bullshit. Whats the purpose if that person can't stay with you and help you perfect yourself. No purpose whatsover. Or like a person sees you being blind and they let you like this. If thats love then I'm Jet li. Love is like Satan. I remember when I was newer, due to some kike wannabe's I had severe delusions, aside other shit. Satan din't abaddon me. Slowly, through these lessons I emerged. You here mention the same thing about delusions. If the enemy plays such a game to get you astray from the JoS and from Satan, imagine how important you're to Him. And this goes to everyone getting attacked/harassed and experiencing bullshit.

I was reading about Hitler's younger years. He stayed homeless for 1 year, had severe damage on his eyes in war, did stay in prison for 1 year and generally other things. He got shot around 3-4 times, both in The first years in NS, and at the war's frontlines. Now you see people complaining [like myself] about horrid thoughts they got or some bullshit attacks. This is partially right but for the greatest part is severely wrong.

So yea now that I missed the topic as I sometimes do. Stop fighting and getting abused, she is literally, judging by what you say, joking and isn't seriously for anything. She lied and did behave like a scumbag, only playing with your emotions. Move on and remember that bitches [of male or female gender] that want it 'all theirs' and play people like that are really not worth anyone's time and should be ignored. She could be a Satanist, thats fine, but some behaviors are just bullshit and immature. Also the next time try to see the actual personality of someone and not take as an enemy influence everything that is against your utopic sense of how things should be. I understand your position more than you can think as I have been there. Do not mix others in your relation with your girlfriends.

Carry on with your meditations and weed the shit out, don't let it hang. And keep the enemy a bit away from you by not thinking of them and stop thinking that they have power over affairs in your life, or your love life. Or anywhere. Cause you amplify whatever they can do. "Turn them off like a Radio" as HP Maxine has repeadetly said. Ignore them and they will keep dancing gangam style to get your attention. Though, ignoring them requires being aware. Which is something you must never forget. Be aware and ignore them. Not ignorance through being inaware. Thats stupidity and a suicide move.



HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Anand Bon <anandbon@ wrote:

Greetings Brothers and Sisters

The enemy works in many ways to cause disunity and confusion amongs us
But also there are other Factors as well..
Now i have had an Satanic Love affair going on with a Spiritual Satanist Girl whom i have guided her to Satan.
Now then we were doing really great for a month, We've waited for each other and I've done some crazy things to come to her whilst she was suffering for waiting for me for 14days. I always use to say i will come very soon but circumstances did not allow me but at that time i was at the countryside helping my Grandmother to Build a Summer House. Now then She was getting Tired of waiting for me and Me Not keeping my words,So i've Argued and Said Very Nasty words to my Grandmother to let me go.I've hurt her so bad emotionally to the point she was crying. But I've managed to Keep my Promise to my GF and came to here even for 2-3 days just to be with her.Now From time to time we used to argue but it was resolved and our relationship grew stronger and we were both very looking forward to our relationship to end up in marriage. Well after quite some time passed, She Discovered i had some nasty personalities of acting Childish and Stubborn(Typical traits as i've
researched my birth chart), and from there there were some serious problems occuring,Also i was deluded to think of myself as Son of Certain Demons and Husband of Certain Goddess,I've made her believe my delusion at the time i was so into that delusion,Foolish thing to do,But anyways So my GF wanted to change those personalities of mine,and went on her crusade to change that, Also we had those little misunderstandings and such common things happen in relationship i've used to make angry even though i was right sometimes she has terrible temper and that resulted in a certain bad injury for her what is caused by stress it hurted her it pained me to see her in pain so i've bought a mala bead and begged everygod to enchant it their energies and i've given it to her(The pain she was having have stopped )now when it was around the end of the month, There were a really bad Planetary transits on our signs,and there we Argued,The Enemy Ofc they would cease the
opportunity to worsen things up, So We broke up,Whilst we broke up, I was so sure enemy is playing part on this and refused to be an Victim, Refused to have an unsuccessful love affair,since i've loved her So Much I've changed those Personalities of mine in a short time around 1 week or so, But things were bad..I wanted to Make up but She wont, I assumed the Enemy is Doing this job, I must do something about it, Whilst Proving I can Love her  to no end, I can Value her keep up my words, Do her Mission Impossible Chances with deadlines she gave me,(finding a long lost necklace she once gave me,Found it Anyways thought not made it in such short deadlines, Then was asked to prove my satanist friend whom foolishly visited a shaman and got beaten up physically so bad for worshipping satan,That Shaman Called Satan to battle, My Friend was Begging the Gods of hell to help him, But Nothing really happened to Help my Friend)Guess it was a trial of faith,But
anyways he is still a satanist my GF wanted me to find 30 proofs that he is not a satanist,then she will be harmonious with me and date me even worse she made an promise with that with satans name. She believes he have become a shaman,Though Gladly he is not,So i've refused to Betray my Brother and i've tried to explain to her this is not this and that, You gotta understand this etc bleh bleh, But She never really listened, Always Gone on her way, Anyway i've changed for the better, ive been keeping my promises,I believed if i truly fight hard for this love it will work out one way or the other. So i've done so much an much, Then I procceeded with Removing them bindings and all those enemy craps on her and myself as time went by I've cleared by Delusions of Some Son of God or Husband of Goddess,Ive cleared my delusion as a responsible satanist for deluding a satanist and as a lover she have to know the truth so i've told her i was deluded to think that
way its wrong informations.But my Love for her were true and strong,Now After removing her all negative enemy influences with Life magick and Runes and such,and removed mine as well.My Feelings for her were true and honest, but a horrible truth has surfaced there,I've thought enemy incited to not listen to me,be extremely stubborn hate me and such, But The truth was which really killed me was She never really Loved me,She've said that a million times but i've never listened (thought it was some enemy crap)
She never loved me, She just dared and thats all She got everything she wanted and thats that. She Used to abuse me over the month of my struggle to regain her back with such horrid words of i am weak, desperate brat, deluded, greedy whatever and such,idiot worthless scum, bastard really everything that is bad, Now I've swallowed all those abuses and still had the heart to forgive and forget all of it and we can be really together and happy , She said if you truly loved me you would have let me go, I thought it was enemy influence, well if not was enemy influence then i believed By My Satanic Power of Love We can be happy and i can bring Joy and happiness(Ive given her Much Joy and Happiness Before) so i didnt gave up on it and didnt let her go,i was so persistant and whenever i tripped i've stood back up and kept on fighting an fighting to regain her back.
Anyway Even though all Enemy Influences were removed SHe still didnt give a damn about my efforts, She never moved a Finger to make us work out,Ive only Fought an Fought,
Anyways So With all those influences gone , She Truly never loved me,Never gave a damn bout me , she really hated me,Now thats a Harsh truth to the Face.
SO i was a Fool,But i've learnt many many valuable lessons
Also In Some cases its not enemy influence,Its truly that persons feelings thats all

Thats just how it is..Also when i used to date her i thought our relationship was immune,now as cobra stated thinking oh ure immune just fucked u up in some ways one way or the other.
So Plan Ahead be Prepared, really think stuffs through, be wise, i've learned a lot from this immense pain.
I Hope this Love story of mine will help you people who might be facing the same problem and also give further insight

Hail Enki!
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Anyway I've learned a Lot From this Relationship, I've discovered More about myself, and I discovered i can truly love a person i choose to no end, Be really Devoted and Loyal, Commited and Really Understanding and such, It changed me for the better, I should Thank her For That :), Now i will Find a Person whom i shall love and that person will Love me as well and Find happiness, Time to move on and learn my mistakes hehe :) 

Hail Enki!
 
<td val[/IMG]Unless you have found it.Then it is fucking awesome to have someone who loves you for you and wants to grow as a SS with you.Then the Satanic bonds are strong and longlasting IMO.


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Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Question about love
Sent: Mon, Nov 5, 2012 5:04:54 PM

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hahahahha I've contemplated this too, a long time.

Personally, I think "romantic" love, is just a phenomenon that goes with LUST.

There are bonds that are formed. These bonds, are necessary for reproduction, children...

But IMO romantic love is NOT LONG LASTING.
It wears off within a few years, then the work begins to try and strengthen it.

Now, I also personally believe that human beings are not NATURALLY MONOGAMOUS. We have to CHOOSE monogamy.

People grow, change, evolve,....there is always another person that is interesting. IMO why deny myself the chance to experience or grow with another person??

In my 40's Im so glad I am done with this "trying to find love". It just isn't my priority anymore, and its SOOOOOO OVERRATED.

hailz

--- [/IMG][email protected], "Djinn Draconis" <xxrygelxx@... wrote:

HoodedCobra666 I just read your reply to Anandbons relationship experience. There have been a lot of posts in this group like his. We seem to have forgotten that the idealized one man, one woman, together for a lifetime relationship was an invention of the enemy!

And the truth is human (and by human I mean gentile) nature is not like that. At least not for everyone, when you remove the social stigma that comes with divorce, affairs, casual sex etc. People do it.

In our ancient pagan culture people had orgies, sex as much as they wanted and many wives. I am not sure if women could also have many partners as well but I think they should if they want it.

This might seem a harsh way of looking at things, but really I want to ask what is the purpose of love anyway?

We can feel good without it, we can have sex without it, we can reproduce without it. Then when we ask what are the risks from love? Psychic vampires, divorce settlements that destroy people financially, depression, suicide, arguments, making personal sacrifices, which may or may not be done in return etc.

When you add up the cons and compare it to the one and only pro which is you feel nice on the inside, it looks very much like cocaine, makes you feel good but destroys your life in time.

And on top of this all the really powerful, wealthy and successful people have put love second, look at Hitler, no water in his chart (I know that's not a good thing by itself) survived all the odds and became leader of the third reich.
Hitler described himself as married to his career. I know I could never be Hitler, just cause it's not in my nature to be like him.

I am seriously starting to think that this overemphasis on romantic love was just an invention of the enemy, that has affected the emotionally weak and addictive types, like myself (water emphasis in my chart) the most.

So what do you think? Is love really necessary? And if so for what? There is nothing love can do which can not also be done with other things, including raising children. It's just an emotion that people pretend is something much more when really it's not.


--- [/IMG][email protected], "hoodedcobra666" <hoodedcobra666@ wrote:

I know how you feel.

This post reminded me of the other post being in the groups for a while or so, about a girl getting left suddenly by a guy without explanation, both were SS. Seriously in love matters I would see it two way. One way would be, fight for what you love, till the Goddamn end. Don't cower, don't look back and do not confrom. If misunderstandings arise, or fights, or pain, or attacks. It all comes up to how 'strong' this love is to break. Or how weak the person feels about it. In a sense, I am up for fighting for what you love. Even if it is a mismatch, if both people REALLY want it, we have the tools of Magick and meditation so we can really merge with our loved one. So there is no excuse.

The other way would be the Satanic Justice way. Sometimes you have to accept the mismatcha and move the fuck on. Simple as that. You get wronged, misunderstood and being treated like a victim? Then leave and move on, find another mate. A relationship is to be builded in time, patience and I believe the popular myth that intoxication leaves after a while to be a lie. True sexual love, intensity and true bonds between persons do get created in time. At least the ones I would value, personally. If someone isn't willing to stay and fight with you, what haunts you, your hangups, share the pain and let you handle things, trust, sacrfice and loving what you are, then probably its just bullshit. Whats the purpose if that person can't stay with you and help you perfect yourself. No purpose whatsover. Or like a person sees you being blind and they let you like this. If thats love then I'm Jet li. Love is like Satan. I remember when I was newer, due to some kike wannabe's I had severe delusions, aside other shit. Satan din't abaddon me. Slowly, through these lessons I emerged. You here mention the same thing about delusions. If the enemy plays such a game to get you astray from the JoS and from Satan, imagine how important you're to Him. And this goes to everyone getting attacked/harassed and experiencing bullshit.

I was reading about Hitler's younger years. He stayed homeless for 1 year, had severe damage on his eyes in war, did stay in prison for 1 year and generally other things. He got shot around 3-4 times, both in The first years in NS, and at the war's frontlines. Now you see people complaining [like myself] about horrid thoughts they got or some bullshit attacks. This is partially right but for the greatest part is severely wrong.

So yea now that I missed the topic as I sometimes do. Stop fighting and getting abused, she is literally, judging by what you say, joking and isn't seriously for anything. She lied and did behave like a scumbag, only playing with your emotions. Move on and remember that bitches [of male or female gender] that want it 'all theirs' and play people like that are really not worth anyone's time and should be ignored. She could be a Satanist, thats fine, but some behaviors are just bullshit and immature. Also the next time try to see the actual personality of someone and not take as an enemy influence everything that is against your utopic sense of how things should be. I understand your position more than you can think as I have been there. Do not mix others in your relation with your girlfriends.

Carry on with your meditations and weed the shit out, don't let it hang. And keep the enemy a bit away from you by not thinking of them and stop thinking that they have power over affairs in your life, or your love life. Or anywhere. Cause you amplify whatever they can do. "Turn them off like a Radio" as HP Maxine has repeadetly said. Ignore them and they will keep dancing gangam style to get your attention. Though, ignoring them requires being aware. Which is something you must never forget. Be aware and ignore them. Not ignorance through being inaware. Thats stupidity and a suicide move.



HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!!


--- [/IMG][email protected], Anand Bon <anandbon@ wrote:

Greetings Brothers and Sisters

The enemy works in many ways to cause disunity and confusion amongs us
But also there are other Factors as well..
Now i have had an Satanic Love affair going on with a Spiritual Satanist Girl whom i have guided her to Satan.
Now then we were doing really great for a month, We've waited for each other and I've done some crazy things to come to her whilst she was suffering for waiting for me for 14days. I always use to say i will come very soon but circumstances did not allow me but at that time i was at the countryside helping my Grandmother to Build a Summer House. Now then She was getting Tired of waiting for me and Me Not keeping my words,So i've Argued and Said Very Nasty words to my Grandmother to let me go.I've hurt her so bad emotionally to the point she was crying. But I've managed to Keep my Promise to my GF and came to here even for 2-3 days just to be with her.Now From time to time we used to argue but it was resolved and our relationship grew stronger and we were both very looking forward to our relationship to end up in marriage. Well after quite some time passed, She Discovered i had some nasty personalities of acting Childish and Stubborn(Typical traits as i've
researched my birth chart), and from there there were some serious problems occuring,Also i was deluded to think of myself as Son of Certain Demons and Husband of Certain Goddess,I've made her believe my delusion at the time i was so into that delusion,Foolish thing to do,But anyways So my GF wanted to change those personalities of mine,and went on her crusade to change that, Also we had those little misunderstandings and such common things happen in relationship i've used to make angry even though i was right sometimes she has terrible temper and that resulted in a certain bad injury for her what is caused by stress it hurted her it pained me to see her in pain so i've bought a mala bead and begged everygod to enchant it their energies and i've given it to her(The pain she was having have stopped )now when it was around the end of the month, There were a really bad Planetary transits on our signs,and there we Argued,The Enemy Ofc they would cease the
opportunity to worsen things up, So We broke up,Whilst we broke up, I was so sure enemy is playing part on this and refused to be an Victim, Refused to have an unsuccessful love affair,since i've loved her So Much I've changed those Personalities of mine in a short time around 1 week or so, But things were bad..I wanted to Make up but She wont, I assumed the Enemy is Doing this job, I must do something about it, Whilst Proving I can Love her  to no end, I can Value her keep up my words, Do her Mission Impossible Chances with deadlines she gave me,(finding a long lost necklace she once gave me,Found it Anyways thought not made it in such short deadlines, Then was asked to prove my satanist friend whom foolishly visited a shaman and got beaten up physically so bad for worshipping satan,That Shaman Called Satan to battle, My Friend was Begging the Gods of hell to help him, But Nothing really happened to Help my Friend)Guess it was a trial of faith,But
anyways he is still a satanist my GF wanted me to find 30 proofs that he is not a satanist,then she will be harmonious with me and date me even worse she made an promise with that with satans name. She believes he have become a shaman,Though Gladly he is not,So i've refused to Betray my Brother and i've tried to explain to her this is not this and that, You gotta understand this etc bleh bleh, But She never really listened, Always Gone on her way, Anyway i've changed for the better, ive been keeping my promises,I believed if i truly fight hard for this love it will work out one way or the other. So i've done so much an much, Then I procceeded with Removing them bindings and all those enemy craps on her and myself as time went by I've cleared by Delusions of Some Son of God or Husband of Goddess,Ive cleared my delusion as a responsible satanist for deluding a satanist and as a lover she have to know the truth so i've told her i was deluded to think that
way its wrong informations.But my Love for her were true and strong,Now After removing her all negative enemy influences with Life magick and Runes and such,and removed mine as well.My Feelings for her were true and honest, but a horrible truth has surfaced there,I've thought enemy incited to not listen to me,be extremely stubborn hate me and such, But The truth was which really killed me was She never really Loved me,She've said that a million times but i've never listened (thought it was some enemy crap)
She never loved me, She just dared and thats all She got everything she wanted and thats that. She Used to abuse me over the month of my struggle to regain her back with such horrid words of i am weak, desperate brat, deluded, greedy whatever and such,idiot worthless scum, bastard really everything that is bad, Now I've swallowed all those abuses and still had the heart to forgive and forget all of it and we can be really together and happy , She said if you truly loved me you would have let me go, I thought it was enemy influence, well if not was enemy influence then i believed By My Satanic Power of Love We can be happy and i can bring Joy and happiness(Ive given her Much Joy and Happiness Before) so i didnt gave up on it and didnt let her go,i was so persistant and whenever i tripped i've stood back up and kept on fighting an fighting to regain her back.
Anyway Even though all Enemy Influences were removed SHe still didnt give a damn about my efforts, She never moved a Finger to make us work out,Ive only Fought an Fought,
Anyways So With all those influences gone , She Truly never loved me,Never gave a damn bout me , she really hated me,Now thats a Harsh truth to the Face.
SO i was a Fool,But i've learnt many many valuable lessons
Also In Some cases its not enemy influence,Its truly that persons feelings thats all

Thats just how it is..Also when i used to date her i thought our relationship was immune,now as cobra stated thinking oh ure immune just fucked u up in some ways one way or the other.
So Plan Ahead be Prepared, really think stuffs through, be wise, i've learned a lot from this immense pain.
I Hope this Love story of mine will help you people who might be facing the same problem and also give further insight

Hail Enki!
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