My issues as a Satanist

[irefusesilence88]

I have been a Spiritual Satanist since 2006 and I have been on these groups under different names. My problem is with yahoo that I was using yahoo answers to promote exposing Christianity website and yahoo news and most recently I try to have a yahoo account. I see it as my right to do so. The last 7 accounts I created were suspended. I don't know how long this one will last either  Anyways so they don't come right out and say it but they go to a screen where it says something along the lines of your account has been compromised please call customer service you cannot reset password online. I did that a couple of times and they just refuse to do anything. I used to be on here a lot but I kind of left the groups for awhile cause I was sick of what I saw as infighting and you have to understand about my birthchart. I know not to post it on here because the enemy could use it against me (though I wish that wasn't the case) I have a T-Square where Mars is opposite Jupiter Exact and Both Mars and Jupiter Square my Cancer moon Apex. My Jupiter is in Aries and my Mars is in Libra. Now I know on the JOS astrology site you may think I am a jerk cause I have a dominance of fire signs (sagittarius Saturn Uranus Venus Aries North Node and Jupiter Leo 7th house sagittaris 10th and 11th house Aries 2nd house) and jupiter is a co-ruler of my chart as I am Aquarius rising Pisces intercepted. I don't see myself that way but I do have problems thinking of others sometimes I admit. However this combination is kind of hard for me to control in a way especially with Cancer moon as Apex for this. So sometimes I ended up not being nice to certain people because I lost control of my emotions I admit that. I also value being a rebel kind of thanks to Aquarius but Satanism is about bringing back the Ancient ways and Gods its not about this rebel stuff I don't even know where to put this energy into. Sometimes I want to be just part of the mainstream kike culture in a way cause I am a rebel other times I hate it and I want to oppose it with everything I have got. You can thank Saturn conjunct Uranus for that its jerky the energy like back and forth and hard to control. I wanted somewhere I could fit in. I feel totally that I fit into Satanic beliefs and lifestyle but what do I do with all this fire energy.

I have gone to counseling and talked to a Social worker she is not against spirituality which is cool. I may even be able to slowly get her interested in Satanism. I have found this helpful as I have problems with anger then I also have problems with depression and Anxiety. So what outlet do I have for the desire to be rebel that is ok with Satan. I know I don't have to conform to Social norms in the outside world totally especially if I don't bring up I am a Satanist but the thing is I don't know where to channel my energy into.

You may know me or you may not know me its been a year and a half since I really posted anything cause I am scared to I don't know if I am even wanted here. I am trying to control the way I am as an individual but I have to much fire energy I get mad and say stupid things make dumb decisions. I never left Satanism my previous name that I mainly used was Indigo Nation, and none of the other names I really posted as but I did do the rituals and do my own stuff.

Anyways I just wanted to post and talk about this. I am trying not to be so angry and quick to say stuff but I have a lot of fire energy.

 

[Light Yagami]

Two things.One: you did not have to go into such great detail about your astrology chart. You could just say that you have a lot of fire zodiac signs or something, or explain what you mean without giving so much detail about your chart.Second: The fact that you have much of the fire element in your chart doesn't really justify you (an SS) being constantly ready to go into fights, or to not be able to control your emotions... Do void meditation... Invoke the element of water and try to balance your soul. Do not use your imbalances as excuses.
Anyway, thing is, there will probably be more infighting in the future (that's the best way the enemy can tear us apart, but we all come together eventually), so you shouldn't let that fact keep you away from the groups. There were times when I saw messages of a certain topic with so much infighting that I would just stop reading new messages from this topic. If you can't converse into the conversation by keeping your cool, better to ignore it until you learn how to control your emotions. (I'll suppose that you weren't really meditating since 2006, because if you were you'd have probably balanced yourself quite a lot, or at least be able to control certain emotions)
Anyway, keep up with your meditations and you're welcome here as long as you're polite (um... unless someone says something extremely stupid like "how can I sacrifice animals for money?" or something.....) and anyway, keep your cool. Most of us are Bros and Sis here.

Στις 7:13 π.μ. Πέμπτη, 31 Ιουλίου 2014, ο/η "irefusesilence88@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


  I have been a Spiritual Satanist since 2006 and I have been on these groups under different names. My problem is with yahoo that I was using yahoo answers to promote exposing Christianity website and yahoo news and most recently I try to have a yahoo account. I see it as my right to do so. The last 7 accounts I created were suspended. I don't know how long this one will last either  Anyways so they don't come right out and say it but they go to a screen where it says something along the lines of your account has been compromised please call customer service you cannot reset password online. I did that a couple of times and they just refuse to do anything. I used to be on here a lot but I kind of left the groups for awhile cause I was sick of what I saw as infighting and you have to understand about my birthchart. I know not to post it on here because the enemy could use it against me (though I wish that wasn't the case) I have a T-Square where Mars is opposite Jupiter Exact and Both Mars and Jupiter Square my Cancer moon Apex. My Jupiter is in Aries and my Mars is in Libra. Now I know on the JOS astrology site you may think I am a jerk cause I have a dominance of fire signs (sagittarius Saturn Uranus Venus Aries North Node and Jupiter Leo 7th house sagittaris 10th and 11th house Aries 2nd house) and jupiter is a co-ruler of my chart as I am Aquarius rising Pisces intercepted. I don't see myself that way but I do have problems thinking of others sometimes I admit. However this combination is kind of hard for me to control in a way especially with Cancer moon as Apex for this. So sometimes I ended up not being nice to certain people because I lost control of my emotions I admit that. I also value being a rebel kind of thanks to Aquarius but Satanism is about bringing back the Ancient ways and Gods its not about this rebel stuff I don't even know where to put this energy into. Sometimes I want to be just part of the mainstream kike culture in a way cause I am a rebel other times I hate it and I want to oppose it with everything I have got. You can thank Saturn conjunct Uranus for that its jerky the energy like back and forth and hard to control. I wanted somewhere I could fit in. I feel totally that I fit into Satanic beliefs and lifestyle but what do I do with all this fire energy.

I have gone to counseling and talked to a Social worker she is not against spirituality which is cool. I may even be able to slowly get her interested in Satanism. I have found this helpful as I have problems with anger then I also have problems with depression and Anxiety. So what outlet do I have for the desire to be rebel that is ok with Satan. I know I don't have to conform to Social norms in the outside world totally especially if I don't bring up I am a Satanist but the thing is I don't know where to channel my energy into.

You may know me or you may not know me its been a year and a half since I really posted anything cause I am scared to I don't know if I am even wanted here. I am trying to control the way I am as an individual but I have to much fire energy I get mad and say stupid things make dumb decisions. I never left Satanism my previous name that I mainly used was Indigo Nation, and none of the other names I really posted as but I did do the rituals and do my own stuff.

Anyways I just wanted to post and talk about this. I am trying not to be so angry and quick to say stuff but I have a lot of fire energy.

 

[call_me_something_else]

@Light Yagami - It's really great for you to be so helpful to a brother like yu are in your response.

So, please explain to me why, the other day, whe I asked for some help in understanding my astrological chart, all I got was "Dude, you should study and learn on your own and stop asking people here for help and bluh and bluh and bluh..."

might that response you gave me be some sort of energies affecting you at the moment?

Because you called me lazy. I'm not. You act as if I'm some sort of infiltrator. I'm not.

I'm a dedicated Satanist, who not only believes this in these threads but, like many here, I live this out in the real world too. Like you, I truly want Father Satan first in my life. I wouldn't want to live without Him, in fact.

I'm a brother, not an outsider.

In the future, if you just don't want to help me, say so. I'll understand. But please don't accuse me of laziness again.

Thank you.

Hail Father Satan!

 

[Bernard1]

Same here try many time to have a yahoo account , but can't have one still

Sent from my iPhone

On Jul 30, 2014, at 21:13, "irefusesilence88@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  I have been a Spiritual Satanist since 2006 and I have been on these groups under different names. My problem is with yahoo that I was using yahoo answers to promote exposing Christianity website and yahoo news and most recently I try to have a yahoo account. I see it as my right to do so. The last 7 accounts I created were suspended. I don't know how long this one will last either  Anyways so they don't come right out and say it but they go to a screen where it says something along the lines of your account has been compromised please call customer service you cannot reset password online. I did that a couple of times and they just refuse to do anything. I used to be on here a lot but I kind of left the groups for awhile cause I was sick of what I saw as infighting and you have to understand about my birthchart. I know not to post it on here because the enemy could use it against me (though I wish that wasn't the case) I have a T-Square where Mars is opposite Jupiter Exact and Both Mars and Jupiter Square my Cancer moon Apex. My Jupiter is in Aries and my Mars is in Libra. Now I know on the JOS astrology site you may think I am a jerk cause I have a dominance of fire signs (sagittarius Saturn Uranus Venus Aries North Node and Jupiter Leo 7th house sagittaris 10th and 11th house Aries 2nd house) and jupiter is a co-ruler of my chart as I am Aquarius rising Pisces intercepted. I don't see myself that way but I do have problems thinking of others sometimes I admit. However this combination is kind of hard for me to control in a way especially with Cancer moon as Apex for this. So sometimes I ended up not being nice to certain people because I lost control of my emotions I admit that. I also value being a rebel kind of thanks to Aquarius but Satanism is about bringing back the Ancient ways and Gods its not about this rebel stuff I don't even know where to put this energy into. Sometimes I want to be just part of the mainstream kike culture in a way cause I am a rebel other times I hate it and I want to oppose it with everything I have got. You can thank Saturn conjunct Uranus for that its jerky the energy like back and forth and hard to control. I wanted somewhere I could fit in. I feel totally that I fit into Satanic beliefs and lifestyle but what do I do with all this fire energy.

I have gone to counseling and talked to a Social worker she is not against spirituality which is cool. I may even be able to slowly get her interested in Satanism. I have found this helpful as I have problems with anger then I also have problems with depression and Anxiety. So what outlet do I have for the desire to be rebel that is ok with Satan. I know I don't have to conform to Social norms in the outside world totally especially if I don't bring up I am a Satanist but the thing is I don't know where to channel my energy into.

You may know me or you may not know me its been a year and a half since I really posted anything cause I am scared to I don't know if I am even wanted here. I am trying to control the way I am as an individual but I have to much fire energy I get mad and say stupid things make dumb decisions. I never left Satanism my previous name that I mainly used was Indigo Nation, and none of the other names I really posted as but I did do the rituals and do my own stuff.

Anyways I just wanted to post and talk about this. I am trying not to be so angry and quick to say stuff but I have a lot of fire energy.

 

[James1]

even if its yahoo it would be wise to invest in a good vpn subscription and a flash router like the netgear nighthawk

you have that with two factor authentication on ALL accounts nobody can tell you its your fault

make good solid defense then collect your proof with screen capture and wireshark then go after yahoo if you can prove they are sabatoging your accounts take em to court and win imagine the waves you can make for your cause

On Thu, Jul 31, 2014 at 12:13 AM, irefusesilence88@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  I have been a Spiritual Satanist since 2006 and I have been on these groups under different names. My problem is with yahoo that I was using yahoo answers to promote exposing Christianity website and yahoo news and most recently I try to have a yahoo account. I see it as my right to do so. The last 7 accounts I created were suspended. I don't know how long this one will last either  Anyways so they don't come right out and say it but they go to a screen where it says something along the lines of your account has been compromised please call customer service you cannot reset password online. I did that a couple of times and they just refuse to do anything. I used to be on here a lot but I kind of left the groups for awhile cause I was sick of what I saw as infighting and you have to understand about my birthchart. I know not to post it on here because the enemy could use it against me (though I wish that wasn't the case) I have a T-Square where Mars is opposite Jupiter Exact and Both Mars and Jupiter Square my Cancer moon Apex. My Jupiter is in Aries and my Mars is in Libra. Now I know on the JOS astrology site you may think I am a jerk cause I have a dominance of fire signs (sagittarius Saturn Uranus Venus Aries North Node and Jupiter Leo 7th house sagittaris 10th and 11th house Aries 2nd house) and jupiter is a co-ruler of my chart as I am Aquarius rising Pisces intercepted. I don't see myself that way but I do have problems thinking of others sometimes I admit. However this combination is kind of hard for me to control in a way especially with Cancer moon as Apex for this. So sometimes I ended up not being nice to certain people because I lost control of my emotions I admit that. I also value being a rebel kind of thanks to Aquarius but Satanism is about bringing back the Ancient ways and Gods its not about this rebel stuff I don't even know where to put this energy into. Sometimes I want to be just part of the mainstream kike culture in a way cause I am a rebel other times I hate it and I want to oppose it with everything I have got. You can thank Saturn conjunct Uranus for that its jerky the energy like back and forth and hard to control. I wanted somewhere I could fit in. I feel totally that I fit into Satanic beliefs and lifestyle but what do I do with all this fire energy.

I have gone to counseling and talked to a Social worker she is not against spirituality which is cool. I may even be able to slowly get her interested in Satanism. I have found this helpful as I have problems with anger then I also have problems with depression and Anxiety. So what outlet do I have for the desire to be rebel that is ok with Satan. I know I don't have to conform to Social norms in the outside world totally especially if I don't bring up I am a Satanist but the thing is I don't know where to channel my energy into.

You may know me or you may not know me its been a year and a half since I really posted anything cause I am scared to I don't know if I am even wanted here. I am trying to control the way I am as an individual but I have to much fire energy I get mad and say stupid things make dumb decisions. I never left Satanism my previous name that I mainly used was Indigo Nation, and none of the other names I really posted as but I did do the rituals and do my own stuff.

Anyways I just wanted to post and talk about this. I am trying not to be so angry and quick to say stuff but I have a lot of fire energy.

 

[Light Yagami]

@... I guess because I've seen your messages many many times in the past, I always considered you more advanced and somehow had more expectations of you... For example, if Shannon (another member who has been posting for as long as I can remember) asked something like that, my reply would still be the same although I love reading her responses and I do believe she's reliable; but if she asked and didn't bother reading when all the information is on JoS, then my response would be the same and I'd be upset at the same time because I would expect of her to study on her own and not ask such basic things.

Στις 4:06 π.μ. Κυριακή, 3 Αυγούστου 2014, ο/η "no.state@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


  @Light Yagami - It's really great for you to be so helpful to a brother like yu are in your response.

So, please explain to me why, the other day, whe I asked for some help in understanding my astrological chart, all I got was "Dude, you should study and learn on your own and stop asking people here for help and bluh and bluh and bluh..."

might that response you gave me be some sort of energies affecting you at the moment?

Because you called me lazy. I'm not. You act as if I'm some sort of infiltrator. I'm not.

I'm a dedicated Satanist, who not only believes this in these threads but, like many here, I live this out in the real world too. Like you, I truly want Father Satan first in my life. I wouldn't want to live without Him, in fact.

I'm a brother, not an outsider.

In the future, if you just don't want to help me, say so. I'll understand. But please don't accuse me of laziness again.

Thank you.

Hail Father Satan!

 

[call_me_something_else]

@light Yagami, I appreciate what you say. But nobody is strong in all areas, except perhaps the Gods themselves. Astrology just happens to be one of my weaker areas, for multiple reasons.

I'll work on it, sure, as best I can. That's all I'm gong to dwell on this.