My dedication ritual I fear didnt work/wasn't accepted

[mellykitten]

I did my dedication ritual last night, but I don't think it was accepted by Satan :'(
When I was showering and getting dressed to do the ritual I had stupid xtian praise songs playing in my head (I used to go to church and was in the church chior, also when I was a child my Mum was a Jehovah's Witness and I would have to do bible study after school grrr) I was saying that I rebuke the songs and that stupid god in the name of satan and it got louder and louder til my head was filled with the song (which is still taunting me softly now) I continued to rebuke the song in the name of Satan and it stopped for a while.
When I did the ritual, I had 3 black candles, but no candle holders, also, I just had a cereal bowl to burn the paper in
and I only had a smaller peice of paper so I wrote on both sides
I signed my signiture in blood, not write my name
and my friend was in the room looking up girls on the internet while I did it he didnt interact with me so I didnt think it would be a problem that he was there. Also I didnt yell Hail Satan! As I didnt want to wake my housemate in the other room
Have I done this wrong? Or has Father Satan deemed my soul not worthy? Please help me, I'm so sad right now.

HAIL SATAN OUR TRUE FATHER AND LORD

 

[[email protected]]

Hi, i'm new to here.. and just wonder if you did that at night or daytime? I haven't done the dedication ritual yet, b/c I'm kinda afraid of poking myself in order to get some blood....Moreover, I am livinig in the apt with my parents, so i don't have any places to burn the paper (it will have the smells).. anyways, still waiting for the good moment.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mellykitten" <mellykitten@... wrote:

I did my dedication ritual last night, but I don't think it was accepted by Satan :'(
When I was showering and getting dressed to do the ritual I had stupid xtian praise songs playing in my head (I used to go to church and was in the church chior, also when I was a child my Mum was a Jehovah's Witness and I would have to do bible study after school grrr) I was saying that I rebuke the songs and that stupid god in the name of satan and it got louder and louder til my head was filled with the song (which is still taunting me softly now) I continued to rebuke the song in the name of Satan and it stopped for a while.
When I did the ritual, I had 3 black candles, but no candle holders, also, I just had a cereal bowl to burn the paper in
and I only had a smaller peice of paper so I wrote on both sides
I signed my signiture in blood, not write my name
and my friend was in the room looking up girls on the internet while I did it he didnt interact with me so I didnt think it would be a problem that he was there. Also I didnt yell Hail Satan! As I didnt want to wake my housemate in the other room
Have I done this wrong? Or has Father Satan deemed my soul not worthy? Please help me, I'm so sad right now.

HAIL SATAN OUR TRUE FATHER AND LORD

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Greetings,
I too sang in the choir,and was even a praise leader in the church.What helped me is doing a ritual to blaspheme the filthy Holy Spirit and that disgusting Jesus Christ.For me I had to be healed,and am still being healed from the nasty effects of that filthy religion.Ask Father Satan to heal you in your mind of that shit,and take steps to do rituals to rid your self of it.It took a lot of cursing that god,for me to get where I am today.It will happen to you too.It just takes time and patients.If you are like me, the effects are very severe,and only our loving Father Satan can and will heal us in his time.
Hail Satan!
Brian.


From: mellykitten <mellykitten@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thu, November 4, 2010 2:00:16 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] My dedication ritual I fear didnt work/wasn't accepted

  I did my dedication ritual last night, but I don't think it was accepted by Satan :'(
When I was showering and getting dressed to do the ritual I had stupid xtian praise songs playing in my head (I used to go to church and was in the church chior, also when I was a child my Mum was a Jehovah's Witness and I would have to do bible study after school grrr) I was saying that I rebuke the songs and that stupid god in the name of satan and it got louder and louder til my head was filled with the song (which is still taunting me softly now) I continued to rebuke the song in the name of Satan and it stopped for a while.
When I did the ritual, I had 3 black candles, but no candle holders, also, I just had a cereal bowl to burn the paper in
and I only had a smaller peice of paper so I wrote on both sides
I signed my signiture in blood, not write my name
and my friend was in the room looking up girls on the internet while I did it he didnt interact with me so I didnt think it would be a problem that he was there. Also I didnt yell Hail Satan! As I didnt want to wake my housemate in the other room
Have I done this wrong? Or has Father Satan deemed my soul not worthy? Please help me, I'm so sad right now.

HAIL SATAN OUR TRUE FATHER AND LORD

 

[chalchiuhnenetzin]

There is no reason to believe your dedication was not accepted. Seldom, if ever, does the dedication rite go exactly according to script -- I know mine certainly didn't & I have been dedicated & greatly blessed by Satan for the past 6 years.

The old xian nonsense is residue from earlier times; it is no more than senseless "mind chatter". It can take some time to get that out of your head; the phrases, the songs, etc. and sometimes, you might even find yourself actually still thinking along old lines. With practice you will learn to catch yourself when this happens and cut it off immediately.

Someone else suggested rituals which will help speed this up, etc. It's an excellent idea! You are giving it another shove, so to speak.

At any rate, don't worry about your dedication. About the only time they are not valid is if they were done a) under coercion, which I doubt ever happens; or b) were done insincerely. Neither apply to you. So just keep moving forward knowing that eventually, with practice and work, the xtian crap playing in your mind will become a thing of the past.

________________________________
From: mellykitten <mellykitten@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thu, November 4, 2010 2:00:16 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] My dedication ritual I fear didnt work/wasn't accepted


I did my dedication ritual last night, but I don't think it was accepted by
Satan :'(
When I was showering and getting dressed to do the ritual I had stupid xtian
praise songs playing in my head (I used to go to church and was in the church
chior, also when I was a child my Mum was a Jehovah's Witness and I would have
to do bible study after school grrr) I was saying that I rebuke the songs
and that stupid god in the name of satan and it got louder and louder til my
head was filled with the song (which is still taunting me softly now) I
continued to rebuke the song in the name of Satan and it stopped for a while.

When I did the ritual, I had 3 black candles, but no candle holders, also, I
just had a cereal bowl to burn the paper in
and I only had a smaller peice of paper so I wrote on both sides
I signed my signiture in blood, not write my name
and my friend was in the room looking up girls on the internet while I did it
he didnt interact with me so I didnt think it would be a problem that he was
there. Also I didnt yell Hail Satan! As I didnt want to wake my housemate in the
other room

Have I done this wrong? Or has Father Satan deemed my soul not worthy? Please
help me, I'm so sad right now.

HAIL SATAN OUR TRUE FATHER AND LORD

 

[The only Saval]

<td val[/IMG]Brian,
I did my ritual and it went well...despite having been formally part of those filthy idiots that call themselves Christians....the sings haunt me even now but I instead mock the xians with them in my head and laugh at them...remmebering that I was once part of them

I had called Leviathan to cleanse me and he did
To the ritual,it does not matter if u can get the stands...even with one candle ur good to go...what matters most is what you believe and what you do,your blood matters most too as the blood then fuses fully with Father Satan and you begin your life as part of Father Satan's fasmily with your DNA now with his thus the blood
If you did it with your soul and heart then let not that idiot angel trying to voice disssent stop you...with the music
You are not unworthy as a former xian....on the contrary ,you are coming back to your maker
JOS might offer you more insight...here's the link
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... TANIC.html
SAVAL

--- On Thu, 11/4/10, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] My dedication ritual I fear didnt work/wasn't accepted
To: [email protected]
Date: Thursday, November 4, 2010, 9:35 AM

  Greetings,
I too sang in the choir,and was even a praise leader in the church.What helped me is doing a ritual to blaspheme the filthy Holy Spirit and that disgusting Jesus Christ.For me I had to be healed,and am still being healed from the nasty effects of that filthy religion.Ask Father Satan to heal you in your mind of that shit,and take steps to do rituals to rid your self of it.It took a lot of cursing that god,for me to get where I am today.It will happen to you too.It just takes time and patients.If you are like me, the effects are very severe,and only our loving Father Satan can and will heal us in his time.
Hail Satan!
Brian.


From: mellykitten <mellykitten@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thu, November 4, 2010 2:00:16 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] My dedication ritual I fear didnt work/wasn't accepted

  I did my dedication ritual last night, but I don't think it was accepted by Satan :'(
When I was showering and getting dressed to do the ritual I had stupid xtian praise songs playing in my head (I used to go to church and was in the church chior, also when I was a child my Mum was a Jehovah's Witness and I would have to do bible study after school grrr) I was saying that I rebuke the songs and that stupid god in the name of satan and it got louder and louder til my head was filled with the song (which is still taunting me softly now) I continued to rebuke the song in the name of Satan and it stopped for a while.
When I did the ritual, I had 3 black candles, but no candle holders, also, I just had a cereal bowl to burn the paper in
and I only had a smaller peice of paper so I wrote on both sides
I signed my signiture in blood, not write my name
and my friend was in the room looking up girls on the internet while I did it he didnt interact with me so I didnt think it would be a problem that he was there. Also I didnt yell Hail Satan! As I didnt want to wake my housemate in the other room
Have I done this wrong? Or has Father Satan deemed my soul not worthy? Please help me, I'm so sad right now.

HAIL SATAN OUR TRUE FATHER AND LORD

[/TD]

 

[Mica Enriquez]

As long as you know you are sincere that is all that matters. As for the xian praise songs... I don't blame you because after all their brainwashing its bound to stick in your brain like that and even then its only a matter of time before you find a way to force it out of your head. Don't worry so much about such specific little things, people here worry about such insignificant things and forget sometimes that little imperfections or some of the little things they worry about are inconsequential to father, as long as what is in your heart is true, THAT is all that matters to him.
From: mellykitten <mellykitten@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thu, November 4, 2010 2:00:16 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] My dedication ritual I fear didnt work/wasn't accepted

  I did my dedication ritual last night, but I don't think it was accepted by Satan :'(
When I was showering and getting dressed to do the ritual I had stupid xtian praise songs playing in my head (I used to go to church and was in the church chior, also when I was a child my Mum was a Jehovah's Witness and I would have to do bible study after school grrr) I was saying that I rebuke the songs and that stupid god in the name of satan and it got louder and louder til my head was filled with the song (which is still taunting me softly now) I continued to rebuke the song in the name of Satan and it stopped for a while.
When I did the ritual, I had 3 black candles, but no candle holders, also, I just had a cereal bowl to burn the paper in
and I only had a smaller peice of paper so I wrote on both sides
I signed my signiture in blood, not write my name
and my friend was in the room looking up girls on the internet while I did it he didnt interact with me so I didnt think it would be a problem that he was there. Also I didnt yell Hail Satan! As I didnt want to wake my housemate in the other room
Have I done this wrong? Or has Father Satan deemed my soul not worthy? Please help me, I'm so sad right now.

HAIL SATAN OUR TRUE FATHER AND LORD

 

[mellykitten]

Thankyou
Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], The only Saval <sonaked365ke@... wrote:

Brian,
I did my ritual and it went well...despite having been formally part of those filthy idiots that call themselves Christians....the sings haunt me even now but I instead mock the xians with them in my head and laugh at them...remmebering that I was once part of them

I had called Leviathan to cleanse me and he did
To the ritual,it does not matter if u can get the stands...even with one candle ur good to go...what matters most is what you believe and what you do,your blood matters most too as the blood then fuses fully with Father Satan and you begin your life as part of Father Satan's fasmily with your DNA now with his thus the blood
If you did it with your soul and heart then let not that idiot angel trying to voice disssent stop you...with the music
You are not unworthy as a former xian....on the contrary ,you are coming back to your maker
JOS might offer you more insight...here's the link
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... TANIC.html
They're not Dead,they that leave their hearts behind.Live Free!              SAVAL

--- On Thu, 11/4/10, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] My dedication ritual I fear didnt work/wasn't accepted
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Thursday, November 4, 2010, 9:35 AM
















 









Greetings,
I too sang in the choir,and was even a praise leader in the church.What helped me is doing a ritual to blaspheme the filthy Holy Spirit and that disgusting Jesus Christ.For me I had to be healed,and am still being healed from the nasty effects of that filthy religion.Ask Father Satan to heal you in your mind of that shit,and take steps to do rituals to rid your self of it.It took a lot of cursing that god,for me to get where I am today.It will happen to you too.It just takes time and patients.If you are like me, the effects are very severe,and only our loving Father Satan can and will heal us in his time.
Hail Satan!
Brian.


From: mellykitten <mellykitten@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thu, November 4, 2010 2:00:16 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] My dedication ritual I fear didnt work/wasn't accepted









 






I did my dedication ritual last night, but I don't think it was accepted by Satan :'(

When I was showering and getting dressed to do the ritual I had stupid xtian praise songs playing in my head (I used to go to church and was in the church chior, also when I was a child my Mum was a Jehovah's Witness and I would have to do bible study after school grrr) I was saying that I rebuke the songs and that stupid god in the name of satan and it got louder and louder til my head was filled with the song (which is still taunting me softly now) I continued to rebuke the song in the name of Satan and it stopped for a while.

When I did the ritual, I had 3 black candles, but no candle holders, also, I just had a cereal bowl to burn the paper in

and I only had a smaller peice of paper so I wrote on both sides

I signed my signiture in blood, not write my name

and my friend was in the room looking up girls on the internet while I did it he didnt interact with me so I didnt think it would be a problem that he was there. Also I didnt yell Hail Satan! As I didnt want to wake my housemate in the other room

Have I done this wrong? Or has Father Satan deemed my soul not worthy? Please help me, I'm so sad right now.



HAIL SATAN OUR TRUE FATHER AND LORD

 

[mellykitten]

Hi Kara,
I did mine at night in my bedroom. Perhaps you could also burn some incense to cover the smell of the burning paper? I was a bit apprehensive of the poking/cutting to draw the blood, but if you have a new needle/pin it doesn't take too much pressure and its pretty quick. Or use the blade out of a disposable razor, a quick nip is virtually painless and really easy to do. We've all cut ourselves shaving at one point
And remember, its not the amount of blood in the signiature, its just a formality. Also, if doing the ritual in the apt with your parents is going to cause problems, you can perform the dedication in your astral temple, then do it physically when its safer to do so. It goes through how on the Joy of Satan website I'm all new to this too but I hope it helps. -Mel
Welcome to a truly blessed life in the arms of the true God, Satan
HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kara_88@..." <kara_88@... wrote:

Hi, i'm new to here.. and just wonder if you did that at night or daytime? I haven't done the dedication ritual yet, b/c I'm kinda afraid of poking myself in order to get some blood....Moreover, I am livinig in the apt with my parents, so i don't have any places to burn the paper (it will have the smells).. anyways, still waiting for the good moment.




--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mellykitten" <mellykitten@ wrote:

I did my dedication ritual last night, but I don't think it was accepted by Satan :'(
When I was showering and getting dressed to do the ritual I had stupid xtian praise songs playing in my head (I used to go to church and was in the church chior, also when I was a child my Mum was a Jehovah's Witness and I would have to do bible study after school grrr) I was saying that I rebuke the songs and that stupid god in the name of satan and it got louder and louder til my head was filled with the song (which is still taunting me softly now) I continued to rebuke the song in the name of Satan and it stopped for a while.
When I did the ritual, I had 3 black candles, but no candle holders, also, I just had a cereal bowl to burn the paper in
and I only had a smaller peice of paper so I wrote on both sides
I signed my signiture in blood, not write my name
and my friend was in the room looking up girls on the internet while I did it he didnt interact with me so I didnt think it would be a problem that he was there. Also I didnt yell Hail Satan! As I didnt want to wake my housemate in the other room
Have I done this wrong? Or has Father Satan deemed my soul not worthy? Please help me, I'm so sad right now.

HAIL SATAN OUR TRUE FATHER AND LORD

 

[mellykitten]

Brian,
Thankyou so much! It is a big weight off my shoulders to know that other Satanists also had that xtian filth linger in their minds but went on to be successful in Satan.
One other thing I'd like to ask, did angels appear to you in kind of a last ditch attempt to get you back? That night as I was trying to get to sleep I saw a hazy white figure in the corner of my room kind of bent double as if suffering from a stoumach cramp. Maybe it was my mind playing tricks on me, I'm not sure what to make of it.
I will most definatly seek out those rituals you mentioned. Thanks again for your help
HAIL SATAN! THE ONLY TRUE GOD!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Greetings,
I too sang in the choir,and was even a praise leader in the church.What helped
me is doing a ritual to blaspheme the filthy Holy Spirit and that disgusting
Jesus Christ.For me I had to be healed,and am still being healed from the nasty
effects of that filthy religion.Ask Father Satan to heal you in your mind of
that shit,and take steps to do rituals to rid your self of it.It took a lot of
cursing that god,for me to get where I am today.It will happen to you too.It
just takes time and patients.If you are like me, the effects are very severe,and
only our loving Father Satan can and will heal us in his time.

Hail Satan!
Brian.





________________________________
From: mellykitten <mellykitten@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thu, November 4, 2010 2:00:16 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] My dedication ritual I fear didnt work/wasn't accepted


I did my dedication ritual last night, but I don't think it was accepted by
Satan :'(
When I was showering and getting dressed to do the ritual I had stupid xtian
praise songs playing in my head (I used to go to church and was in the church
chior, also when I was a child my Mum was a Jehovah's Witness and I would have
to do bible study after school grrr) I was saying that I rebuke the songs
and that stupid god in the name of satan and it got louder and louder til my
head was filled with the song (which is still taunting me softly now) I
continued to rebuke the song in the name of Satan and it stopped for a while.

When I did the ritual, I had 3 black candles, but no candle holders, also, I
just had a cereal bowl to burn the paper in
and I only had a smaller peice of paper so I wrote on both sides
I signed my signiture in blood, not write my name
and my friend was in the room looking up girls on the internet while I did it
he didnt interact with me so I didnt think it would be a problem that he was
there. Also I didnt yell Hail Satan! As I didnt want to wake my housemate in the
other room

Have I done this wrong? Or has Father Satan deemed my soul not worthy? Please
help me, I'm so sad right now.

HAIL SATAN OUR TRUE FATHER AND LORD

 

[Mark Scott]

Who says the hymns have to be to the xtian god? When you get a hymn stuck in your head sing it to Father Satan. After a while you may start changing the words to fit your own personal desires. So the next time you you get a hymn in your head let it fly to Father Satan. And if you sing like you do, l just let it fly like a love sick cat!!

Phantom

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mellykitten" <mellykitten@... wrote:

I did my dedication ritual last night, but I don't think it was accepted by Satan :'(
When I was showering and getting dressed to do the ritual I had stupid xtian praise songs playing in my head (I used to go to church and was in the church chior, also when I was a child my Mum was a Jehovah's Witness and I would have to do bible study after school grrr) I was saying that I rebuke the songs and that stupid god in the name of satan and it got louder and louder til my head was filled with the song (which is still taunting me softly now) I continued to rebuke the song in the name of Satan and it stopped for a while.
When I did the ritual, I had 3 black candles, but no candle holders, also, I just had a cereal bowl to burn the paper in
and I only had a smaller peice of paper so I wrote on both sides
I signed my signiture in blood, not write my name
and my friend was in the room looking up girls on the internet while I did it he didnt interact with me so I didnt think it would be a problem that he was there. Also I didnt yell Hail Satan! As I didnt want to wake my housemate in the other room
Have I done this wrong? Or has Father Satan deemed my soul not worthy? Please help me, I'm so sad right now.

HAIL SATAN OUR TRUE FATHER AND LORD

 

[[email protected]]

My favorite song when I'm really happy is singing "Hail Satan" over and over to the tune of Hallelujah.
Hail Satan!Sent via BlackBerry by AT&TFrom: "Mark Scott" <scott.mark06@... Sender: [email protected] Date: Fri, 05 Nov 2010 03:50:34 -0000To: <[email protected]ReplyTo: [email protected] Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: My dedication ritual I fear didnt work/wasn't accepted
  Who says the hymns have to be to the xtian god? When you get a hymn stuck in your head sing it to Father Satan. After a while you may start changing the words to fit your own personal desires. So the next time you you get a hymn in your head let it fly to Father Satan. And if you sing like you do, l just let it fly like a love sick cat!!

Phantom

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "mellykitten" <mellykitten@... wrote:

I did my dedication ritual last night, but I don't think it was accepted by Satan :'(
When I was showering and getting dressed to do the ritual I had stupid xtian praise songs playing in my head (I used to go to church and was in the church chior, also when I was a child my Mum was a Jehovah's Witness and I would have to do bible study after school grrr) I was saying that I rebuke the songs and that stupid god in the name of satan and it got louder and louder til my head was filled with the song (which is still taunting me softly now) I continued to rebuke the song in the name of Satan and it stopped for a while.
When I did the ritual, I had 3 black candles, but no candle holders, also, I just had a cereal bowl to burn the paper in
and I only had a smaller peice of paper so I wrote on both sides
I signed my signiture in blood, not write my name
and my friend was in the room looking up girls on the internet while I did it he didnt interact with me so I didnt think it would be a problem that he was there. Also I didnt yell Hail Satan! As I didnt want to wake my housemate in the other room
Have I done this wrong? Or has Father Satan deemed my soul not worthy? Please help me, I'm so sad right now.

HAIL SATAN OUR TRUE FATHER AND LORD