damnplanetsaturn
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- Sep 10, 2007
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Man I tell you what We serve the most amazing God. I did a ritual the other night. Asking Satan to direct me to whatever he wanted me to do. It feels so Good to just let go. Give everything to him. Which ever way he wants you to turn, you turn. You are able to defeat the ego part and just truly give your soul to Satan. To trust in him. I made some mistakes when I was newer. I apologized for all of the things I had done. He told me, you must really think I am Heartless person. He said do you not think that I am capable of forgiveness? That I could not just Forgive you? Do you think that once you Dedicate you are expected to never make a single mistake or you will sorely Regret it? He said everytime you do something. You doubt yourself. You think that you are doing the wronge thing or some kind of great deciever. That you are making things worse, he laughed a little, an infiltrator that does not know he is an infiltrator that has infiltrated himself to Infiltrate others. It seemed like it was taking him a bit of self control to not bust out laughing. He said you see how rediculous this is dont you? You have touched so many peoples lives. You have helped alot of people, not just online but off. Where is the great bad thing you did? Can you not just see this is of the enemy? From now on Any time you feel these feelings know it is the enemy. Ofcourse it is the enemy, as though I would make you feel this way for trying to do something for me? He gave me a big hug and he said I have forgiven you a long time ago, now it is time to forgive yourself. Do not let the enemy mess with your mind. Recognize it for it is and move on. So many of my children rack their minds like I am out to get them or hate them. I am so diapointed with them. I have left them and want nothing to do with them. If only they could just see this is the enemy. They want you to feel alone and like I abandoned you or are upset with you. I love my children more then anything. I wish that they could see that.