Mood

[hailazazel]

I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When I feel good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel bad. This is not the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This imbalance kills me. And I do meditate and strech everyday. Why can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!

 

[Xavier Skaggs]

It will iron itself out in time just keep being consistent or try to even do some yoga if you haven't already and also make sure you're do a couple breathing exercises. But we feel imbalanced when we are experiencing more bio-electricity in our bodies and our bodies have to adjust to the new levels and it can take awhile so just be patient.


Hail Satan!!!!Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!
From: hailazazel <hailazazel@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 9:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mood

  I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When I feel good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel bad. This is not the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This imbalance kills me. And I do meditate and strech everyday. Why can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!

 

[hailazazel]

What the fuck is happening to me? Dude i'm losing my sanity here i'm not kidding. It's like one thought can make me feel bad. I'm so fucking confused... wtf is happening I'm sorry for the mess I really don't know what is happening to my brain

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs <xavi3rskaggs@... wrote:

It will iron itself out in time just keep being consistent or try to even do some yoga if you haven't already and also make sure you're do a couple breathing exercises. But we feel imbalanced when we are experiencing more bio-electricity in our bodies and our bodies have to adjust to the new levels and it can take awhile so just be patient.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


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From: hailazazel <hailazazel@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 9:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mood


 
I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When I feel good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel bad. This is not the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This imbalance kills me. And I do meditate and strech everyday. Why can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!

 

[Brian Gibbons]

From: hailazazel <hailazazel@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mood
Sent: Sun, Feb 17, 2013 4:07:24 PM

<td val[/IMG]   What the fuck is happening to me? Dude i'm losing my sanity here i'm not kidding. It's like one thought can make me feel bad. I'm so fucking confused... wtf is happening I'm sorry for the mess I really don't know what is happening to my brain

--- [/IMG][email protected], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

It will iron itself out in time just keep being consistent or try to even do some yoga if you haven't already and also make sure you're do a couple breathing exercises. But we feel imbalanced when we are experiencing more bio-electricity in our bodies and our bodies have to adjust to the new levels and it can take awhile so just be patient.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


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From: hailazazel
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 9:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mood


 
I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When I feel good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel bad. This is not the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This imbalance kills me. And I do meditate and strech everyday. Why can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!

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[Igor Bedzor]

Same thing happens to me everyday. Just embrace it. Acknowledge it as part of your Nature, so stop acting like it's a curse or something. Just embrace it as yourself, and an important part of you. You still start liking the imbalance in a weird way - What kind of value we place on joy if we never feel a bit of sadness?

On Sun, Feb 17, 2013 at 5:07 PM, hailazazel <hailazazel@... wrote:

  What the fuck is happening to me? Dude i'm losing my sanity here i'm not kidding. It's like one thought can make me feel bad. I'm so fucking confused... wtf is happening I'm sorry for the mess I really don't know what is happening to my brain

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Xavier Skaggs wrote:

It will iron itself out in time just keep being consistent or try to even do some yoga if you haven't already and also make sure you're do a couple breathing exercises. But we feel imbalanced when we are experiencing more bio-electricity in our bodies and our bodies have to adjust to the new levels and it can take awhile so just be patient.



Hail Satan!!!!
Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!


________________________________
From: hailazazel
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2013 9:29 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mood


 
I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When I feel good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel bad. This is not the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This imbalance kills me. And I do meditate and strech everyday. Why can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!

 

[jonathon_billing]

I get the same swinging. Happy then Suicidal then Happy.

What I try to do is:
1. Do the same meditations everyday, which includes Ida-Pingala balancing breath.
2. Avoid anything that over-exerts me spiritually i.e. large amounts of energy invoking.

You may want to consider become well educated in self-help psychology. Things like Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, Acceptance and Commitment Theory. At the moment I'm going thru a program for men called "Deep Inner Game by David DeAngelo", it's quite good.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Acceptance ... nt_therapy


This could just be a stage everyone has to go thru?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" <hailazazel@... wrote:

I have too many highs and downs lately. I feel great, than two hours later feel like shit, than again feel good and so forth. When I feel good i'm afraid it will pass and than again, I will feel bad. This is not the enemy but my own fucked-up brain. This imbalance kills me. And I do meditate and strech everyday. Why can't I just be more balanced?

HAIL SATAN!!