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Rebecca Martin

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I remember when it was 2013, from February 20 through February 29, I was 17 (I just turned 17 on February 18) therefore I am now 18 years old. Going back to what I was saying, before that day, (February 29) the months before that, I was extremely depressed.  I didnt find Satanism, I never knew it existed at all actually till January 2013. So I realized that I needed help and needed to be heathy. So I told the school and they put me in a hospital. Everything seemed to be going ok but what I noticed was that the patients (including me) that our words didn't matter at all. Unless it was a side effect from the medication. At first I was ok then I got upset cause I couldn't study Satanism at all. So I drew pictures (I am an artist) of satan, ect. But I was smart enough not to display them, so I kept them in my journal on the night stand. Now someone, nurse or doctor found it and the doctor wanted to talk to me. They sort of have a right to go through your stuff so they know you arent hiding weapons. But I never knew it was this far. The doctor kept interrogating me about it, and he said "dont you realize that many religion relate to Satan as evil?" I said " I have the right to believe in what I believe in, first amendment." He said how I was young and didn't understand things. I said how I wasnt a brainwashed baby, I am growing up and I have the right to believe in what I believe in. I noticed that he will not stop talking so I said "i will talk to my mother about it." I lied, of course and the next day he asked me what happened and I said "she said I didnt understand, I was young." He felt so happy, and said "great, listen to your mom" I am still pissed off till this day, I have every right to report this but idk how.
 
Nobody, and I mean.. NOBODY.., has the right to tell you who to be, or how to be EVER!
Unless it's an action you have done to wrong someone, that's an understandable situation. But, this quack, who is basically a trained moron harrassed you. Which I now understand the meaning of, because my xian sister first damn day I got down to our vacation home(where she lives) harrassed me with jewish bullshit(no she's not a kike, nor am I, I'm just getting to the heart of the odious, filthy xian way, it's jewish in origin.)

She pushed it on me, and then said, I can say a prayer that'll change your life. So, out of love for my psychotic sister, I said no angrily. Been on vacation for 4 and a half days now, and she has been annoying the shit outta me. Granted is was only the first night I got there with the jewish bullshit, she's what I think is going to turn into a toxic person.

So, I totally understand your frusteration, and anger. She ultimately wants to mold me into(and I know this because I am picking it up psychically) back into a kike slave(xian) and mold me into some kind of robotic doll that does exactly like she says, and is as she(pictures me to be yet another psychotic delusional view that has been formed in her mind) wants me to be. I'm got a funny feeling this is gonna turn ugly before it's all over with. So, I totally understand about annoying people trying to down you for who, and what you are.

Keep being you always.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!
 
You are correct,  and I am so sorry you have to go through that. Its very upsetting for the both of us and not only us but the many dedicated satanist that have to go through that shit. No one will ever force me to leave Satanism, and if someone did, I will fight for myself and if I die then I will die happy. I dont try to expose myself too much, but if someone has the audacity to go through my stuff and preach bullshit to me, then that is wrong. But thank you very much! HAIL SATAN!
On Nov 13, 2014 2:54 PM, "frizzard56@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
  Nobody, and I mean.. NOBODY.., has the right to tell you who to be, or how to be EVER!
Unless it's an action you have done to wrong someone, that's an understandable situation. But, this quack, who is basically a trained moron harrassed you. Which I now understand the meaning of, because my xian sister first damn day I got down to our vacation home(where she lives) harrassed me with jewish bullshit(no she's not a kike, nor am I, I'm just getting to the heart of the odious, filthy xian way, it's jewish in origin.)

She pushed it on me, and then said, I can say a prayer that'll change your life. So, out of love for my psychotic sister, I said no angrily. Been on vacation for 4 and a half days now, and she has been annoying the shit outta me. Granted is was only the first night I got there with the jewish bullshit, she's what I think is going to turn into a toxic person.

So, I totally understand your frusteration, and anger. She ultimately wants to mold me into(and I know this because I am picking it up psychically) back into a kike slave(xian) and mold me into some kind of robotic doll that does exactly like she says, and is as she(pictures me to be yet another psychotic delusional view that has been formed in her mind) wants me to be. I'm got a funny feeling this is gonna turn ugly before it's all over with. So, I totally understand about annoying people trying to down you for who, and what you are.

Keep being you always.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!
 
congrats :) you now have a lawsuit from both the hospital and the doctor though i doubt they will even let it go to court before giving you some money and firing they guy or gal soooooooooo if i were in your shoes i would take the money and laugh every night at the foolish doctor XD 
 
@frizzard56 Remember how vital anger control is. :) My sister is a xian, too and I'm here, living with her. She found some of my notes and tries telling me I "won't practice Satanism in her house!!!11!!" haha

I said something to the effect of she doesn't get to tell others what they believe. More of the same old, same old. So I interrupted with, "(Sister's name), there's no way, ever I will ever call myself a xian again. That's just how it is."

So, I'll just meditate harder, I guess.

The enemy tries every dirty trick.

Stay strong!

Hail Father Satan Forever!
 
You also get the joy of knowing, thanks to our quest for Truth, yet another kike's butt is growing teeth and clenching onto their seat cushion in anxiety of being discovered.

hahaha.

They've no business telling you what religion to have. When they said, "Many wewigions considew Satan to be eeeviww," I hope I would've said, "Except for Satanism."

:)

Hail Father Satan Forever!
 
<td val[/IMG][/IMG] From:"no.state@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected]
Date:Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 12:41 am
Subject:[JoyofSatan666] Re: Mental Institution

  You also get the joy of knowing, thanks to our quest for Truth, yet another kike's butt is growing teeth and clenching onto their seat cushion in anxiety of being discovered.

hahaha.

They've no business telling you what religion to have. When they said, "Many wewigions considew Satan to be eeeviww," I hope I would've said, "Except for Satanism."

:)

Hail Father Satan Forever! [/TD]
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Butt growing teeth, lol @ No.state. That whole post of yours made me lol.
Hail Satan!

On Tuesday, November 18, 2014 2:13 AM, "Brandon Smith brandon.smith2011@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


 
<td colspan="1" rowspan="1" val[/IMG][/IMG] From:"no.state@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected]
Date:Tue, Nov 18, 2014 at 12:41 am
Subject:[JoyofSatan666] Re: Mental Institution

  You also get the joy of knowing, thanks to our quest for Truth, yet another kike's butt is growing teeth and clenching onto their seat cushion in anxiety of being discovered.

hahaha.

They've no business telling you what religion to have. When they said, "Many wewigions considew Satan to be eeeviww," I hope I would've said, "Except for Satanism."

:)

Hail Father Satan Forever! [/TD]
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You're right, anger control is best. I read in a pdf that once you get strong enough, your emotions get palpable, and possibly dangerous to other people in lethal ways.

Annnd, I do have a.. serious problem with anger. So, I'm just glad I have my friend's house to go to down the street when she's here which is bangin'!

It ain't just me though, it's basically my entire family annoyed by her in some way. But, with me as I said, it's different, because we've always had a bond, annnd, now that I have chosen to basically understand who, and what she really is, I have decided to keep her at a 50 foot distance, with a non see through fence basically at all times.

Soooo, it is what it is. I basically see that as the only solution given how she is..
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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