Rebecca Martin
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- Apr 10, 2003
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I remember when it was 2013, from February 20 through February 29, I was 17 (I just turned 17 on February 18) therefore I am now 18 years old. Going back to what I was saying, before that day, (February 29) the months before that, I was extremely depressed. I didnt find Satanism, I never knew it existed at all actually till January 2013. So I realized that I needed help and needed to be heathy. So I told the school and they put me in a hospital. Everything seemed to be going ok but what I noticed was that the patients (including me) that our words didn't matter at all. Unless it was a side effect from the medication. At first I was ok then I got upset cause I couldn't study Satanism at all. So I drew pictures (I am an artist) of satan, ect. But I was smart enough not to display them, so I kept them in my journal on the night stand. Now someone, nurse or doctor found it and the doctor wanted to talk to me. They sort of have a right to go through your stuff so they know you arent hiding weapons. But I never knew it was this far. The doctor kept interrogating me about it, and he said "dont you realize that many religion relate to Satan as evil?" I said " I have the right to believe in what I believe in, first amendment." He said how I was young and didn't understand things. I said how I wasnt a brainwashed baby, I am growing up and I have the right to believe in what I believe in. I noticed that he will not stop talking so I said "i will talk to my mother about it." I lied, of course and the next day he asked me what happened and I said "she said I didnt understand, I was young." He felt so happy, and said "great, listen to your mom" I am still pissed off till this day, I have every right to report this but idk how.