Mental Institution

[Rebecca Martin]

I remember when it was 2013, from February 20 through February 29, I was 17 (I just turned 17 on February 18) therefore I am now 18 years old. Going back to what I was saying, before that day, (February 29) the months before that, I was extremely depressed.  I didnt find Satanism, I never knew it existed at all actually till January 2013. So I realized that I needed help and needed to be heathy. So I told the school and they put me in a hospital. Everything seemed to be going ok but what I noticed was that the patients (including me) that our words didn't matter at all. Unless it was a side effect from the medication. At first I was ok then I got upset cause I couldn't study Satanism at all. So I drew pictures (I am an artist) of satan, ect. But I was smart enough not to display them, so I kept them in my journal on the night stand. Now someone, nurse or doctor found it and the doctor wanted to talk to me. They sort of have a right to go through your stuff so they know you arent hiding weapons. But I never knew it was this far. The doctor kept interrogating me about it, and he said "dont you realize that many religion relate to Satan as evil?" I said " I have the right to believe in what I believe in, first amendment." He said how I was young and didn't understand things. I said how I wasnt a brainwashed baby, I am growing up and I have the right to believe in what I believe in. I noticed that he will not stop talking so I said "i will talk to my mother about it." I lied, of course and the next day he asked me what happened and I said "she said I didnt understand, I was young." He felt so happy, and said "great, listen to your mom" I am still pissed off till this day, I have every right to report this but idk how.

 

[morenamairdes]

In which country do you live?

 

[Rebecca Martin]

  In which country do you live?

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[jamesmarshall237]

congrats you now have a lawsuit from both the hospital and the doctor though i doubt they will even let it go to court before giving you some money and firing they guy or gal soooooooooo if i were in your shoes i would take the money and laugh every night at the foolish doctor XD 

 

[call_me_something_else]

@frizzard56 Remember how vital anger control is. My sister is a xian, too and I'm here, living with her. She found some of my notes and tries telling me I "won't practice Satanism in her house!!!11!!" haha

I said something to the effect of she doesn't get to tell others what they believe. More of the same old, same old. So I interrupted with, "(Sister's name), there's no way, ever I will ever call myself a xian again. That's just how it is."

So, I'll just meditate harder, I guess.

The enemy tries every dirty trick.

Stay strong!

Hail Father Satan Forever!

 

[babyvixen01]

He shouldn't come in here bashing us...how rude and disrespectful

 

[frizzard56]

You're right, anger control is best. I read in a pdf that once you get strong enough, your emotions get palpable, and possibly dangerous to other people in lethal ways.

Annnd, I do have a.. serious problem with anger. So, I'm just glad I have my friend's house to go to down the street when she's here which is bangin'!

It ain't just me though, it's basically my entire family annoyed by her in some way. But, with me as I said, it's different, because we've always had a bond, annnd, now that I have chosen to basically understand who, and what she really is, I have decided to keep her at a 50 foot distance, with a non see through fence basically at all times.

Soooo, it is what it is. I basically see that as the only solution given how she is..