meditation failed?how to get the grey away?

[karekaulitz]

I started the 40 days meditations this month and I think I'm failed....I kept doing it until day 9 and the days got into mess,I didn't meditation after day 9 because of school works and sometime I was really tired and when try to meditation something...... I'm not sure but I feel like something was disturbing me and made me got in fear.....do I need to restart the meditation?

Another thing is my school made all students went to the mass and today was my class's turn(I prayed to Father for protection before it and I did more aura of protection too),I felt so uncomfortable and I thought I could barely see something walking around, not only one....it's many(at least I felt I saw two were at the door and one was walking up to the stage and some were outside the door watching us walk into the hall)I didn't sing or bow and of course I won't do it,but after that I felt headache and pretty weak,is that the greys have damaged my aura?if yes what can I do?I even felt something was following me while on my way home,I don't know is that a grey or a demon who try to protect me....

 

[fake name]

Personally I jumped right into opening the chakras in addition to the 3 daily required basic meditations and the 40 day program seemed really weak to me.If you missed a day then yes, you fucked up, but from my experience just doing aura cleaning, protection meditation and void meditation at least twice a day combined with opening the chakras works just fine for beginners.Do the yoga the program mentions but if the layout isn't working as well for you then I suggest focusing on chakras, use the algiz rune for protection since it works great on greys, do a daily sun mantra like suryae and concentrate it into your whole aura and whatever else feels right



On Saturday, May 16, 2015 9:45 AM, "karekaulitz@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I started the 40 days meditations this month and I think I'm failed....I kept doing it until day 9 and the days got into mess,I didn't meditation after day 9 because of school works and sometime I was really tired and when try to meditation something...... I'm not sure but I feel like something was disturbing me and made me got in fear.....do I need to restart the meditation?

Another thing is my school made all students went to the mass and today was my class's turn(I prayed to Father for protection before it and I did more aura of protection too),I felt so uncomfortable and I thought I could barely see something walking around, not only one....it's many(at least I felt I saw two were at the door and one was walking up to the stage and some were outside the door watching us walk into the hall)I didn't sing or bow and of course I won't do it,but after that I felt headache and pretty weak,is that the greys have damaged my aura?if yes what can I do?I even felt something was following me while on my way home,I don't know is that a grey or a demon who try to protect me....

 

[aldric.strickland88]

You are giving the enemy want they want, fear. Clean your aura and chant Suraye, pronounce SS-UU-RR-E-YAH-E-YAY 108 times. From there do void, yes you messed up the working but things come in time. You might not be ready for that working. I pushed and pushed to advance and something always held me back. This was for my own protection and I advanced despite it. Now that my soul has gotten stronger and my knowledge is more clear, I am gaining balance. It's taken me almost a decade now to get to this point. 
  Just know that father watches us and guides us to where we need to be. Just keep working at it. Everything you do, those 9 days permanently empowered your soul. Just take it slow and learn to relax. Our souls can only handle so much at a time. Stressing out about it or being in fear is the opposite of what you want. Sit down and breathe in, go void and slowly breathe out. Relax every muscle in your body and drift into a trance. Ask yourself ok where should I slowly proceed from here? Whatever feels the most enjoyable to you, because if it's stress or unenjoyable your not going to do it everyday. 
  Kundalini yoga in the morning, Raum meditation and Hatha yoga at night. Then focus on all your chakras. A simple program that will advance your etire soul everyday. Overtime like weightlifting we become stronger and stronger. Enjoy your advancement. Not stress over it.

 

[richardlesterhailsatan11]

hmm, I been doing Kundalini Yoga at night and Hatha Yoga in the morning, should I switch these two around? Or does it really matter?