paulpseudonym
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My friends, brothers and sisters,
I am writing this long expose on five years of experience in hopes that those with hangups can avoid the same problems and fates I have. It comes with extreme, deliberate, loving and calm thought that I write these words. I pray they are not taken lightly.
We all hate the jews. What they have done to our world is beyond retribution. There is no payment other than being wiped off the earth. There comes a point in your spiritual path and awakening to the truth of the world that you are overcome with anger. I lived that way for a number of years. I was almost visibly angry at every jew I saw, every xtian I had to hear the thoughts of, every prayer that was ever muttered around me, every xmas song on the radio, and every thing I read about the jews crimes against humanity. I lived in anger and hatred.
The anger and hatred is well deserved but how I went about it was wrong. I lived in it. I wanted change and I wanted it now. I didn't want to allow myself to be at peace as in my mind there was no peace. I forgot, however, that DIS-ease is named such for a reason. Living in that state will degrade your health as it did mine. It will also allow the same experiences over and over. As we progress and bring ourselves to greater power through power meditation we bring in the things we think about into our reality. Focusing on the things we do not like will create more of the same. It did for me.
In my experience emotions are the brains response to evoke action. When you have mastered your mind you are at ease. Peaceful. Not always blissful, but at peace. It is understanding what you CAN and CANNOT do about a situation as well as judging what battles are worth fighting and when. It is making peace with yourself in the world. When I was overcome with hate and anger I was not at peace with how much I was doing to change the world.
If you feel anger and hate or any emotion do something about the situation and be at peace with it. I have made peace with our war against the jews. I do my part and can read about them without my day being ruined because I KNOW THEIR FATE. I acknowledge their crimes and know I'm doing something about it. It brings me peace and keeps my thoughts silent. I am more in the moment than ever before.
When our thoughts are silent it allows our programmed energies to do their work without distraction. This is why I believe void meditation is the single most important meditation any Satanist can do. Power is useless without control. Once one has reached a certain level of ability energy and elements are simply moved by thought. Breath work is not necessary however it can enhance the working. Trance or a meditative state is not necessary either.
Overstimulation can cause us to be out of the moment. It is important to go slow. Once your aura has been programmed simply raising your energies mid day with a few breathing techniques can get you through work or school. Take care of your body as well. Missing sleep due to overstimulation or waking up too early for meditation can throw everything out of its cycle. Too much coffee or even tea for some can do the same. When you start one day you may be able to do so many breaths and not as many the next. Listen to your body and breath. Do your meditations with ease and always be able to be in the void afterward. It is okay to reach a tolerable upper limit. Quitting or hurting yourself isn't. This isn't spiritual crossfit.
I had an experience at my last job with a half kike psychic (yoga teacher for 20 years, spiritual counsellor and healer who in this town had her spiritual counselling and healing as an off job and this was her bread and butter due to having a kid) that was quite interesting. We both knew who each other was from day one. The first thing she announced the day I got there was, "There is a completely different energy here..." With a look of disgust. I just smiled. I remember one day she was being a super kike and I thought "god damn that stupid kike BITCH!" and she turned to me immediately and said, "oh the things I hear..." It is important with our enemies to be more cunning than they are and more controlled. It was a telling slip on my part. Needless to say she was the first mage I've ever attacked and she doesn't have a job and I'm making one and a half times what she did at a better, easier job. I wouldn't be the least bit surprised she's sick and still looking for a reason for it to boot.
In summation, master your mind. It will take you very far. Emotions are great and important. Self talk and planning is good in its own time. But keep yourself level and at peace. Take care of yourself. Be your best friend. Keep working towards the goal. Do all you can, the best you can, and be done with it.
Hail Satan!
I am writing this long expose on five years of experience in hopes that those with hangups can avoid the same problems and fates I have. It comes with extreme, deliberate, loving and calm thought that I write these words. I pray they are not taken lightly.
We all hate the jews. What they have done to our world is beyond retribution. There is no payment other than being wiped off the earth. There comes a point in your spiritual path and awakening to the truth of the world that you are overcome with anger. I lived that way for a number of years. I was almost visibly angry at every jew I saw, every xtian I had to hear the thoughts of, every prayer that was ever muttered around me, every xmas song on the radio, and every thing I read about the jews crimes against humanity. I lived in anger and hatred.
The anger and hatred is well deserved but how I went about it was wrong. I lived in it. I wanted change and I wanted it now. I didn't want to allow myself to be at peace as in my mind there was no peace. I forgot, however, that DIS-ease is named such for a reason. Living in that state will degrade your health as it did mine. It will also allow the same experiences over and over. As we progress and bring ourselves to greater power through power meditation we bring in the things we think about into our reality. Focusing on the things we do not like will create more of the same. It did for me.
In my experience emotions are the brains response to evoke action. When you have mastered your mind you are at ease. Peaceful. Not always blissful, but at peace. It is understanding what you CAN and CANNOT do about a situation as well as judging what battles are worth fighting and when. It is making peace with yourself in the world. When I was overcome with hate and anger I was not at peace with how much I was doing to change the world.
If you feel anger and hate or any emotion do something about the situation and be at peace with it. I have made peace with our war against the jews. I do my part and can read about them without my day being ruined because I KNOW THEIR FATE. I acknowledge their crimes and know I'm doing something about it. It brings me peace and keeps my thoughts silent. I am more in the moment than ever before.
When our thoughts are silent it allows our programmed energies to do their work without distraction. This is why I believe void meditation is the single most important meditation any Satanist can do. Power is useless without control. Once one has reached a certain level of ability energy and elements are simply moved by thought. Breath work is not necessary however it can enhance the working. Trance or a meditative state is not necessary either.
Overstimulation can cause us to be out of the moment. It is important to go slow. Once your aura has been programmed simply raising your energies mid day with a few breathing techniques can get you through work or school. Take care of your body as well. Missing sleep due to overstimulation or waking up too early for meditation can throw everything out of its cycle. Too much coffee or even tea for some can do the same. When you start one day you may be able to do so many breaths and not as many the next. Listen to your body and breath. Do your meditations with ease and always be able to be in the void afterward. It is okay to reach a tolerable upper limit. Quitting or hurting yourself isn't. This isn't spiritual crossfit.
I had an experience at my last job with a half kike psychic (yoga teacher for 20 years, spiritual counsellor and healer who in this town had her spiritual counselling and healing as an off job and this was her bread and butter due to having a kid) that was quite interesting. We both knew who each other was from day one. The first thing she announced the day I got there was, "There is a completely different energy here..." With a look of disgust. I just smiled. I remember one day she was being a super kike and I thought "god damn that stupid kike BITCH!" and she turned to me immediately and said, "oh the things I hear..." It is important with our enemies to be more cunning than they are and more controlled. It was a telling slip on my part. Needless to say she was the first mage I've ever attacked and she doesn't have a job and I'm making one and a half times what she did at a better, easier job. I wouldn't be the least bit surprised she's sick and still looking for a reason for it to boot.
In summation, master your mind. It will take you very far. Emotions are great and important. Self talk and planning is good in its own time. But keep yourself level and at peace. Take care of yourself. Be your best friend. Keep working towards the goal. Do all you can, the best you can, and be done with it.
Hail Satan!
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