Yes, and no. I never thought about any leveyan bullshit, as I didn't even know who lavey was, in depth anyway. I had just heard the name. Thankfully I came into the right path(HAIL FATHER SATAN!) and learned about lavey being a kike, and into that kinda shit. He was a very clever jerkwad who mixed real forms of Paganism with xianity, and called is Satanism, and charged people "money" to b ae member tch..
I never sacrificed, I just listened to black metal, anime like I still do, and played a lot of RPG's with Pagan themes.. like I still do lol.
I'm not a fan of Black Metal anymore due to psychological truama from the enemy, and the fact that it's full of jewish crap about Satan, and the other Gods/Goddesses which I don't care for.
NS Black Metal is alright though. I wouldn't say I was what you described, but I wouldn't really say I wasn't either. I probably mostly was, but I never thought about the bullshit jewish recount of the actual war between jewhovanites, and our Gods. You see. I have had two greys in my life since I was born, which is why I turned out a bit... odd, although mostly normal. But, over the last 10+ years they have played me, and made me think they were Satan, which they based on enemy(kike) lies from xianity, which I hadn't deprogrammed fully back then even though I had a distaste for xianity. I listened to A LOT of Black Metal during this 10+ year period, and the enemy warped my mind with it, as they are beings of evil, I myself turned almost into what they are through Black Metal, being intrisically focused on darkness,evil, and their psychological programming all the while.
So, there you have it. I know there's more to it, but there's so much I hardly remember it all.. heh...