Mars Square didn't work :/

[tapapakiastinseira]

There aren't enough words to describe how disappointed I am... Of course I'm not talking about the Square (I have no doubts that the information is valid and especially after reading some of you guys' experiences, I don't need further 'proof') but it's been a while since I finished the Square (almost a week) and I had no results...
I'm really disappointed over everything I do. And no, it's not really the enemy.

I'm quite sure I did the vibrations right (or at least the best I could) and supposedly my chakras should have been opened but as it looks like they're not... I feel so stupid!
I am doing the beginners meditation program as well and I didn't receive the bliss sensation after doing the Crown Chakra (in the past, some years ago, I had felt it, so I know how it is).
My third eye is sort of... dead. :/
No matter what I do, it's so weak!
I'd even done the Pineal Gland meditation in the past, and I remember I had felt the bliss sensation (oh it was beautiful) but only once. Whenever I did again, I couldn't feel it.

Guys... Is there ANY kind of advice you could give me...? I really want to have some extra energy, I want to be more lively, I want to have more energy to do more; I am doing the aura empowering everyday but it's not really helping (other than I can't fall asleep afterwards, so I'm not doing it late). Is there anything that will seriously boost my energy? And that will help my third eye to the maximum? I think I've actually tried all of the chakra meditations...! Is my body completely blocked to energy? What have I been doing so far?? :/

Ah, what a negative message, right before the beginning of a new world... Sorry.

Just a note: I... well I do not exercise and I wouldn't say I 'move around' too much. I hate gymnastics to no end, I get tired too easily and my heart feels like it's gonna break if I start running(because I'm so unfit) so I'm not even trying. Could that be one of the causes of my limited intake on energy? :/

 

[Don Danko]

The mars square has a lot of energy. But you're suprised it didn't turn you into a jock in 25 days? Your still doing the exercises for new people. It takes time of daily meditations to build the transformative effects. What you doing here is basically complaining that running around the block didn't turn you into a marathon man. Also get up and go for a walk or something.
From: tapapakiastinseira <tapapakiastinseira@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thursday, December 20, 2012 5:38:18 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Mars Square didn't work :/
  There aren't enough words to describe how disappointed I am... Of course I'm not talking about the Square (I have no doubts that the information is valid and especially after reading some of you guys' experiences, I don't need further 'proof') but it's been a while since I finished the Square (almost a week) and I had no results...
I'm really disappointed over everything I do. And no, it's not really the enemy.

I'm quite sure I did the vibrations right (or at least the best I could) and supposedly my chakras should have been opened but as it looks like they're not... I feel so stupid!
I am doing the beginners meditation program as well and I didn't receive the bliss sensation after doing the Crown Chakra (in the past, some years ago, I had felt it, so I know how it is).
My third eye is sort of... dead. :/
No matter what I do, it's so weak!
I'd even done the Pineal Gland meditation in the past, and I remember I had felt the bliss sensation (oh it was beautiful) but only once. Whenever I did again, I couldn't feel it.

Guys... Is there ANY kind of advice you could give me...? I really want to have some extra energy, I want to be more lively, I want to have more energy to do more; I am doing the aura empowering everyday but it's not really helping (other than I can't fall asleep afterwards, so I'm not doing it late). Is there anything that will seriously boost my energy? And that will help my third eye to the maximum? I think I've actually tried all of the chakra meditations...! Is my body completely blocked to energy? What have I been doing so far?? :/

Ah, what a negative message, right before the beginning of a new world... Sorry.

Just a note: I... well I do not exercise and I wouldn't say I 'move around' too much. I hate gymnastics to no end, I get tired too easily and my heart feels like it's gonna break if I start running(because I'm so unfit) so I'm not even trying. Could that be one of the causes of my limited intake on energy? :/

 

[siguarddraconis]

1st and foremost, change your mentality. These self-defeating thoughts may be - sorry, ARE - the underlying reason for you not progressing.

Some would probably say these are enemy attacks - but if you know your natal chart, your strengths and weaknesses, i.e. where you can undermine YOURSELF, it will be your own weaknesses, not some outer intervention. I assure you, some people are so dumb that they think whatever bad is happening to them and the source of it is invisible/unknown, it must certainly be the enemy. BULLSHIT. Such a way of thinking creates paranoia which - ironically - does invite the enemy.

Let me briefly tell you about the concept of faith comes in - xians are told to have faith in this imaginary crap ihvh. We as Satanists have to believe in what we're doing. If you're programming your aura, (doing any magical working or whatever of occult nature) believe (and know) that what you're doing is helping you (or doing what you're telling the energy to do). Later on, you will simply know it XD. The occult is explainable scientifically, and by this I mean - you will see you're being protected, positive things will happen to you... 1st hand experience (of many here).

Let's say I also had some problems with believing in xian bs - it was simply VERY hard for me. The exposingchrisitianity website was like a revelation.

If you're not fit, adjust your living style to some exercises, YET do not overdo with anything, because this may be very harmful at the very beginning. Later on, however, if you feel you could do 110%, 150% or more, as far as physical exercises are concerned, do try it, gradually. One cannot push him or herself to the limits at the very beginning obviously. Consider the area you live in, what are the potential chances for you to go jogging, to practise yoga in your home, etc. In other words, strategy

If you do not have all of your chakras opened, the Squares won't work, as the energy will not circulate. Feel disappointed and stupid so that the bitter taste of this folly would embrace you. Linger on it, learn the lesson so that you will not do the same mistake twice, acknowledge that what has happened will not happen again, FORGIVE YOURSELF and carry on.

Finally - patience, PATIENCE and CONSISTENCY above all. Rome wasn't built in one day, was it

Negative... hey, I like negative messages, because I can work on solving the issues

Good luck!

Siguard Draconis.

Satanas Via, Vera et Vita est.
Ave Satanas! Rege Satanas!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tapapakiastinseira" <tapapakiastinseira@... wrote:

There aren't enough words to describe how disappointed I am... Of course I'm not talking about the Square (I have no doubts that the information is valid and especially after reading some of you guys' experiences, I don't need further 'proof') but it's been a while since I finished the Square (almost a week) and I had no results...
I'm really disappointed over everything I do. And no, it's not really the enemy.

I'm quite sure I did the vibrations right (or at least the best I could) and supposedly my chakras should have been opened but as it looks like they're not... I feel so stupid!
I am doing the beginners meditation program as well and I didn't receive the bliss sensation after doing the Crown Chakra (in the past, some years ago, I had felt it, so I know how it is).
My third eye is sort of... dead. :/
No matter what I do, it's so weak!
I'd even done the Pineal Gland meditation in the past, and I remember I had felt the bliss sensation (oh it was beautiful) but only once. Whenever I did again, I couldn't feel it.

Guys... Is there ANY kind of advice you could give me...? I really want to have some extra energy, I want to be more lively, I want to have more energy to do more; I am doing the aura empowering everyday but it's not really helping (other than I can't fall asleep afterwards, so I'm not doing it late). Is there anything that will seriously boost my energy? And that will help my third eye to the maximum? I think I've actually tried all of the chakra meditations...! Is my body completely blocked to energy? What have I been doing so far?? :/

Ah, what a negative message, right before the beginning of a new world... Sorry.

Just a note: I... well I do not exercise and I wouldn't say I 'move around' too much. I hate gymnastics to no end, I get tired too easily and my heart feels like it's gonna break if I start running(because I'm so unfit) so I'm not even trying. Could that be one of the causes of my limited intake on energy? :/

 

[Mike1]

Hey m8...
I'm sad to read about Your problems... Although at least, You have had some successes before while I'm still wondering in the dark so to speak...
I'd like to know the reasons as well as I'm in a similar situation.
And that "Just a note" part (instead of Post Scriptum I guess xD) is exactly a description of myself. I do some execrices daily (if only a Hatha Yoga and 5 Tibetans) but it seems to be a road downhill.
Anyway, just to cheer You up, even if only a bit - I have done all the opening and other workings over the period of more than a year and still nothing.
Sometimes I feel like it's even worse than before so don't worry. But, by no means I'm an expert. Guess we need to hear from the more experienced people.

PS: Take care and never give up. That's what I do even though I feel like an idiot for sticking to something that doesn't seem to be working...

 Hail Satan and all the true Gods!
Hail Gods of War! 
/Mike

 

[lolobardonik]

Well... by the tone of your message i do believe the Mars square worked, but I'm guessing not the way you intended.

The mars square empowers the sacral chakra, and this chakra has the element of water. So I believe, this kind of depression you're describing seems to me that it's been caused from too much water element.

If that's the case, I would suggest countering it with a fire breathing/invocation meditation, or starting the Sun Square.

Also check your natal chart and count your elements. See how many planets you have in fire/water/air/earth signs (include the ascendant too). Then see what element you lack (I'm guessing fire) and then do meditations on that element.

I'm throwing another explanation that i thought... are you sure you didn't start the square meditation on a void course moon? Cause this might dampen it's effects.

More importantly, like Don and Dragonis already stated, change your attitude.

Write down some affirmations in a piece of paper or your journal. Something like "I am becoming more powerful every day, in an easy and pleasant way for me" or anything you'd like to focus. After you perform the aura empowerment or whatever daily meditations, while feeling the energy buzz, state these affirmations.

After a while of doing these affirmations daily, they will be a part of yourself!

Also, just like you stated, you need to improve your physical endurance. If you're not already fit start now!!! Don't wait for a miracle, it's only gonna get worse if you don't do anything! So start today!

Put this to your daily affirmations. Something like "I am becoming more fit and my physical endurance is increasing constantly, in an easy and pleasant way for me".

Like Don already stated, your daily exercise could be a long walk. And as you become better go for running or something similar. Try to challenge yourself on this. State to yourself that you'll go for a walk 4 times per week and push yourself to do it (fire element for power and earth element for endurance would help on this).

About the 3rd eye... I've been trying to open it for 5 years now and I'm still trying without getting disappointed. I know that some things don't come easily and you have to try hard. But I know it will worth it in the end!

Hope this helps

Hail Father Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tapapakiastinseira" <tapapakiastinseira@... wrote:

There aren't enough words to describe how disappointed I am... Of course I'm not talking about the Square (I have no doubts that the information is valid and especially after reading some of you guys' experiences, I don't need further 'proof') but it's been a while since I finished the Square (almost a week) and I had no results...
I'm really disappointed over everything I do. And no, it's not really the enemy.

I'm quite sure I did the vibrations right (or at least the best I could) and supposedly my chakras should have been opened but as it looks like they're not... I feel so stupid!
I am doing the beginners meditation program as well and I didn't receive the bliss sensation after doing the Crown Chakra (in the past, some years ago, I had felt it, so I know how it is).
My third eye is sort of... dead. :/
No matter what I do, it's so weak!
I'd even done the Pineal Gland meditation in the past, and I remember I had felt the bliss sensation (oh it was beautiful) but only once. Whenever I did again, I couldn't feel it.

Guys... Is there ANY kind of advice you could give me...? I really want to have some extra energy, I want to be more lively, I want to have more energy to do more; I am doing the aura empowering everyday but it's not really helping (other than I can't fall asleep afterwards, so I'm not doing it late). Is there anything that will seriously boost my energy? And that will help my third eye to the maximum? I think I've actually tried all of the chakra meditations...! Is my body completely blocked to energy? What have I been doing so far?? :/

Ah, what a negative message, right before the beginning of a new world... Sorry.

Just a note: I... well I do not exercise and I wouldn't say I 'move around' too much. I hate gymnastics to no end, I get tired too easily and my heart feels like it's gonna break if I start running(because I'm so unfit) so I'm not even trying. Could that be one of the causes of my limited intake on energy? :/

 

[hoodedcobra666]

You need to be persistent and do not skip any days in your meditations and include breathing exercises daily. You need to work on these. Check your current planetary transits as this might be the reason you're feeling like this. You need to start taking walks, walk on a daily basis, increase how much you walk and slowly over time increase how fast you go. This will burn off the fat and prepare your heart for more. You cannot expect much energy if you sit somewhere 24/7 as your physical body atrophies and gets used to using no energy. You need to get up there and start this and no, your heart won't break neither anything of these. You'll be fine and in a matter of days you will notice increases in your energy and everything else.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tapapakiastinseira" <tapapakiastinseira@... wrote:

There aren't enough words to describe how disappointed I am... Of course I'm not talking about the Square (I have no doubts that the information is valid and especially after reading some of you guys' experiences, I don't need further 'proof') but it's been a while since I finished the Square (almost a week) and I had no results...
I'm really disappointed over everything I do. And no, it's not really the enemy.

I'm quite sure I did the vibrations right (or at least the best I could) and supposedly my chakras should have been opened but as it looks like they're not... I feel so stupid!
I am doing the beginners meditation program as well and I didn't receive the bliss sensation after doing the Crown Chakra (in the past, some years ago, I had felt it, so I know how it is).
My third eye is sort of... dead. :/
No matter what I do, it's so weak!
I'd even done the Pineal Gland meditation in the past, and I remember I had felt the bliss sensation (oh it was beautiful) but only once. Whenever I did again, I couldn't feel it.

Guys... Is there ANY kind of advice you could give me...? I really want to have some extra energy, I want to be more lively, I want to have more energy to do more; I am doing the aura empowering everyday but it's not really helping (other than I can't fall asleep afterwards, so I'm not doing it late). Is there anything that will seriously boost my energy? And that will help my third eye to the maximum? I think I've actually tried all of the chakra meditations...! Is my body completely blocked to energy? What have I been doing so far?? :/

Ah, what a negative message, right before the beginning of a new world... Sorry.

Just a note: I... well I do not exercise and I wouldn't say I 'move around' too much. I hate gymnastics to no end, I get tired too easily and my heart feels like it's gonna break if I start running(because I'm so unfit) so I'm not even trying. Could that be one of the causes of my limited intake on energy? :/

 

[siguarddraconis]

Tapapakiastinseira, just to make things clear - if you don't mind - tell us please, do you have all of your chakras opened? If not than it is pointless to do any kabalistic square as you know.

Lolobardonik, in Tapapakiastinseira's case, it can be Saturn in Pisces. AND another thing, Neptune the deceiver is now transiting Pisces, which may additionally undermine his life.



As for writing it Lolobardonik, wouldn't it be better if Tapapakiastinseira simply memorised them by heart and instead of writing, simply stated them whenever he has to?

In other words Tapapakiastinseira, do strive to state affirmations regularly, because this will lay foundations to your strong will. Step by step, affirmation after affirmation.

This MAY be a hard time for you, unless you counter it with meditations, that is aura of protection, aura enhancement and so on. Just a fact - strong aura filters the energies of malefic planets (though Neptune is not considered a malefic, in its negative aspect it causes delusions and makes one inconsistent).

Hope you will avoid people who are more blunt and straightforward in their criticism than me XD

Wish you good luck and perseverance above all!

Siguard Draconis.

Satanas Via, Vera et Vita est.
Ave Satanas! Rege Satanas!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lolobardonik" <lolobardonik@... wrote:

Well... by the tone of your message i do believe the Mars square worked, but I'm guessing not the way you intended.

The mars square empowers the sacral chakra, and this chakra has the element of water. So I believe, this kind of depression you're describing seems to me that it's been caused from too much water element.

If that's the case, I would suggest countering it with a fire breathing/invocation meditation, or starting the Sun Square.

Also check your natal chart and count your elements. See how many planets you have in fire/water/air/earth signs (include the ascendant too). Then see what element you lack (I'm guessing fire) and then do meditations on that element.

I'm throwing another explanation that i thought... are you sure you didn't start the square meditation on a void course moon? Cause this might dampen it's effects.

More importantly, like Don and Draconis already stated, change your attitude.

Write down some affirmations in a piece of paper or your journal. Something like "I am becoming more powerful every day, in an easy and pleasant way for me" or anything you'd like to focus. After you perform the aura empowerment or whatever daily meditations, while feeling the energy buzz, state these affirmations.

After a while of doing these affirmations daily, they will be a part of yourself!

Also, just like you stated, you need to improve your physical endurance. If you're not already fit start now!!! Don't wait for a miracle, it's only gonna get worse if you don't do anything! So start today!

Put this to your daily affirmations. Something like "I am becoming more fit and my physical endurance is increasing constantly, in an easy and pleasant way for me".

Like Don already stated, your daily exercise could be a long walk. And as you become better go for running or something similar. Try to challenge yourself on this. State to yourself that you'll go for a walk 4 times per week and push yourself to do it (fire element for power and earth element for endurance would help on this).

About the 3rd eye... I've been trying to open it for 5 years now and I'm still trying without getting disappointed. I know that some things don't come easily and you have to try hard. But I know it will worth it in the end!

Hope this helps

Hail Father Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tapapakiastinseira" <tapapakiastinseira@ wrote:

There aren't enough words to describe how disappointed I am... Of course I'm not talking about the Square (I have no doubts that the information is valid and especially after reading some of you guys' experiences, I don't need further 'proof') but it's been a while since I finished the Square (almost a week) and I had no results...
I'm really disappointed over everything I do. And no, it's not really the enemy.

I'm quite sure I did the vibrations right (or at least the best I could) and supposedly my chakras should have been opened but as it looks like they're not... I feel so stupid!
I am doing the beginners meditation program as well and I didn't receive the bliss sensation after doing the Crown Chakra (in the past, some years ago, I had felt it, so I know how it is).
My third eye is sort of... dead. :/
No matter what I do, it's so weak!
I'd even done the Pineal Gland meditation in the past, and I remember I had felt the bliss sensation (oh it was beautiful) but only once. Whenever I did again, I couldn't feel it.

Guys... Is there ANY kind of advice you could give me...? I really want to have some extra energy, I want to be more lively, I want to have more energy to do more; I am doing the aura empowering everyday but it's not really helping (other than I can't fall asleep afterwards, so I'm not doing it late). Is there anything that will seriously boost my energy? And that will help my third eye to the maximum? I think I've actually tried all of the chakra meditations...! Is my body completely blocked to energy? What have I been doing so far?? :/

Ah, what a negative message, right before the beginning of a new world... Sorry.

Just a note: I... well I do not exercise and I wouldn't say I 'move around' too much. I hate gymnastics to no end, I get tired too easily and my heart feels like it's gonna break if I start running(because I'm so unfit) so I'm not even trying. Could that be one of the causes of my limited intake on energy? :/

 

[liberate4free]

@lolabardonik

My kundalini energy used to vent through my third eye as my 6th chakra was blocked). I wished to direct it out of my crown chakra, but in vain. 3rd eye is just an energy channel. It is easy to open, many people focus on 3rd eye not the 6th chakra.

Do a 40 day working and virate GAUM into your pineal gland and visualize all the extensions of 6th chakra shinning brightly.
Affirm " This energy is de-calcifying my pineal gland quickly,completely and permanently and is safely stimulating it"

Hail Satan!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lolobardonik" <lolobardonik@... wrote:

Well... by the tone of your message i do believe the Mars square worked, but I'm guessing not the way you intended.

The mars square empowers the sacral chakra, and this chakra has the element of water. So I believe, this kind of depression you're describing seems to me that it's been caused from too much water element.

If that's the case, I would suggest countering it with a fire breathing/invocation meditation, or starting the Sun Square.

Also check your natal chart and count your elements. See how many planets you have in fire/water/air/earth signs (include the ascendant too). Then see what element you lack (I'm guessing fire) and then do meditations on that element.

I'm throwing another explanation that i thought... are you sure you didn't start the square meditation on a void course moon? Cause this might dampen it's effects.

More importantly, like Don and Dragonis already stated, change your attitude.

Write down some affirmations in a piece of paper or your journal. Something like "I am becoming more powerful every day, in an easy and pleasant way for me" or anything you'd like to focus. After you perform the aura empowerment or whatever daily meditations, while feeling the energy buzz, state these affirmations.

After a while of doing these affirmations daily, they will be a part of yourself!

Also, just like you stated, you need to improve your physical endurance. If you're not already fit start now!!! Don't wait for a miracle, it's only gonna get worse if you don't do anything! So start today!

Put this to your daily affirmations. Something like "I am becoming more fit and my physical endurance is increasing constantly, in an easy and pleasant way for me".

Like Don already stated, your daily exercise could be a long walk. And as you become better go for running or something similar. Try to challenge yourself on this. State to yourself that you'll go for a walk 4 times per week and push yourself to do it (fire element for power and earth element for endurance would help on this).

About the 3rd eye... I've been trying to open it for 5 years now and I'm still trying without getting disappointed. I know that some things don't come easily and you have to try hard. But I know it will worth it in the end!

Hope this helps

Hail Father Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tapapakiastinseira" <tapapakiastinseira@ wrote:

There aren't enough words to describe how disappointed I am... Of course I'm not talking about the Square (I have no doubts that the information is valid and especially after reading some of you guys' experiences, I don't need further 'proof') but it's been a while since I finished the Square (almost a week) and I had no results...
I'm really disappointed over everything I do. And no, it's not really the enemy.

I'm quite sure I did the vibrations right (or at least the best I could) and supposedly my chakras should have been opened but as it looks like they're not... I feel so stupid!
I am doing the beginners meditation program as well and I didn't receive the bliss sensation after doing the Crown Chakra (in the past, some years ago, I had felt it, so I know how it is).
My third eye is sort of... dead. :/
No matter what I do, it's so weak!
I'd even done the Pineal Gland meditation in the past, and I remember I had felt the bliss sensation (oh it was beautiful) but only once. Whenever I did again, I couldn't feel it.

Guys... Is there ANY kind of advice you could give me...? I really want to have some extra energy, I want to be more lively, I want to have more energy to do more; I am doing the aura empowering everyday but it's not really helping (other than I can't fall asleep afterwards, so I'm not doing it late). Is there anything that will seriously boost my energy? And that will help my third eye to the maximum? I think I've actually tried all of the chakra meditations...! Is my body completely blocked to energy? What have I been doing so far?? :/

Ah, what a negative message, right before the beginning of a new world... Sorry.

Just a note: I... well I do not exercise and I wouldn't say I 'move around' too much. I hate gymnastics to no end, I get tired too easily and my heart feels like it's gonna break if I start running(because I'm so unfit) so I'm not even trying. Could that be one of the causes of my limited intake on energy? :/

 

[lolobardonik]

@siguard dragonis

About Saturn in pisces and the neptune transit...
Yes it could be, thank you for this, I haven't thought of these cases!

And i also agree to memorize them by heart, but initially it would help to write them down, as a way to organize your thoughts. I believe it's an easier step to form an affirmation statement. Writing them would cause you to think and analyze the affirmation in order to express it in words. After a while you'll learn it by heart.

Hail Father Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "siguarddraconis" <siguarddraconis@... wrote:

Tapapakiastinseira, just to make things clear - if you don't mind - tell us please, do you have all of your chakras opened? If not than it is pointless to do any kabalistic square as you know.

Lolobardonik, in Tapapakiastinseira's case, it can be Saturn in Pisces. AND another thing, Neptune the deceiver is now transiting Pisces, which may additionally undermine his life.



As for writing it Lolobardonik, wouldn't it be better if Tapapakiastinseira simply memorised them by heart and instead of writing, simply stated them whenever he has to?

In other words Tapapakiastinseira, do strive to state affirmations regularly, because this will lay foundations to your strong will. Step by step, affirmation after affirmation.

This MAY be a hard time for you, unless you counter it with meditations, that is aura of protection, aura enhancement and so on. Just a fact - strong aura filters the energies of malefic planets (though Neptune is not considered a malefic, in its negative aspect it causes delusions and makes one inconsistent).

Hope you will avoid people who are more blunt and straightforward in their criticism than me XD

Wish you good luck and perseverance above all!

Siguard Draconis.

Satanas Via, Vera et Vita est.
Ave Satanas! Rege Satanas!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lolobardonik" <lolobardonik@ wrote:

Well... by the tone of your message i do believe the Mars square worked, but I'm guessing not the way you intended.

The mars square empowers the sacral chakra, and this chakra has the element of water. So I believe, this kind of depression you're describing seems to me that it's been caused from too much water element.

If that's the case, I would suggest countering it with a fire breathing/invocation meditation, or starting the Sun Square.

Also check your natal chart and count your elements. See how many planets you have in fire/water/air/earth signs (include the ascendant too). Then see what element you lack (I'm guessing fire) and then do meditations on that element.

I'm throwing another explanation that i thought... are you sure you didn't start the square meditation on a void course moon? Cause this might dampen it's effects.

More importantly, like Don and Draconis already stated, change your attitude.

Write down some affirmations in a piece of paper or your journal. Something like "I am becoming more powerful every day, in an easy and pleasant way for me" or anything you'd like to focus. After you perform the aura empowerment or whatever daily meditations, while feeling the energy buzz, state these affirmations.

After a while of doing these affirmations daily, they will be a part of yourself!

Also, just like you stated, you need to improve your physical endurance. If you're not already fit start now!!! Don't wait for a miracle, it's only gonna get worse if you don't do anything! So start today!

Put this to your daily affirmations. Something like "I am becoming more fit and my physical endurance is increasing constantly, in an easy and pleasant way for me".

Like Don already stated, your daily exercise could be a long walk. And as you become better go for running or something similar. Try to challenge yourself on this. State to yourself that you'll go for a walk 4 times per week and push yourself to do it (fire element for power and earth element for endurance would help on this).

About the 3rd eye... I've been trying to open it for 5 years now and I'm still trying without getting disappointed. I know that some things don't come easily and you have to try hard. But I know it will worth it in the end!

Hope this helps

Hail Father Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tapapakiastinseira" <tapapakiastinseira@ wrote:

There aren't enough words to describe how disappointed I am... Of course I'm not talking about the Square (I have no doubts that the information is valid and especially after reading some of you guys' experiences, I don't need further 'proof') but it's been a while since I finished the Square (almost a week) and I had no results...
I'm really disappointed over everything I do. And no, it's not really the enemy.

I'm quite sure I did the vibrations right (or at least the best I could) and supposedly my chakras should have been opened but as it looks like they're not... I feel so stupid!
I am doing the beginners meditation program as well and I didn't receive the bliss sensation after doing the Crown Chakra (in the past, some years ago, I had felt it, so I know how it is).
My third eye is sort of... dead. :/
No matter what I do, it's so weak!
I'd even done the Pineal Gland meditation in the past, and I remember I had felt the bliss sensation (oh it was beautiful) but only once. Whenever I did again, I couldn't feel it.

Guys... Is there ANY kind of advice you could give me...? I really want to have some extra energy, I want to be more lively, I want to have more energy to do more; I am doing the aura empowering everyday but it's not really helping (other than I can't fall asleep afterwards, so I'm not doing it late). Is there anything that will seriously boost my energy? And that will help my third eye to the maximum? I think I've actually tried all of the chakra meditations...! Is my body completely blocked to energy? What have I been doing so far?? :/

Ah, what a negative message, right before the beginning of a new world... Sorry.

Just a note: I... well I do not exercise and I wouldn't say I 'move around' too much. I hate gymnastics to no end, I get tired too easily and my heart feels like it's gonna break if I start running(because I'm so unfit) so I'm not even trying. Could that be one of the causes of my limited intake on energy? :/

 

[lolobardonik]

@liberate4free

Yep, that's what I'm already doing! Thank you for suggesting it though!

Since starting the GAUM meditation that HP Maxine posted, I'm having a very rapid improvement. It's very powerful!

The pineal is the secret to the 3rd eye. With the GAUM meditation it's only a matter of time!

Hail Father Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "liberate4free" <liberate4free@... wrote:

@lolabardonik

My kundalini energy used to vent through my third eye as my 6th chakra was blocked). I wished to direct it out of my crown chakra, but in vain. 3rd eye is just an energy channel. It is easy to open, many people focus on 3rd eye not the 6th chakra.

Do a 40 day working and virate GAUM into your pineal gland and visualize all the extensions of 6th chakra shinning brightly.
Affirm " This energy is de-calcifying my pineal gland quickly,completely and permanently and is safely stimulating it"

Hail Satan!!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lolobardonik" <lolobardonik@ wrote:

Well... by the tone of your message i do believe the Mars square worked, but I'm guessing not the way you intended.

The mars square empowers the sacral chakra, and this chakra has the element of water. So I believe, this kind of depression you're describing seems to me that it's been caused from too much water element.

If that's the case, I would suggest countering it with a fire breathing/invocation meditation, or starting the Sun Square.

Also check your natal chart and count your elements. See how many planets you have in fire/water/air/earth signs (include the ascendant too). Then see what element you lack (I'm guessing fire) and then do meditations on that element.

I'm throwing another explanation that i thought... are you sure you didn't start the square meditation on a void course moon? Cause this might dampen it's effects.

More importantly, like Don and Dragonis already stated, change your attitude.

Write down some affirmations in a piece of paper or your journal. Something like "I am becoming more powerful every day, in an easy and pleasant way for me" or anything you'd like to focus. After you perform the aura empowerment or whatever daily meditations, while feeling the energy buzz, state these affirmations.

After a while of doing these affirmations daily, they will be a part of yourself!

Also, just like you stated, you need to improve your physical endurance. If you're not already fit start now!!! Don't wait for a miracle, it's only gonna get worse if you don't do anything! So start today!

Put this to your daily affirmations. Something like "I am becoming more fit and my physical endurance is increasing constantly, in an easy and pleasant way for me".

Like Don already stated, your daily exercise could be a long walk. And as you become better go for running or something similar. Try to challenge yourself on this. State to yourself that you'll go for a walk 4 times per week and push yourself to do it (fire element for power and earth element for endurance would help on this).

About the 3rd eye... I've been trying to open it for 5 years now and I'm still trying without getting disappointed. I know that some things don't come easily and you have to try hard. But I know it will worth it in the end!

Hope this helps

Hail Father Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tapapakiastinseira" <tapapakiastinseira@ wrote:

There aren't enough words to describe how disappointed I am... Of course I'm not talking about the Square (I have no doubts that the information is valid and especially after reading some of you guys' experiences, I don't need further 'proof') but it's been a while since I finished the Square (almost a week) and I had no results...
I'm really disappointed over everything I do. And no, it's not really the enemy.

I'm quite sure I did the vibrations right (or at least the best I could) and supposedly my chakras should have been opened but as it looks like they're not... I feel so stupid!
I am doing the beginners meditation program as well and I didn't receive the bliss sensation after doing the Crown Chakra (in the past, some years ago, I had felt it, so I know how it is).
My third eye is sort of... dead. :/
No matter what I do, it's so weak!
I'd even done the Pineal Gland meditation in the past, and I remember I had felt the bliss sensation (oh it was beautiful) but only once. Whenever I did again, I couldn't feel it.

Guys... Is there ANY kind of advice you could give me...? I really want to have some extra energy, I want to be more lively, I want to have more energy to do more; I am doing the aura empowering everyday but it's not really helping (other than I can't fall asleep afterwards, so I'm not doing it late). Is there anything that will seriously boost my energy? And that will help my third eye to the maximum? I think I've actually tried all of the chakra meditations...! Is my body completely blocked to energy? What have I been doing so far?? :/

Ah, what a negative message, right before the beginning of a new world... Sorry.

Just a note: I... well I do not exercise and I wouldn't say I 'move around' too much. I hate gymnastics to no end, I get tired too easily and my heart feels like it's gonna break if I start running(because I'm so unfit) so I'm not even trying. Could that be one of the causes of my limited intake on energy? :/

 

[siguarddraconis]

YES, YES, DEFINITELY Lolobardonik, definitely!

Tapapakiastinseira, have you read this post? I hope you did. It may be of huge significance to you. Btw, it would have been good if you make an account on www.astro.com - if you don't have one that is - and check "Short report forecast".

Anyway, please make sure you are well protected so that Neptune, regardless whether it is now transiting your natal Saturn or will transit it in a couple of months / years, will not make any huge impact - negative that is - on your Satanic life.

Please heed Lolobardonik's advice - write the affirmations, test them so to speak, and check whether they include what you'd like to change in your life, in your self, etc.

Siguard Draconis.

Satanas Via, Vera et Vita est.
Ave Satanas! Rege Satanas!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lolobardonik" <lolobardonik@... wrote:

@siguard dragonis

About Saturn in pisces and the neptune transit...
Yes it could be, thank you for this, I haven't thought of these cases!

And i also agree to memorize them by heart, but initially it would help to write them down, as a way to organize your thoughts. I believe it's an easier step to form an affirmation statement. Writing them would cause you to think and analyze the affirmation in order to express it in words. After a while you'll learn it by heart.

Hail Father Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "siguarddraconis" <siguarddraconis@ wrote:

Tapapakiastinseira, just to make things clear - if you don't mind - tell us please, do you have all of your chakras opened? If not than it is pointless to do any kabalistic square as you know.

Lolobardonik, in Tapapakiastinseira's case, it can be Saturn in Pisces. AND another thing, Neptune the deceiver is now transiting Pisces, which may additionally undermine his life.



As for writing it Lolobardonik, wouldn't it be better if Tapapakiastinseira simply memorised them by heart and instead of writing, simply stated them whenever he has to?

In other words Tapapakiastinseira, do strive to state affirmations regularly, because this will lay foundations to your strong will. Step by step, affirmation after affirmation.

This MAY be a hard time for you, unless you counter it with meditations, that is aura of protection, aura enhancement and so on. Just a fact - strong aura filters the energies of malefic planets (though Neptune is not considered a malefic, in its negative aspect it causes delusions and makes one inconsistent).

Hope you will avoid people who are more blunt and straightforward in their criticism than me XD

Wish you good luck and perseverance above all!

Siguard Draconis.

Satanas Via, Vera et Vita est.
Ave Satanas! Rege Satanas!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lolobardonik" <lolobardonik@ wrote:

Well... by the tone of your message i do believe the Mars square worked, but I'm guessing not the way you intended.

The mars square empowers the sacral chakra, and this chakra has the element of water. So I believe, this kind of depression you're describing seems to me that it's been caused from too much water element.

If that's the case, I would suggest countering it with a fire breathing/invocation meditation, or starting the Sun Square.

Also check your natal chart and count your elements. See how many planets you have in fire/water/air/earth signs (include the ascendant too). Then see what element you lack (I'm guessing fire) and then do meditations on that element.

I'm throwing another explanation that i thought... are you sure you didn't start the square meditation on a void course moon? Cause this might dampen it's effects.

More importantly, like Don and Draconis already stated, change your attitude.

Write down some affirmations in a piece of paper or your journal. Something like "I am becoming more powerful every day, in an easy and pleasant way for me" or anything you'd like to focus. After you perform the aura empowerment or whatever daily meditations, while feeling the energy buzz, state these affirmations.

After a while of doing these affirmations daily, they will be a part of yourself!

Also, just like you stated, you need to improve your physical endurance. If you're not already fit start now!!! Don't wait for a miracle, it's only gonna get worse if you don't do anything! So start today!

Put this to your daily affirmations. Something like "I am becoming more fit and my physical endurance is increasing constantly, in an easy and pleasant way for me".

Like Don already stated, your daily exercise could be a long walk. And as you become better go for running or something similar. Try to challenge yourself on this. State to yourself that you'll go for a walk 4 times per week and push yourself to do it (fire element for power and earth element for endurance would help on this).

About the 3rd eye... I've been trying to open it for 5 years now and I'm still trying without getting disappointed. I know that some things don't come easily and you have to try hard. But I know it will worth it in the end!

Hope this helps

Hail Father Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tapapakiastinseira" <tapapakiastinseira@ wrote:

There aren't enough words to describe how disappointed I am... Of course I'm not talking about the Square (I have no doubts that the information is valid and especially after reading some of you guys' experiences, I don't need further 'proof') but it's been a while since I finished the Square (almost a week) and I had no results...
I'm really disappointed over everything I do. And no, it's not really the enemy.

I'm quite sure I did the vibrations right (or at least the best I could) and supposedly my chakras should have been opened but as it looks like they're not... I feel so stupid!
I am doing the beginners meditation program as well and I didn't receive the bliss sensation after doing the Crown Chakra (in the past, some years ago, I had felt it, so I know how it is).
My third eye is sort of... dead. :/
No matter what I do, it's so weak!
I'd even done the Pineal Gland meditation in the past, and I remember I had felt the bliss sensation (oh it was beautiful) but only once. Whenever I did again, I couldn't feel it.

Guys... Is there ANY kind of advice you could give me...? I really want to have some extra energy, I want to be more lively, I want to have more energy to do more; I am doing the aura empowering everyday but it's not really helping (other than I can't fall asleep afterwards, so I'm not doing it late). Is there anything that will seriously boost my energy? And that will help my third eye to the maximum? I think I've actually tried all of the chakra meditations...! Is my body completely blocked to energy? What have I been doing so far?? :/

Ah, what a negative message, right before the beginning of a new world... Sorry.

Just a note: I... well I do not exercise and I wouldn't say I 'move around' too much. I hate gymnastics to no end, I get tired too easily and my heart feels like it's gonna break if I start running(because I'm so unfit) so I'm not even trying. Could that be one of the causes of my limited intake on energy? :/

 

[Light Yagami]

Wooo so many messages. Osiguarddraconis I have have an account on astro.gr... um, well it says 'guest user' but it says I'm logged in. xDRegarding the Neptune... it says Neptune conjunction Descendant -is that what you meant?- and it lasts like... 2 years? {by the way, I know nothing of astrology, a friend from here explained to me a few things about my astrology chart} So if that is what you meant, then.. um... ._....I'm not screwed, am I?
By the way, I feel a bit creeped out by reading all this information about me on the Internet haha... I knew about astro.gr but I had never seen this "Short report forecast" option. Some of the information here seems a bit negative, but most of it seems positive and I'm glad for this.
Regarding the affirmations, I will do so, thank you all very much! Oh and I'll definitely start the meditation for the Pineal Gland, I reaaaaaaally want to empower my Pineal Gland to the maximum (hehe I set my goals too high ) as I remember it helps in creativity as well... Ghhkajshdjghsdf there are actually SO many things I want to do, so many chakras and parts of my soul that I want to empower and I think all this excitement kind of makes me rush things a bit... Well at least I'm motivated haha xDSorry I'm rambling!
Now, as regards to my chakras, when I tried the Crown Chakra meditation I didn't feel the bliss I had felt the first time I had done it so I was just completely disappointed. I did feel... a slight headache. Slight. And ever since I learned about the link (on 6th chakra+heart chakra) I'm always kind of 'paranoid' when it comes to headaches. I have too many explanations in my mind. Is it my third eye? Is it the link? Was my meditation successful? Am I overdoing it? Is it the computer? (lol)
Lastly about the exercise, hehe, yesterday I went out and I walked... um a bit, and placed the JoyOfSatan and ExposingChristianity stickers in a few places! I thought of it as something like a 'party' as the Age of our Father is finally here.
But what annoys me is that I'm really anxious when it comes to going out alone, so I usually go to places where there aren't that many people, so I don't think many of them will see the stickers. :/I'd like to go to the center of my country's capital where it's full of people and tourists etc, but I'm so-so-so anxious about it... Where should I put the stickers without people seeing me?
Oh, I forgot to talk about my elements... The weirdest thing of all I believe is that fire is my strongest element. Or um.. well Sun? Sun is my 'strong' point. I guess.
PS: I think it's a bit funny how I saw my username mentioned so many times. So for all you, non-Greek speakers, ta papakia stin seira actually means 'the little ducks in the row' and it is a song for children but it's a bit catchy. xD
Απο: siguarddraconis <siguarddraconis@...
Προς: [email protected]
Στάλθηκε: 6:44 μ.μ. Παρασκευή, 21 Δεκεμβρίου 2012
Θέμα: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mars Square / to Tapapakiastinseira

  YES, YES, DEFINITELY Lolobardonik, definitely!

Tapapakiastinseira, have you read this post? I hope you did. It may be of huge significance to you. Btw, it would have been good if you make an account on www.astro.com - if you don't have one that is - and check "Short report forecast".

Anyway, please make sure you are well protected so that Neptune, regardless whether it is now transiting your natal Saturn or will transit it in a couple of months / years, will not make any huge impact - negative that is - on your Satanic life.

Please heed Lolobardonik's advice - write the affirmations, test them so to speak, and check whether they include what you'd like to change in your life, in your self, etc.

Siguard Draconis.

Satanas Via, Vera et Vita est.
Ave Satanas! Rege Satanas!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lolobardonik" <lolobardonik@... wrote:

@siguard dragonis

About Saturn in pisces and the neptune transit...
Yes it could be, thank you for this, I haven't thought of these cases!

And i also agree to memorize them by heart, but initially it would help to write them down, as a way to organize your thoughts. I believe it's an easier step to form an affirmation statement. Writing them would cause you to think and analyze the affirmation in order to express it in words. After a while you'll learn it by heart.

Hail Father Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "siguarddraconis" <siguarddraconis@ wrote:

Tapapakiastinseira, just to make things clear - if you don't mind - tell us please, do you have all of your chakras opened? If not than it is pointless to do any kabalistic square as you know.

Lolobardonik, in Tapapakiastinseira's case, it can be Saturn in Pisces. AND another thing, Neptune the deceiver is now transiting Pisces, which may additionally undermine his life.



As for writing it Lolobardonik, wouldn't it be better if Tapapakiastinseira simply memorised them by heart and instead of writing, simply stated them whenever he has to?

In other words Tapapakiastinseira, do strive to state affirmations regularly, because this will lay foundations to your strong will. Step by step, affirmation after affirmation.

This MAY be a hard time for you, unless you counter it with meditations, that is aura of protection, aura enhancement and so on. Just a fact - strong aura filters the energies of malefic planets (though Neptune is not considered a malefic, in its negative aspect it causes delusions and makes one inconsistent).

Hope you will avoid people who are more blunt and straightforward in their criticism than me XD

Wish you good luck and perseverance above all!

Siguard Draconis.

Satanas Via, Vera et Vita est.
Ave Satanas! Rege Satanas!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lolobardonik" <lolobardonik@ wrote:

Well... by the tone of your message i do believe the Mars square worked, but I'm guessing not the way you intended.

The mars square empowers the sacral chakra, and this chakra has the element of water. So I believe, this kind of depression you're describing seems to me that it's been caused from too much water element.

If that's the case, I would suggest countering it with a fire breathing/invocation meditation, or starting the Sun Square.

Also check your natal chart and count your elements. See how many planets you have in fire/water/air/earth signs (include the ascendant too). Then see what element you lack (I'm guessing fire) and then do meditations on that element.

I'm throwing another explanation that i thought... are you sure you didn't start the square meditation on a void course moon? Cause this might dampen it's effects.

More importantly, like Don and Draconis already stated, change your attitude.

Write down some affirmations in a piece of paper or your journal. Something like "I am becoming more powerful every day, in an easy and pleasant way for me" or anything you'd like to focus. After you perform the aura empowerment or whatever daily meditations, while feeling the energy buzz, state these affirmations.

After a while of doing these affirmations daily, they will be a part of yourself!

Also, just like you stated, you need to improve your physical endurance. If you're not already fit start now!!! Don't wait for a miracle, it's only gonna get worse if you don't do anything! So start today!

Put this to your daily affirmations. Something like "I am becoming more fit and my physical endurance is increasing constantly, in an easy and pleasant way for me".

Like Don already stated, your daily exercise could be a long walk. And as you become better go for running or something similar. Try to challenge yourself on this. State to yourself that you'll go for a walk 4 times per week and push yourself to do it (fire element for power and earth element for endurance would help on this).

About the 3rd eye... I've been trying to open it for 5 years now and I'm still trying without getting disappointed. I know that some things don't come easily and you have to try hard. But I know it will worth it in the end!

Hope this helps

Hail Father Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tapapakiastinseira" <tapapakiastinseira@ wrote:

There aren't enough words to describe how disappointed I am... Of course I'm not talking about the Square (I have no doubts that the information is valid and especially after reading some of you guys' experiences, I don't need further 'proof') but it's been a while since I finished the Square (almost a week) and I had no results...
I'm really disappointed over everything I do. And no, it's not really the enemy.

I'm quite sure I did the vibrations right (or at least the best I could) and supposedly my chakras should have been opened but as it looks like they're not... I feel so stupid!
I am doing the beginners meditation program as well and I didn't receive the bliss sensation after doing the Crown Chakra (in the past, some years ago, I had felt it, so I know how it is).
My third eye is sort of... dead. :/
No matter what I do, it's so weak!
I'd even done the Pineal Gland meditation in the past, and I remember I had felt the bliss sensation (oh it was beautiful) but only once. Whenever I did again, I couldn't feel it.

Guys... Is there ANY kind of advice you could give me...? I really want to have some extra energy, I want to be more lively, I want to have more energy to do more; I am doing the aura empowering everyday but it's not really helping (other than I can't fall asleep afterwards, so I'm not doing it late). Is there anything that will seriously boost my energy? And that will help my third eye to the maximum? I think I've actually tried all of the chakra meditations...! Is my body completely blocked to energy? What have I been doing so far?? :/

Ah, what a negative message, right before the beginning of a new world... Sorry.

Just a note: I... well I do not exercise and I wouldn't say I 'move around' too much. I hate gymnastics to no end, I get tired too easily and my heart feels like it's gonna break if I start running(because I'm so unfit) so I'm not even trying. Could that be one of the causes of my limited intake on energy? :/

 

[siguarddraconis]

Hehe, familiarise yourself with the feeling of overpowering And know that with power meditations you can sublimate the negative effects so that the positives emerge, thus you can overcome it

Make a regular account, this will make life easier.

Neptune is a slow-moving planet – stays in one sign about 12 years, so yes, it can last that long.

If you wish to learn something about astrology, I can wholeheartedly recommend to you the following:

http://cafeastrology.com/

http://darkstarastrology.com/

http://www.astrotheme.com/

http://www.khaldea.com/

and obviously…

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... URCAS.html

No, you're NOT screwed, and even if you'd want to be – provided you do the meditations – it will be impossible XD

Hehe, I can see what you mean I also felt slightly disappointed? By what I've read about my chart and some forthcoming transits. BUT – every cloud has its sliver lining. Meaning, in the case of planets that weaken (Saturn and Neptune) it is up to us to sublimate these energies so that we could benefit from them.

Boundaries are necessary in some ceases, but when a person is weak, Saturn will overburden him or her, thus destroying. Saturn should be a planet that crystallises the ideas, not binds us. Alas, the humanity as a whole is weak, hence the Cronian energies manifest in the way they do. Saturn IS evil and ugly, therefore it is up to us to do something about it.

What I'm aiming at – let the negative information MOTIVATE you to work on yourself, evolve, otherwise you can count on the negative sides of a given transit…

No, YOU DO NOT SET YOUR GOALS TOO HIGH. Good that you have grandiose goals! What you absolutely have to bear in mind, however, is the fact that these goals won't come to you on their own, not painlessly and not effortlessly. Above all, you will need to make gradual steps and fight temporary lack of motivation. Call me an evil prophet, but this is as it is. YET if you overcome your weaknesses, your goals await. And you SHALL BE VICTORIOUS.

Do allow yourself to become totally immersed in this excitement, let it over power you, remember it so that you could recall the ecstasy if the temporary lack of motivation appears.

Hey, whenever I feel like I'm wasting my time, I lay on the bed, wandering mentally, and then the thought strikes me like a lightning bolt "you’re wasting your time – how are you suppose to achieve your goals, huh?" or something. I’m self critical as well, so yeah…

Nope, this is not rambling – at least not for me

With those sensations, it is usually an individual case – some may experience overpowering headaches, others merely slight irritation.

Paranoia is something some people suffer here in regards to attacks – they constantly think they're being attacked by other Satanists, ignorant of the fact that instead of grounding themselves, they invite the enemy themselves.

So yeah, devise some affirmations to clear your mind of thoughts should you notice they're cropping up and disturbing you. It is all the more important with this bloody Saturn of yours.

Good! Warfare on the material plane is all the more needed now that the shadows of Kaliyuga are inevitably dispersing in the rays of Satyuga. In time, you will overcome your anxiety. This comes with spiritual power – and this is a 1st hand experience of many.

Where should you put the stickers? If you make a fuss about something, it will attract negative attention. If you do something which YOU KNOW is typical, regular, mundane, who will say anything to you?

Somebody notices you going, you’re relaxed, inconspicuously putting an anti-tract somewhere, and you leave. Initially, they may be wondering what and who are you, but as you leave the area as if nothing happened, they will surely check what you've left. Do you like the scenario?

Your nickname is indeed amusing You can always change it if you want, and I will address you by 'Light Yagami' if that is your will

I know only Greek alphabet, and can, to an extent, read Greek words BUT as far as your language is concerned, nope Nonetheless knowing Greek alphabet does make life easier for people who like to delve in etymological hunt

Siguard Draconis.

Satans Via, Vera et Vita est.
Ave Satanas! Rege Satanas!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Light Yagami <tapapakiastinseira@... wrote:

Wooo so many messages. O:
@siguarddraconis I have have an account on astro.gr... um, well it says 'guest user' but it says I'm logged in. xD
Regarding the Neptune... it says Neptune conjunction Descendant -is that what you meant?- and it lasts like... 2 years? {by the way, I know nothing of astrology, a friend from here explained to me a few things about my astrology chart} So if that is what you meant, then.. um... ._.
...I'm not screwed, am I?

By the way, I feel a bit creeped out by reading all this information about me on the Internet haha...
I knew about astro.gr but I had never seen this "Short report forecast" option. Some of the information here seems a bit negative, but most of it seems positive and I'm glad for this.

Regarding the affirmations, I will do so, thank you all very much! Oh and I'll definitely start the meditation for the Pineal Gland, I reaaaaaaally want to empower my Pineal Gland to the maximum (hehe I set my goals too high ) as I remember it helps in creativity as well... Ghhkajshdjghsdf there are actually SO many things I want to do, so many chakras and parts of my soul that I want to empower and I think all this excitement kind of makes me rush things a bit... Well at least I'm motivated haha xD
Sorry I'm rambling!

Now, as regards to my chakras, when I tried the Crown Chakra meditation I didn't feel the bliss I had felt the first time I had done it so I was just completely disappointed. I did feel... a slight headache. Slight. And ever since I learned about the link (on 6th chakra+heart chakra) I'm always kind of 'paranoid' when it comes to headaches. I have too many explanations in my mind. Is it my third eye? Is it the link? Was my meditation successful? Am I overdoing it? Is it the computer? (lol)

Lastly about the exercise, hehe, yesterday I went out and I walked... um a bit, and placed the JoyOfSatan and ExposingChristianity stickers in a few places!
I thought of it as something like a 'party' as the Age of our Father is finally here.

But what annoys me is that I'm really anxious when it comes to going out alone, so I usually go to places where there aren't that many people, so I don't think many of them will see the stickers. :/
I'd like to go to the center of my country's capital where it's full of people and tourists etc, but I'm so-so-so anxious about it... Where should I put the stickers without people seeing me?

Oh, I forgot to talk about my elements... The weirdest thing of all I believe is that fire is my strongest element. Or um.. well Sun? Sun is my 'strong' point. I guess.

PS: I think it's a bit funny how I saw my username mentioned so many times. So for all you, non-Greek speakers, ta papakia stin seira actually means 'the little ducks in the row' and it is a song for children but it's a bit catchy. xD


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Î`πο: siguarddraconis <siguarddraconis@...
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Στάλθηκε: 6:44 μ.μ. Παρασκευή, 21 Î"εκεμβρίου 2012
Θέμα: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Mars Square / to Tapapakiastinseira


 
YES, YES, DEFINITELY Lolobardonik, definitely!

Tapapakiastinseira, have you read this post? I hope you did. It may be of huge significance to you. Btw, it would have been good if you make an account on www.astro.com - if you don't have one that is - and check "Short report forecast".

Anyway, please make sure you are well protected so that Neptune, regardless whether it is now transiting your natal Saturn or will transit it in a couple of months / years, will not make any huge impact - negative that is - on your Satanic life.

Please heed Lolobardonik's advice - write the affirmations, test them so to speak, and check whether they include what you'd like to change in your life, in your self, etc.

Siguard Draconis.

Satanas Via, Vera et Vita est.
Ave Satanas! Rege Satanas!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lolobardonik" <lolobardonik@ wrote:

@siguard dragonis

About Saturn in pisces and the neptune transit...
Yes it could be, thank you for this, I haven't thought of these cases!

And i also agree to memorize them by heart, but initially it would help to write them down, as a way to organize your thoughts. I believe it's an easier step to form an affirmation statement. Writing them would cause you to think and analyze the affirmation in order to express it in words. After a while you'll learn it by heart.

Hail Father Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "siguarddraconis" <siguarddraconis@ wrote:

Tapapakiastinseira, just to make things clear - if you don't mind - tell us please, do you have all of your chakras opened? If not than it is pointless to do any kabalistic square as you know.

Lolobardonik, in Tapapakiastinseira's case, it can be Saturn in Pisces. AND another thing, Neptune the deceiver is now transiting Pisces, which may additionally undermine his life.



As for writing it Lolobardonik, wouldn't it be better if Tapapakiastinseira simply memorised them by heart and instead of writing, simply stated them whenever he has to?

In other words Tapapakiastinseira, do strive to state affirmations regularly, because this will lay foundations to your strong will. Step by step, affirmation after affirmation.

This MAY be a hard time for you, unless you counter it with meditations, that is aura of protection, aura enhancement and so on. Just a fact - strong aura filters the energies of malefic planets (though Neptune is not considered a malefic, in its negative aspect it causes delusions and makes one inconsistent).

Hope you will avoid people who are more blunt and straightforward in their criticism than me XD

Wish you good luck and perseverance above all!

Siguard Draconis.

Satanas Via, Vera et Vita est.
Ave Satanas! Rege Satanas!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lolobardonik" <lolobardonik@ wrote:

Well... by the tone of your message i do believe the Mars square worked, but I'm guessing not the way you intended.

The mars square empowers the sacral chakra, and this chakra has the element of water. So I believe, this kind of depression you're describing seems to me that it's been caused from too much water element.

If that's the case, I would suggest countering it with a fire breathing/invocation meditation, or starting the Sun Square.

Also check your natal chart and count your elements. See how many planets you have in fire/water/air/earth signs (include the ascendant too). Then see what element you lack (I'm guessing fire) and then do meditations on that element.

I'm throwing another explanation that i thought... are you sure you didn't start the square meditation on a void course moon? Cause this might dampen it's effects.

More importantly, like Don and Draconis already stated, change your attitude.

Write down some affirmations in a piece of paper or your journal. Something like "I am becoming more powerful every day, in an easy and pleasant way for me" or anything you'd like to focus. After you perform the aura empowerment or whatever daily meditations, while feeling the energy buzz, state these affirmations.

After a while of doing these affirmations daily, they will be a part of yourself!

Also, just like you stated, you need to improve your physical endurance. If you're not already fit start now!!! Don't wait for a miracle, it's only gonna get worse if you don't do anything! So start today!

Put this to your daily affirmations. Something like "I am becoming more fit and my physical endurance is increasing constantly, in an easy and pleasant way for me".

Like Don already stated, your daily exercise could be a long walk. And as you become better go for running or something similar. Try to challenge yourself on this. State to yourself that you'll go for a walk 4 times per week and push yourself to do it (fire element for power and earth element for endurance would help on this).

About the 3rd eye... I've been trying to open it for 5 years now and I'm still trying without getting disappointed. I know that some things don't come easily and you have to try hard. But I know it will worth it in the end!

Hope this helps

Hail Father Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "tapapakiastinseira" <tapapakiastinseira@ wrote:

There aren't enough words to describe how disappointed I am... Of course I'm not talking about the Square (I have no doubts that the information is valid and especially after reading some of you guys' experiences, I don't need further 'proof') but it's been a while since I finished the Square (almost a week) and I had no results...
I'm really disappointed over everything I do. And no, it's not really the enemy.

I'm quite sure I did the vibrations right (or at least the best I could) and supposedly my chakras should have been opened but as it looks like they're not... I feel so stupid!
I am doing the beginners meditation program as well and I didn't receive the bliss sensation after doing the Crown Chakra (in the past, some years ago, I had felt it, so I know how it is).
My third eye is sort of... dead. :/
No matter what I do, it's so weak!
I'd even done the Pineal Gland meditation in the past, and I remember I had felt the bliss sensation (oh it was beautiful) but only once. Whenever I did again, I couldn't feel it.

Guys... Is there ANY kind of advice you could give me...? I really want to have some extra energy, I want to be more lively, I want to have more energy to do more; I am doing the aura empowering everyday but it's not really helping (other than I can't fall asleep afterwards, so I'm not doing it late). Is there anything that will seriously boost my energy? And that will help my third eye to the maximum? I think I've actually tried all of the chakra meditations...! Is my body completely blocked to energy? What have I been doing so far?? :/

Ah, what a negative message, right before the beginning of a new world... Sorry.

Just a note: I... well I do not exercise and I wouldn't say I 'move around' too much. I hate gymnastics to no end, I get tired too easily and my heart feels like it's gonna break if I start running(because I'm so unfit) so I'm not even trying. Could that be one of the causes of my limited intake on energy? :/