Mars Square didn't work :/

[tapapakiastinseira]

There aren't enough words to describe how disappointed I am... Of course I'm not talking about the Square (I have no doubts that the information is valid and especially after reading some of you guys' experiences, I don't need further 'proof') but it's been a while since I finished the Square (almost a week) and I had no results...
I'm really disappointed over everything I do. And no, it's not really the enemy.

I'm quite sure I did the vibrations right (or at least the best I could) and supposedly my chakras should have been opened but as it looks like they're not... I feel so stupid!
I am doing the beginners meditation program as well and I didn't receive the bliss sensation after doing the Crown Chakra (in the past, some years ago, I had felt it, so I know how it is).
My third eye is sort of... dead. :/
No matter what I do, it's so weak!
I'd even done the Pineal Gland meditation in the past, and I remember I had felt the bliss sensation (oh it was beautiful) but only once. Whenever I did again, I couldn't feel it.

Guys... Is there ANY kind of advice you could give me...? I really want to have some extra energy, I want to be more lively, I want to have more energy to do more; I am doing the aura empowering everyday but it's not really helping (other than I can't fall asleep afterwards, so I'm not doing it late). Is there anything that will seriously boost my energy? And that will help my third eye to the maximum? I think I've actually tried all of the chakra meditations...! Is my body completely blocked to energy? What have I been doing so far?? :/

ah, what a negative message, right before the beginning of a new world... Sorry.

Just a note: I... well I do not exercise and I wouldn't say I 'move around' too much. I hate gymnastics to no end, I get tired too easily and my heart feels like it's gonna break if I start running(because I'm so unfit) so I'm not even trying. Could that be one of the causes of my limited intake on energy? :/

 

[ToZ Forum Contributions]

The mars square has a lot of energy. But you're suprised it didn't turn you into a jock in 25 days? Your still doing the exercises for new people. It takes time of daily meditations to build the transformative effects. What you doing here is basically complaining that running around the block didn't turn you into a marathon man. Also get up and go for a walk or something.
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Sent: Thursday, December 20, 2012 5:38:18 AM
Subject: Mars Square didn't work :/
  There aren't enough words to describe how disappointed I am... Of course I'm not talking about the Square (I have no doubts that the information is valid and especially after reading some of you guys' experiences, I don't need further 'proof') but it's been a while since I finished the Square (almost a week) and I had no results...
I'm really disappointed over everything I do. And no, it's not really the enemy.

I'm quite sure I did the vibrations right (or at least the best I could) and supposedly my chakras should have been opened but as it looks like they're not... I feel so stupid!
I am doing the beginners meditation program as well and I didn't receive the bliss sensation after doing the Crown Chakra (in the past, some years ago, I had felt it, so I know how it is).
My third eye is sort of... dead. :/
No matter what I do, it's so weak!
I'd even done the Pineal Gland meditation in the past, and I remember I had felt the bliss sensation (oh it was beautiful) but only once. Whenever I did again, I couldn't feel it.

Guys... Is there ANY kind of advice you could give me...? I really want to have some extra energy, I want to be more lively, I want to have more energy to do more; I am doing the aura empowering everyday but it's not really helping (other than I can't fall asleep afterwards, so I'm not doing it late). Is there anything that will seriously boost my energy? And that will help my third eye to the maximum? I think I've actually tried all of the chakra meditations...! Is my body completely blocked to energy? What have I been doing so far?? :/

ah, what a negative message, right before the beginning of a new world... Sorry.

Just a note: I... well I do not exercise and I wouldn't say I 'move around' too much. I hate gymnastics to no end, I get tired too easily and my heart feels like it's gonna break if I start running(because I'm so unfit) so I'm not even trying. Could that be one of the causes of my limited intake on energy? :/

 

[Mike1]

Hey m8...
I'm sad to read about Your problems... Although at least, You have had some successes before while I'm still wondering in the dark so to speak...
I'd like to know the reasons as well as I'm in a similar situation.
And that "Just a note" part (instead of Post Scriptum I guess xD) is exactly a description of myself. I do some execrices daily (if only a Hatha Yoga and 5 Tibetans) but it seems to be a road downhill.
Anyway, just to cheer You up, even if only a bit - I have done all the opening and other workings over the period of more than a year and still nothing.
Sometimes I feel like it's even worse than before so don't worry. But, by no means I'm an expert. Guess we need to hear from the more experienced people.

PS: Take care and never give up. That's what I do even though I feel like an idiot for sticking to something that doesn't seem to be working...

 Hail Satan and all the true Gods!
Hail Gods of War! 
/Mike