thesomberlain4
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I'm 20 years old, raised in a Roman Catholic family. Since I was around 8/9 I really didn't take much regard to religion, then when I was slightly old enough to think for myself, when I started my teens, I became an atheist, and have been a strong one since 2002/03.
Recently, through some troubled times, I have felt very spiritually and mentally weak. I have been reading a lot about spiritual satanism, and I feel it in my heart when reading through the pages that I know this is right for me.
But there are still things that I have much confusion with, which is something that is holding me back from starting my journey on the left-hand path. My family. I was born in London, UK, and still live here with my mum and dad, but my family are from Malta, which is a near 100% catholic country. I despise my family's beliefs, and their way of life, but I don't hate them and I don't want to be enemies with my family. I go there quite often to visit so how would I cope confronting them, I will be keeping this a secret, but how will I cope with them throwing false catholic preachings into my face. They already find it disgusting that I'm atheist, and always try to make me find "Jesus" which will never happen. I refuse to bow to a false idol.
If anyone else has had a similar experience, I would be truly grateful with some advice and guidance.
Thank you
Adam - London, UK
Recently, through some troubled times, I have felt very spiritually and mentally weak. I have been reading a lot about spiritual satanism, and I feel it in my heart when reading through the pages that I know this is right for me.
But there are still things that I have much confusion with, which is something that is holding me back from starting my journey on the left-hand path. My family. I was born in London, UK, and still live here with my mum and dad, but my family are from Malta, which is a near 100% catholic country. I despise my family's beliefs, and their way of life, but I don't hate them and I don't want to be enemies with my family. I go there quite often to visit so how would I cope confronting them, I will be keeping this a secret, but how will I cope with them throwing false catholic preachings into my face. They already find it disgusting that I'm atheist, and always try to make me find "Jesus" which will never happen. I refuse to bow to a false idol.
If anyone else has had a similar experience, I would be truly grateful with some advice and guidance.
Thank you
Adam - London, UK
first i would like to say is that most of us have these experiences with family. you have two choices, you can tell them straight up what you believe in or keep it a secret. when they throw stuff into your face just denounce and know that you are with father. do you have privacy is it to the point that you wont be able to practice satanism while you are living there? if you have privacy then keep it a secret. be stong, stay close to father and the dmons for guidance and start your meditations asap so that you can grow stronger, this group is here for you if you have any questions! bu mak sure you read the full entire jos website! hail father!
