Lucifer Vs Satan?

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Greetings to all & all Hail Satan! May all the nations praise him in the dark and in he light! I am new here but Lucifer/Satan has been guiding me trying to get me to remember myself & get on the straight path all my life up until I recently dedicated myself. I thank Satan for HP Dietrich & JOS for bringing me closer to him as I grow strong. He and his demons have always encouraged me to use my powers and not feel guilty about it, while my mother (who studied with and made me study with Jehovah's Witnesses as a kid) used to tell me that I was possessed by demons and throw away my pop music cassette tapes saying they were evil and secular. LMAO I can laugh about it now but when you're 10 or 11 it's scary when your parents expose you to spiritual warfare and force you to stand on the wrong side of the line.
She would tell me that Satan the Devil was going to use popular music to possess me. Coincidentally, I am a natural born musician & played the flute for 14 years. I recently found out the flute is one of Satan's sacred instruments. So I know he recognized me from my past lives & has been there for me guiding me to come home to him even though I was being subjected to xtian bs. One time when I was 16 (I am 30 now, and it took me until I was 29 to get over my xtian guilt indoctrination completely) this lady I was doing bible study with (a Jehovah's Witness...what kind of sovereign god requires witnesses?) asked me what I wanted to do for a career. I jubilantly told her how I wanted to go to college for theater arts & then be a Singer & entertainer in the music biz. She told me I would have to choose between being a Xtian and being a performer, because there was no way I could please god and please myself at the same time. She said I should skip college and go to Bethel Bible School & choose a more humble profession like teaching elementary school. Can u believe how they try to just crush your dreams & deter you from an education?
I know on an unconscious level I chose right then and there. I began to study the slave making book less and less. After all, why the hell would I want to worship a god who supposedly gave me talent but didn't want me to use it? A god who gave me my occult powers and then says don't use them! That makes no sense! Lucifer/Satan is the bestower of talent & psychic ability! Not Jehovah, who tries to take all the credit. FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS YOUNGSTERS! & ITS NEVER TOO LATE TO PURSUE THEM NO MATTER HOW OLD YOU ARE! Don't let anybody tell you not to. If our powers were evil, then why are they natural? Why are we born this way if it is so intrinsically wrong? Xtians mouths ruin lives. Talk about blasphemy. They're the real blasphemers of spirit.
After that experience I became depressed and borderline suicidal until I got more into Ancient Egyptian religion and culture. I started sungazing and meditating. I took up yoga. I wore ankh jewelry & goth type dark eye makeup. & I got more involved in the arts. I started palmistry and tarot & became very versed & adept at astrology.
I was always naturally drawn to the occult and my mom always told me it was evil when I would prophesy things that would come true. My mom was the only xtianity subscriber in my family. The rest are all artists, healers, shamans, root workers, seers hypnotherapists & mediums. Even her mom my grandmother was a professional medium. My mom believed the witnesses when they came to her door. She tried to instill in me a self-loathing that comes as a bi-product of going against your own divine psychic human nature. If u have seen the movie Carrie then u have an idea of what it was like growing up with my mother. Long life story short...lol
I know Satan (or Lucifer, whom I sometimes refer to as God or Lord, esp. in prayer) is a real conscious being. I also know him personally to be the bearer of light because much of the information & knowledge he and his demons have given me has come in the form of a crown chakra and 3rd eye download direct from the rays of the sun. Sungazing, outdoor tanning, etc. will always induce my trance state visions. Also, inspirational lyrics & good invention ideas will come.
I have been educating myself of the conflicting views in modern Satanism, and there seem to be many different views. Of those who believe in a conscious spirit being, there are distinctions between those who subscribe to the belief (as I also choose to acknowledge, as belief without knowledge is for suckers)that Lucifer and Satan are one in the same being (albeit opposite aspects or principles/manifestations of the same God - creator/avenger- builder/destroyer- nurturer/warrior light/darkness) while there are also those who are convinced Lucifer is not Satan, as in this blog for example: http://voiceofsatanism.com/2011/10/18/l ... mment-2327 and that Satan is representative only of darkness.

I personally observe that Father Satan/Lord Lucifer has gone by many names and titles throughout the millennia. I know that he and his demons are sharp and calculated and organized enough to manifest in the form of whatever deity people need to see at that particular time to raise the necessary energy to contribute to his Grander Purpose at hand. Father has a master plan, and if he didn't intend for people to associate Lucifer with Satan, do you think he would have let it ride unchecked for this long when so many star seeds are now sprouting up into ultimate cosmic consciousness? If Satan were not indeed Lucifer, wouldn't he have made that distinction common knowledge by now?
Any thoughts on this issue? What is the official JOS group stance? I would be interested to know anybody's take on this.