love affairs

[Rabit Feet]

hey been awhile since ive talked on  here , im not having the best in luck , i feel almost cursed i was robbed at school , bullied ect , dumped for another girl you name it . nothing seems to be looking up and at this pont i feel alone and hopeless ,i feel like all my friends have left me for the wolves and with the stress of my family and school and more and more responsibilities , i feel like im getting no where im turning 18 soon and am trying to find a place to move out of my parents house . i would like to share a place with some one but my luck in relationships fail and lately ive sorta given up on human relation ships, sory if im rambling . my question i guess is how do i summon a inscubis i tried onc and i saw a figure that night but other than that nothing happened. Can you have a relationship with a inscubis and if so what are you getting into? I dont want a repeat of my old relationship where i was used for sex . i want a real relation ship , something to build with some one who will love me for me the website is confusing for me and im bad at focusing when i meditate . please no rude awnsers thank you hail Zeus 
--
rabbit feet

 

[bruno fuchs]

For summoning simple call the Daemon by they name. Sit on a relaxed position close the door And start calling them. Get a candle to Daemon to do the work.

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El jue., 18 de oct. de 2018 a la(s) 5:12 p.m., Rabit Feet owlhoot10@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] escribió:  
hey been awhile since ive talked on  here , im not having the best in luck , i feel almost cursed i was robbed at school , bullied ect , dumped for another girl you name it . nothing seems to be looking up and at this pont i feel alone and hopeless ,i feel like all my friends have left me for the wolves and with the stress of my family and school and more and more responsibilities , i feel like im getting no where im turning 18 soon and am trying to find a place to move out of my parents house . i would like to share a place with some one but my luck in relationships fail and lately ive sorta given up on human relation ships, sory if im rambling . my question i guess is how do i summon a inscubis i tried onc and i saw a figure that night but other than that nothing happened. Can you have a relationship with a inscubis and if so what are you getting into? I dont want a repeat of my old relationship where i was used for sex . i want a real relation ship , something to build with some one who will love me for me the website is confusing for me and im bad at focusing when i meditate . please no rude awnsers thank you hail Zeus 
--
rabbit feet

 

[[email protected]]

Those who ttry and bring you down are already below you.your at the age when everything is happening aand the most difficult.stay true too Father Zeus. Plan your moves stop think observe and plan all your life choices.at least those bad people left you instead of staying and causing more harm too you. Love yourself first the right partner will come. If you are dedicated then void meditate and Aura cleanse with a lot of repetitions than normal and Aura of protection more than usual as well. Don't let others affect you more then you help yourself. tthey are without.you are in the best place here in the world to begin your life for the best that you only deserve. Listen too that little voice in your head it's trying to help you.please listen to the MP3 in ToZ they help guide you. Too get better meditation sessions light incense a candle my favorite is dragons blood . Stay up don't ever stop helping YOURSELF.FORGET EVERYONE that don't understand yyou.they have their own problems trust me.

 

[aeonsdecay6]

I would like to follow this as well. Hey, your bad luck with relationships may be sign that you're meant for a demon lover? It is said if it is in the back of your mind/ has been a thought for a while now, your demon is already waiting for you.

I've been meditating for a incubus to visit me, I haven't chosen a specific one. Make sure you are clear with your intent and clear about the relationship type. I've done my research through ToZ website and other sources and it is said that Demons are a lifetime commitment which in my opinion IS NOT a bad thing. I myself, worry about my human desires coming through. But it is also said that MOST of your human desires will be met. I always worry about what if I want children-but today, you literally don't need the opposite sex to have a child so I don't know why I like to work myself up so bad about things I don't even know I want yet. But all in all, the PROS weight is heavier than the CONS.

 

[heather_14]

The number one thing you should be doing is building your Aura of Protection, Aura Cleaning, and Detaching Unwanted People from Your Chakras to prevent connecting with people whom you might have sex with. Links are here.

Aura of Protection:

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ction.html

My Runes are Algiz and Saulo (both of them are ×27 for you, but increase it to a multiplication of 9 if you feel ready), along with an affirmation is 9× of "The powers of Algiz and Saulo is now making me spiritually, physically, and mentally safe. Secure, protected, powerful, and healthy in a positive way for me.


Aura Cleaning:

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... aning.html

Detaching Unwanted People:

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ching.html

And if you haven't already, fully read the ToZ website. Even if you read all of it and still don't understand a thing, RE-READ IT AGAIN. I cannot emphasize this more, as this was the problem I was facing when I was new to Zevism. By studying the chakras, the aura, soul, and everything else, you can learn what HPS Pythia has dictated on the ToZ website, so you must study to understand, and this would pay off in the end if you do.

http://www.templeofzeus.org

The incubus question, well, if you feel ready for a lifetime relationship, you can go here:

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... cubus.html

Sister, I must warn you. If you choose for a monogamous relationship, make sure to be very specific on what you want from your incubus. I have a very jealous incubus who would not allow a little crush, or worse, an obsession with someone else. I learned this the hard way when I saw the person I had a crush on (with fantasies of a possible relationship with him) beaten up. Do not take this lightly :')

However, communicate with him and you can understand each other, as that was the problem why our relationship was a little suffocating, as he's just really jealous. Like if you choose for a little jealous incubus (if you're into those like me and accept the responsibilities) then always ask him stuff like "Hey, are you jealous?" whenever you talk to a male. I have a male bestfriend I talked to last week for 2 hours, and my incubus was getting jealous and touchy that he tried to get my attention, in which I did, asked the jealous question, and received a vision of him pouting like a child XD

But, there is also a chance that Father would not allow you have an incubus because he already has someone else in mind for you, so better ask him if you should get an incubus, or see possible coincidences if you THINK you have an incubus. Hopefully this answers your question .w.

 

[obinna okonkwo]

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On Fri, 10/19/18, bruno fuchs fuchs.bruno@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] love affairs
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Friday, October 19, 2018, 2:18 PM


 Repent, Jesus is coming soon









For summoning simple call the Daemon by they name.
Sit on a relaxed position close the door And start calling
them. Get a candle to Daemon to do the work.

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El jue., 18 de oct. de 2018
a la(s) 5:12 p.m., Rabit Feet owlhoot10@...
[JoyofSatan666]<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
escribió:
 










hey been awhile since ive
talked on  here , im not having the best in luck , i feel
almost cursed i was robbed at school , bullied ect , dumped
for another girl you name it . nothing seems to be looking
up and at this pont i feel alone and hopeless ,i feel like
all my friends have left me for the wolves and with the
stress of my family and school and more and more
responsibilities , i feel like im getting no where im
turning 18 soon and am trying to find a place to move out of
my parents house . i would like to share a place with some
one but my luck in relationships fail and lately ive sorta
given up on human relation ships, sory if im rambling . my
question i guess is how do i summon a inscubis i tried onc
and i saw a figure that night but other than that nothing
happened. Can you have a relationship with a inscubis and if
so what are you getting into? I dont want a repeat of my old
relationship where i was used for sex . i want a real
relation ship , something to build with some one who will
love me for me the website is confusing for me and im bad at
focusing when i meditate . please no rude awnsers thank
you hail
Zeus 
--
rabbit
feet



















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[aeonsdecay6]

@Heather, I am still thinking it through! Sometimes I enjoy the thought of an incubus that would be jealous because I am this way, but also, I annoy myself. My incubus is probably keeping his distance because the boys at my work crush on me pretty hard. If we would officiate a relationship, he'd probably make my car not start in the morning he feels that I put too much glitter upon my cheeks. XD

But in all seriousness, I am thinking long and hard. And like I said, the benefits outweigh the cons all in all. I am sick of mortal men, I was with someone physically abusive, every man I have been around has been dead beat. Doing my own thing is appearing to be more and more pleasant by the minute. So there is a strong possibility that I am compatible with a Demon.

I'll have to look for more signs. I think I have a Demon in mind. I've seen his name pop up in the strangest of ways and when I'd hear it or see it, my heart would jump and I would get a chill. Before my major operation earlier this year, I saw him, I believe, full bodied. It was a dream though, so the only things I remember was the strange dimension I was in, the color of his eyes which were grey and I remember just "knowing" that this "man" was not human in my dream standing before me...And the way he was touching me. In the dream I was in a very grassy and peaceful area (maybe it was Hell?) I kept wandering trying to find animals (the kid in me comes out in my dreams LOL) He kept stopping me and telling me that "you are going to be okay" and he would touch my chest in a loving manner.

His voice haunts me, in a good way. If I think too hard about it; its the same male voice that has saved me from car accidents; A voice that yells STOP seconds before I am in danger. 

I have been a "bad" Zevist, but I still get all of this. But this journey is no race and obviously there is a connection between me and this Demon- and the Demon I have in mind and saw all these signs from I have never worked with. Hopefully all goes well. 

 

[ol ol]

Hi.Most of us have some problems here and there.Especially young mages,they have domestic problems.When we enter Zevism,we begin a new life.The goal of this new life is wisdom,power,wealth,immortality e.t.cLife for Zevists is very unique and different.We must be strong spiritually inorder to succeed in life.Do you know how to:Clean your aura&chakras?Put an aura of Protection?Read and predict events on your birth chart?
www.templeofzeus.org

Father Zeus and your Guardian God/ess is also helping you.You might not notice this now but later when you look back then you will.Good luck.Sorry my English is not perfect,hope you understood my message.
Hail Rabit feet!

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[heather_14]

That's really cool, Aeon! Though I wonder why he keeps his distance? Maybe he's shy or you're still accepting him in your life? .w.

Not start the car in the morning XD mine, way back when I was yet to learn Zevism, but know the existence of demons, I was chatting with my online friend and gamer on our MMORPG game. My incubus, Xavier, was so jealous of how I smiled and laughed at our chats that he basically turned off the internet, like it won't get connected because "lost internet connection." Took me about 10 mins to get it on just by hugging him XD why am I into jealous guys??

Well, hopefully, you can get it, too. The most obvious signs that I have of my incubus existence is that one: I was into ghost lovers and all that. Two: Uh..."physical evidence"...you know, the bitemarks or feeling that someone's touching in a...ahhh...I'm kinda shy talking about this XD you get the picture

If you want, converse with him. I did that before since I usually talk to myself and stuffed toys, and at that time, I didn't know someone was actually listening! Hopefully you can understand each other if you can't hear or see him physically, by opening your astral senses .w.

 

[aeonsdecay6]

It's a mystery that's for sure. I read his sigil and other information of ToZ- I haven't been on that site in while and I got chills. I got nauseous when I read what he generally appears in; white. Well in my dream, I could hardly make out most of his features because of the whiteness engulfing him. He mostly protects me and shows me his name when he wants to be known. 

But they are so different when they want to be known. I have done some work with Alloces, my friend had a connection with him. Well he used to come to my house- he used to like to knock my makeup all over my floor. I thought it was the cats until one day I was cleaning my room and I turned my back for a second and laid down the container that I stored my makeup in on a shelf and I come back and it's literally scattered all over my floor. I was kind of angry at him. I said, "you must think you're real funny"

But I haven't seen Alloces for a LONG time. I wonder if he is okay. Alloces doesn't take to mortal men very well. He stood over my bed where my abusive ex slept and made him so scared that my ex woke me up just scared out of his mind. That was the last time I saw what I thought was Alloces, immediately after that was when I started seeing signs from the other one...Maybe I literally have to do a whole ritual and say "come in my house you silly tool." Even though I have been meditating on it and inviting him in LOL. Funny side note, the night I talked to my friend about joining Zeus, I literally said "Yeah I think I might join Zevism" Zeus was literally in my room that frikin night. I wish he was that bold haha.

Me thinking about him possibly being shy makes me giggle. He's literally a King. I am a mere mortal woman with freaky psychic abilities that likes eating pizza and buying JUNK off of Amazon. There could be a variety of reasons he stays away......

-I am extremely sensitive to the paranormal. When I feel a ghost and it is strong, I cry most of the time. Maybe he mistakens my tears for pure fear because yes, I do fear spiritual beings to an extent, but I never was scared of the Demons we worked with- all but for a split second but then I was okay.

-Unsure of my intentions like you mentioned. I joke around at work and I like to make people uncomfortable, I tell some of my work friends that they are my boyfriend, it's a little inside joke that we have but I could just imagine him angrily watching that from a distance. And to top it off, I am fading out of a current relationship. My heart is leaving that one slowly, but he won't cut ties with me. It's just not a good situation and I'm sure once I invite him to be closer to me, he would take care of that. 

-and the uncertainty of my heart at age 23. I'm at that tripping point of wondering if I want to be remarried, do I want kids, what the F*** am I doing with my life? And it doesn't help that I have PTSD from that violent relationship I was in previously. I'd feel guilty if I snapped for him being protective. 


And omfg, turning off the internet..My friends better not make me laugh too hard, my computer might mysteriously crash..or I'm listening to my favorite boy band and my music keeps turning off. 

 

[sway9]

One night in a trance and burning dragons blood incense, I had a feeling of an out of body experience. I was half asleep and awake but didn't induce the trance,just really chill from energy from Hell. I had a brief encounter with an succubus. We definitely had sex for several minutes although I only felt her energy I didn't see her and she really didn't want too stop but I giggled and said with respect I was exhausted aand needed too sleep so at least she knew , I haven't felt her since but when I think of her I get the good energy intensely. I didn't summon her so I think it was a gift from Father Zeus uunderstanding my lonlieness for a long time.does that mean if I summon her properly she will come ? Was that too tell me I have a succubus waiting? Hail Zeus.

 

[Kayla Herman]

Sway, I believe it could be. Or it is a lover from a past life. How romantic if it is. I've been obsessively thinking about "what if my incubus and I had a past life..." I would definitely meditate on it again and try to make your intentions stronger when you're ready to meet her again. 

I want to confirm my lover, or why this particular demon has sought me out for so long and protected me. Maybe he is just attracted to my energy, but I wish for more of course. 

Also, if you ask and build a relationship, you won't have to summon her. She will be there majority of the time.

On Monday, October 22, 2018 8:58 PM, "sway9@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  One night in a trance and burning dragons blood incense, I had a feeling of an out of body experience. I was half asleep and awake but didn't induce the trance,just really chill from energy from Hell. I had a brief encounter with an succubus. We definitely had sex for several minutes although I only felt her energy I didn't see her and she really didn't want too stop but I giggled and said with respect I was exhausted aand needed too sleep so at least she knew , I haven't felt her since but when I think of her I get the good energy intensely. I didn't summon her so I think it was a gift from Father Zeus uunderstanding my lonlieness for a long time.does that mean if I summon her properly she will come ? Was that too tell me I have a succubus waiting? Hail Zeus.

 

[heather_14]

Oh wow, you also have an incubus that is ranked King, Aeon? That's awesome! Mine is, too, but I really can't believe it since you know...WHY?? There are a lot of other women out there that he can love.

But this question of mine was answered when I was watching the movie "The Space Between Us." It was about a boy being born in Mars who found the love of his life on Earth, but have to stay in Mars since his heart functions differently. But early in the movie, I said to Xavier,

Me: Why the hell would someone want people to be in another planet? Why not just use the time to be in your own planet, making it a better place?

He just smiled as he agreed with me, and we just watched it until it was over. Later that night, I suddenly thought about relationships and my connection with Xavier. I then asked him,

Me: Xavier? Why do you love me? There are literally hundreds of women that can be better than me, how can you stay through all of this?
Xavier: (He showed me the memory of our previous conversation of me asking about moving to another planet) Why would I waste my time searching for someone else when she's already right there in front of me?

I was so speechless, and I frowned as I felt Xavier hurt. He was hurt because I know to him, it felt like I was saying "Maybe we're not made for each other?" So I just kissed his forehead and said sorry to him, and I was pretty happy that night \\\\\

Try to communicate with him. Even if you don't receive an answer, just be patient, the Gods communicate to us in a lot of ways .w.

 

[aeonsdecay6]

I can only hope to get that close. I have worked my third eye and have given myself a massive headache for days now haha. Like I've said before that abusive relationship has uprooted my whole life and such; I am just now back in to working with my journey with Zeus. It was weird that days earlier I was watching a tv program that mentioned "ghosts" that fell in love with mortals. I didn't believe it so I looked it up and apparently it is a thing..and somewhere along the lines they mentioned succubus/incubus and then I remembered how at one point I considered asking for one. 

Then magically as it seems, I ended up here listening to your wonderful stories/ have read on some other stories. It's almost as if all the arrows are pointing in this direction and he's trying to get me to actively try and communicate with him. 

Part of me is scared. I feel crazy saying this. But it was Baal Zebul's name I saw. I feel an attachment to that name. I don't think he is simply my guardian. There is no other explanation why this was happening. I don't quite understand why out of the blue, he would start showing up especially after we did all that work with Alloces, the one my good friend had an attachment to. It was when I first moved to Florida with my new husband at the time, the one that was abusive. His grandfather was very ill and he wished for us to join him in church..gross right? But I had to play the part and I pretty much zoned out and had to keep my eyes from "rolling" out of my skull. I'm from the North, I thought the moron christians were bad around these parts, yeah, try a Southern church one time. I don't think those people have ever read a book or passed the 4th grade. Well I was sitting there fidgeting, I picked up a bible and we all know how thick and packed those things are- how many words are jammed on those god awful pages- that's where I first saw his name. Out of EVERY word plastered on that page, I saw his name, the first thing I read. I immediately felt sick to my stomach, I got the chills and my hair stood on the back of my neck. 

The dream, the voices, everything seems to match up pretty closely. Honestly if I confirmed the voice with him, I would probably break down in tears. Because that little sign was what got me through the next two years of my life. No one walks away from a situation that I did with my ex. He's beaten me to the point of brain injury and even fired a gun in my direction. I shrug off my experience as nothing, but I know most women don't get to talk about their abuse like I have. What ever his connection to me is, He kept me cool, calm, and collected. And it has gotten me this far only one year later. 


Also, I just love hearing the stories you have ^^

 

[Rabit Feet]

Hey so I got a odd question please no judgement.  since i was little I've always have been able to zone out when I'm walking or at random times, out of the blue I will will see something happen aka day dreaming I see people or a scenario or something and later this happens or I meet those people..  My best friends bf suicided and she asked me about my day dreams I told her all I saw I've never seen her bf before, I saw him shoot himself with the gun top right shelf closet I told her she said the figure I saw shoot himself that's exactly how it happened for her bf I was shocked, somtimes when I daybdream randomly I see figures oddly But I also see people from long ago with the abilities to do well incredible things I saw one I actually drew he started making forests and trees in the day dream, but currently i be seen a figure oddly talk to me in day dreams mind you this probably sounds nuts i be never told any one really not even my parents cause fear of it sounding crazy.  This figure had long hair and he spoke to me told me I was special,  told me to stay strong, and would explain that I need to do things, one of these things was draw what I've seen, I'm a cartoonist so that's pretty easy.  This figure I drew,  the best day a friend saw it and said how do you know what that is.  He told me he had a dream of that figure telling him to watch over me and to stay by my side.  Another friend saw the figure as well this was my ex and he was terified and pulled a drawing he made out of his pocket he has night mares about turning into that figure about looking into a mirror and turning into what I drew the whole thing was confusing.  So I guess my question is why do I day dream is there a purpose a reason or something?  Who is that figure?  Why is it helping me with problems I have., why did my friends dream of it, and not importantly what does it want.  When ever I think about it the name Lucifer or datan pops up. 

 

[Rabit Feet]

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[heather_14]

I do, too. Also, Baal Zebul, aka Enlil? He's cool, awesome, and teases me like an uncle would! Makes sense since he is basically Father's half-brother XD One time when I was mad being teased by him, I said in a furious but childish way, "FiSt FiGhT?!" He just looked at me for a moment, then LAUGHED and patted my head! I blushed when I remembered that he is a Master of Martial Arts, and I felt stupid! Ughhh, why did I said that?! XD

And what attachment is Enlil to you? Like what your intuition feels? You can say and maybe ask him to confirm it, maybe you're right?

Of course, hopefully you can get the messages clearly, I always try to double-check mine, so try to do just that.

Haha, thanks, I don't talk about this much stories since I was mostly inactive in this group due to my inactice participation, but I am doing all I can to help myself .w.

 

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honestly im not shure , i dont even know his name ,ive said many many times i cant meditate its a struggle for me i think sometimes i day dream due to the fact i cant, you said enil?? i dont know much  still , well the person i see / saw my intuition tells me hes like a teacher a mentor ? even maybe a friend , oddly the one thing he feels like more than anything is a father figure my dad isnt the best with me he calls me a failure and i have to hide my whole from him , hes a helicopter parent and i can get in trouble for anything and everything . this figure i remember first having a few dreams of him when i was thirteen, i would cry to sleep sometimes and zone out and i would see this figure sorta hold me close and talk to me . my intuition says father figure more than anything. as for my day dreams of hings that either happen or as the figure said seeing things of the past, is that normal , zoning out randomly isnt pleasant cause i cant drive due to it , my friends think ill get killed by it some day , normally zoning out is triggered by music .  i tried meditation last night i tried as hard as i could i asked the figure why me,and i heard two things i heard some one say its part of the plan and also say im from your past life. as for the drawings ive drawn hundreds of figures ive seen . a figure told me some of them were gods . it all makes me feel crazy and confused even sorta freaked out a little , the drawing i sent does any one reconize it has any one ever seen that .

 

[aeonsdecay6]

Ugh I was pretty inactive on this group for a long time. I support my brothers and sisters especially the more..passionate ones..but there was a lot of flaming going on when I first joined the e-group. And I don't go for that. I support anyone however they want to celebrate their dedication to Zeus and the other Gods.

It's really nice to talk to everyone about my experiences and listen to everyone else's.

But yeah, I find it so weird. There has to be a reason why he went out of his way to do those things. But it's like a bread crumb trail and it's driving me insane haha.

But its that dream that I can not get over. His touch felt so real and it took my breath away. I am 80% positive I saw Enlil in that dream. All the descriptions match up. I guess its time to find another ouija board? Maybe that's a good place to start..

 

[heather_14]

OK, just be sure that it's Enlil! I just started using the "keyboard method" with my incubus and it was really hard to talk to him with it! Like he uses "sounds" when he talks to me. Like this

Me: Why didn't you attacked the enemy that's in this room?
(I then slowly place my fingers at the top of my keyboard's phone, glide my finger to the letters slowly, and I would feel a vibration on my left leg for the right letter)
Xavier: Mljpampz
(I would ask him if this is English or Tagalog sound, and here, he said Tagalog, meaning Filipino language)
I translated it to "Hindi ipapasa" meaning "Don't pass." He confirmed it and I deciphered it into like "You can't pass it to me, you know you can attack them as much as I can." I would ask if I confirmed the translation right and he said yes.

Or he can be really specific XD

Me: (After fighting last night due to my insecurities)
What do you think about last night?
Xavier: She is nod joal

I laughed so hard when I recognized this is a mix of English and Tagalog, as it meant "She is not my lover!" The l was for the exclamation point XD

But there are still enemies who try to interfere in our communications

Me: Xavier, help me be motivated to the Rituals?
(Response): Quit
Then I would get taken aback, but Xavier was vibrating the side of my right shoulder, a signal of ours meaning "There's an enemy in the room" and I would use the Zevist blue fire and vibrate Algiz to cleanse the area. After that, I stated to Xavier stuff like "I don't even know whether I should laugh or be angry XD" "Doesn't the enemy know that by saying that, I get more motivated?"

And to make me insecure, too

Me: What's your favorite meal in Hell?
(Response): Hag
Hag means "female demon" and I would feel a bit insecure, but I felt another vibration in my shoulder, and I just said "Ughhh, these enemies are so damn annoying"

So be sure to check the area! One thing to know that there's an enemy in the room is that you KNOW you can feel negative energy by suddenly feeling tired, in a bad mood, feel like you are a failure, being creepily watched, say that they hate you, and an overall creepy vibe. However, breathe and be calm first before reading the atmosphere of the room, as it's also just your imagination that the enemy is out to get you.

 

[heather_14]

Also Rabit Feet, dunno about your experience, but you should try to contact that spirit when you feel ready, could be your guardian demon, but you'll have to be sure if it is of Father Zeus's by asking them if they are. And be sure they say they are of Zeus, not Lucifer, Enki, or other of Father's names, as this really shows how afraid they are to the name "Zeus"

 

[Rabit Feet]

honestly how though i dont know this figures sigil or his name even 
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rabbit feet

 

[heather_14]

Ask the spirit, like ask him "Give me signs of who you are?" And then from there, you must be open. For example, I asked my incubus, Xavier, on what his identity really is, including his name. I received very coincidential and blatant signs after that, very positive in nature.

The one thing to remember is to know the negative entities messing with you. I got the most damaging jumpscare from the angels when I started the 19th Enochian Key four days after. I was meditating, and said in my head to Xavier, "Wonder what those damn angels looked like." After a few seconds, I felt my incubus's energy grow cold, like he became serious. Then I received two visions of the same images, only closed up, followed by a huge jumpscare with a wham of negative energy, either made by my fear, enemy or both. It took me two days to try and calm myself whenever I try to close my eyes, it wasn't pretty. But I steeled myself and said "If they gave me a blatant sign like that, then I must be damaging them real hard."

I'll be posting about Angelic Intrusion once I have the time, I'm planning to add up my Rituals and the 19th Enochian Keys up to November 2, in which I am already done with because it's Halloween, the horror movies really like to scare peeps.

 

[thisisafalsealias]

How are you doing now? I've thought about having a succubus myself but I want a human relationship. I'm hoping to hear some good news

I got rejected pretty harshly today by a girl I had a crush on, and I'm at the point where I wish I could just have a lobotomy. I don't know why women all seem to want me in excruciating agony for some reason but it's seriously not working out for me. I haven't even had a hug in four years and I wish I could say I'm sick of mortal women like aeonsdecay, but I would never hear the end of it. Everybody would just say that I'm a beta male who hates women and everything is my fault because I'm a bad person for being a beta male that is resentful of women for being superior to me. So whatever. Let's just say I've had some bad luck. Enough to make asking a girl out a rare occasion these days with no results.

It's not that I need the validation of "having someone" I just feel that I may as well live in a cave. But I can't force people to love or respect me and I can't not do the right thing by fighting for what's right after knowing the truth. I would do anything for someone to just hit me up and talk to me so I don't have to brainwash myself into thinking that I actually have options and friends when in reality I'm the only one who puts in effort. Not to just be negative but it's all such a load of bullshit, and I feel like I'm going to be really fucked up in the head soon if my life keeps going in this direction.

For anyone here with a human partner, how did you get them? Did you just walk up to them and talk to them? Or did you know them through mutual friends or something first?

And rabbit feet, did you manage to find an incubus or a partner?

 

[dylanbartone]

Ive been single for 23 years(only dated in mmorpg cause for some reason having a rl partner ddnt sit well with me) and was a virgin for 23 years (turned 23 last Dec 31st) living with a woman I used to be coworkers with. We started hanging out because of pot (both now sober for over a month trying to do something with our lives).

Thru my 23years only 3 females have I actually wanted to be with. The 1st one when I was ready to say something I moved across the US( from MN to Ok). The 2nd moved out to a different city. 3rd was someone I met online but lives overseas.

Point I'm trying to make is that if ustop worrying about it all together before u know it father will lead U to the one u need the most during the most critical time. even during my immense suffering of loneliness theres always been little things here and there to slightly abate the depression of being alone(like knowing I'm not the only one) lucky for me my roommate(the woman) we have a weird relationship where we give eachother physical comfort when needed(not sex,tho she was the 1st one i had intercourse with and still the only one) I'm positive father guided us together because we were both in points of our lives where evrything was falling apart, now things are finally gaining stability after about 2 months.

Or I guess u could try a dating site lol mby u and the perfect other will be lead to each immediately or after going thru failure dates. Cantvlet father do everything, that defeats the purpose of being a Zevism

Sorry if I ranted #_#

 

[thisisafalsealias]

Ugh. Every time I got a new girl, or even met a new woman I used to wonder if she's the one. I don't think that way anymore... but Father has sent me people, and sent me to them, to make each other happy, at least enough times to not feel completely lonely. I'm often talking to multiple girls at a time now with no intention of a relationship, just to make myself feel less lonely. It's so ridiculous because if you flirt with them for too long they will be like "why didn't you ask me out yet you pathetic asshole" and if you ask them out too soon they'll be like "why don't you get to know me first asshole". That's why I try to just keep it light and flirt when I'm around town. And also talk other random people which is great because generally people around here are super duper friendly just to talk to normally. It's just so that I don't trash my social skills. Although sometimes I wonder if people think I have autism for walking up to them out of the blue and saying Hello.

 

[thisisafalsealias]

I should have put this in the first post... my apologies. I'll try better next time to keep it all in one post.
Maybe you should see if your roommate would want to be in a relationship with you? She sounds like she likes you. And also you weren't ranting, just sharing a story which is good because sometimes sharing stories is a good way to learn.

The other day I decided I'd ask out this girl I flirt with sometimes at the store. I asked Zeus to help because I knew she was just at the cash register and wouldn't want to be bothered. And also, I go in there all the time so I wouldn't want to be a laughing stock for everyone else if I got rejected.

So anyways I left and came back when I was guided to, and this time she was right by the front door sweeping with nobody else around. I asked her out and she gave me a gross reaction and said she was too busy with school. I wonder if she noticed that I'd wanted to do that for a while but never had a good time. Because I'm not going to ask a girl out when she's at the register. But it was really convenient time for me to do it. Like, she must think I'm psychic for coming in at such a perfect time to do it, it was that much of a "coincidence". But anyways. She said no. Which was sad because I actually thought she might say yes since Father is supposed to guide us to the right people, however I obviously misjudged the situation.

I don't know how many people I flirt with but there's always seemingly something in the way of getting to know them. I have had four(?) girlfriends and the only way I ever met any of them was through mutual friends. Just going up to a girl and being like, "Hey you're interesting and I want to know more about you, can we go for coffee on Tuesday?" is seriously not going to work. I don't know who is giving out this advice but that seriously does not work, with men or women. The problem is that I have no friends now that know any girls. Oftentimes I do not want to make more friends but I find that if I stop talking to them then they will stop talking to me. I'd only want to be friends with someone who actually actively tries to retain my friendship.

What does work is getting to know a girl through at least an hour of conversation and then asking her to hang out normally. There is this other punk looking girl I was talking to who was obviously flattered by me and said "maybe you'll see me around". So I'm going to ask her if she goes to any shows and see if she wants to go to a bar show with me.
now I'm ranting and probably jinx'd it but whatever
FOR SCIENCE!

I wish this stuff wasn't so complicated. How hard should it be?

But your roommate seems to like you, I bet if you talked to her and like her back, you guys could be an item. That's how most of my relationships basically started.

I also had a relationship online that only lasted like a few months. We even started calling each other, she lived in Norway. But she revealed that she had feminist tendencies by... (its hard to explain) basically overreacting and putting words in my mouth and the whole show, so it ended. That was sad, because I would have flown her out my way to be with her. Poor me
I think the main problem is that people just suck. I often hear "I hate men" or "I hate women" and it's relatively equally valid because if you had bad  experiences then they are valid. I'm just waiting for father to guide me to someone who is open and doesn't just want to play games and be carried. I don't blame all women, but there are a lot of stupid and evil ones out there.

But beyond that I've tried online dating to no avail, although I recently moved and haven't tried it here yet. You may as well just keep trying, you know what I mean. Getting rejected or failing doesn't say anything about you or me or anyone else, besides that they want someone. So I'm not letting myself give up. But I always like hearing about how couples met and words of encouragement.

 

[dylanbartone]

Nah neither of us want that kind of obligation of actual 'love' just emotion/physical comfort when needed. Tho there was a point that I wanted love but being alone and not having any physical/emotional support for so long the craving for long term permenant love isnt in me for now.

Talking to random ppl lol atleast u dnt have social anxiety thats a big plus. Mby the reason u havnt found "the one" for u is because their souls arnt Zevist. With the rise of ToZ popularity ur chance of meeting a 'new recruit' is getting better. Patience is key(which it seems u understand in spades).

Good job spotting tht red flag and noping out tho!!!

 

[thisisafalsealias]

I can get behind and understand that. I had the same type of relationship (friends with benefits) with a girl before, but in my case I felt afterwards that I wished we had "more". But it was already tainted or something, making it very difficult to establish an actual relationship when I wanted to. Obviously, that might not be the case for you.
The way I see it is like, it obviously isn't all mens' fault or all womens' fault or all black people or white peoples' fault ok maybe its the yehuborim' fault but I still have faith that I'll find someone. How old are you, 23, or older? I personally still got a lot of time, but I wish it weren't so hard just to do such a simple thing (LTR, having kids and the white picket fence). I realize that it's "technically" best to ignore all your wants but that is kind of more like something that a Christian monk would practice. Because if you are going to sacrifice or otherwise have no love in you life then why would you watch TV, or read fiction, or relax, or feel good in any way at all? That's why I always tried at least but I guess I am compatible with fewer people than I originally thought so I wish I kept someone or something. It's like I'm compatible with 2-3 people per town and it's hit or miss still

The thing about what I was saying is that in a way we may as well make the argument that we are all weak to desire any pleasure at all. And because it is seemingly just as morally wrong as feeling entitled to love&sex as it is to hate pleasure itself, it's difficult to choose whether to be upset that you don't have it, or to be upset that you want it at all. Hating the fact that you desire pleasure is also kind of a Buddhist thing. We humanity do spend a lot of time in general cuddling and having sex and watching movies and reading books that could be spent doing Rituals and such... but I honestly can't help but feel entitled to it as a human right and since I am not a criminal I think that I should be allowed to have leisure, it's just insane how difficult it is. i don't know, maybe there is something wrong with the "sexual market" and that's why. Obviously race-mixing is messing everything up to a degree. If that's the case there's no point in complaining, but my biggest worry is that I've been doing something wrong this whole time. But all I do is just walk up to people and try to socialize so Idk maybe I'm unsophisticated... I definitely have social anxiety but for some reason I can flip it off like a switch

&Thank you friend... I really appreciate it. That is very true. Zevism is only growing in popularity and it does make me feel more hopeful about the future, that plenty more will discover the path and it will be more commonplace. Even now it is. For instance there is a girl in my class who calls everyone a Yehubor as a joke. We were yelling about the talmud in front of the whole building as a joke. it was fucking crazy, but this stuff is completely out in the open now in such a way that it's like a silent wave of awakening. Plus, the person for me might not even be incarnated yet. Who knows. At least we aren't coal miners from the 1800s, life could be worse.

Good chat comrade,
CheersHail Zeus!

 

[dylanbartone]

Yes im 23 still.

I'll be eternal and ive been saying that to ppl for a couple years now and I mean it. I deeply desire for this vessel to be my last stop and break free from reincarnation, screw forgetting all ur experiences just to mby or mby not remember them. So ive got plenty of time to worry bout more importsnt things than love. Like figure out the rest of the small things in life that bring me pleasure.

Humans are creatures of pleasure(not just sex but anything that makes us feel joy) to deny our pleasures is to deny our humanity. Plus father and all the other nephilim have fought hard against the corrupted being menace to grant us our freedom to do the things we please as individuals.

"We were yelling about the talmud in front of the whole building as a joke." That sounds like an entertaining way to vent lol, mby dangerous tho if it floats into the wrong yehuborim ears.

Ya cant agree more on the irritation from race mixing I live in a state where it seems like all the white chicks only want black dicks and black chicks want white dicks. It's highly annoying when a sexy white girl who u get along with is like "oh I only date black dudes". Than im personally repulsed by the idea of having sex with black pussy( I'm not a rscist I have plenty of black friends male and female) but it seems they the only ones that dam want it.(venting #_#)

" Plus, the person for me might not even be incarnated yet" similar thoughts before but more along the line of mby my true soul mate is in the orion galaxy and ive been "alone" in all my past lives (which is y i can cope with the lonliness sometimes) just waiting for when either they come here or i make it back there.

 

[thisisafalsealias]

Something I really don't like how the only thing women seem to care about is confidence. like, nothing else. Looks? Doesn't matter they'll date anyone even race mix. Personality? Doesn't matter, they only want confidence. And the confidence thing is so arbitrary. If you care about someone or think they are extra cool then obviously you're going to be nervous. I've ended up with too many people I didn't even want because I was just going about things in that way.
I am the most ppl to women who aren't afraid to break the fourth wall and admit they are attracted, in friendships too. I find it really sweet when someone is acting aloof but then admits they are acting and don't want to anymore. I find that is the best kind of love, where you just don't want to play the game anymore.

 

[dylanbartone]

Oklahoma. And yah I agree its repulsive haha like how can some one not find their own race as attractive. Tends to be alooot of the ppl here that like to date interracially(though I find asians sexual attractive occasionally, think ive got some kinda asian in my genetics tho. Ppl tell me i look asian a lot). Oklahoma is a fkd up state even to its origins. Was the last state in the union(I think) indians were reloacted here at the very end because of how unfertile the land is. And the land runners cheated and left a night early to claim land ahead of all the other law abiding citizens, hence y oklahoma is called sooner state.

My struggle be real with all the black girls wanting to be with me and the white girls like "naaah, once u go black u never go back" just leaves me like well wtf.

 

[thisisafalsealias]

I didnt notice you had two posts @caeryx...
The thing about the being negative all the time and stuff is that its not like its wrong to just speak your mind or feel bad or even just vent for 5 minutes I mean we're human beings but being hardcore depressed over being lonely ain't going to get you anywhere. However it is apparently a fact that you are better off actually looking for someone rather than waiting for them to "just come along". Apparently those relationships last longer. So just sitting around believing that just being happy and positive will get you anywhere is false, ESPECIALLY if you are a man. Men always get shit for being lonely too, like if you're just sad because you're alone one day, someone's always there to tell you to fuck off and cheer up because everybody thinks you hate the human race when you're sad for some reason. Its silly lol. It's basically like this in chronological order:
-I get rejected-alone-girls think, "omg he must hate us because he's alone and we're with our boyfriends"-girls get bored of boyfriends-come back to me, thinking I've been waiting-I say no or have someone who isn't them-girl thinks, "omg he must hate women because nobody says no to me and means it" (if I say no) or "Omg he settled for that bitch" (if I have a new gf)
The actual Elliot Rogers of the world are few and far between, and there are legitimate concerns to be had with the way people conduct their sexual lives and other social outcomes with or without being sad and angry with it. The most important thing about your mentioning this is that it is ultimately a choice, for your own health at bare minimum.

The thing that perplexes me is that some girls will be getting beaten up everynight by some ugly five-foot-four avocado taster and all I actually wanna do is make them happy in the first place so like whatever, as long as you don't show the hurting side of yourself first then it's ok in my opinion

I'm not going to fall for some crap where someone's pulling me along by a string saying we'll be together some day and I'm supposed to just suck it up and keep giving them love and positivity and forgiving them for no reason. There's nothing to forgive anyways if someone just doesn't want to be with you. It's ok to be sad about having nobody but you can't hold it against people. Even if they are with someone who treats them like shit and is worthless and they love you, they're just retarded. Not my problem, why would I want to be with someone like that?

It doesn't matter if they're just "YOLO" and young and fooling around, if they said No to me then I probs won't feel like giving them a second chance. That's the way I see it. I'm not going to just sit around like, "hey baby look at how much I can offer you, I'm such a good provider baby don't you want to come to me? ". In a rare case I will be like that, but in general that's not going to help either of us by the looks of it.

Oh and also the "confidence" thing is so odd to me. I've been told I lack confidence one time right after my mom died and was resuscitated. It's like, dude, my mom just died, asshole. It's not that I lack confidence it's that realistically the girl in question is probably going to say no, and maybe I just don't have it in me to walk up to her pretending that I "know" she will say yes and just force myself to smile and be all perfect just for her. I feel like that will actually hinder your success more than if you just WANT to talk to the person. Treat it like work that you have to be "confident" for, and you'll feel like a telemarketer every time you ask a girl out
I've found some girls are flattered by the idea that you aren't typically open, but just like them enough to be confident around them. Even if they think you're a loser, it at least affirms that they are and you believe they are a nice person. That's got my foot in the door many more times than just forcing myself to be confident. But a lack of confidence or low self esteem is a killer in every situation.

At least though we do things the natural way more or less. We live in a culture that simultaneously is obsessed with instant gratification like fast food, but has a weird romanticize for the simple life, and what this is creating is a sexual marketplace that is just fucked up for reasons beyond what can typically be rationally explained. In twenty years, women will probably order their husband online and go through a drive-thru for sex. Who knows.

It's just more natural at our(?) age to have gone through at least moderate heartbreak, rather than ALWAYS have someone there as part of some underground social program to satisfy us. That's all these people are, they are unconsciously a part of a social program that will ensure they will always have access to pleasure at the expense of their very individuality, maybe even their souls. Not that I don't wish we had a similar program for identifying and network with other Zevists but if you are just "a punk" or "a metalhead" or a "sports fan" it's gonna be way fucking easier for you to meet people and get along with them especially if you have few other standards.

That's why it's good to have at least some alternative interest or other as a means to just meet people, but unless you're really committed to the party lifestyle, the vast majority of people are not getting their social, sexual and romantic needs met. That's just statistics.

 

[thisisafalsealias]

because the thing is that when you are a straight male, you generally don't have the privilege of forgetting about the other sex entirely and just "doing you" or whatever. You can't just be like, oh well, I should worry about myself. When you are a man it's up to you to initiate relationships almost 95% of the time. So as a straight man if you're alone it's virtually always your fault because you miss every shot you don't take.

So the big problem is when a man is always looking, there is always someone there to criticize him for not being happy with just being alone. Someone always says, "just stop looking and someone will come along! Just do you! Can't you be happy alone?" People don't realize that we constantly need to be on the look out for opportunities because you miss 100% of the shots you don't take. It's up to us to make the shots, and no girl is going to come around and find us when we aren't even looking. Very very rarely does this happen, and never to me or any straight man I'm friends with that I know of.
Another problem is when a man asks out 20 girls and gets rejected every time then someone will always be there to warn him about hating society because he didn't get his way. The man doesn't even have to suggest that he is displeased from being rejected, but we will get shit for being rejected anyways because we are literally expected to be jealous. Women seem to (not saying they do just saying seem to) immediately categorize single men as either players or jealous men who hate society, so I have no idea why they even date us at all sometimes. They just like to feel in control through this way of thinking I guess. I wish this would stop already. Not that you (caeryx) were doing that, but it could so easily snowball into that. It does way too often. When I point out what's wrong with society, it doesn't mean I hate it or am jealous of it basically, it just means that factually there is an issue or an error whether I benefit from it or not.