Nikhil said:
Satan and the gods have powers beyond our understanding, they can find means to protect us in however way is necessary for our total safety while we advance. But this is not a free deal, you
must do your part and work on your progress through this path, they don't protect us just so we can be lazy, sit around and do nothing for ourselves or our world.
Thank you so much man you've helped me so much i was being paranoid and dumb ass before somehow i did the physical dedication yesterday surprisingly it was at 4 am i did it and nobody found out also i feel good and strong and my negative thoughts are gone now im preety much enlightened any suggestions how should I start now and also should i do rtr or leave it for some time im a vegan my body is weak so what should i do first ....
HAIL SATAN
HAIL BEELZEBUB
HAIL MOTHER LILITH
Work to advance your soul in however way you can with your safety in mind, work towards getting the freedom to move out on your own so that you can properly do everything needed to be done with privacy and total freedom. If you are truly serious and dedicated to your advancement and progress, Satan and the gods will help guide you to better opportunities so you will be able to do all of this without fear, threat or danger to your safety.
Stay devoted, stay dedicated, stay loyal and you will remain protected and safe. In time you will learn better on how to protect yourself independently where you will not always have to rely on Satan, the gods and your guardian demon. I've dealt with a number of situations with the enemy and related where I've grown to be able to handle them and thwart them off on my own without needing their assistance. You'll get there too with time, patience, devotion and perseverance.
And if it makes you feel any better, I had a psychic mother too and this was where I inherited my Intuition Sidhi. She was xian unfortunately but she could see things others couldn't, she described seeing greys to me when I was a kid and before I found the JoS, but she called them demons (incorrectly so) and she knew that she was psychic as well. However these psychic abilities had her diagnosed as schizophrenic and she was eventually put on medication that majorly deafened these abilities, not that she was using them properly anyways but she could still 'sense' things.
She was onto me a lot about certain 'feelings' regarding me and 'the devil' on an almost weekly basis when I became a Spiritual Satanist; I had to lie
a lot for a few years. This was before I did the dedication ritual though and after I did the dedication she seemed to be unable to tell anything about me anymore and the questions stopped entirely.
Stay strong.