On Sun, 1/15/17,
kx725@... [JoyofSatan666] <
[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] losing lust
To:
[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Sunday, January 15, 2017, 12:39 PM
is
it a bad thing to lose your lust? Does it mean that I am
preparing for love making on a deeper level?
I
haven't had much sex (with women [not gay]) in my life.
I think it may be a unique developmental period. Every time
I got intimate with a woman they immediately decided
something wasn't right about me to form a relationship.
This has made me tentative about seeking partners.
I
used online dating for the success I had, but I'm tired
of that because all the pretty girls are only on it for
attention (and their inboxes get flooded by the abundance of
men). I was using a free site, for what its
worth...
These
days I feel like online dating, even on a pay site where
people take it seriously, just isn't the right way to go
about having lovers. Especially if you want Lucifer's
presence in your life in a more profound way. I think you
have to cut yourself off from online dating so your
attention is more focused on a channel that Lucifer or the
Gods can work through. Maybe this is more true for me than
others.
But
have any other of the men here experienced this? I am young
enough (late 20's) to be getting horny, but the same
material I used to masturbate to wont arouse me anymore.
Maybe
because I know I don't want to repeat the same pattern
again, my spirit has distanced itself from my past patterns
of lust, so that I may prepare and become compatible for
another partner.
All
I can figure out for that to happen is to just focus on
bettering myself and working on my shortcomings... not
having lust will probably force me to play the long game,
unless Lucifer gives me someone amazing... or maybe I'm
just done with lust... no judging or anything, of
course.
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