blessedchildoflucifer
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- Jan 31, 2011
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I can honestly say, life is not always easy. It has been difficult for me with all the confusion and being lost. I think the only thing that has kept me on my path was my honest intention seeking truth and knowledge yet was looking in all the wrong places. I feel that is why Father Satan has been there from the get-go since I did my dedication years ago, and to this day, after have grown mature, (mind you I did my dedication at the age 23 and I am turning 30 May 8). I have looked every where for knowledge and truth, and it always seemed like there was a dead end, that dead end always talked about "supreme reality", "God or Creator", "universal mind" or something new age like that. Yes I looked into these things as a SS because I wanted to get knowledge all that I can and I gained a lot of knowledge about the enemy, no doubt about that. When I reached these dead ends, I knew in my gut this is wrong, there is something not being told. And this was about Father Satan and the Demons.
Finally... I can actually pursue a path with a knowing whats right. Like an example, I did a short essay on the lineage of the whites, the fact they were persecuted. I mean if you look back in history of cultures, "white' (albino) children were often slaughtered, raped, or what not among them people of a different race. And now it comes to make sense why this now? So all this racial hatred goes all the way back when Father Enki created white people. (if anyone is interested in my personal research I'll be glad to share it, just email me, mind you this information was not easy to find because most information in history is misinformation, meant to confuse.. and most likely another dead end...)
The whole idea though, after dedication yes I went through trials, and been put to the test, my strength to grow and learn and advance. I had many life altering events that changed things for the better. Many times I may have thought the Demons or Father Satan may have abandoned me but he has not, and I know its because my heart was right. I recall HPS Maxine said, They know what is in our hearts and in our minds, and this is true. My mind was so young, didnt understand, but there needed to be intellectual growth and expansion so I could actually understand what spirituality is and why we need this. I never lost sight of Father Satan, because I am always drawn back to him, NO MATTER WHAT!
No one is perfect as I realize, the important thing is realize our mistakes and take responsibility and get back on track, being persistent.
If anyone feels abandoned, remember what he has done for you. I can tell you one experience I will never forget that HE helped me. When I became homeless at the age 27 for three months (my ex-gf had wanted me gone and she knew i gave up my home to be with her... that was a big mistake I made but I learned), I remember Father Satan entered my dreams and guided me to places to sleep, and where to go when it came to food, and hygiene, and finally keeping strong, I had help to get off the streets a fellow SS who wasnt far but at some point or another I entered a relationship with this girl she turned out a year later she believed the "jews" were Satans people, and tried to get me to believe what she did, we fought, she put me through hell, vampirized me, and ended up in the hospital, and I still didnt have a home back in Texas, finally it was my sister and her ex-husband who took me back home and they both encouraged me on my spiritual path to (as a SS), this was my Q that I am on the right track, and I begin to get on my own two feet, my own home, independence, and continuing.
Now here I am, once again. Reflecting on everything I been through and what Father Satan has done for me, even though I may have walked away but my heart always was set on Him.
This is my testimony and journey. And this may give those of you joy to read how active he is\\.
HAIL SATAN!
Finally... I can actually pursue a path with a knowing whats right. Like an example, I did a short essay on the lineage of the whites, the fact they were persecuted. I mean if you look back in history of cultures, "white' (albino) children were often slaughtered, raped, or what not among them people of a different race. And now it comes to make sense why this now? So all this racial hatred goes all the way back when Father Enki created white people. (if anyone is interested in my personal research I'll be glad to share it, just email me, mind you this information was not easy to find because most information in history is misinformation, meant to confuse.. and most likely another dead end...)
The whole idea though, after dedication yes I went through trials, and been put to the test, my strength to grow and learn and advance. I had many life altering events that changed things for the better. Many times I may have thought the Demons or Father Satan may have abandoned me but he has not, and I know its because my heart was right. I recall HPS Maxine said, They know what is in our hearts and in our minds, and this is true. My mind was so young, didnt understand, but there needed to be intellectual growth and expansion so I could actually understand what spirituality is and why we need this. I never lost sight of Father Satan, because I am always drawn back to him, NO MATTER WHAT!
No one is perfect as I realize, the important thing is realize our mistakes and take responsibility and get back on track, being persistent.
If anyone feels abandoned, remember what he has done for you. I can tell you one experience I will never forget that HE helped me. When I became homeless at the age 27 for three months (my ex-gf had wanted me gone and she knew i gave up my home to be with her... that was a big mistake I made but I learned), I remember Father Satan entered my dreams and guided me to places to sleep, and where to go when it came to food, and hygiene, and finally keeping strong, I had help to get off the streets a fellow SS who wasnt far but at some point or another I entered a relationship with this girl she turned out a year later she believed the "jews" were Satans people, and tried to get me to believe what she did, we fought, she put me through hell, vampirized me, and ended up in the hospital, and I still didnt have a home back in Texas, finally it was my sister and her ex-husband who took me back home and they both encouraged me on my spiritual path to (as a SS), this was my Q that I am on the right track, and I begin to get on my own two feet, my own home, independence, and continuing.
Now here I am, once again. Reflecting on everything I been through and what Father Satan has done for me, even though I may have walked away but my heart always was set on Him.
This is my testimony and journey. And this may give those of you joy to read how active he is\\.
HAIL SATAN!
