Others have offered very good advice, so I won't repeat what they said.
You could, however, ask Satan or your Guardian what your 'divine purpose" is (to borrow the term from HP Jake Carlson). They will let you know. Depending on how open you are, you may hear Them tell you directly or it may come as an idea or inspiration that FITS and feels JUST RIGHT. You will know, then, what it is.
I understand how you feel because I was like that once. I went about simply existing, purposeless. I was like a wanderer in my own life; a boat that was sailing on an endless ocean with no shore in sight or mind. No destination. I was just...there. I was like this before dedicating and it was only until recently as an Spiritual Satanist that I have recently felt more alive, when my Guardian Demoness told me what to do. I had talked about how I felt with Satan and with Her.
Eventually my Guardian Demoness told me what my divine purpose is and it just CLICKED. It made sense. You might have more then one, but once you know what it is, I suggest you put in the steps to make it manifest. Practice, perfect it and work on it daily. It may be like an art and it would be good to master it and master yourself too in the meantime.
I also used to stop and start meditation a lot. I would miss days. Don't beat yourself up over it, but strive to be consistent and do it daily. Make it a good habit. It pays itself back many times, to benefit you immensely.It has been impressed on me that it is important not to miss any days.
These habits and attitudes take a while to change a person, and to change them from the inside out. It's not easy at first but keep at it. You can do this. No one else can do it for you. I know you can do this.
We are at war. Make the most out of your time and make it count. Do the best you can everyday.
Best of luck to you. I hope you find your calling(s), and the desires that come with it.
On Tuesday, September 15, 2015 10:34 AM, Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@... wrote:
Others have offered very good advice, so I won't repeat what they said.
You could, however, ask Satan or your Guardian what your 'divine purpose" is (to borrow the term from HP Jake Carlson). They will let you know. Depending on how open you are, you may hear Them tell you directly or it may come as an idea or inspiration that FITS and feels JUST RIGHT. You will know, then, what it is.
I understand how you feel because I was like that once. I went about simply existing, purposeless. I was like a wanderer in my own life; a boat that was sailing on an endless ocean with no shore in sight or mind. No destination. I was just...there. I was like this before dedicating and it was only until recently as an Spiritual Satanist that I have recently felt more alive, when my Guardian Demoness told me what to do. I had talked about how I felt with Satan and with Her.
Eventually my Guardian Demoness told me what my divine purpose is and it just CLICKED. It made sense. You might have more then one, but once you know what it is, I suggest you put in the steps to make it manifest. Practice, perfect it and work on it daily. It may be like an art and it would be good to master it and master yourself too in the meantime.
I also used to stop and start meditation a lot. I would miss days. Don't beat yourself up over it, but strive to be consistent and do it daily. Make it a good habit. It pays itself back many times, to benefit you immensely.It has been impressed on me that it is important not to miss any days.
These habits and attitudes take a while to change a person, and to change them from the inside out. It's not easy at first but keep at it. You can do this. No one else can do it for you. I know you can do this.
We are at war. Make the most out of your time and make it count. Do the best you can everyday.
Best of luck to you. I hope you find your calling(s), and the desires that come with it.
On Monday, September 14, 2015 5:20 PM, "kyleshand@... [JoyofSatan666]" <
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I lack desire in my life. I have always been this way even though I never came from a strong RHP background. But all my life, I've never been strongly motivated and passionate about anything. My spare time is largely filled with momentary pleasures, playing a game, sex, food etc. I've never had a strong longing or goal to fulfill. Even as a child my dreams came and went with no real intensity. When it comes to power meditations I find myself stopping and starting a lot.
I don't know the reason for it but it seems as though there isn't many things in life which truly excite or inspire me and I feel as though because of it I don't know what to do with myself and that I am going nowhere. I am still quite young.
If anyone has any advice to offer please do, it would be most appreciated.
HAIL SATAN!!
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