Lack Of Desire

[kyleshand]

I lack desire in my life. I have always been this way even though I never came from a strong RHP background. But all my life, I've never been strongly motivated and passionate about anything. My spare time is largely filled with momentary pleasures, playing a game, sex, food etc. I've never had a strong longing or goal to fulfill. Even as a child my dreams came and went with no real intensity. When it comes to power meditations I find myself stopping and starting a lot.

I don't know the reason for it but it seems as though there isn't many things in life which truly excite or inspire me and I feel as though because of it I don't know what to do with myself and that I am going nowhere. I am still quite young.

If anyone has any advice to offer please do, it would be most appreciated.

HAIL SATAN!!

 

[Light Yagami]

First of all, you should do a power meditation program daily, so that you raise your energies and they do not drop.
Secondly, maybe you have a weakened solar plexus chakra? Have you opened your chakras yet? Maybe your solar plexus is blocked? Or maybe the Sun in your astrology chart is weakened. Maybe you lack the element of fire a lot. (I just thought of many spiritual reasons why you're feeling this way )I believe the best thing to do is to start a meditation program and be *consistent* about it. Even if, at times you don't feel like it, and you are bored.I've found in my life, that it is the best when you have a balance in everything you do. For example, if you meditate, you should also physically work out, because it feels just amazing, to balance both your body and spirit. Also, intellect; your mental body, your thoughts. Read and study the joyofSatan, the blacksun website, etc etc etc. There is lots of food for thought.
In regards to the solar plexus chakra: In regards to the element of fire:
Now, in regards to having goals... I was always very uncertain of myself and my abilities, but by meditating, elevating myself spiritually and literally getting to *know* myself, I realized what my 'destiny' is in this life... What I was born to do, what my goal is. And so, though this dream, I had much more motivation for anything I did in my life. It helps me push even more forward and try even harder.
Well, this is all I can suggest. xPYou should start Zevios's 40 days meditation program (I assume you already have performed the dedication ritual) and then you should keep empowering all of your chakras and your solar plexus chakra even more.Complete Chakra Meditation 666http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... _Spin.html
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... thing.html    http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... uning.html
(among others)But you must have first opened all your chakras.



Στις 3:19 π.μ. Τρίτη, 15 Σεπτεμβρίου 2015, ο/η "kyleshand@... [JoyofSatan666]" έγραψε:


  I lack desire in my life. I have always been this way even though I never came from a strong RHP background. But all my life, I've never been strongly motivated and passionate about anything. My spare time is largely filled with momentary pleasures, playing a game, sex, food etc. I've never had a strong longing or goal to fulfill. Even as a child my dreams came and went with no real intensity. When it comes to power meditations I find myself stopping and starting a lot.

I don't know the reason for it but it seems as though there isn't many things in life which truly excite or inspire me and I feel as though because of it I don't know what to do with myself and that I am going nowhere. I am still quite young.

If anyone has any advice to offer please do, it would be most appreciated.

HAIL SATAN!!

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Others have offered very good advice, so I won't repeat what they said.
You could, however, ask Satan or your Guardian what your 'divine purpose" is (to borrow the term from Jake). They will let you know. Depending on how open you are, you may hear Them tell you directly or it may come as an idea or inspiration that FITS and feels JUST RIGHT. You will know, then, what it is.
I understand how you feel because I was like that once. I went about simply existing, purposeless. I was like a wanderer in my own life; a boat that was sailing on an endless ocean with no shore in sight or mind. No destination. I was just...there. I was like this before dedicating and it was only until recently as an Spiritual Satanist that I have recently felt more alive, when my Guardian Demoness told me what to do. I had talked about how I felt with Satan and with Her.
Eventually my Guardian Demoness told me what my divine purpose is and it just CLICKED. It made sense. You might have more then one, but once you know what it is, I suggest you put in the steps to make it manifest. Practice, perfect it and work on it daily. It may be like an art and it would be good to master it and master yourself too in the meantime.
I also used to stop and start meditation a lot. I would miss days. Don't beat yourself up over it, but strive to be consistent and do it daily. Make it a good habit. It pays itself back many times, to benefit you immensely.It has been impressed on me that it is important not to miss any days.
These habits and attitudes take a while to change a person, and to change them from the inside out. It's not easy at first but keep at it. You can do this. No one else can do it for you. I know you can do this.
We are at war. Make the most out of your time and make it count. Do the best you can everyday.

Best of luck to you. I hope you find your calling(s), and the desires that come with it.





  I lack desire in my life. I have always been this way even though I never came from a strong RHP background. But all my life, I've never been strongly motivated and passionate about anything. My spare time is largely filled with momentary pleasures, playing a game, sex, food etc. I've never had a strong longing or goal to fulfill. Even as a child my dreams came and went with no real intensity. When it comes to power meditations I find myself stopping and starting a lot.

I don't know the reason for it but it seems as though there isn't many things in life which truly excite or inspire me and I feel as though because of it I don't know what to do with myself and that I am going nowhere. I am still quite young.

If anyone has any advice to offer please do, it would be most appreciated.

HAIL SATAN!!

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Others have offered very good advice, so I won't repeat what they said.
You could, however, ask Satan or your Guardian what your 'divine purpose" is (to borrow the term from Jake). They will let you know. Depending on how open you are, you may hear Them tell you directly or it may come as an idea or inspiration that FITS and feels JUST RIGHT. You will know, then, what it is.
I understand how you feel because I was like that once. I went about simply existing, purposeless. I was like a wanderer in my own life; a boat that was sailing on an endless ocean with no shore in sight or mind. No destination. I was just...there. I was like this before dedicating and it was only until recently as an Spiritual Satanist that I have recently felt more alive, when my Guardian Demoness told me what to do. I had talked about how I felt with Satan and with Her.
Eventually my Guardian Demoness told me what my divine purpose is and it just CLICKED. It made sense. You might have more then one, but once you know what it is, I suggest you put in the steps to make it manifest. Practice, perfect it and work on it daily. It may be like an art and it would be good to master it and master yourself too in the meantime.
I also used to stop and start meditation a lot. I would miss days. Don't beat yourself up over it, but strive to be consistent and do it daily. Make it a good habit. It pays itself back many times, to benefit you immensely.It has been impressed on me that it is important not to miss any days.
These habits and attitudes take a while to change a person, and to change them from the inside out. It's not easy at first but keep at it. You can do this. No one else can do it for you. I know you can do this.
We are at war. Make the most out of your time and make it count. Do the best you can everyday.

Best of luck to you. I hope you find your calling(s), and the desires that come with it.

On Tuesday, September 15, 2015 10:34 AM, Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@... wrote:


Others have offered very good advice, so I won't repeat what they said.
You could, however, ask Satan or your Guardian what your 'divine purpose" is (to borrow the term from Jake). They will let you know. Depending on how open you are, you may hear Them tell you directly or it may come as an idea or inspiration that FITS and feels JUST RIGHT. You will know, then, what it is.
I understand how you feel because I was like that once. I went about simply existing, purposeless. I was like a wanderer in my own life; a boat that was sailing on an endless ocean with no shore in sight or mind. No destination. I was just...there. I was like this before dedicating and it was only until recently as an Spiritual Satanist that I have recently felt more alive, when my Guardian Demoness told me what to do. I had talked about how I felt with Satan and with Her.
Eventually my Guardian Demoness told me what my divine purpose is and it just CLICKED. It made sense. You might have more then one, but once you know what it is, I suggest you put in the steps to make it manifest. Practice, perfect it and work on it daily. It may be like an art and it would be good to master it and master yourself too in the meantime.
I also used to stop and start meditation a lot. I would miss days. Don't beat yourself up over it, but strive to be consistent and do it daily. Make it a good habit. It pays itself back many times, to benefit you immensely.It has been impressed on me that it is important not to miss any days.
These habits and attitudes take a while to change a person, and to change them from the inside out. It's not easy at first but keep at it. You can do this. No one else can do it for you. I know you can do this.
We are at war. Make the most out of your time and make it count. Do the best you can everyday.

Best of luck to you. I hope you find your calling(s), and the desires that come with it.





  I lack desire in my life. I have always been this way even though I never came from a strong RHP background. But all my life, I've never been strongly motivated and passionate about anything. My spare time is largely filled with momentary pleasures, playing a game, sex, food etc. I've never had a strong longing or goal to fulfill. Even as a child my dreams came and went with no real intensity. When it comes to power meditations I find myself stopping and starting a lot.

I don't know the reason for it but it seems as though there isn't many things in life which truly excite or inspire me and I feel as though because of it I don't know what to do with myself and that I am going nowhere. I am still quite young.

If anyone has any advice to offer please do, it would be most appreciated.

HAIL SATAN!!

 

[S.S. 666]

Lack of desire can be related to lack of Fire element, or weak 2nd chakra (Mars energies) or 3rd chakra (Sun energies), so there can be multiple reasons.
It depends also on your Natal Astrological Chart where you can check which element is less present and/or which planet is weaker or stronger, thun influencing your energy levels.

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If it makes you feel a bit more "alive" this might be useful for you to add some fire time by time as you may lack it.

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I lack desire in my life. I have always been this way even though I never came from a strong RHP background. But all my life, I've never been strongly motivated and passionate about anything. My spare time is largely filled with momentary pleasures, playing a game, sex, food etc. I've never had a strong longing or goal to fulfill. Even as a child my dreams came and went with no real intensity. When it comes to power meditations I find myself stopping and starting a lot.

I don't know the reason for it but it seems as though there isn't many things in life which truly excite or inspire me and I feel as though because of it I don't know what to do with myself and that I am going nowhere. I am still quite young.

If anyone has any advice to offer please do, it would be most appreciated.

HAIL SATAN!!

 

[Sam1]

I understand how you are feeling friend. Let me give you some advice, a program if you will.1. Start a workout program, OR, if you are already working out raise your weight up in 2 exercises by 80 pounds in 3 months time.2. Read 3 books. Any books, remember to tell yourself that nothing is impossible, the books can be on anything just as long as they are over 100 pages. Do this within 3 months.3. Make a hobby for yourself that you enjoy, start doing things, go out with whoever your significant other is. See some movies, watch some shows with them on Netflix or whatever. Go fishing, hiking, biking, something. Allow yourself 3 months time to do it and do it constantly. And always, meditate every day.We are always here for you Brother/Sister. 
HAIL SATAN!!!

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  I lack desire in my life. I have always been this way even though I never came from a strong RHP background. But all my life, I've never been strongly motivated and passionate about anything. My spare time is largely filled with momentary pleasures, playing a game, sex, food etc. I've never had a strong longing or goal to fulfill. Even as a child my dreams came and went with no real intensity. When it comes to power meditations I find myself stopping and starting a lot.

I don't know the reason for it but it seems as though there isn't many things in life which truly excite or inspire me and I feel as though because of it I don't know what to do with myself and that I am going nowhere. I am still quite young.

If anyone has any advice to offer please do, it would be most appreciated.

HAIL SATAN!!