Keep posting links

[Serpentfire666]

Not everyone is going to jump for joy and go running to Satan just because you put a link on the internet somewhere. You will get comments back bashing the truth you will get banned, deleted, kicked off, censored and ridiculed. You may feel moments of doubt and so on Just post the links and move along don't take it personally and don't let it deter you. because if 100 people have a wobbly over it 1 person might click that link and actually read it and want to know this truth.

You are putting out sign markers to Satan to help those who want to find Him. I am going to make a prediction. Over this year more people will want to find Satan they will come from the world over you will randomly find more conversations about Him both good and bad and every one of them is a chance to share the truth. Don't force it just put the marker there and go. Those genuine WILL find it. Put the links all over the internet, in books at the library, on bus seats, phone booths cafes, everywhere.
We have now more JOS groups than we did a year ago when I joined. I see a lot of new names and posts saying 'Hi I am new' all the time. Some will stick at it some won't.
But I can see for myself the world is waking up. It's like comming out of a general anesthesia they are still groggy, fuck even I am still groggy I have days I just can't get my shit together and think straight you can imagine how hard it is for the zombie nation out there slowly starting to realise something is up.

Try and have patience with people around you, staying positive can be very hard at times and we all have our moments but with Satan those moments pass and We come back stronger.

Make no mistake this war is not over but don't allow it to consume your every waking moment. You must have fun, you must keep living, you do for Satan and you live your life. Things are comming together.

What I have found the best for moments of intense depression when you just can't get the meditating to work and you feel nothing but loss and empty inside is sheild yourself and go to sleep. When you wake up you will feel better, have a hot drink or something to eat and focus on Satan. When ready do your meditation again. Don't quit.

What I have found is because I have been doing meditation for a year now missing any is very bad but my soul has started to take in energy on its own more. Not a lot but when I sleep if I sheilded well first I feel when I wake up better. I feel I have drawn power in. Not a huge amount like when meditating and it goes well but enough to lift me back out of depression enough I have just enough motivation again to help myself. Life happens we get busy, distracted things go wrong it often feels worse than it is.

I occasionally still get some depression nowhere near as bad as I used to and it passes much quicker. I used to be very bad and it would last and take me over for days or weeks. Now it is hours not even a whole day. And it passes again. The mind also produces substances to combat it that can make you feel a bit spaced out for a while after a depressive episode or anything stressfull. It can leave you feeling a bit out there and not sure what to do next, ground yourself do some excersise go for a walk do some washing, laundry anything physical and normal to get going again.

This is what I have found myself. If you have trouble meditating don't force it, stop do something else for a while and then try again. getting frustrated dosn't help.
I got off track but we face things as we go that can be difficult it isn't just you it happens to lots of Us. But we get back up. It will get easier. Make affirmations daily, simple ones to combat negative self feelings that everyday I am stronger, better, healthier no matter how you feel say it. You say it enough times you start believing it.

Be strong!

HAIL SATAN!

 

[hailazazel]

I dedicate 30 minutes of my day to post links all over YouTube. Not only in xian videos, but all over YouTube, it doesn't matter where, really, I post it in Illuminati videos, Music videos, Yoga videos, everywhere. At the beginning I got tons of replies from deluded xians, atheists, muslims, what not. It had only bad effects. I would waste my time on those fuckers, which obviously was pointless, because they are too deep into the shit. And also it got me into confusion and and in general was getting me to a bad mood. So I went to Options, where I can cancel the Email links. (I would get tons of emails, telling me someone was replying, so I canceled it). I don't get banned, I don't need to take personal what those who are without might say, and I feel extreme joy after doing that, because I know it may show the truth to the ones who are ready to hear it. And you're right I don't just spread the link like "Go here it is the truth - www.joyofsatan.com"
I post a piece of paragraph, which contains the essential information, and I do it in a way which will make the reader to keep reading further into the site.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Serpentfire666" wrote:

Not everyone is going to jump for joy and go running to Satan just because you put a link on the internet somewhere. You will get comments back bashing the truth you will get banned, deleted, kicked off, censored and ridiculed. You may feel moments of doubt and so on Just post the links and move along don't take it personally and don't let it deter you. because if 100 people have a wobbly over it 1 person might click that link and actually read it and want to know this truth.

You are putting out sign markers to Satan to help those who want to find Him. I am going to make a prediction. Over this year more people will want to find Satan they will come from the world over you will randomly find more conversations about Him both good and bad and every one of them is a chance to share the truth. Don't force it just put the marker there and go. Those genuine WILL find it. Put the links all over the internet, in books at the library, on bus seats, phone booths cafes, everywhere.
We have now more JOS groups than we did a year ago when I joined. I see a lot of new names and posts saying 'Hi I am new' all the time. Some will stick at it some won't.
But I can see for myself the world is waking up. It's like comming out of a general anesthesia they are still groggy, fuck even I am still groggy I have days I just can't get my shit together and think straight you can imagine how hard it is for the zombie nation out there slowly starting to realise something is up.

Try and have patience with people around you, staying positive can be very hard at times and we all have our moments but with Satan those moments pass and We come back stronger.

Make no mistake this war is not over but don't allow it to consume your every waking moment. You must have fun, you must keep living, you do for Satan and you live your life. Things are comming together.

What I have found the best for moments of intense depression when you just can't get the meditating to work and you feel nothing but loss and empty inside is sheild yourself and go to sleep. When you wake up you will feel better, have a hot drink or something to eat and focus on Satan. When ready do your meditation again. Don't quit.

What I have found is because I have been doing meditation for a year now missing any is very bad but my soul has started to take in energy on its own more. Not a lot but when I sleep if I sheilded well first I feel when I wake up better. I feel I have drawn power in. Not a huge amount like when meditating and it goes well but enough to lift me back out of depression enough I have just enough motivation again to help myself. Life happens we get busy, distracted things go wrong it often feels worse than it is.

I occasionally still get some depression nowhere near as bad as I used to and it passes much quicker. I used to be very bad and it would last and take me over for days or weeks. Now it is hours not even a whole day. And it passes again. The mind also produces substances to combat it that can make you feel a bit spaced out for a while after a depressive episode or anything stressfull. It can leave you feeling a bit out there and not sure what to do next, ground yourself do some excersise go for a walk do some washing, laundry anything physical and normal to get going again.

This is what I have found myself. If you have trouble meditating don't force it, stop do something else for a while and then try again. getting frustrated dosn't help.
I got off track but we face things as we go that can be difficult it isn't just you it happens to lots of Us. But we get back up. It will get easier. Make affirmations daily, simple ones to combat negative self feelings that everyday I am stronger, better, healthier no matter how you feel say it. You say it enough times you start believing it.

Be strong!

HAIL SATAN!

 

[hailazazel]

Here, this is the paragraph I keep writing, it is great.

W-W-W = 666

The internet is of Satan. Yoga, Meditations, and Music, are all gifts from Satan.

What did jokehova brought to the world? Pain, misery and ignorance. Slavery.

The underlying message of the Bible always was "KEEP BEING A GOOD SLAVE".

The so called "Holy Bible" is nothing but a book full of concepts. jewsus never existed. He is a concept.

The so called 'Jehovah' is really the jewish people. The bible gives the jews a history they never had.

JoyOfSatan,Com - Satan is our Creator

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "hailazazel" wrote:

I dedicate 30 minutes of my day to post links all over YouTube. Not only in xian videos, but all over YouTube, it doesn't matter where, really, I post it in Illuminati videos, Music videos, Yoga videos, everywhere. At the beginning I got tons of replies from deluded xians, atheists, muslims, what not. It had only bad effects. I would waste my time on those fuckers, which obviously was pointless, because they are too deep into the shit. And also it got me into confusion and and in general was getting me to a bad mood. So I went to Options, where I can cancel the Email links. (I would get tons of emails, telling me someone was replying, so I canceled it). I don't get banned, I don't need to take personal what those who are without might say, and I feel extreme joy after doing that, because I know it may show the truth to the ones who are ready to hear it. And you're right I don't just spread the link like "Go here it is the truth - www.joyofsatan.com"
I post a piece of paragraph, which contains the essential information, and I do it in a way which will make the reader to keep reading further into the site.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Serpentfire666" wrote:

Not everyone is going to jump for joy and go running to Satan just because you put a link on the internet somewhere. You will get comments back bashing the truth you will get banned, deleted, kicked off, censored and ridiculed. You may feel moments of doubt and so on Just post the links and move along don't take it personally and don't let it deter you. because if 100 people have a wobbly over it 1 person might click that link and actually read it and want to know this truth.

You are putting out sign markers to Satan to help those who want to find Him. I am going to make a prediction. Over this year more people will want to find Satan they will come from the world over you will randomly find more conversations about Him both good and bad and every one of them is a chance to share the truth. Don't force it just put the marker there and go. Those genuine WILL find it. Put the links all over the internet, in books at the library, on bus seats, phone booths cafes, everywhere.
We have now more JOS groups than we did a year ago when I joined. I see a lot of new names and posts saying 'Hi I am new' all the time. Some will stick at it some won't.
But I can see for myself the world is waking up. It's like comming out of a general anesthesia they are still groggy, fuck even I am still groggy I have days I just can't get my shit together and think straight you can imagine how hard it is for the zombie nation out there slowly starting to realise something is up.

Try and have patience with people around you, staying positive can be very hard at times and we all have our moments but with Satan those moments pass and We come back stronger.

Make no mistake this war is not over but don't allow it to consume your every waking moment. You must have fun, you must keep living, you do for Satan and you live your life. Things are comming together.

What I have found the best for moments of intense depression when you just can't get the meditating to work and you feel nothing but loss and empty inside is sheild yourself and go to sleep. When you wake up you will feel better, have a hot drink or something to eat and focus on Satan. When ready do your meditation again. Don't quit.

What I have found is because I have been doing meditation for a year now missing any is very bad but my soul has started to take in energy on its own more. Not a lot but when I sleep if I sheilded well first I feel when I wake up better. I feel I have drawn power in. Not a huge amount like when meditating and it goes well but enough to lift me back out of depression enough I have just enough motivation again to help myself. Life happens we get busy, distracted things go wrong it often feels worse than it is.

I occasionally still get some depression nowhere near as bad as I used to and it passes much quicker. I used to be very bad and it would last and take me over for days or weeks. Now it is hours not even a whole day. And it passes again. The mind also produces substances to combat it that can make you feel a bit spaced out for a while after a depressive episode or anything stressfull. It can leave you feeling a bit out there and not sure what to do next, ground yourself do some excersise go for a walk do some washing, laundry anything physical and normal to get going again.

This is what I have found myself. If you have trouble meditating don't force it, stop do something else for a while and then try again. getting frustrated dosn't help.
I got off track but we face things as we go that can be difficult it isn't just you it happens to lots of Us. But we get back up. It will get easier. Make affirmations daily, simple ones to combat negative self feelings that everyday I am stronger, better, healthier no matter how you feel say it. You say it enough times you start believing it.

Be strong!

HAIL SATAN!

 

[Jonathan1]

Try disguising links when possible like on some forums you can turn links into words but when not possible use an URL shorter. 

HAIL SATAN!!! HAIL BEELZEBUB!!! HAIL AZAZEL!!! HAIL ASTAROTH!!!

On Feb 8, 2013, at 2:07 PM, "hailazazel" <hailazazel@... wrote:

  I dedicate 30 minutes of my day to post links all over YouTube. Not only in xian videos, but all over YouTube, it doesn't matter where, really, I post it in Illuminati videos, Music videos, Yoga videos, everywhere. At the beginning I got tons of replies from deluded xians, atheists, muslims, what not. It had only bad effects. I would waste my time on those fuckers, which obviously was pointless, because they are too deep into the shit. And also it got me into confusion and and in general was getting me to a bad mood. So I went to Options, where I can cancel the Email links. (I would get tons of emails, telling me someone was replying, so I canceled it). I don't get banned, I don't need to take personal what those who are without might say, and I feel extreme joy after doing that, because I know it may show the truth to the ones who are ready to hear it. And you're right I don't just spread the link like "Go here it is the truth - www.joyofsatan.com"
I post a piece of paragraph, which contains the essential information, and I do it in a way which will make the reader to keep reading further into the site.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Serpentfire666" wrote:

Not everyone is going to jump for joy and go running to Satan just because you put a link on the internet somewhere. You will get comments back bashing the truth you will get banned, deleted, kicked off, censored and ridiculed. You may feel moments of doubt and so on Just post the links and move along don't take it personally and don't let it deter you. because if 100 people have a wobbly over it 1 person might click that link and actually read it and want to know this truth.

You are putting out sign markers to Satan to help those who want to find Him. I am going to make a prediction. Over this year more people will want to find Satan they will come from the world over you will randomly find more conversations about Him both good and bad and every one of them is a chance to share the truth. Don't force it just put the marker there and go. Those genuine WILL find it. Put the links all over the internet, in books at the library, on bus seats, phone booths cafes, everywhere.
We have now more JOS groups than we did a year ago when I joined. I see a lot of new names and posts saying 'Hi I am new' all the time. Some will stick at it some won't.
But I can see for myself the world is waking up. It's like comming out of a general anesthesia they are still groggy, fuck even I am still groggy I have days I just can't get my shit together and think straight you can imagine how hard it is for the zombie nation out there slowly starting to realise something is up.

Try and have patience with people around you, staying positive can be very hard at times and we all have our moments but with Satan those moments pass and We come back stronger.

Make no mistake this war is not over but don't allow it to consume your every waking moment. You must have fun, you must keep living, you do for Satan and you live your life. Things are comming together.

What I have found the best for moments of intense depression when you just can't get the meditating to work and you feel nothing but loss and empty inside is sheild yourself and go to sleep. When you wake up you will feel better, have a hot drink or something to eat and focus on Satan. When ready do your meditation again. Don't quit.

What I have found is because I have been doing meditation for a year now missing any is very bad but my soul has started to take in energy on its own more. Not a lot but when I sleep if I sheilded well first I feel when I wake up better. I feel I have drawn power in. Not a huge amount like when meditating and it goes well but enough to lift me back out of depression enough I have just enough motivation again to help myself. Life happens we get busy, distracted things go wrong it often feels worse than it is.

I occasionally still get some depression nowhere near as bad as I used to and it passes much quicker. I used to be very bad and it would last and take me over for days or weeks. Now it is hours not even a whole day. And it passes again. The mind also produces substances to combat it that can make you feel a bit spaced out for a while after a depressive episode or anything stressfull. It can leave you feeling a bit out there and not sure what to do next, ground yourself do some excersise go for a walk do some washing, laundry anything physical and normal to get going again.

This is what I have found myself. If you have trouble meditating don't force it, stop do something else for a while and then try again. getting frustrated dosn't help.
I got off track but we face things as we go that can be difficult it isn't just you it happens to lots of Us. But we get back up. It will get easier. Make affirmations daily, simple ones to combat negative self feelings that everyday I am stronger, better, healthier no matter how you feel say it. You say it enough times you start believing it.

Be strong!

HAIL SATAN!

 

[ga6riell6raga6]

This is very trully. Day after day I see youngs becoming atheists and changing their minds to new Ideas, as Satanism itself. I have saw people close to me, my brothers, my girlfriend looking Satanism with different eyes too and losing that well know "empathy" to the jews (I don't know if empathy is a term that can be used in the same phrase that appears the word "jew"...). The world is changing, the gentiles themselves are changing and there is nothing the kikes can do about. This is the Age of the Aryan God, of our beloved Father Satan.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Serpentfire666" wrote:

Not everyone is going to jump for joy and go running to Satan just because you put a link on the internet somewhere. You will get comments back bashing the truth you will get banned, deleted, kicked off, censored and ridiculed. You may feel moments of doubt and so on Just post the links and move along don't take it personally and don't let it deter you. because if 100 people have a wobbly over it 1 person might click that link and actually read it and want to know this truth.

You are putting out sign markers to Satan to help those who want to find Him. I am going to make a prediction. Over this year more people will want to find Satan they will come from the world over you will randomly find more conversations about Him both good and bad and every one of them is a chance to share the truth. Don't force it just put the marker there and go. Those genuine WILL find it. Put the links all over the internet, in books at the library, on bus seats, phone booths cafes, everywhere.
We have now more JOS groups than we did a year ago when I joined. I see a lot of new names and posts saying 'Hi I am new' all the time. Some will stick at it some won't.
But I can see for myself the world is waking up. It's like comming out of a general anesthesia they are still groggy, fuck even I am still groggy I have days I just can't get my shit together and think straight you can imagine how hard it is for the zombie nation out there slowly starting to realise something is up.

Try and have patience with people around you, staying positive can be very hard at times and we all have our moments but with Satan those moments pass and We come back stronger.

Make no mistake this war is not over but don't allow it to consume your every waking moment. You must have fun, you must keep living, you do for Satan and you live your life. Things are comming together.

What I have found the best for moments of intense depression when you just can't get the meditating to work and you feel nothing but loss and empty inside is sheild yourself and go to sleep. When you wake up you will feel better, have a hot drink or something to eat and focus on Satan. When ready do your meditation again. Don't quit.

What I have found is because I have been doing meditation for a year now missing any is very bad but my soul has started to take in energy on its own more. Not a lot but when I sleep if I sheilded well first I feel when I wake up better. I feel I have drawn power in. Not a huge amount like when meditating and it goes well but enough to lift me back out of depression enough I have just enough motivation again to help myself. Life happens we get busy, distracted things go wrong it often feels worse than it is.

I occasionally still get some depression nowhere near as bad as I used to and it passes much quicker. I used to be very bad and it would last and take me over for days or weeks. Now it is hours not even a whole day. And it passes again. The mind also produces substances to combat it that can make you feel a bit spaced out for a while after a depressive episode or anything stressfull. It can leave you feeling a bit out there and not sure what to do next, ground yourself do some excersise go for a walk do some washing, laundry anything physical and normal to get going again.

This is what I have found myself. If you have trouble meditating don't force it, stop do something else for a while and then try again. getting frustrated dosn't help.
I got off track but we face things as we go that can be difficult it isn't just you it happens to lots of Us. But we get back up. It will get easier. Make affirmations daily, simple ones to combat negative self feelings that everyday I am stronger, better, healthier no matter how you feel say it. You say it enough times you start believing it.

Be strong!

HAIL SATAN!

 

[Lexibtyr Kaiser]

<td val[/IMG]Thank you Serpentfire, I used to have terrible depression too, I have lately been finding simple mind tricks to combat it, but your advice is just what I needed. It's not as bad as it used to be, but lately I would get so self critical and at times just wonder why I wasn't meditating like I should. I'll try this next time somethings wrong. Thanks again HAIL LORD SATAN
HAIL BEELZEBUB
HAIL ASTAROTH
HAIL AZAZEL HAIL SATAN'S PEOPLE
HAIL OUR HEROES AND GODS - Lexibtyr [/TD]

From: Serpentfire666 <firebird894@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Keep posting links
Sent: Fri, Feb 8, 2013 6:27:32 PM

<td val[/IMG]   Not everyone is going to jump for joy and go running to Satan just because you put a link on the internet somewhere. You will get comments back bashing the truth you will get banned, deleted, kicked off, censored and ridiculed. You may feel moments of doubt and so on Just post the links and move along don't take it personally and don't let it deter you. because if 100 people have a wobbly over it 1 person might click that link and actually read it and want to know this truth.

You are putting out sign markers to Satan to help those who want to find Him. I am going to make a prediction. Over this year more people will want to find Satan they will come from the world over you will randomly find more conversations about Him both good and bad and every one of them is a chance to share the truth. Don't force it just put the marker there and go. Those genuine WILL find it. Put the links all over the internet, in books at the library, on bus seats, phone booths cafes, everywhere.
We have now more JOS groups than we did a year ago when I joined. I see a lot of new names and posts saying 'Hi I am new' all the time. Some will stick at it some won't.
But I can see for myself the world is waking up. It's like comming out of a general anesthesia they are still groggy, fuck even I am still groggy I have days I just can't get my shit together and think straight you can imagine how hard it is for the zombie nation out there slowly starting to realise something is up.

Try and have patience with people around you, staying positive can be very hard at times and we all have our moments but with Satan those moments pass and We come back stronger.

Make no mistake this war is not over but don't allow it to consume your every waking moment. You must have fun, you must keep living, you do for Satan and you live your life. Things are comming together.

What I have found the best for moments of intense depression when you just can't get the meditating to work and you feel nothing but loss and empty inside is sheild yourself and go to sleep. When you wake up you will feel better, have a hot drink or something to eat and focus on Satan. When ready do your meditation again. Don't quit.

What I have found is because I have been doing meditation for a year now missing any is very bad but my soul has started to take in energy on its own more. Not a lot but when I sleep if I sheilded well first I feel when I wake up better. I feel I have drawn power in. Not a huge amount like when meditating and it goes well but enough to lift me back out of depression enough I have just enough motivation again to help myself. Life happens we get busy, distracted things go wrong it often feels worse than it is.

I occasionally still get some depression nowhere near as bad as I used to and it passes much quicker. I used to be very bad and it would last and take me over for days or weeks. Now it is hours not even a whole day. And it passes again. The mind also produces substances to combat it that can make you feel a bit spaced out for a while after a depressive episode or anything stressfull. It can leave you feeling a bit out there and not sure what to do next, ground yourself do some excersise go for a walk do some washing, laundry anything physical and normal to get going again.

This is what I have found myself. If you have trouble meditating don't force it, stop do something else for a while and then try again. getting frustrated dosn't help.
I got off track but we face things as we go that can be difficult it isn't just you it happens to lots of Us. But we get back up. It will get easier. Make affirmations daily, simple ones to combat negative self feelings that everyday I am stronger, better, healthier no matter how you feel say it. You say it enough times you start believing it.

Be strong!

HAIL SATAN!

[/TD]

 

[C Y]

Genius.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Jonathan wrote:

Try disguising links when possible like on some forums you can turn links into words but when not possible use an URL shorter.

HAIL SATAN!!! HAIL BEELZEBUB!!! HAIL AZAZEL!!! HAIL ASTAROTH!!!

On Feb 8, 2013, at 2:07 PM, "hailazazel" wrote:

I dedicate 30 minutes of my day to post links all over YouTube. Not only in xian videos, but all over YouTube, it doesn't matter where, really, I post it in Illuminati videos, Music videos, Yoga videos, everywhere. At the beginning I got tons of replies from deluded xians, atheists, muslims, what not. It had only bad effects. I would waste my time on those fuckers, which obviously was pointless, because they are too deep into the shit. And also it got me into confusion and and in general was getting me to a bad mood. So I went to Options, where I can cancel the Email links. (I would get tons of emails, telling me someone was replying, so I canceled it). I don't get banned, I don't need to take personal what those who are without might say, and I feel extreme joy after doing that, because I know it may show the truth to the ones who are ready to hear it. And you're right I don't just spread the link like "Go here it is the truth - www.joyofsatan.com"
I post a piece of paragraph, which contains the essential information, and I do it in a way which will make the reader to keep reading further into the site.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Serpentfire666" wrote:

Not everyone is going to jump for joy and go running to Satan just because you put a link on the internet somewhere. You will get comments back bashing the truth you will get banned, deleted, kicked off, censored and ridiculed. You may feel moments of doubt and so on Just post the links and move along don't take it personally and don't let it deter you. because if 100 people have a wobbly over it 1 person might click that link and actually read it and want to know this truth.

You are putting out sign markers to Satan to help those who want to find Him. I am going to make a prediction. Over this year more people will want to find Satan they will come from the world over you will randomly find more conversations about Him both good and bad and every one of them is a chance to share the truth. Don't force it just put the marker there and go. Those genuine WILL find it. Put the links all over the internet, in books at the library, on bus seats, phone booths cafes, everywhere.
We have now more JOS groups than we did a year ago when I joined. I see a lot of new names and posts saying 'Hi I am new' all the time. Some will stick at it some won't.
But I can see for myself the world is waking up. It's like comming out of a general anesthesia they are still groggy, fuck even I am still groggy I have days I just can't get my shit together and think straight you can imagine how hard it is for the zombie nation out there slowly starting to realise something is up.

Try and have patience with people around you, staying positive can be very hard at times and we all have our moments but with Satan those moments pass and We come back stronger.

Make no mistake this war is not over but don't allow it to consume your every waking moment. You must have fun, you must keep living, you do for Satan and you live your life. Things are comming together.

What I have found the best for moments of intense depression when you just can't get the meditating to work and you feel nothing but loss and empty inside is sheild yourself and go to sleep. When you wake up you will feel better, have a hot drink or something to eat and focus on Satan. When ready do your meditation again. Don't quit.

What I have found is because I have been doing meditation for a year now missing any is very bad but my soul has started to take in energy on its own more. Not a lot but when I sleep if I sheilded well first I feel when I wake up better. I feel I have drawn power in. Not a huge amount like when meditating and it goes well but enough to lift me back out of depression enough I have just enough motivation again to help myself. Life happens we get busy, distracted things go wrong it often feels worse than it is.

I occasionally still get some depression nowhere near as bad as I used to and it passes much quicker. I used to be very bad and it would last and take me over for days or weeks. Now it is hours not even a whole day. And it passes again. The mind also produces substances to combat it that can make you feel a bit spaced out for a while after a depressive episode or anything stressfull. It can leave you feeling a bit out there and not sure what to do next, ground yourself do some excersise go for a walk do some washing, laundry anything physical and normal to get going again.

This is what I have found myself. If you have trouble meditating don't force it, stop do something else for a while and then try again. getting frustrated dosn't help.
I got off track but we face things as we go that can be difficult it isn't just you it happens to lots of Us. But we get back up. It will get easier. Make affirmations daily, simple ones to combat negative self feelings that everyday I am stronger, better, healthier no matter how you feel say it. You say it enough times you start believing it.

Be strong!

HAIL SATAN!