K I'm sick of this shit

[hibstjoseph]

I'm married to a Christian woman, great person but brings the worst out in especially after she found out I defected from Christianity to... well she doesn't know I'm a satanist now but she's caught me looking up demons and such. She keeps trying to drag me back in to the faith and we have a daughter together whom is the only reason at this point I'm still together with her and it's not just the difference in faith. But it is now. So my question is where in Hell can I meet a woman that's a satanist? I mean I'm all down and understanding about why our secrecy is so important butttt where can a man meet a girl in our way of life

 

[High Priestess Lydia Coventina]

You can't go looking for a new relationship while you are still married. This usually ends in disaster, and it would not be fair to a potential new partner to have to put up with your divorce drama.

Get a divorce and get your life in order, and then work on attracting a perfect Zevism partner into your life, or at least a woman who will be open to the idea of Zevism.

Love
https://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic16500.html

 

[truthenki1]

Agreed with lydia, also out of my own experience too, divorce and work on your self and your daughters life.

I have heard u can do working for the relationship.
However in this case not sure u want.

 

[hibstjoseph]

K, first I want to say thank you I read the whole bit you sent me and that makes a lot of sense, I can see how we can get so caught up in our problems that we become desperate to the point that we can no longer see the reality of our present moment or the ramifications of our actions or desires. And I completely agree in whole with the aspect that dragging your soul mate through drama and unresolved issues would be counter productive to a healthy relationship. As well as remembering are you able to take care of yourself?

I would like to also add I have no desire to betray my wife at all, I'm faithful and true even till the bitter end. I'm just fed up with not having a clue as to how or when or by what avenue I can put myself out there,(by that I mean to the Satanic left-hand path), when I'm finally capable of doing so. Thank you very much lydia_666 for your voice of reason and direction. I only have one question left ... What does Zevism stand for? I'm a manager of masters of the son as well and I haven't seen that abbreviation yet lol I'm assuming the name or Satan is in that but I'm drawing a blank for the second letter. Lol thanks again for your help.

 

[Fatherschild1]

Oh you want some strange?We don't know where to meet them.You can comb the goth sites but it's a slim chance.

 

[Fatherschild1]

Just tell her with a straight face and she'll run.

 

[High Priestess Lydia Coventina]

Zevism is abbreviation for Spiritual Satanist.

As for meeting Zevism partners, Satan and the Gods often intervene and set up chance meetings. There are Zevism who have met their Zevism partners. But this is after proving yourself, working hard for Satan and advancing yourself. Stay strong in Satan and focus on yourself and your daughter, and when the time is right, you will be introduced to a suitable partner. Either in real life, or a friendship will start through these groups... anything is possible

 

[hibstjoseph]

Thank you so much, that was just what I needed to hear. I feel so much lighter now. Thank you thank you.

 

[aldric.strickland88]

 If you are no longer happy in your relationship. Then be a man, suck it up and go to her and tell her. If it means divorce then so be it. 
 As for the child.. YOU NEVER, NEVER , NEVER, SHALL I REPEAT NEVER. 
 Stay in an unhappy relationship because of the child!!!! 
 This never does anything but harm them. 
 They get to grow up knowing their parents hate each other. Having to deal with the fights and unhappiness. Then its all blamed on the child. I was unhappy for so many years.. Because of YOU. That really helps the esteem of the child, even if handed to them in a nice package. 
 Instead mommy gets a boy friend and Daddy gets a girl friend. Everyones happy. The child goes and sees BOTH parents. Gets a step mom and step dad. 
 Gets use to the idea that their parents just were not meant to be. And everyone is happy. The child is not left with guilt that THEY caused unhappiness. Everyone wins. 
 This is just cowardice. You want a better life? You want to be happy? Then CHANGE IT. But going around trying to find an affair unbeknownst to your wife, So she can see your Heathen ways producing unfaithfulness. To show your child that your unchristian ways have produced the betrayal to your lovers trust and love commitment. 
Which will cut like a knife at the heart of your child and sting with the bitter stain of betrayal to them as well. Simply put you are on the verge of fucking your whole life up and destroying everything you hold dear. For the simple desire of Sexual intercourse with another Female. 
 People get with others out of the act of loneliness and desperation. That is the true cause of all these problems. Until you can be happy with yourself, you will never learn to give anything of any substantial warrant to a Woman. To become whole as who you are. To not be afraid to be alone. We are all Alone and will forever be alone. Something that one should reconcile with yourself. If you can find a Woman who will stand next to you as Partners loyally to the end. THEN you will have something worth fighting for. 
 I personally will wait my entire life for this if I have too. Better that then to fill the void of emptiness within ones self with those who are unloyal and unfaithful to a point. I would hate to be Woman, Desire an emotional connection with someone, only to look around and see selfish and insecure boys wanting to have sex with me. Loads of them everywhere. It must be quite a daunting task being a Woman. 
 Instead they want a Man. A man is one who is secure with ones self. Not afraid to be alone. Does not pursue Selfish desires relentlessly. Instead wishes to give of themselves to a Woman and HER needs and to the posterity that may emanate from her. To work and to live for the Family one has created and if necessary to die for it. 
 The point is this. You were given the chance to make this and failed. Why? Because you rushed and found yourself with one who you were not satisfied with. So what do you think the answer is? To rush yet again head long into the wind and make the same mistakes yet again? Or perhaps find truths that you stand upon and guard and work tirelessly to manifest. To bring about your perfect family. As an artist would take their time with a masterpiece. 



---In , <hibstjoseph@... wrote :

I'm married to a Christian woman, great person but brings the worst out in especially after she found out I defected from Christianity to... well she doesn't know I'm a satanist now but she's caught me looking up demons and such. She keeps trying to drag me back in to the faith and we have a daughter together whom is the only reason at this point I'm still together with her and it's not just the difference in faith. But it is now. So my question is where in Hell can I meet a woman that's a satanist? I mean I'm all down and understanding about why our secrecy is so important butttt where can a man meet a girl in our way of life

 

[hibstjoseph]

Dude your way out of line, had you taken the time to find and read the rest of the conversation. On this particular thread you... never mind, I get it your first impression was bad and you decided to get pissed but no. I'm not seeking an affair and I explain this in my thread to another member as I also explain how I would never do anything to harm my daughter just. Find it and read through it and I'm glad you got to vent on someone might as well be a random persons . And just a little FYI no knowing weather it is better to stay in a relationship or not for your children is a natural reaction you would understand if you actually had a child and loved them and I can tell you don't at least have one. And your obviously not married either. So if I'm still correct on those accounts than I could safely say you have no fucking clue what it's like to walk in my shoes. That's all I'm going to say on the matter to you.

 

[hibstjoseph]

Lol yea but I'm trying not to do anything that would make her keep me from my child.

 

[Joel Holmes]

Youcan try explaining it or choose to just keep giving it a shot. Cause I promise. Naturally she will just be drawn to the dark side and you can ask Intrigue her. Ask if she wants to know why and let her know she has to be all in to know. Just give her tid bit maybe and the seeds will be planted and good chance she will come about. 

  You can't go looking for a new relationship while you are still married. This usually ends in disaster, and it would not be fair to a potential new partner to have to put up with your divorce drama.

Get a divorce and get your life in order, and then work on attracting a perfect Zevism partner into your life, or at least a woman who will be open to the idea of Zevism.

Love
https://josministries. prophpbb.com/topic16500.html

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[hibstjoseph]

No I don't, I just want to do what's best for my daughter and for me in my Zevism

 

[truthenki1]

@hibstjoseph the advice that was given to u was based on own experience, maybe not from being with someone but seeing someone go thru the problems u going per say.

None the least if u worried about ur daughter u can always do a working to balance off between u and ur wife ur child or all together to u.

If u 2 are fighting it is true to not be together, again I say all this based on my own experience and yes it's scary when u don't know on how it will turn out but do a working and trust father.

From what I was told and seen whom ever wants a divorce and fill the papers first, the law usually will favor that person over the other do long as there's nothing thy can use against u.

I my self went through a few stuff but in the end I'm happier and my son is happier, especially when he's with just me alone and all the animals he gets lol on my crazyness hahahaha....

Do a working and for safety reasons as u know don't tell her ur an Zevism she can always use that against u especially if u do a divorce.

Wish u luck with ur choices.

Hail Father Satan
Hail Mother Lilith
Hail all the deite Gods/Goddesses

 

[hibstjoseph]

Thank you for that advice, I haven't progressed enough to move on to workings, would you be able to give me something I can start with since this is a love issue I will probably turn to Lilith and since it's a security issue I will be paying Azazal and Satan a nice visit in my spare time. They speak with me and give me direction, which I usually follow up with research as to make sure I wasn't just making myself hear what I wanted to hear. So I'm still in that phase I presume everyone goes through while they are still opening up there pineal gland and connecting with our father and the old gods spiritually. If you could send me a link with some info perhaps this may be the start of all my workings now and in the future.

 

[hibstjoseph]

K this was intended for aldrin.strickland88, look for the the response to my thread that begins "if you don't like your situation then suck it up be a man" my response to this person was in no way intended to seem like I was responding to those who are generally just trying to give me good advice. I just barely noticed the (reply to this message box) on my iPhone. So I apologize again if I inadvertently made anyone other than that troll feel like I was upset at them.

 

[Anonymous]

Do not "turn to Lilith". She is not to be summoned, she appears to who she wishes.

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  Thank you for that advice, I haven't progressed enough to move on to workings, would you be able to give me something I can start with since this is a love issue I will probably turn to Lilith and since it's a security issue I will be paying Azazal and Satan a nice visit in my spare time. They speak with me and give me direction, which I usually follow up with research as to make sure I wasn't just making myself hear what I wanted to hear. So I'm still in that phase I presume everyone goes through while they are still opening up there pineal gland and connecting with our father and the old gods spiritually. If you could send me a link with some info perhaps this may be the start of all my workings now and in the future.

 

[Taol]

It seems you are a new person. Lilith is not to be summoned. It is on the demons page instead how about going to ask father Satan about it?

In case you havent seen here is the website: templeofzeus.org

 

[hibstjoseph]

Thanks for lending some of your time for me. As for Aldrik it was more the slanderous presumptions towards me in his message that ticked me off. I understood what he was trying to say and I was fine with that. But yea it wasn't how he said his piece it was what he said about me like it was a matter of fact. I feel it's okay to convey things how they are but he needs to work on watching his mouth.

Since your supporting him I'll take what he said worth a grain of salt as far as that goes. I don't want to label anyone negatively for no good reason. We're all apart of the same family here and family shouldn't pick at each other cause in the end your family is all you have.
Hail Satan

 

[abdoramdan1999]

will in my opinion this is problem with solution when i was in atheistic  in free think i did not find who will accept it it's . you can say for her the truth and ask her to explain why satanism and make she see what you saw and if she say ok so it's but if she said no so then you can think in left her but think about your child and say to them what that you will left there Mather and see what they will say

about meat satanic partner we have to make website for it all whole world 

 

[Anonymous]

Well that confirms that. Hello again, "devilserpent".

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  Yeah, it's a drag! Unfortunately some people in the group are a 'bit rough around the edges'!

We are here to help educate and refine them. Lol

HAIL SATAN!

 

[descipleofthegods13]

I have a piece of advice to the original poster. This may or may not help. But, I suggest going with what your intuition says is best. Listen to your Soul/intuition for the best possible answer. I know we all get caught up in life and forget to see the spiritual side of things at times but it is your Soul/intuition that knows the best answer.

I'm not going to tell you how to live or what to really do just some possibly helpful advice.

 

[hibstjoseph]

You know, I can see you really tried on that and I translated all of it, but just a kind and tender bit of advice my friend cause I'm not trying to offend you, I can tell English is not your first language so please find someone to help you with your vocabulary. Once you know the vocabulary speaking it will become easier.