Just something I wanted to reflect on

[Xavier Skaggs]

I just wanted to share how much better my life has become ever since I found Satanism. About 4 years ago was when I dedicated to become a Satanist before that I was seeing life as some meaningless shithole. Life just seemed very depressing to me even when I was younger I never wanted to think that we as humans were limited. My life at the time to was at a point when I was very depressed and I even had some suicidal tenancies. But soon after finding the Joy of Satan website this wave of excitement went over me and all the information on the site was the most fascinating thing I have ever read. It didn't take me long after that I was very eager to dedicate. After the dedication ritual I finally actually had a purpose in my life. Doing the meditations really healed me from the depression I was facing. 
Now I've had my many rough patches being a Satanist but knowing the truth and having a purpose has made my obstacles seem meaningless. If I was very consistent in my meditations I would be a lot more advanced but oh well most people live their entire lives without spiritually advancing at all and for me to have advanced at all is impressive in the current state of this world. You just can't let small things like missing a meditation get you down you just need to shrug it off and just keep going. I might of not contributed a whole lot for awhile but I have been eager to jump back in and do whatever I can to help in Satanism. I'm very thankful for the time and effort the ministry and other members have done to make knowledge more widely available and re-discover knowledge the jews have been trying so desperately to keep from us.

Hail Satan!!!!

 

[call_me_something_else]

A beautiful, praiseworthy message.

Hail Father Satan!

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Thanks for sharing Xavier. Hail Satan!


On Saturday, April 11, 2015 9:07 PM, "Xavier Skaggs xavi3rskaggs@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I just wanted to share how much better my life has become ever since I found Satanism. About 4 years ago was when I dedicated to become a Satanist before that I was seeing life as some meaningless shithole. Life just seemed very depressing to me even when I was younger I never wanted to think that we as humans were limited. My life at the time to was at a point when I was very depressed and I even had some suicidal tenancies. But soon after finding the Joy of Satan website this wave of excitement went over me and all the information on the site was the most fascinating thing I have ever read. It didn't take me long after that I was very eager to dedicate. After the dedication ritual I finally actually had a purpose in my life. Doing the meditations really healed me from the depression I was facing. 
Now I've had my many rough patches being a Satanist but knowing the truth and having a purpose has made my obstacles seem meaningless. If I was very consistent in my meditations I would be a lot more advanced but oh well most people live their entire lives without spiritually advancing at all and for me to have advanced at all is impressive in the current state of this world. You just can't let small things like missing a meditation get you down you just need to shrug it off and just keep going. I might of not contributed a whole lot for awhile but I have been eager to jump back in and do whatever I can to help in Satanism. I'm very thankful for the time and effort the ministry and other members have done to make knowledge more widely available and re-discover knowledge the jews have been trying so desperately to keep from us.

Hail Satan!!!!

 

[descipleofthegods13]

Yeah, we all have our own story. Mine is a very bleak one before becoming a Spiritual Satanist. I was fairly depressed as seems to be the norm for we Gentiles in this kike ridden world, I found meaning in nothing. I was apathetic towards basically everything. I was paranoid often, and had no defense against the enemy that was harassing me for a loooooong time before becoming a Spiritual Satanist. Which made things a helluvalot worse. One word, Phantasms and a whole lot of them. My reality was dictated by these cretins that love to turn we Gentiles at the very least neurotic, and at the worst beyond repair insane. I was somewhere in the middle.

Father Satan has helped me a lot to see meaning in things as well as, have a healthy drive for live, and living live, both of which I had NO DRIVE for. It's like I wanted to try, but couldn't. I believe it's what is called being numb.

I also had suicidal thoughts but only mainly due to the enemy harassing me. Before their up close and personal approach, I was just disinterested in life, and people, and doing anything with anything really.
I was a lump of nothing. I've seen our noble cause, and how much better life can be, and I now smile, am happy, life live, work for a better tomorrow, etc..

It's an awesome thing!

HAIL SATAN!!

SAY IT LOUD AND PROUD!!