Just a thought.

[sorzial]

I have read about brothers and sisters joining us, becoming dedicated. They explain how they feel such power instantly. They feel love and protection.

Then i read about those of us who have dedicated, but felt nothing.
I myself am one of those people. Though stuff did happen, i didn't feel any more secure or powerful. I felt the exact same spiritually and physically, sort of.

And the thought just hit me. i was never attached to xianity. I was baptised, but always felt "outside of the circle" if you will. I've tried other religions but found nothing homey about them. Then i found satanism, and i accepted it with open arms, like a child seeing his father after a long time apart.

Even we died, our dedicated "pact" with father never went away after reincarnation. What i'm saying is, the reason some people don't feel anything, is because they are already dedicated. It's like trying to light a fire.

Thoughts?

 

[Sheila Barnhill]

I can relate to that. I was baptized myself but it didn't "take"..lol. And I too have tried other religions but found them all "lacking" somehow. Satanism feel right and Father gives me strength to put up with all the bullshit in my life.

Hail Satan!
Granny

On Wed, Sep 22, 2010 at 7:11 AM, sorzial <shadow.slade@... wrote:

  I have read about brothers and sisters joining us, becoming dedicated. They explain how they feel such power instantly. They feel love and protection.

Then i read about those of us who have dedicated, but felt nothing.
I myself am one of those people. Though stuff did happen, i didn't feel any more secure or powerful. I felt the exact same spiritually and physically, sort of.

And the thought just hit me. i was never attached to xianity. I was baptised, but always felt "outside of the circle" if you will. I've tried other religions but found nothing homey about them. Then i found satanism, and i accepted it with open arms, like a child seeing his father after a long time apart.

Even we died, our dedicated "pact" with father never went away after reincarnation. What i'm saying is, the reason some people don't feel anything, is because they are already dedicated. It's like trying to light a fire.

Thoughts?

--
"Do what you want as long as it's paying off for you. But once it's become a liability, then something is wrong and you better find out what it is."

 

[blackkat_411]

Hail Father Satan!! i tend to agree with you to a certain degree, it is different for everyone, though. for me--when i dedicated i just felt a feeling of coming home after a long journey, like very peaceful and calm and just "glad to be home" sort of feeling. maybe like you say, certain ones have been with Father in past life and finally find their way back now.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sorzial" <shadow.slade@... wrote:

I have read about brothers and sisters joining us, becoming dedicated. They explain how they feel such power instantly. They feel love and protection.

Then i read about those of us who have dedicated, but felt nothing.
I myself am one of those people. Though stuff did happen, i didn't feel any more secure or powerful. I felt the exact same spiritually and physically, sort of.

And the thought just hit me. i was never attached to xianity. I was baptised, but always felt "outside of the circle" if you will. I've tried other religions but found nothing homey about them. Then i found satanism, and i accepted it with open arms, like a child seeing his father after a long time apart.

Even we died, our dedicated "pact" with father never went away after reincarnation. What i'm saying is, the reason some people don't feel anything, is because they are already dedicated. It's like trying to light a fire.

Thoughts?

 

[Exar]

My thought is maybe you did not have confidence in the fact that you were connected? To me I was ecstatic; it was amazing how true it all was! But for some, it's not.
No one's fault.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sorzial" <shadow.slade@... wrote:

I have read about brothers and sisters joining us, becoming dedicated. They explain how they feel such power instantly. They feel love and protection.

Then i read about those of us who have dedicated, but felt nothing.
I myself am one of those people. Though stuff did happen, i didn't feel any more secure or powerful. I felt the exact same spiritually and physically, sort of.

And the thought just hit me. i was never attached to xianity. I was baptised, but always felt "outside of the circle" if you will. I've tried other religions but found nothing homey about them. Then i found satanism, and i accepted it with open arms, like a child seeing his father after a long time apart.

Even we died, our dedicated "pact" with father never went away after reincarnation. What i'm saying is, the reason some people don't feel anything, is because they are already dedicated. It's like trying to light a fire.

Thoughts?

 

[Allison P]

Certainly a thought. For me, when I did it, I felt no great euphoria,
but just a calm sense of peace. I felt that I was finally where I
belonged, after many years of searching. It's different for everyone,
though; we all feel what we feel. Ave Satanas!

On 9/22/10, Exar <exarkuun1991@... wrote:
My thought is maybe you did not have confidence in the fact that you were
connected? To me I was ecstatic; it was amazing how true it all was! But for
some, it's not.
No one's fault.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sorzial" <shadow.slade@... wrote:

I have read about brothers and sisters joining us, becoming dedicated.
They explain how they feel such power instantly. They feel love and
protection.

Then i read about those of us who have dedicated, but felt nothing.
I myself am one of those people. Though stuff did happen, i didn't feel
any more secure or powerful. I felt the exact same spiritually and
physically, sort of.

And the thought just hit me. i was never attached to xianity. I was
baptised, but always felt "outside of the circle" if you will. I've tried
other religions but found nothing homey about them. Then i found satanism,
and i accepted it with open arms, like a child seeing his father after a
long time apart.

Even we died, our dedicated "pact" with father never went away after
reincarnation. What i'm saying is, the reason some people don't feel
anything, is because they are already dedicated. It's like trying to light
a fire.

Thoughts?

 

[Zach Kelley]

When I dedicated, I felt good inside.Like I was in the right path to something.I also felt...a light feeling in my body.I'm not sure what that was. Zach   Hail Father Satan and the Gods of Duat!!!

From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sat, October 2, 2010 5:42:48 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Just a thought.

  Certainly a thought. For me, when I did it, I felt no great euphoria,
but just a calm sense of peace. I felt that I was finally where I
belonged, after many years of searching. It's different for everyone,
though; we all feel what we feel. Ave Satanas!

On 9/22/10, Exar <exarkuun1991@... wrote:
My thought is maybe you did not have confidence in the fact that you were
connected? To me I was ecstatic; it was amazing how true it all was! But for
some, it's not.
No one's fault.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sorzial" <shadow.slade@... wrote:

I have read about brothers and sisters joining us, becoming dedicated.
They explain how they feel such power instantly. They feel love and
protection.

Then i read about those of us who have dedicated, but felt nothing.
I myself am one of those people. Though stuff did happen, i didn't feel
any more secure or powerful. I felt the exact same spiritually and
physically, sort of.

And the thought just hit me. i was never attached to xianity. I was
baptised, but always felt "outside of the circle" if you will. I've tried
other religions but found nothing homey about them. Then i found satanism,
and i accepted it with open arms, like a child seeing his father after a
long time apart.

Even we died, our dedicated "pact" with father never went away after
reincarnation. What i'm saying is, the reason some people don't feel
anything, is because they are already dedicated. It's like trying to light
a fire.

Thoughts?

 

[morticia]

i myself grew up in a catholic household. i never liked it or any other xian religion. i felt so uncomfortable and angry because something just told me they were jerking me around. when i found satanism and dedicated myself to satan i immed felt the dif. i was so ecstatic and joyful! i couldnt get enuf about learning about Satan and when i found this grp i felt id finally come home!i love Satan so much i would die for Him and and anyone who slanders Him will deal w/ me because i aint down for that shit. i will put a spell on u if u insult my Father and if i see u on the street i'll kick ur fuckin ass! so to all those infiltrators out there get the fuck out!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

Certainly a thought. For me, when I did it, I felt no great euphoria,
but just a calm sense of peace. I felt that I was finally where I
belonged, after many years of searching. It's different for everyone,
though; we all feel what we feel. Ave Satanas!

On 9/22/10, Exar <exarkuun1991@... wrote:
My thought is maybe you did not have confidence in the fact that you were
connected? To me I was ecstatic; it was amazing how true it all was! But for
some, it's not.
No one's fault.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sorzial" <shadow.slade@ wrote:

I have read about brothers and sisters joining us, becoming dedicated.
They explain how they feel such power instantly. They feel love and
protection.

Then i read about those of us who have dedicated, but felt nothing.
I myself am one of those people. Though stuff did happen, i didn't feel
any more secure or powerful. I felt the exact same spiritually and
physically, sort of.

And the thought just hit me. i was never attached to xianity. I was
baptised, but always felt "outside of the circle" if you will. I've tried
other religions but found nothing homey about them. Then i found satanism,
and i accepted it with open arms, like a child seeing his father after a
long time apart.

Even we died, our dedicated "pact" with father never went away after
reincarnation. What i'm saying is, the reason some people don't feel
anything, is because they are already dedicated. It's like trying to light
a fire.

Thoughts?