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jehova witnesses at my door (Pissed at myself)

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This just happened not five minute ago and had to come to vent the one place I knew I could....

At around 1040 AM I got a knock on my door and onnly answered it for I thought it would be my fathers physical therapist. It turned out to be two jehovah witnesses. They were all happy and smiling and being nice. I would have eneded it quick but my dad was behind me laughing that i got caught with them. But I could not yell at them or curse their god for even though my parents are not that religous they still do not know that I am a Satanist and I really want to keep that a secret. They first started to talk about why jehovah witnesses come door to door briefly and tried to hand me a book saying why so that I could follow their speech. Well I denied it and they asked why. They said they were asking for if I was turned away by all of the scandals by the church and those who supposedly believed in their god. I pulled out my baphomet necklace for I knew my dad was no longer behind me for he went to tell my mom in the other room what is happening. I told them that I was pagan and that I believed in Satan. They said oh they respect that and they said that their bible does not deny the existence of Satan. I said well its my beliefs. So they stopped bothering me and said have a good day.

I wanted to say so much more to them, I wanted to explain that their bible does not teach the real Satan, that their god is a murderer and etc. But I couldnt for I had to be careful with my parents. For if I made to much of a stir regarding my beliefs they would question me for again they are not all believing but still believe.

During the whole thing my heart was racing for anger and also being nervous of whether I should attack what they were saying at risk of being caught. Even though I told who my allegiance belongs to I still did not defend Satan. I know I had to watch my living limitations but I am still so pissed at myself for not defending Satan.

I know I would have done more if I did not still live at home and have others to worry about but again I can not help but feel ashamed about this situation and not handling it better.

The only thing I can go on is that they saw what a real Satanist looks like. I was dressed nicely, I was being polite for the reasons stated above. I was smiling and at the end they said have a good day and I said the same. Even though I could not tell them what I thought atleast I could show them how we truely act.

Also I wanted to point out I have never seen these people in my area before and I truely hope they are not spreading here.

Hail Satan
 
That sucks. But your interaction does not have to be over just because it physically ended. Write them a letter, describing all the positive things in Zevism, and what an amazing God Satan is. Search on google to find their office or whatever. Don't leave your name or anything, and to be on the safe (paranoid?) side don't get your fingerprints on it. Even if they never read it, at least it's out there, and I'm sure someone will read it. Hopefully someone with an open mind.

Hail Father Satan!

--- In , "strengththroughsatan89" <horrorfan89@... wrote:

This just happened not five minute ago and had to come to vent the one place I knew I could....

At around 1040 AM I got a knock on my door and onnly answered it for I thought it would be my fathers physical therapist. It turned out to be two jehovah witnesses. They were all happy and smiling and being nice. I would have eneded it quick but my dad was behind me laughing that i got caught with them. But I could not yell at them or curse their god for even though my parents are not that religous they still do not know that I am a Satanist and I really want to keep that a secret. They first started to talk about why jehovah witnesses come door to door briefly and tried to hand me a book saying why so that I could follow their speech. Well I denied it and they asked why. They said they were asking for if I was turned away by all of the scandals by the church and those who supposedly believed in their god. I pulled out my baphomet necklace for I knew my dad was no longer behind me for he went to tell my mom in the other room what is happening. I told them that I was pagan and that I believed in Satan. They said oh they respect that and they said that their bible does not deny the existence of Satan. I said well its my beliefs. So they stopped bothering me and said have a good day.

I wanted to say so much more to them, I wanted to explain that their bible does not teach the real Satan, that their god is a murderer and etc. But I couldnt for I had to be careful with my parents. For if I made to much of a stir regarding my beliefs they would question me for again they are not all believing but still believe.

During the whole thing my heart was racing for anger and also being nervous of whether I should attack what they were saying at risk of being caught. Even though I told who my allegiance belongs to I still did not defend Satan. I know I had to watch my living limitations but I am still so pissed at myself for not defending Satan.

I know I would have done more if I did not still live at home and have others to worry about but again I can not help but feel ashamed about this situation and not handling it better.

The only thing I can go on is that they saw what a real Satanist looks like. I was dressed nicely, I was being polite for the reasons stated above. I was smiling and at the end they said have a good day and I said the same. Even though I could not tell them what I thought atleast I could show them how we truely act.

Also I wanted to point out I have never seen these people in my area before and I truely hope they are not spreading here.

Hail Satan
 
Sometimes we HAVE to deal with these idiots, and I hate when I clearly put out when I want a person to leave but they won't. The best you can do is mentally get the anger out in these situations, picture bashing angels, them just going -poof-, one it helps the deprograming stick, and two when you laugh with them, its not because if them, but because of the mental slamming!
--- In , "strengththroughsatan89" <horrorfan89@... wrote:

This just happened not five minute ago and had to come to vent the one place I knew I could....

At around 1040 AM I got a knock on my door and onnly answered it for I thought it would be my fathers physical therapist. It turned out to be two jehovah witnesses. They were all happy and smiling and being nice. I would have eneded it quick but my dad was behind me laughing that i got caught with them. But I could not yell at them or curse their god for even though my parents are not that religous they still do not know that I am a Satanist and I really want to keep that a secret. They first started to talk about why jehovah witnesses come door to door briefly and tried to hand me a book saying why so that I could follow their speech. Well I denied it and they asked why. They said they were asking for if I was turned away by all of the scandals by the church and those who supposedly believed in their god. I pulled out my baphomet necklace for I knew my dad was no longer behind me for he went to tell my mom in the other room what is happening. I told them that I was pagan and that I believed in Satan. They said oh they respect that and they said that their bible does not deny the existence of Satan. I said well its my beliefs. So they stopped bothering me and said have a good day.

I wanted to say so much more to them, I wanted to explain that their bible does not teach the real Satan, that their god is a murderer and etc. But I couldnt for I had to be careful with my parents. For if I made to much of a stir regarding my beliefs they would question me for again they are not all believing but still believe.

During the whole thing my heart was racing for anger and also being nervous of whether I should attack what they were saying at risk of being caught. Even though I told who my allegiance belongs to I still did not defend Satan. I know I had to watch my living limitations but I am still so pissed at myself for not defending Satan.

I know I would have done more if I did not still live at home and have others to worry about but again I can not help but feel ashamed about this situation and not handling it better.

The only thing I can go on is that they saw what a real Satanist looks like. I was dressed nicely, I was being polite for the reasons stated above. I was smiling and at the end they said have a good day and I said the same. Even though I could not tell them what I thought atleast I could show them how we truely act.

Also I wanted to point out I have never seen these people in my area before and I truely hope they are not spreading here.

Hail Satan
 
thats ok imagine my situation i have to take my girlfriend 2 church cz i dnt want her 2 cntinue suspecting that im a Satanist. i love Satan and all that matters is what is in my heart. hail father Satan n all the mighty Gods of Elysium
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On Sat, Jun 16, 2012 8:00 AM PDT strengththroughsatan89 wrote:

This just happened not five minute ago and had to come to vent the one place I knew I could....

At around 1040 AM I got a knock on my door and onnly answered it for I thought it would be my fathers physical therapist. It turned out to be two jehovah witnesses. They were all happy and smiling and being nice. I would have eneded it quick but my dad was behind me laughing that i got caught with them. But I could not yell at them or curse their god for even though my parents are not that religous they still do not know that I am a Satanist and I really want to keep that a secret. They first started to talk about why jehovah witnesses come door to door briefly and tried to hand me a book saying why so that I could follow their speech. Well I denied it and they asked why. They said they were asking for if I was turned away by all of the scandals by the church and those who supposedly believed in their god. I pulled out my baphomet necklace for I knew my dad was no longer behind me for he went to tell my mom in the other room what is happening. I told
them that I was pagan and that I believed in Satan. They said oh they respect that and they said that their bible does not deny the existence of Satan. I said well its my beliefs. So they stopped bothering me and said have a good day.

I wanted to say so much more to them, I wanted to explain that their bible does not teach the real Satan, that their god is a murderer and etc. But I couldnt for I had to be careful with my parents. For if I made to much of a stir regarding my beliefs they would question me for again they are not all believing but still believe.

During the whole thing my heart was racing for anger and also being nervous of whether I should attack what they were saying at risk of being caught. Even though I told who my allegiance belongs to I still did not defend Satan. I know I had to watch my living limitations but I am still so pissed at myself for not defending Satan.

I know I would have done more if I did not still live at home and have others to worry about but again I can not help but feel ashamed about this situation and not handling it better.

The only thing I can go on is that they saw what a real Satanist looks like. I was dressed nicely, I was being polite for the reasons stated above. I was smiling and at the end they said have a good day and I said the same. Even though I could not tell them what I thought atleast I could show them how we truely act.

Also I wanted to point out I have never seen these people in my area before and I truely hope they are not spreading here.

Hail Satan
 
<td val[/IMG]Ask then the next time if they are not concerned that you will take there place in heaven if the convert you. LOL

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<td val[/IMG]   This just happened not five minute ago and had to come to vent the one place I knew I could....

At around 1040 AM I got a knock on my door and onnly answered it for I thought it would be my fathers physical therapist. It turned out to be two jehovah witnesses. They were all happy and smiling and being nice. I would have eneded it quick but my dad was behind me laughing that i got caught with them. But I could not yell at them or curse their god for even though my parents are not that religous they still do not know that I am a Satanist and I really want to keep that a secret. They first started to talk about why jehovah witnesses come door to door briefly and tried to hand me a book saying why so that I could follow their speech. Well I denied it and they asked why. They said they were asking for if I was turned away by all of the scandals by the church and those who supposedly believed in their god. I pulled out my baphomet necklace for I knew my dad was no longer behind me for he went to tell my mom in the other room what is happening. I told them that I was pagan and that I believed in Satan. They said oh they respect that and they said that their bible does not deny the existence of Satan. I said well its my beliefs. So they stopped bothering me and said have a good day.

I wanted to say so much more to them, I wanted to explain that their bible does not teach the real Satan, that their god is a murderer and etc. But I couldnt for I had to be careful with my parents. For if I made to much of a stir regarding my beliefs they would question me for again they are not all believing but still believe.

During the whole thing my heart was racing for anger and also being nervous of whether I should attack what they were saying at risk of being caught. Even though I told who my allegiance belongs to I still did not defend Satan. I know I had to watch my living limitations but I am still so pissed at myself for not defending Satan.

I know I would have done more if I did not still live at home and have others to worry about but again I can not help but feel ashamed about this situation and not handling it better.

The only thing I can go on is that they saw what a real Satanist looks like. I was dressed nicely, I was being polite for the reasons stated above. I was smiling and at the end they said have a good day and I said the same. Even though I could not tell them what I thought atleast I could show them how we truely act.

Also I wanted to point out I have never seen these people in my area before and I truely hope they are not spreading here.

Hail Satan

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You did what you could, given your situation, and that’s more than some would’ve done. I think we all have to deal with these loons at some point, and it’s not always possible or the smartest thing to do what we all REALLY want to do. I’d like to bash them with a broom and chase them off my property, or spray them with the water hose…I’ve even heard one idea of answering the door in the nude while holding a camcorder and filming them. Something’s wouldn’t give off a positive impression of Spiritual Satanism, and I think it’s great that you did what you did. You’ve helped debunk some of the lies of all Satanist being about ‘evil’ and related BS. I remember once, while I was in middle school, they had a police officer (or some psycho dressed as one) come and lecture the school about her supposed idea of Satanism. She said Satanist never bathe, rape and torture people, human sacrifice…she basically just brought the whole truck load of bs with her. I wasn’t a Satanist at the time, but was picked out by this psycho b!*ch for wearing a pendant from the first Blair Witch movie. Now that I’m older, and realize that what they were doing was illegal and could’ve gotten into a heap of trouble for it, there’s rarely a day that goes by that I don’t wish I could go back in time and set that silly hoe straight along with the rest of that awful school.     HAIL THE GODS OF DUAT!!
HAIL FATHER SATAN ETERNAL!!


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My honor is presiding over everything.
And for this I am the one, the most strong and the most perfect
And I call in my strength who is the rule other than me.
I am the great and the most high.
O my worshipers believe in me, do not disregard me
For disbelief is of the characteristics of the selfish.
I give the infidels an ever close fire to drink
And breezes to those who believe in me.
Praise be to me glorified is my ability
Elevated is my sublimity, Here I am the King of the Earth.
-So saith Shaitan
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Sent: Saturday, June 16, 2012 11:00 AM
To:
Subject: jehova witnesses at my door (Pissed at myself)    This just happened not five minute ago and had to come to vent the one place I knew I could....

At around 1040 AM I got a knock on my door and onnly answered it for I thought it would be my fathers physical therapist. It turned out to be two jehovah witnesses. They were all happy and smiling and being nice. I would have eneded it quick but my dad was behind me laughing that i got caught with them. But I could not yell at them or curse their god for even though my parents are not that religous they still do not know that I am a Satanist and I really want to keep that a secret. They first started to talk about why jehovah witnesses come door to door briefly and tried to hand me a book saying why so that I could follow their speech. Well I denied it and they asked why. They said they were asking for if I was turned away by all of the scandals by the church and those who supposedly believed in their god. I pulled out my baphomet necklace for I knew my dad was no longer behind me for he went to tell my mom in the other room what is happening. I told them that I was pagan and that I believed in Satan. They said oh they respect that and they said that their bible does not deny the existence of Satan. I said well its my beliefs. So they stopped bothering me and said have a good day.

I wanted to say so much more to them, I wanted to explain that their bible does not teach the real Satan, that their god is a murderer and etc. But I couldnt for I had to be careful with my parents. For if I made to much of a stir regarding my beliefs they would question me for again they are not all believing but still believe.

During the whole thing my heart was racing for anger and also being nervous of whether I should attack what they were saying at risk of being caught. Even though I told who my allegiance belongs to I still did not defend Satan. I know I had to watch my living limitations but I am still so pissed at myself for not defending Satan.

I know I would have done more if I did not still live at home and have others to worry about but again I can not help but feel ashamed about this situation and not handling it better.

The only thing I can go on is that they saw what a real Satanist looks like. I was dressed nicely, I was being polite for the reasons stated above. I was smiling and at the end they said have a good day and I said the same. Even though I could not tell them what I thought atleast I could show them how we truely act.

Also I wanted to point out I have never seen these people in my area before and I truely hope they are not spreading here.

Hail Satan
 
Do like I do when I am in that kind of an jam. Shut the door.
Hail Satan

On Sat, Jun 16, 2012 at 11:00 AM, strengththroughsatan89 <horrorfan89@... wrote:
  This just happened not five minute ago and had to come to vent the one place I knew I could....

At around 1040 AM I got a knock on my door and onnly answered it for I thought it would be my fathers physical therapist. It turned out to be two jehovah witnesses. They were all happy and smiling and being nice. I would have eneded it quick but my dad was behind me laughing that i got caught with them. But I could not yell at them or curse their god for even though my parents are not that religous they still do not know that I am a Satanist and I really want to keep that a secret. They first started to talk about why jehovah witnesses come door to door briefly and tried to hand me a book saying why so that I could follow their speech. Well I denied it and they asked why. They said they were asking for if I was turned away by all of the scandals by the church and those who supposedly believed in their god. I pulled out my baphomet necklace for I knew my dad was no longer behind me for he went to tell my mom in the other room what is happening. I told them that I was pagan and that I believed in Satan. They said oh they respect that and they said that their bible does not deny the existence of Satan. I said well its my beliefs. So they stopped bothering me and said have a good day.

I wanted to say so much more to them, I wanted to explain that their bible does not teach the real Satan, that their god is a murderer and etc. But I couldnt for I had to be careful with my parents. For if I made to much of a stir regarding my beliefs they would question me for again they are not all believing but still believe.

During the whole thing my heart was racing for anger and also being nervous of whether I should attack what they were saying at risk of being caught. Even though I told who my allegiance belongs to I still did not defend Satan. I know I had to watch my living limitations but I am still so pissed at myself for not defending Satan.

I know I would have done more if I did not still live at home and have others to worry about but again I can not help but feel ashamed about this situation and not handling it better.

The only thing I can go on is that they saw what a real Satanist looks like. I was dressed nicely, I was being polite for the reasons stated above. I was smiling and at the end they said have a good day and I said the same. Even though I could not tell them what I thought atleast I could show them how we truely act.

Also I wanted to point out I have never seen these people in my area before and I truely hope they are not spreading here.

Hail Satan
 
Such a good idea Lydia, something that I will more than likely do. Since I did not take anything from them I will do a search online for their churches in my area and will send the letter to whatever one I am drawn to.

Being paranoid is not something new to me as it is part of my nature to be over the top when it comes to planning things out and being safe. I will admit however never would have thought of not leaving fingerprints.

Thanks Again Sis

Hail Satan

--- In , "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... wrote:

That sucks. But your interaction does not have to be over just because it physically ended. Write them a letter, describing all the positive things in Zevism, and what an amazing God Satan is. Search on google to find their office or whatever. Don't leave your name or anything, and to be on the safe (paranoid?) side don't get your fingerprints on it. Even if they never read it, at least it's out there, and I'm sure someone will read it. Hopefully someone with an open mind.

Hail Father Satan!

--- In , "strengththroughsatan89" <horrorfan89@ wrote:

This just happened not five minute ago and had to come to vent the one place I knew I could....

At around 1040 AM I got a knock on my door and onnly answered it for I thought it would be my fathers physical therapist. It turned out to be two jehovah witnesses. They were all happy and smiling and being nice. I would have eneded it quick but my dad was behind me laughing that i got caught with them. But I could not yell at them or curse their god for even though my parents are not that religous they still do not know that I am a Satanist and I really want to keep that a secret. They first started to talk about why jehovah witnesses come door to door briefly and tried to hand me a book saying why so that I could follow their speech. Well I denied it and they asked why. They said they were asking for if I was turned away by all of the scandals by the church and those who supposedly believed in their god. I pulled out my baphomet necklace for I knew my dad was no longer behind me for he went to tell my mom in the other room what is happening. I told them that I was pagan and that I believed in Satan. They said oh they respect that and they said that their bible does not deny the existence of Satan. I said well its my beliefs. So they stopped bothering me and said have a good day.

I wanted to say so much more to them, I wanted to explain that their bible does not teach the real Satan, that their god is a murderer and etc. But I couldnt for I had to be careful with my parents. For if I made to much of a stir regarding my beliefs they would question me for again they are not all believing but still believe.

During the whole thing my heart was racing for anger and also being nervous of whether I should attack what they were saying at risk of being caught. Even though I told who my allegiance belongs to I still did not defend Satan. I know I had to watch my living limitations but I am still so pissed at myself for not defending Satan.

I know I would have done more if I did not still live at home and have others to worry about but again I can not help but feel ashamed about this situation and not handling it better.

The only thing I can go on is that they saw what a real Satanist looks like. I was dressed nicely, I was being polite for the reasons stated above. I was smiling and at the end they said have a good day and I said the same. Even though I could not tell them what I thought atleast I could show them how we truely act.

Also I wanted to point out I have never seen these people in my area before and I truely hope they are not spreading here.

Hail Satan
 
Thanks for the tips, as I said in another message posted today, I was actually doing this the entire day and it made me feel much better.

Hail Satan

--- In , "Gale of the Heavens" <galeheavens@... wrote:


Sometimes we HAVE to deal with these idiots, and I hate when I clearly put out when I want a person to leave but they won't. The best you can do is mentally get the anger out in these situations, picture bashing angels, them just going -poof-, one it helps the deprograming stick, and two when you laugh with them, its not because if them, but because of the mental slamming!
--- In , "strengththroughsatan89" <horrorfan89@ wrote:

This just happened not five minute ago and had to come to vent the one place I knew I could....

At around 1040 AM I got a knock on my door and onnly answered it for I thought it would be my fathers physical therapist. It turned out to be two jehovah witnesses. They were all happy and smiling and being nice. I would have eneded it quick but my dad was behind me laughing that i got caught with them. But I could not yell at them or curse their god for even though my parents are not that religous they still do not know that I am a Satanist and I really want to keep that a secret. They first started to talk about why jehovah witnesses come door to door briefly and tried to hand me a book saying why so that I could follow their speech. Well I denied it and they asked why. They said they were asking for if I was turned away by all of the scandals by the church and those who supposedly believed in their god. I pulled out my baphomet necklace for I knew my dad was no longer behind me for he went to tell my mom in the other room what is happening. I told them that I was pagan and that I believed in Satan. They said oh they respect that and they said that their bible does not deny the existence of Satan. I said well its my beliefs. So they stopped bothering me and said have a good day.

I wanted to say so much more to them, I wanted to explain that their bible does not teach the real Satan, that their god is a murderer and etc. But I couldnt for I had to be careful with my parents. For if I made to much of a stir regarding my beliefs they would question me for again they are not all believing but still believe.

During the whole thing my heart was racing for anger and also being nervous of whether I should attack what they were saying at risk of being caught. Even though I told who my allegiance belongs to I still did not defend Satan. I know I had to watch my living limitations but I am still so pissed at myself for not defending Satan.

I know I would have done more if I did not still live at home and have others to worry about but again I can not help but feel ashamed about this situation and not handling it better.

The only thing I can go on is that they saw what a real Satanist looks like. I was dressed nicely, I was being polite for the reasons stated above. I was smiling and at the end they said have a good day and I said the same. Even though I could not tell them what I thought atleast I could show them how we truely act.

Also I wanted to point out I have never seen these people in my area before and I truely hope they are not spreading here.

Hail Satan
 
Agreed, I actuall tell others this all the time. I explained before in another post that I was angry with myself for I expect myslef to overcome all limitations for I see them as excuses. By saying this I am not attacking anyone else or trying to put anyone down but just how I see them. I feel all limitations can be overcomed with proper thinking and creativity. By not meeting my standards set out for me I get angry. But i guess its just one more stepping stone for me and I will do better next time.

Thanks for the suggestions and comfort, I really do appreciate it.

Hail Satan

--- In , felix ngige <ngigefelix@... wrote:


thats ok imagine my situation i have to take my girlfriend 2 church cz i dnt want her 2 cntinue suspecting that im a Satanist. i love Satan and all that matters is what is in my heart. hail father Satan n all the mighty Gods of Elysium
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On Sat, Jun 16, 2012 8:00 AM PDT strengththroughsatan89 wrote:

This just happened not five minute ago and had to come to vent the one place I knew I could....

At around 1040 AM I got a knock on my door and onnly answered it for I thought it would be my fathers physical therapist. It turned out to be two jehovah witnesses. They were all happy and smiling and being nice. I would have eneded it quick but my dad was behind me laughing that i got caught with them. But I could not yell at them or curse their god for even though my parents are not that religous they still do not know that I am a Satanist and I really want to keep that a secret. They first started to talk about why jehovah witnesses come door to door briefly and tried to hand me a book saying why so that I could follow their speech. Well I denied it and they asked why. They said they were asking for if I was turned away by all of the scandals by the church and those who supposedly believed in their god. I pulled out my baphomet necklace for I knew my dad was no longer behind me for he went to tell my mom in the other room what is happening. I told
them that I was pagan and that I believed in Satan. They said oh they respect that and they said that their bible does not deny the existence of Satan. I said well its my beliefs. So they stopped bothering me and said have a good day.

I wanted to say so much more to them, I wanted to explain that their bible does not teach the real Satan, that their god is a murderer and etc. But I couldnt for I had to be careful with my parents. For if I made to much of a stir regarding my beliefs they would question me for again they are not all believing but still believe.

During the whole thing my heart was racing for anger and also being nervous of whether I should attack what they were saying at risk of being caught. Even though I told who my allegiance belongs to I still did not defend Satan. I know I had to watch my living limitations but I am still so pissed at myself for not defending Satan.

I know I would have done more if I did not still live at home and have others to worry about but again I can not help but feel ashamed about this situation and not handling it better.

The only thing I can go on is that they saw what a real Satanist looks like. I was dressed nicely, I was being polite for the reasons stated above. I was smiling and at the end they said have a good day and I said the same. Even though I could not tell them what I thought atleast I could show them how we truely act.

Also I wanted to point out I have never seen these people in my area before and I truely hope they are not spreading here.

Hail Satan
 
LOL, I have to say that is a rather good one Brian :)

Hail Satan

--- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Ask then the next time if they are not concerned that you will take there place in heaven if the convert you. LOL


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Yes, I know what you mean with those times that we wish we can go back and do over. I have several myself both religious sitautions and non religous ones. Even with this whole scenario I know it will be just one more learning experience of which I can do better than next time around and I am sure these people will supply many more opportunities.

Also thanks for the comfort, it means alot.

Hail Satan

--- In , "Drona De Micaloz" <joythrusatan666@... wrote:

You did what you could, given your situation, and that's more than some
would've done. I think we all have to deal with these loons at some point,
and it's not always possible or the smartest thing to do what we all REALLY
want to do. I'd like to bash them with a broom and chase them off my
property, or spray them with the water hose…I've even heard one idea of
answering the door in the nude while holding a camcorder and filming them.
Something's wouldn't give off a positive impression of Spiritual Satanism,
and I think it's great that you did what you did. You've helped debunk some
of the lies of all Satanist being about `evil' and related BS.

I remember once, while I was in middle school, they had a police officer (or
some psycho dressed as one) come and lecture the school about her supposed
idea of Satanism. She said Satanist never bathe, rape and torture people,
human sacrifice…she basically just brought the whole truck load of bs with
her. I wasn't a Satanist at the time, but was picked out by this psycho
b!*ch for wearing a pendant from the first Blair Witch movie. Now that I'm
older, and realize that what they were doing was illegal and could've gotten
into a heap of trouble for it, there's rarely a day that goes by that I
don't wish I could go back in time and set that silly hoe straight along
with the rest of that awful school.



HAIL THE GODS OF DUAT!!
HAIL FATHER SATAN ETERNAL!!

_____________

My honor is presiding over everything.
And for this I am the one, the most strong and the most perfect
And I call in my strength who is the rule other than me.
I am the great and the most high.
O my worshipers believe in me, do not disregard me
For disbelief is of the characteristics of the selfish.
I give the infidels an ever close fire to drink
And breezes to those who believe in me.
Praise be to me glorified is my ability
Elevated is my sublimity, Here I am the King of the Earth.

-So saith Shaitan
_____________



From: []
On Behalf Of strengththroughsatan89
Sent: Saturday, June 16, 2012 11:00 AM
To:
Subject: jehova witnesses at my door (Pissed at myself)





This just happened not five minute ago and had to come to vent the one place
I knew I could....

At around 1040 AM I got a knock on my door and onnly answered it for I
thought it would be my fathers physical therapist. It turned out to be two
jehovah witnesses. They were all happy and smiling and being nice. I would
have eneded it quick but my dad was behind me laughing that i got caught
with them. But I could not yell at them or curse their god for even though
my parents are not that religous they still do not know that I am a Satanist
and I really want to keep that a secret. They first started to talk about
why jehovah witnesses come door to door briefly and tried to hand me a book
saying why so that I could follow their speech. Well I denied it and they
asked why. They said they were asking for if I was turned away by all of the
scandals by the church and those who supposedly believed in their god. I
pulled out my baphomet necklace for I knew my dad was no longer behind me
for he went to tell my mom in the other room what is happening. I told them
that I was pagan and that I believed in Satan. They said oh they respect
that and they said that their bible does not deny the existence of Satan. I
said well its my beliefs. So they stopped bothering me and said have a good
day.

I wanted to say so much more to them, I wanted to explain that their bible
does not teach the real Satan, that their god is a murderer and etc. But I
couldnt for I had to be careful with my parents. For if I made to much of a
stir regarding my beliefs they would question me for again they are not all
believing but still believe.

During the whole thing my heart was racing for anger and also being nervous
of whether I should attack what they were saying at risk of being caught.
Even though I told who my allegiance belongs to I still did not defend
Satan. I know I had to watch my living limitations but I am still so pissed
at myself for not defending Satan.

I know I would have done more if I did not still live at home and have
others to worry about but again I can not help but feel ashamed about this
situation and not handling it better.

The only thing I can go on is that they saw what a real Satanist looks like.
I was dressed nicely, I was being polite for the reasons stated above. I was
smiling and at the end they said have a good day and I said the same. Even
though I could not tell them what I thought atleast I could show them how we
truely act.

Also I wanted to point out I have never seen these people in my area before
and I truely hope they are not spreading here.

Hail Satan
 
I wanted to and halfway in the confrontation I even reached my hand on the door wanting to shut it, but than I thought about saying I was a Satanist given the opportunity and also giving off a good representation. I do this in public too. In my area religion is not so strict so I wear my baphomet out in the open when I go out. I am polite to everyone even to those wearing croses. I am polite for it they notice my pendant they will see how we truely act.

Its funny that same day at work someone asked me if I was a Satanist for I was leaving for the day and I didnt know that the pendant was out in the open. Now at work there is no way I can say this for obvious reasons so I said that I was pagan. She asked about sacrafices and such and unlike earlier that dayI properly defended my path. She knows me and we get along so she knows I am not some nut or freak. Giving off a good image is something we all should do when the right situation comes along.

But there are those situations where becoming a little hostile can be beneficial or necessary.

Hail Satan

--- In , dvdpst <dvdposton@... wrote:

Do like I do when I am in that kind of an jam. Shut the door.

Hail Satan

On Sat, Jun 16, 2012 at 11:00 AM, strengththroughsatan89 <
horrorfan89@... wrote:

**


This just happened not five minute ago and had to come to vent the one
place I knew I could....

At around 1040 AM I got a knock on my door and onnly answered it for I
thought it would be my fathers physical therapist. It turned out to be two
jehovah witnesses. They were all happy and smiling and being nice. I would
have eneded it quick but my dad was behind me laughing that i got caught
with them. But I could not yell at them or curse their god for even though
my parents are not that religous they still do not know that I am a
Satanist and I really want to keep that a secret. They first started to
talk about why jehovah witnesses come door to door briefly and tried to
hand me a book saying why so that I could follow their speech. Well I
denied it and they asked why. They said they were asking for if I was
turned away by all of the scandals by the church and those who supposedly
believed in their god. I pulled out my baphomet necklace for I knew my dad
was no longer behind me for he went to tell my mom in the other room what
is happening. I told them that I was pagan and that I believed in Satan.
They said oh they respect that and they said that their bible does not deny
the existence of Satan. I said well its my beliefs. So they stopped
bothering me and said have a good day.

I wanted to say so much more to them, I wanted to explain that their bible
does not teach the real Satan, that their god is a murderer and etc. But I
couldnt for I had to be careful with my parents. For if I made to much of a
stir regarding my beliefs they would question me for again they are not all
believing but still believe.

During the whole thing my heart was racing for anger and also being
nervous of whether I should attack what they were saying at risk of being
caught. Even though I told who my allegiance belongs to I still did not
defend Satan. I know I had to watch my living limitations but I am still so
pissed at myself for not defending Satan.

I know I would have done more if I did not still live at home and have
others to worry about but again I can not help but feel ashamed about this
situation and not handling it better.

The only thing I can go on is that they saw what a real Satanist looks
like. I was dressed nicely, I was being polite for the reasons stated
above. I was smiling and at the end they said have a good day and I said
the same. Even though I could not tell them what I thought atleast I could
show them how we truely act.

Also I wanted to point out I have never seen these people in my area
before and I truely hope they are not spreading here.

Hail Satan
 
<td val[/IMG]I can't take the credit but ya LOL

Sent from Yahoo! Mail on Android [/TD]
From: strengththroughsatan89 <horrorfan89@...;
To: ;
Subject: Re: jehova witnesses at my door (Pissed at myself)
Sent: Sun, Jun 17, 2012 9:11:15 PM

<td val[/IMG]   LOL, I have to say that is a rather good one Brian :)

Hail Satan

--- [/IMG], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Ask then the next time if they are not concerned that you will take there place in heaven if the convert you. LOL


Sent from Yahoo! Mail on Android
[/TD]
 
Hello I'm malik.I'm new to dis..I need helpSent from my BlackBerry wireless device from MTNFrom: "strengththroughsatan89" <horrorfan89@... Sender: Date: Sun, 17 Jun 2012 20:42:08 -0000To: ReplyTo: Subject: Re: jehova witnesses at my door (Pissed at myself)
  Such a good idea Lydia, something that I will more than likely do. Since I did not take anything from them I will do a search online for their churches in my area and will send the letter to whatever one I am drawn to.

Being paranoid is not something new to me as it is part of my nature to be over the top when it comes to planning things out and being safe. I will admit however never would have thought of not leaving fingerprints.

Thanks Again Sis

Hail Satan

--- In , "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... wrote:

That sucks. But your interaction does not have to be over just because it physically ended. Write them a letter, describing all the positive things in Zevism, and what an amazing God Satan is. Search on google to find their office or whatever. Don't leave your name or anything, and to be on the safe (paranoid?) side don't get your fingerprints on it. Even if they never read it, at least it's out there, and I'm sure someone will read it. Hopefully someone with an open mind.

Hail Father Satan!

--- In , "strengththroughsatan89" <horrorfan89@ wrote:

This just happened not five minute ago and had to come to vent the one place I knew I could....

At around 1040 AM I got a knock on my door and onnly answered it for I thought it would be my fathers physical therapist. It turned out to be two jehovah witnesses. They were all happy and smiling and being nice. I would have eneded it quick but my dad was behind me laughing that i got caught with them. But I could not yell at them or curse their god for even though my parents are not that religous they still do not know that I am a Satanist and I really want to keep that a secret. They first started to talk about why jehovah witnesses come door to door briefly and tried to hand me a book saying why so that I could follow their speech. Well I denied it and they asked why. They said they were asking for if I was turned away by all of the scandals by the church and those who supposedly believed in their god. I pulled out my baphomet necklace for I knew my dad was no longer behind me for he went to tell my mom in the other room what is happening. I told them that I was pagan and that I believed in Satan. They said oh they respect that and they said that their bible does not deny the existence of Satan. I said well its my beliefs. So they stopped bothering me and said have a good day.

I wanted to say so much more to them, I wanted to explain that their bible does not teach the real Satan, that their god is a murderer and etc. But I couldnt for I had to be careful with my parents. For if I made to much of a stir regarding my beliefs they would question me for again they are not all believing but still believe.

During the whole thing my heart was racing for anger and also being nervous of whether I should attack what they were saying at risk of being caught. Even though I told who my allegiance belongs to I still did not defend Satan. I know I had to watch my living limitations but I am still so pissed at myself for not defending Satan.

I know I would have done more if I did not still live at home and have others to worry about but again I can not help but feel ashamed about this situation and not handling it better.

The only thing I can go on is that they saw what a real Satanist looks like. I was dressed nicely, I was being polite for the reasons stated above. I was smiling and at the end they said have a good day and I said the same. Even though I could not tell them what I thought atleast I could show them how we truely act.

Also I wanted to point out I have never seen these people in my area before and I truely hope they are not spreading here.

Hail Satan
 
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On Sun, Jun 17, 2012 4:48 PM EDT codexgigas69@... wrote:

Hello I'm malik.I'm new to dis..I need help
Sent from my BlackBerry wireless device from MTN

-----Original Message-----
From: "strengththroughsatan89" <horrorfan89@...
Sender:
Date: Sun, 17 Jun 2012 20:42:08
To:
Reply-To:
Subject: Re: jehova witnesses at my door (Pissed at myself)

Such a good idea Lydia, something that I will more than likely do. Since I did not take anything from them I will do a search online for their churches in my area and will send the letter to whatever one I am drawn to.

Being paranoid is not something new to me as it is part of my nature to be over the top when it comes to planning things out and being safe. I will admit however never would have thought of not leaving fingerprints.

Thanks Again Sis

Hail Satan

--- In , "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... wrote:

That sucks. But your interaction does not have to be over just because it physically ended. Write them a letter, describing all the positive things in Zevism, and what an amazing God Satan is. Search on google to find their office or whatever. Don't leave your name or anything, and to be on the safe (paranoid?) side don't get your fingerprints on it. Even if they never read it, at least it's out there, and I'm sure someone will read it. Hopefully someone with an open mind.

Hail Father Satan!

--- In , "strengththroughsatan89" <horrorfan89@ wrote:

This just happened not five minute ago and had to come to vent the one place I knew I could....

At around 1040 AM I got a knock on my door and onnly answered it for I thought it would be my fathers physical therapist. It turned out to be two jehovah witnesses. They were all happy and smiling and being nice. I would have eneded it quick but my dad was behind me laughing that i got caught with them. But I could not yell at them or curse their god for even though my parents are not that religous they still do not know that I am a Satanist and I really want to keep that a secret. They first started to talk about why jehovah witnesses come door to door briefly and tried to hand me a book saying why so that I could follow their speech. Well I denied it and they asked why. They said they were asking for if I was turned away by all of the scandals by the church and those who supposedly believed in their god. I pulled out my baphomet necklace for I knew my dad was no longer behind me for he went to tell my mom in the other room what is happening. I
told them that I was pagan and that I believed in Satan. They said oh they respect that and they said that their bible does not deny the existence of Satan. I said well its my beliefs. So they stopped bothering me and said have a good day.

I wanted to say so much more to them, I wanted to explain that their bible does not teach the real Satan, that their god is a murderer and etc. But I couldnt for I had to be careful with my parents. For if I made to much of a stir regarding my beliefs they would question me for again they are not all believing but still believe.

During the whole thing my heart was racing for anger and also being nervous of whether I should attack what they were saying at risk of being caught. Even though I told who my allegiance belongs to I still did not defend Satan. I know I had to watch my living limitations but I am still so pissed at myself for not defending Satan.

I know I would have done more if I did not still live at home and have others to worry about but again I can not help but feel ashamed about this situation and not handling it better.

The only thing I can go on is that they saw what a real Satanist looks like. I was dressed nicely, I was being polite for the reasons stated above. I was smiling and at the end they said have a good day and I said the same. Even though I could not tell them what I thought atleast I could show them how we truely act.

Also I wanted to point out I have never seen these people in my area before and I truely hope they are not spreading here.

Hail Satan
 
This was taken from a post by Jake:
In Hebrew, Je or Jeh or Jah means Lord or God. The suffix "hovah" is No. 1943 in Strong's Hebrew Dictionary and has the meaning of "ruin, mischief." It is another form of No. 1942, `havvah,' which is translated "calamity, iniquity, mischief, mischievous (thing), naughtiness, naughty, noisome, perverse thing, substance, very wickedness."

Put the two (Je + hovah) together and you get "God of ruin, mischief, calamity, perversion, and wickedness."

 

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