I've lost my path and I'm lost. Can anyone please help me out?

[The Darkness1]

I know that there's a few people on here that I've helped out a while ago but I really need some help.

I don't know why but I've been putting off everything that has to do with satanism aside for other things. I haven't meditated in so long and I can tell it's becoming a long time as my chakra's are all messed up, completely blocked from the energy I used to feel and the advanced meditations I used to do. I still haven't found my GD yet and I have had about 6 people send me links and all that to find out how, I just feel like I haven't had the time to. I haven't heard anything from Satan or his demon's (can't blame them as I haven't tried to contact them) and the last time I had anything happen was my previous life dream i menchined a while ago. My energy, chakra's, everything is so messed up that at times I feel as though everyone and everything's energy is stronger than mine.

I really want to come back to satanism and get everything going again as I was honestly truely happy when I meditated and spent a lot of time doing so. I know I have plenty of free time from both college and work but I spend most of it doing other random activities, anyone know of a method or any advice they can give me to get back on the right path?

 

[westleyply]

My opinion is to put meditation and advancing first in your life. Dont fit meditation in with your life, make it a part of it, and try to make the other crap fit. Do not expect to talk to father satan or the gods if you are not open enough. My advice is to start a meditation program that is right for you, and build this up when you feel you should. Not meditating for a while does cause negative afffects and stuff. Your soul need light and energy,, so if you do not meditate on a regular basis or meditate every now and then, every now and then or when you are not meditating you will feel like shit, have some bad luck, and whatevr else fall in the category. Just remain strong and empower yourself.
hail father Satan!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "The Darkness" <snydernm@... wrote:

I know that there's a few people on here that I've helped out a while ago but I really need some help.

I don't know why but I've been putting off everything that has to do with satanism aside for other things. I haven't meditated in so long and I can tell it's becoming a long time as my chakra's are all messed up, completely blocked from the energy I used to feel and the advanced meditations I used to do. I still haven't found my GD yet and I have had about 6 people send me links and all that to find out how, I just feel like I haven't had the time to. I haven't heard anything from Satan or his demon's (can't blame them as I haven't tried to contact them) and the last time I had anything happen was my previous life dream i menchined a while ago. My energy, chakra's, everything is so messed up that at times I feel as though everyone and everything's energy is stronger than mine.

I really want to come back to satanism and get everything going again as I was honestly truely happy when I meditated and spent a lot of time doing so. I know I have plenty of free time from both college and work but I spend most of it doing other random activities, anyone know of a method or any advice they can give me to get back on the right path?

 

[hailourtruegod1]

meditation is essintial to your soul. see as this, it is like food for your soul. what happens if you physucally stop eating you start feeling groggy and weak right? its the same thing with your soul bro.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "westleyply" <westleyply@... wrote:

My opinion is to put meditation and advancing first in your life. Dont fit meditation in with your life, make it a part of it, and try to make the other crap fit. Do not expect to talk to father satan or the gods if you are not open enough. My advice is to start a meditation program that is right for you, and build this up when you feel you should. Not meditating for a while does cause negative afffects and stuff. Your soul need light and energy,, so if you do not meditate on a regular basis or meditate every now and then, every now and then or when you are not meditating you will feel like shit, have some bad luck, and whatevr else fall in the category. Just remain strong and empower yourself.
hail father Satan!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "The Darkness" <snydernm@ wrote:

I know that there's a few people on here that I've helped out a while ago but I really need some help.

I don't know why but I've been putting off everything that has to do with satanism aside for other things. I haven't meditated in so long and I can tell it's becoming a long time as my chakra's are all messed up, completely blocked from the energy I used to feel and the advanced meditations I used to do. I still haven't found my GD yet and I have had about 6 people send me links and all that to find out how, I just feel like I haven't had the time to. I haven't heard anything from Satan or his demon's (can't blame them as I haven't tried to contact them) and the last time I had anything happen was my previous life dream i menchined a while ago. My energy, chakra's, everything is so messed up that at times I feel as though everyone and everything's energy is stronger than mine.

I really want to come back to satanism and get everything going again as I was honestly truely happy when I meditated and spent a lot of time doing so. I know I have plenty of free time from both college and work but I spend most of it doing other random activities, anyone know of a method or any advice they can give me to get back on the right path?

 

[Xavier Skaggs]

To begin with the road to Satanism is Not easy it takes a lot of dedication. I had a lot of trouble meditating in the past it was hard I thought I was worthless and you are only worthless if you believe that you are. Don't have the mindset of thinking that meditation is some chore you have to do. No think of it as one of the most relaxing beautiful things out there. Show yourself some respect and don't tell yourself I'm worthless I don't belong here I can't do shit. Instead tell yourself something like it might be hard right but I can still do something I'm a warrior of Satan! Also you are probably getting influenced by the enemies of Satan so try this link http://www.vovimbaghie.com/satanic-serm ... -emotions/.
Remember why you came to Satanism in the first place did you come here to learn and expand or to continue to kiss jehova's ass? This is entirely your choice and your choice alone to keep expanding no one else can make you start doing meditations again and if you are trying to meditate and it's hard don't be afraid to ask your guardian demon for help for they are more willing to help a dedicated Satanist who is struggling but don't expect their help if you continue to just sit there and do nothing. If you want to ever know the name of your guardian demon just keep expanding and it will come in time just continue to be more and more open from meditation and empowering your astral senses. It takes time to iron all that shit out though so relax a little and maybe read something http://booksforsatanspeople.wordpress.com/ and keep trying until you can meditate and advance more easily. Don't keep degrading yourself it's not good and only brings more misfortune. Think for yourself just go to a quiet room or the quietest it can be and talk to yourself a little and question yourself like why do I do this why do I do that and keep thinking until you can figure yourself out more. I wish you the best of luck and hope that you can use this advice in the future and remember that we walk in Satanism together.

Hail Satan!!! Hail to the Gods Of Hell!!!
From: The Darkness <snydernm@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Friday, November 2, 2012 12:25 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] I've lost my path and I'm lost. Can anyone please help me out?

  I know that there's a few people on here that I've helped out a while ago but I really need some help.

I don't know why but I've been putting off everything that has to do with satanism aside for other things. I haven't meditated in so long and I can tell it's becoming a long time as my chakra's are all messed up, completely blocked from the energy I used to feel and the advanced meditations I used to do. I still haven't found my GD yet and I have had about 6 people send me links and all that to find out how, I just feel like I haven't had the time to. I haven't heard anything from Satan or his demon's (can't blame them as I haven't tried to contact them) and the last time I had anything happen was my previous life dream i menchined a while ago. My energy, chakra's, everything is so messed up that at times I feel as though everyone and everything's energy is stronger than mine.

I really want to come back to satanism and get everything going again as I was honestly truely happy when I meditated and spent a lot of time doing so. I know I have plenty of free time from both college and work but I spend most of it doing other random activities, anyone know of a method or any advice they can give me to get back on the right path?

 

[Anand Bon]

You haven't Lost Your Path, You know what to do why ask people from the Group. You already know the Answer to your own question. Stop Making Excuses for Yourself. You know what to do. 
If you dont mind doing what i say then Read My Post of Meditation Tips for newbiesThen Do Ritual to Consecrate your Area 
The Rest is Up to You. 
Hail Enki!

 

[Mary-anne]

My advice is to simply make time for meditation. Do it in the shower if necessary, if you honestly feel you havent got time to meditate. Im 100% sure you shower daily so use that time not only to wash but to meditate.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "The Darkness" <snydernm@... wrote:

I know that there's a few people on here that I've helped out a while ago but I really need some help.

I don't know why but I've been putting off everything that has to do with satanism aside for other things. I haven't meditated in so long and I can tell it's becoming a long time as my chakra's are all messed up, completely blocked from the energy I used to feel and the advanced meditations I used to do. I still haven't found my GD yet and I have had about 6 people send me links and all that to find out how, I just feel like I haven't had the time to. I haven't heard anything from Satan or his demon's (can't blame them as I haven't tried to contact them) and the last time I had anything happen was my previous life dream i menchined a while ago. My energy, chakra's, everything is so messed up that at times I feel as though everyone and everything's energy is stronger than mine.

I really want to come back to satanism and get everything going again as I was honestly truely happy when I meditated and spent a lot of time doing so. I know I have plenty of free time from both college and work but I spend most of it doing other random activities, anyone know of a method or any advice they can give me to get back on the right path?

 

[Mc Rundown]

<td val[/IMG]You can not find a solution if you don't identify the problem. Identify whats made you neglect your mediation for a long time. If your focus has just been on contacting the Gods without any effort at empower your soul,you will fail. You don't expect the Gods to contact you if you are not serious at your power meditation. Its responsibility to the responsible. If you make power meditation the most important part of your life,you will not neglect them coz you will know they are everything. Start a power mediation program and be serious at your advancing your soul. As you do your GD will contact you. Good luck. Hail Satan!
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Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I've lost my path and I'm lost. Can anyone please help me out?
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<td val[/IMG]You can not find a solution if you don't identify the problem. Identify whats made you neglect your mediation for a long time. If your focus has just been on contacting the Gods without any effort at empower your soul,you will fail. You don't expect the Gods to contact you if you are not serious at your power meditation. Its responsibility to the responsible. If you make power meditation the most important part of your life,you will not neglect them coz you will know they are everything. Start a power mediation program and be serious at your advancing your soul. As you do your GD will contact you. Good luck. Hail Satan!


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